“How come you’re not freaking out or even questioning yourself about being with a woman?”
“Oh, that. Remember I told you I’ve never had any attractions in my life?”
“Hmm.”
“So I never really had any questions around sexuality.”
“Okaay.”
“Also, remember, I work in the film industry?” Lara grinned.
“How can I forget? I’m still in a daze over your talent.”
“So, the thing is the film industry is full of people with alternative lifestyles, genders and sexuality. I never gave it a thought, but nothing is not normal for me. I’m attracted to you, Sonny, madly attracted. It never even occurred to me to question my sexuality because of what I feel for you and about you. I just feel insanely happy that I feel it, that you are you and that I am with you.”
“And I am insanely lucky that you are you and with me,” Sonny smiled and kissed Lara. A kiss that had been waiting too long.
******
“Another of my movies?” Lara asked. “Haven’t you already had enough of me?” Lara had never spent so much time continuously with anyone and a strange little seed of insecurity peeked out. Since it had always be only work-related interactions with everyone, Lara had hitherto unknown doubts about her being interesting to someone as a person for an extended period of time.
“Jaan, I’m never going to have enough of you,” Sonny promised looking at Lara. Sonny’s look sent tingles all over Lara and her mouth was suddenly dry. God! I love the way she looks at me.
“Okay,” she said with a swallow, selecting one in which she had just a cameo towards the end. “I have a short role in this, but it’s a fun romcom,” she said dimming the lights in the theatre and cuddling into Sonny.
The movie started and Lara found she just couldn’t concentrate. The closeness that they had during the day. The intimacy of the darkened theatre. Memories of the kisses and brushes all through the day that had her on an edge. All those times when Sonny was undressing her with her eyes or even eye-fucking her. Sonny kissing and licking her neck all through the day…Lara nuzzled Sonny’s neck humming softly with pleasure. Sonny turned to look at Lara, fire evident in her eyes in the ambient light from the screen. Lara looked back, her need written openly on her face.
They didn’t know who moved first as their lips clashed frantically. There was nothing soft or loving here. It was lust – erotic and hot – as they duelled for more.
Sonny’s fingers danced down Lara’s throat and across her shoulder igniting lines of fire in their wake. Lara groaned and lifted her head, tilting it in invitation for Sonny to have at her sensitive neck. Sonny licked and nibbled down Lara’s neck while sliding the straps of the dress off Lara’s shoulders. She ran her fingers along the deep vee of the dress and Lara moaned at the touch, her breasts tightening.
Sonny freed one breast from the soft material and caressed it, feeling the nipple pucker and harden in seconds. “Is this okay?” Sonny asked, her voice guttural.
“Yes,” Lara croaked huskily, arching into Sonny’s hand.
Sonny ran her thumb across the pebbled tit and bent down to lick the other one with the tip of her tongue. The warm wet tongue and heated breath over her breast had Lara writhing. Sonny ran her tongue around Lara’s tit mirroring the action with her hand on the other breast. Lara arched her back with a soft moan.
Sonny took one breast into her mouth, laving it and sucking it, biting the nipple with her lips while she pinched the other one gently pulling it. A soft expletive escaped Lara’s lips and shimmered sensually around them as she tightened her arms around Sonny’s head and shoulders.
Sonny turned to pay attention to the other breast with her mouth and slid her hand down, running her fingers up Lara’s thigh. Lara sucked in a loud breath and opened her legs. Sonny ran her fingers along Lara’s upper thigh. Lara folded her knee to give Sonny easier and better access.
Sonny ran her fingers from the fold of Lara’s thigh along the soft inner skin, letting her fingers brush against the soaked gusset of the scrap of silk that was Lara’s panty, and down the inner thigh of the other leg. Lara’s thighs quaked in response as she gasped.
Sonny looked at Lara as she ran her fingers gently along the same path. Head thrown back, eyes shut, breathing heavily – Lara was the most glorious sight Sonny had ever seen. “Okay?” Sonny asked softly.
Lara make a sound of primal need in response and pulled Sonny up to her lips with one hand. With the other hand, Lara grasped Sonny’s wandering hand and led it to the apex of her thighs. Lara’s cunt was throbbing and weeping. Her panties were creamed.
Sonny ran her finger with a light touch along Lara’s slit without moving the wet cloth away. Lara bucked her hips drawn to the irresistibly drawn to the teasing finger. She mad rough sounds at the back of her throat as she devoured Sonny’s mouth with uncontrolled wildness. She placed Sonny’s palm on firmly on her pussy. “Squeeze me, Sonny…knead me….manhandle me,” Lara gasped throatily drawing Sonny’s mouth to her neck.
Sonny didn’t need a split second to do what she was dying to do. Let go of the control. She took one of Lara’s breasts in her mouth nipping and flicking the overly sensitised tit and she kneaded and ground Lara’s pussy with vigour. Lara’s moaning and gasping vocalisations fuelled the flames between them into an inferno.
“Fuck….Sonny….rub me,” Lara’s words rode her heavy breaths erotically.
Sonny’s hand and Lara’s hips moved in tandem to a rhythm that was instinctive.
“Harder….faster,” Lara was quivering and shaking as she reached a height she’d never known. As Sonny complied, Lara grabbed her own breast pinching and pulling her nipple hard.
“Yesssssss,” she hissed as her body arched and went rigid, quavering with the waves crashing and rolling inside her. She saw a bright white light behind her closed eyes and stopped breathing. Lara was a sight almost too unbearably beautiful to behold, but there was no way to not drink in the complete surrender and unravelling.
Sonny pressed down two fingers into the soaking gusset which was steadily growing damper and rubbed them in circles bring down Lara gently, watching her almost worshipfully.
Lara eased back into Sonny, limp and boneless, drawing quick, shallow breaths. She finally heaved out a long breath and opened her shining eyes, looking with wonder at Sonny. “Sonny…” she whispered reverentially.
Sonny kissed Lara’s damp temple. “Okay?” she asked, slowly removing her hand from Lara’s cunt.
“OhmyGod…Sonny…This! This has to be the purpose of life,” she declared, placing Sonny’s hand back on her pussy. Sonny chuckled, her heart expanding and almost shattering at the endearing guileless innocence and enthusiasm that Lara was exuding.
“Don’t take you hand away,” Lara said, her eyes twinkling, “I love the feel of your hand holding my cunt,” she added, blushing. Sonny squeezed her involuntarily and Lara made a throaty sound of pleasure.
“Take me to bed, Sonny,” she whispered into Sonny’s ear, her breath hot.
******
Sonny had changed into a thin, long sleep shirt of the finest white muslin and was waiting in the oversized king bed for Lara to finish her nightly ablutions and join her. Her breath caught when Lara emerged wearing nothing but a tiny lavender lace panty, hair down to her hips in mesmerising waves.
Lara climbed into bed and lay over Sonny, her glorious hair forming a curtain around them. She framed Sonny’s face in her hands and bent down into a sensual kiss as Sonny ran her hands across the smooth bare silken skin of Lara’s back causing Lara to get covered in goosebumps.
Lara was discovering sex for the first time in her life and she felt overwhelmed by all the feelings and needs carousing in her body. And Sonny was the reason…the need and the fulfilment.
She raised her head and looked at Sonny with concern, nibbling her lower lip.
“What is it, babe?” Sonny asked gently.
“Is it okay to not remove my p
anty?” Lara asked in a low, uncertain voice. “I don’t want to…you know…freeze or something again…”
Sonny interrupted, “We go at your pace. Whatever is comfortable for you,” she stroked the side of Lara’s face and tunnelled her fingers through her hair.
“You know I’m not being a tease, right?”…worried, vulnerable, eyes imploring trust. Clearly all the names that she had been called over the years had affected Lara more than she realised. Her need to be believed, seen and understood were very high.
“Jaan, you are the most honest person I’ve ever met.”
“I really, really, really want to but…”
“Shhh…it’s okay,” Sonny shifted her hand to the back of Lara’s neck to draw her down and squeezed her ass. Lara melted into the kiss.
Lara felt she was actually discovering her body for the first time under Sonny’s fingers and mouth. As Sonny ran her hand along Lara’s sides, she trembled learning how sensitive her skin was there and the currents of arousal that sent through her body. Sonny’s mouth on her throat sent an exponential reaction southwards creating a disproportionate wetness in her centre making her hips gyrate and buck wildly. Sonny’s fingertips and blunt nails running over her had her gasping, biting and scratching Sonny. Till now Lara’d had no clue just how many parts of her liked being touched. Liked being licked. Liked being nibbled. She had no idea just how much of a sexual creature she was. This was glorious.
Lara uninhibitedly ground herself into Sonny, riding the waves of ecstasy flowing through her. She was in a completely mindless state. She was only instinct and lust. Sonny eased her thigh between Lara’s legs and groans greeted the welcome purchase that Lara found. She rubbed herself faster and harder. Her head was thrown up and she bit her lower lip in concentration – almost a state of stupor.
Sonny flicked one of Lara’s tits with her tongue and moans cascaded from Lara atop her. Sonny rolled the tit with her lips and Lara’s hips went wild and uncontrolled – rolling, grinding, rubbing – it was almost like she didn’t know what to do with herself right then.
And then…endless tremors ran through Lara and she shook with them, crying out a primordial sound so profound that the air seemed to vibrate with a starburst of colours with that soft sound. Lara melted into Sonny, her hips still moving languorously as they slowly slowed down.
I love you…two hearts beat in a single silent rhythm to an unspoken lyric.
“Sonny…” Lara’s voice was all sultry sexiness.
“Hmmm?”
“Do to me what you did earlier,”…shyly, but taking Sonny hand and placing it between her legs.
“This?”…with a squeeze of Lara cunt.
Lara shook her head where she lay and the crook of Sonny’s shoulder and chest. She smiled a shy smile. “Not this,” she said softly, pressing down two of her fingers over Sonny’s so that Sonny was pressing her clit and moving the fingers in circles. “My clit,” she said bashfully.
Lara felt Sonny’s face break into a smile and lifted her head to see Sonny grinning widely. “You really like it when I tell what I want you to do,” she observed.
“I love it,” Sonny confirmed.
Lara looked at Sonny closely. “And you love it when I use crude, filthy words,” she whispered, biting her lip.
“Drives me crazy,” Sonny agreed, a tad bashfully.
“This from a woman who cannot say the word ‘sex’,” Lara grinned mischievously, bending down to place the softest kiss on Sonny’s lips, humming her pleasure at what Sonny’s fingers were doing to her.
“Sonny, it’s now my turn to return the favour,” Lara said, slowly opening the buttons of Sonny’s shirt and running her fingertips over the freshly exposed skin.
“You know, I don’t need you to.”
“Umm hmm,” Lara agreed continuing opening the buttons, “but I want to,” she said, kissing and drawing wet lines with her tongue over Sonny’s chest, feeling Sonny’s skin responding to her ministrations. “Tell me what you like, sweetie.” Lara skated her hand inside the flaps of Sonny’s open shirt and touched Sonny’s breast with a soft, barely there sensuous touch.
“Umm…Lara, I kind of have zero sensation on my breasts,” Sonny confided.
“Really?” Lara looked up in surprise. Her own breasts were spectacular pleasure zones and Sonny’s nipple play drove her wild.
“Yeah. I kind of hated my breasts all my life…and I think I’ve mentally and emotionally rejected them or shut them down or something. So even when there is a physiological response, doing my breasts takes me out of the moment.”
“Okaaaay,” Lara dragged out the word as she dragged her beautiful long fingers around Sonny’s torso, making note of every place that made Sonny shudder or goosebump. She glided her hand lower while kissing Sonny’s throat. She slid her hand into Sonny’ panties reaching the fiery hot heat of her centre, finding Sonny not only wet, but totally creamed. “Wow!” Lara exclaimed with hushed awe.
“Told you…touching you is what does it for me,” Sonny said evenly. Sonny’s evenness lent credence to what she was saying. When she touched Lara, Sonny got breathless and uncontrolled, but when she was touched herself, she was not affected.
“Do you like this?” Lara asked running and swirling her fingers in Sonny’s wet, hot folds.
“Yes,” Sonny said, “but it doesn’t make me go as crazy as doing you does.”
“That is incredibly generous of you and crazily lucky for me,” Lara grinned. “Now tell me what else do you like?” she persisted.
“I like fingers inside me,” Sonny admitted.
“Being finger-fucked? Penetration?”
“Yes…but only fingers. That had actually confirmed for me that I like women. With my first boyfriend, I only wanted him to use his fingers rather than…you know.”
“Penile penetration,” Lara stated, grinning her amusement and rubbing her nose against Sonny’s.
“Yeah…that,” Sonny agreed as Lara slipped her fingers inside Sonny and started pumping them.
Sonny captured Lara’s lips, kissing her with purpose. Lara’s body vibrated with response but she tried to rein it in because she wanted to concentrate on Sonny’s pleasure.
Sonny cupped both of Lara’s breasts and squeezed them hard and Lara gasped. When Sonny started playing with Lara’s tits, Lara understood exactly what Sonny was doing. Sonny really needed to be pleasuring Lara, feeling Lara unravelling to get off. With a contented sigh, Lara let go, gladly letting Sonny do whatever she pleased.
When Lara came this time, she felt Sonny’s fresh waves of wetness seep over her fingers which were still buried deep in Sonny.
Lara slowly drew her fingers out and slipped them into her own panties mixing their juices together. She brought up her hand and licked off one finger before offering the other one to Sonny. Sonny licked every last drop from Lara’s finger, her tongue causing fresh excitement in Lara.
“Sweetie, I am wiped out,” Lara said, raising herself up and looking at Sonny making love to her finger. “You got to let me rest and recuperate.”
“Of course,” Sonny said unrepentantly, nibbling Lara’s fingertip. Fuck…I’m actually ready again.
“Honey…tell me, when you do your pillow thing…do you fantasize?”
“Yes.”
“What are your fantasies about?”
“Umm, making love?”
“Obviously…but are you fucking someone, is someone fucking you or is it mutual?”
“Me making love to someone.”
“Always?”
“Always.”
“All you fantasies are about pleasuring someone else?” Lara couldn’t believe this.
“Every. Single. Time.”
“Wow! You are the ultimate lover a pillow princess can conjure up,” Lara giggled as she spoke into Sonny’s ear with satisfaction. “Lucky me,” she whispered, licking the shell of Sonny’s ear.
“Yes…but I’m quite insatiable that way,” Sonny changed their positions so that
she was nibbling Lara’s throat.
“Good…because it looks like I’m quite insatiable in the exact opposite and complementary way,” Lara husked breathily giving herself over to Sonny again.
************
Lara awoke in a haze of languor. She felt Sonny pressed into her from behind spooning her, hand between her thighs. I love getting up in her arms. The unbidden thought was a little confusing because Lara was the opposite of being a cuddler. She wanted and needed her space to spread. Yet, two mornings in a row she’d got up in Sonny’s arms and it made her feel especially protected, safe…complete. And bloody horny and turned on, Lara smiled realising just how wet she was.
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