When she left the bathroom, she heard voices that came from outside the house and after getting dressed, she went to see what Tony and her son were doing. The two were in the pool and did not see when she came.
– My mom is awake – said the boy, when he saw her. Lucas swam from the corner of the pool, where he was, and went to the edge near Amanda. The child was faster than her in the water. This, because Amanda’s father had taught him since he was little in the pond there was on the farm.
– Get in the water; it is great –Tony invited from the other end.
– I don’t think I brought a bikini – she said sitting in a lounge chair.
– There are some in the bathroom’s closet, if you want. – Tony said without questioning; not to take the joy away from her son’s eyes, Amanda went to get dressed. Tony had bought some models weeks ago knowing that Amanda enjoyed spending her rest days getting a tan at the club she belonged to. Amanda came near the pool, dropped her yoke to get in the water.
– Come Mommy. – Lucas kept drawing Tony’s attention to her. He watched her from head to toe, making her body burn from his mysterious look. Quickly she threw herself into the water so her body would not burn.
– The bikini looks fine on you. – He said as soon as she got near.
- Thank you! It was difficult to choose one, all were beautiful – she thanked heading toward the child. Not letting the child notice the atmosphere between the two, which grew more and more intimate. Tony made no attempt to hide his admiration and Amanda could not control her eyes, which searched for him without mercy. When one grabbed the other’s hand, looking too intently at each other, they smiled a little smile and tried to go on playing with the child and so remained until the end of the morning.
The banter went on during lunch. The glow in her son's eyes was a source of life for Amanda. In fact they looked like father and son, such harmony and friendship between them. Tony sat next to the child and helped him cut the meat as she watched the scene smiling. “The friend would make a great father if life had not taken that right from him," she thought, happy to provide him with such moments.
That night, after Amanda accompanied her son to his room, after an afternoon of amusement among the three, Tony took the opportunity to prepare his sofa bed to sleep. His body could not bear all this torture the night before. He'd better stay away or he would no longer be responsible for his actions.
When Amanda returned, she had mixed feelings of joy and sadness to see that Tony was sleeping on the couch. She had no more right than he did to the bed, but agreed with the attitude he had taken. Surely he realized that she was in conflict and did not want to turn the situation even more complicated for both. Grateful, but less happy, she went to bed alone. On Monday, Amanda was already in the store when Carol arrived.
- I do not understand that decision of yours to come to work two days after your wedding - criticized the girl when she came and saw her boss starting to work.
- We both know that my marriage is not what we call a relationship in every way, with all the spices needed for us to spend the day together - Amanda blurted out getting a dummy dressed. She would also like it to be different, but fate had it that that's the way it was, maybe even unfair, but necessary.
- If you had taken the chance to allow a moment of intimacy, you certainly would not be here now or at least be less nervous. - That creature made her dizzy. Amanda concluded after hearing Carol complain.
- What if I told you that I would have loved making love to him? Would you leave me alone? - Amanda blurted out leaving the girl astonished. It was exactly that what Amanda wanted since the first night along with Tony in that bed. But she knew that the main cause was lack of affection and that was no reason to create a greater bond with her friend.
- I knew this would happen - Carol said. - You make a lovely couple, friend. I see chemistry between the two. What's missing is someone to get this romantic adventure going - The young girl’s eyes shone to the point of Amanda regretting having confided this to her.
- No one will do this - Amanda said softly. They had not planned it, so neither one of them would run away from the schedule.
- It's a pity! You could make each other happy. - After Carol finished they started the week’s work arguing no more about it. Sometimes Amanda noticed her employee watching her with some regret, but it was only she who saw the opportunity to seize the situation and engage in a romantic relationship. Everything was still under testing and new decisions could emerge over time, but nothing that would undermine the plans and friendship between Antônio and her. Amanda was not about to let it happen.
Although they talked no more about her and Tony, Amanda spent the whole day thinking about it. When she was home with the child at lunch time it was the period in which she thought the most about the two of them. The husband had said he would have lunch with a client giving her more time to prepare for the second night. The day was ending when Tony and Lucas came to get her.
- We have come to pick you up – he said watching the expression on her face.
- Great, my guardian angels came to rescue me. - Amanda joked returning his gaze. She didn’t have her car because it had gone to be serviced at the dealer's.
Carol watched the scene and was pleased with what she saw. That relationship had so much seasoning and if neither one of them took the initiative, she would have to help in some way. Her friends deserved happiness and, although they were foolish enough not to realize it, it was possible to see that both were happy near each other. They had just made the wrong interpretation of the relationship and eventually tried to prevent it from blossoming.
At home, after taking their bath, they went to the dining room, Tony dressed casually in his jeans and polo shirt. Amanda was wearing thin cloth shorts and a comfortable and simple blouse as well as light flip-flops decorated with rhinestones.
- Flora’s food is very good mother - the child said making his meal after Tony helped him again. Because Amanda wished them to get closer, she did not interfere in their relationship. She stood there only watching everything like a happy spectator.
- I know, love. She agreed. - In fact, any food is better than mine. - Everyone laughed at her comment. Although the relationship was artificial in some terms, in others, they were united and just like any family. From the very first moment they seemed to be entering that modern fairy tale and everything seemed real and promising. Amanda realized in Tony's eyes new shine and her son’s a bright and happy face ever since. Everything pointed that they would be happy while it lasted. After that, she did not know and avoided predicting.
After dinner they watched a movie and soon small Lucas retired to his room. Amanda, who had had a mentally stressful day, also fell asleep before the end of the movie. In a mix of sleep and lucidity she found herself being carried to bed by Tony. Strong arms encircling her body and rubbing her skin on a strong and protecting chest left her light and drunk. Amanda wanted to think, but could not do it well. Leaning on the friendly shoulder she let herself be carried away.
When Tony put her on the bed and was moving away Amanda grabbed his arm and pulled, leading him to her side. Tony could not resist the appeal and joined her lying in bed. Slowly he touched her hair down to her waist pulling Amanda closer. That caress took her up to the clouds, thirsty for pleasure and lust. With half-open eyes, Amanda watched the handsome face before her. He was beautiful. Why had she not noticed this before? Clumsy, she circled his lips feeling a small bite on the finger that made her shiver.
- Stay with me. - She asked with eyes closed feeling his hand squeezing her hip hard as if he wanted to wake up from that dream. He seemed to be suffering!
Tony watched her for a moment looking for some trace of refusal in her, but since he found none, he lightly touched her mouth and covered Amanda’s lips with his. The kiss, slow and full of doubts, began in a shy way. Tony stuck his fingers in her hair and deepened the kiss. The sweet gesture involved Amanda and she surrendered without r
eservation. The bodies stuck to each other allowed them to hear the beating of their hearts. Both were surprised by that fire running through their veins. They wanted to, but something asked them to calm down. The kiss tore moans from both. Amanda was ready to remember the delights of sex.
- Are you very needy, my darling? - Tony asked squeezing her hip.
– Yes. Yes, a lot. – Tony’s hand lightly touched the tip of her swollen breasts taking her to the sky. He massaged the hardened tip of her breast feeling desire grow inside the two. He wanted to suck the nipple until she asked for him to take her which he would gladly do, if she asked. Taken by desire he took his mouth to suck them stopping only enough for her to feel his rapid breathing. He tried desperately to control himself not to get lost in the body that he had so longed for. After a long sigh Tony gave up completing that pleasurable act leaving Amanda without action.
- I'm sorry my love, but I cannot take advantage of your weakness. It would be unfair - saying that he got up and left the room quickly.
Amanda was perplexed by the rejection and even more by the desire she felt being born in her sleeping body. Inconsolable she cried until sleep overwhelmed her. The next morning, embarrassed, she went to Tony to apologize for her thoughtless act. He was drinking coffee when she went into the kitchen.
- Tony, could we talk? - She asked sitting in front of him.
- Yes, Amanda. What is this about? - He pretended that nothing had happened, but she needed to finish that issue.
- Last night. - she started. - Excuse me for throwing me in your arms. I still do not know why I did that, I'm sorry. - She said looking into his eyes.
- There is nothing to apologize for. - He said scrutinizing her face. - I totally understand your situation and would never take advantage of that. Don’t worry. – That sentence made her less worried, but sad.
The week happened uneventfully. After the catastrophic night they no longer slept in the bed together. Tony lay down only after Amanda had taken the child to his room and when she returned, he pretended to be asleep. Sometimes, when the child was in the master bedroom they remained in bed together and any skin contact between them was reason to go under the covers and quick glances. With each passing day the tension began to disappear and Tony took the opportunity to invite her to go to a party.
- It will be held in the house of a friend and client, and he makes it a point that we go. “That could have been their chance of having their friendship back”, Amanda thought.
- If you want to go, we will. -She confirmed. That day the tension had disappeared almost completely.
When they arrived at the party, they were surprised to see that Breno was one of the guests.
- If you prefer, we will leave – informed Tony apparently upset by the situation.
There's no reason for that. - She said. They were received by the host who led them to a table where they sat. Although they disguised well, Amanda realized that Tony wasn't well. He watched the movement apparently out of place. When their eyes crossed, they got lost in each other. The atmosphere seemed tense. They observed the movement of couples dancing, when, to the dissatisfaction of Amanda, Breno approached.
- Good night – he greeted. - I could not be present at the wedding, but I would like to wish happiness to the couple. -The false compliment didn't bother Amanda.
- Thanks Breno. - She said. Tony thanked him briefly with his head.
- May I ask your wife to dance? – he asked without any embarrassment. Amanda saw Tony's jaw twitch. He was bothered by the presence of her ex-husband, although there was no reason.
- If she wants to. - it was Tony’s answer looking at her naturally.
– I thank you for the invitation, but I'd rather be here with my husband. -Amanda managed to reply calmly.
- It's just a dance. You can give me news of our son. - She knew very well that he could be immensely boring and preferred to accompany him.
When they left, Tony watched them indirectly. He would need to keep his self-control or soon would be punching that insolent man. He would not want to cause embarrassment to Amanda, but was willing to put that guy in his place. Especially now that he felt magic involving him and Amanda.
– This marriage seems so brotherly and icy. I didn't see passion in your eyes, as it is usual on newlyweds – Breno said when they started to dance.
- We are adults enough to know that no relationship survives without passion. It takes a lot more than that - Amanda retorted accompanying him.
– In our time, I remember it was better. - He mentioned. - I hope that this marriage ends soon, I'm getting tired of waiting and with that I get nervous and the process can be expedited. - His threat did not bother her.
-You can do as you please. - Amanda said unafraid, which made him squeeze her in his arms. - Could you please let go of me a bit! – she asked feeling her body glued to him. In response, he stroke her back which made Tony outraged.
-You belong to me, Amanda. Stop fighting it. Too much pride is bad, you know? - His argument made her smile. Tony watched from afar and felt his body freeze to see her smiling. “They must be talking about something interesting”, he thought.
- I never belonged to you Breno, do you want to know why? Because I am not a merchandise that one uses and throws out. - looking at Amanda, Tony realized that Amanda did not smile. This was the way that she used when she was at odds with something. Yes, that was it. Thank heavens, he thought looking at the glass on the table dissimulating to be at peace.
- Nonsense! - Breno spoke squeezing her to the point of hurting her waist. Amanda tried to push him in vain and when she wanted to move away she felt Tony’s hands around her waist pulling her to him.
Excuse me! He said. - I want to dance with my wife. Tony’s face was cold and he held her possessively. The other man said nothing, as he noticed that Tony was about to lose the little patience that he had left.
- Obliged for the chance. Give Lucas a hug for me. - Breno said moving away quickly.
- As each day goes by, I am more certain that you are my guardian angel - Amanda thanked him for his embrace.
- I was always certain - he affirmed embracing her firmly. - May I know about what you talked? - Amanda told him about Breno’s comment.
- As brother and sister! - That piece of news reached him like a slap on the face, not for its truth, but rather for coming from her ex-husband. - I’ll show him. - Tony raised her face and covered her lips with his. His kiss smashed her lips in a delicious torture. Their close bodies seemed as one, amidst the people who danced. Amanda hugged him by the neck strongly to balance herself, since her legs were trembling by the strong adrenalin that was felt with his kiss. She knew that feeling was nonsense, but could not deprive herself from it. It was as if she were really alive even for a few seconds and playing a role that would soon have an end, as in any play.
Tony savored that kiss as if it were the last one of his life. Although he tried to be just the friend she needed, he was not being successful, mainly after the marriage due to the daily proximity between them. He did not know until when he would take hold of himself; he only knew that he was at his limit. After the explosive kiss Tony moved away a few centimeters and observed her swollen mouth. He loved that woman as he had never loved another and he needed a positive return from her. Coming closer, he touched his lips to hers.
- I hope not to have annoyed you with my kiss. - He excused himself even knowing that Amanda demonstrated to have liked it, probably due to her sexual needs.
- You never annoy me. - She declared naturally. - After all we had our great target here and with this the performance had to deserve an Oscar. - The trick had only one intention, to disguise the whirlpool of feelings that invaded her after the kiss. But that was not the truth. The only thing she thought of during the kiss was the touch and the reaction of her body, nothing else.
– You are so right. – He ended, apparently disgruntled.
After the dance they talked to some people Tony k
new and left the party. When he got home Tony said he would sleep that night in the guest room. Amanda, realizing that there was something bothering him, did not allow it.
- Stay here with me. I do not want you to run away feeling hurt. - He looked into her eyes wishing he could say that he could never be hurt by her, that the only reason that made him flee to another room was that he had a crazy urge to have her kisses, affection and her body. But how to say no the woman he loved so. Feeling defeated he went into the room in search for his partner, the couch.
- We had a tiring day Tony, come sleep here. - She was testing him and the outcome could be bad.
While Amanda went to the bathroom to prepare for sleep he stared toward the door. He had to make love to her or he would have to move to the next room to avoid future problems. Amanda came out with a beautiful nightgown, but Tony took advantage and went in to try and put his head in order before lying down beside her. She lay down on her small space while she watched him disappear into the bathroom.
It seemed like an eternity until he returned. Realizing the slow movement of the mattress Amanda felt her heart race by the proximity. Because of the low light in the room they could not see the desire in their eyes, but it was there to torment them. They did not speak and did not move in bed to avoid physical contact, but after Amanda turned off her lamp and returned to her space, her arms rested on his chest causing the explosion that they avoided.
Tony grabbed her arm and pulled her to him. Without any resistance she approached feeling the heat of his body take over her. Tony stroke her face in the dark remembering every contour. That beautiful face had already been etched on his mind long ago. Amanda came face to face with him and put her leg over the firm hip. Slowly he stroke her thighs getting very close to her intimate parts. Moaning softly she leaned over toward him wanting to feel all of Tony. Embraced to her, Tony placed himself on top of her making her shiver when she felt the firm cock touching the soft skin beneath the silk nightgown. That touch awoke her to pleasure. Amanda instinctively touched the manly firmness making him moan in her arms. Tony did the same touching the soft intimacy of Amanda penetrating her with his finger and providing immense pleasure to her. Amanda was ready to receive him within herself, Tony saw her squirm because of the stroke she was receiving. He wanted to take that point forward but his body ached with the intensity of the desire to make love to her. The urgency in having her, to see himself within her, was driving him crazy. Realizing that he wanted her, Amanda opened her legs to welcome him so they could indulge their bodies. He accepted the invitation and positioned himself between her legs.
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