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One Night with a SEAL

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by Tawny Weber


  Kyle shook his hand. Lenny always had been an aggressive slapper. “Who scored?”

  Xander held his breath, letting it out only when Zane made a zero with his hand. “Not me.”

  Xander shrugged. No way was he telling these guys about him and Quinn. “I’m here alone.”

  He let their chatter, their gripes and complaints swirl around him. He didn’t give a shit what they thought, if they concluded he and Zane were losing their edge.

  He never should have agreed to the challenge in the first place.

  Kyle held up his hand to silence the group. “Okay, so neither of you could bring in the win. But we have to declare a winner. So who was closest to a date tonight?”

  “Cupcake,” Lenny said. “Zane scored a cupcake.”

  But when Xander glanced at his brother, expecting to see triumph on his face at winning, he was surprised. Zane didn’t look triumphant. He looked determined.

  And he was staring at someone bringing in a cake.

  He clapped Xander on the shoulder with enough force to have Xander catching his balance. “Gotta go,” he said. “I’ve got a lady to see about a cake.”

  He took off, all of their friends watching him, but not Xander. He couldn’t. His gaze was glued to the entrance. And to Quinn, walking straight toward him.

  * * *

  THE DRESS HAD gotten here in time, Quinn thought as she walked through the crowded ballroom. It was a sea of school colors, filled with people she’d known her entire life. But there was only one person she wanted to talk to.

  “You win,” she blurted when she reached Xander. “And you were right.”

  He didn’t take her in his arms, which drove her crazy, but at least he wasn’t walking away from her. “What was I right about?”

  She licked her lips, ignored his buddies standing around as they glanced at them and then away at whatever was going on in the center of the room. “About me. You were right. I did want you to screw up. I expected it and it made it easier for me to end things between us. That way I could blame you without taking responsibility for my own choices. For not...for not being brave enough to take a chance on life.”

  He stilled. “What do I win?” he asked, his soft words somehow reaching her over the cheers and catcalls that suddenly filled the room.

  She swallowed. “You win me,” she breathed. “Not that I’m any sort of prize.”

  He finally stepped forward and pulled her slowly into his arms. “You’re the best prize. The only one I want.”

  He kissed her, and when he lifted his head, he turned, and she followed his gaze to the reason everyone else was whooping and hollering. Zane, with his arms around Vivian, in the center of the room.

  The brothers grinned at each other, then Xander turned back and kissed Quinn again.

  “You in for an adventure?” he asked when he was done, his lips close to her ear.

  She leaned back so she could meet his eyes. Touched his cheek. “I’m all in.”

  * * * * *

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  Off Limits Marine

  by Kate Hoffmann

  Prologue

  HE OUGHT TO be used to funerals by now. He’d been to enough of them over the years that he expected his grief to be numbed, reduced to a dull ache.

  Marine Captain Gabriel T. Pennington drew a deep breath of the warm evening air. In the distance, he heard the sound of a fighter jet, taking off from Miramar, and he looked up at the sky, searching for the vapor trail in the late-afternoon light.

  This was a different kind of grief, though. Deep and powerful, like a wound that wouldn’t heal. He’d lost his best friend, a guy he’d known for a decade. And unlike the other funerals he’d attended, this one wasn’t followed quickly by a return to active duty and the strange rhythms of a war zone to occupy his thoughts.

  He cast his gaze across the wide lawn, his eyes fixed on an old shed set on the rear of the property. It had been two weeks since they’d laid Marine Captain Erik Jennings to rest and Gabe was still looking for something to ease the ache inside him. Perhaps this was it.

  The shed door rattled as he drew it aside along a rusty runner. The light switch was beside the door and Gabe flipped it on, then squinted against the harsh glare from a bare bulb.

  The familiar lines of the sleek wooden sloop were visible, even when hidden by the dusty tarp. He pulled the canvas cover aside, revealing a sailboat sorely in need of some tender loving care. Running his hand along the faded bright work, Gabe smiled to himself, remembering the late nights they’d spent working on the boat.

  Erik had bought the old sloop with money he and Annie had received for their wedding five years before. He’d named it the Honeymoon and convinced Annie that one day he’d leave the military behind and sail her around the world. To most people, it might have looked like a lark, but to Erik and Annie, the boat had been an insurance policy, a promise that they’d have a happy future together, even if the military kept them apart.

  Gabe and Erik had been friends since their plebe year at the naval academy. Ten years of friendship that had taken them to the far side of the world and back, Gabe as a Marine helicopter pilot based out of Camp Pendleton, and Erik as a Marine F-18 pilot out of Miramar, call signs Angel and Breaker.

  They’d come from opposite coasts of the country, Erik from San Diego, the son of a surgeon and a socialite, and Gabe from Portland, Maine. His father was a lobsterman and his mother taught school. They’d arrived at Annapolis with two goals in mind—graduating first in their class and nabbing a spot in Marine Aviation School immediately after that. Their choice of the Marine Corps had put them in the minority among the sailors at the naval academy, but it had bonded them as brothers.

  Gabe had been Erik’s best man at his wedding to Annie Foster, and now a pallbearer at his funeral. Was that full circle? he wondered. Somehow, it seemed as if Erik would never have a chance to finish his circle.

  Death had become an accepted part of military life, at least at this point in time. And yet the loss of a friend, a subordinate or even a soldier he’d never met had become harder and harder to rationalize.

  Erik had been doing what he loved. He was a patriot. He gave the ultimate sacrifice. All of the words rang hollow when Gabe realized that he’d never see his best friend again. They’d never share a
few laughs over a beer. They’d never joke their way around a golf course or work late into the night on a moldy old sailboat.

  “What are you doing out here?”

  Gabe opened his eyes to find Annie standing in front of him. Her eyes were red and she clutched a wadded handkerchief in her hand. Even in her state of grief, she was more beautiful than he remembered. His fingers clenched with an instinctive urge to reach out and touch her, to smooth his hand across her cheek.

  Gabe smiled and shrugged. “I just wanted to take a last look.”

  “Last look?” she murmured, then took a ragged breath. “You got your orders?”

  He nodded. “This morning. I’m headed back to Afghanistan.” Gabe forced a smile. He had always been happy to get his orders, to have a purpose to his life. But not this time.

  Annie nodded. “It’s time you get back to your own life. It’s been two weeks. Although I’ve appreciated all your help with sorting and packing, I can get along fine on my own.”

  “I know you can,” Gabe said.

  “I’m glad you do, because I’m not so sure. I keep trying to catch my breath, but it just...hurts.” She pressed her hand to her chest. “I’m trying to be strong, but I can’t do it. I’m just so...angry.”

  “You’re allowed to feel whatever you feel,” Gabe said.

  “It was a training exercise,” Annie said. “Would I feel differently if he’d been shot down over Afghanistan? At least I’d have an enemy to blame. Who do I blame now?”

  “It was an accident,” Gabe said. “There’s no one to blame.”

  “They think it was pilot error,” Annie countered.

  Gabe gasped, frowning as he met her gaze. “Is that what they told you? I hadn’t heard.”

  “They’ve just started the investigation, but they warned me that the report might come back as pilot error. They wanted me to be prepared.”

  “No way,” Gabe said, shaking his head. “Erik was a great pilot. He didn’t make mistakes. He was a fanatic about safety, and there isn’t another pilot in the US Marine Corps who could pull himself out of an emergency situation better than Erik.”

  Annie dabbed at her nose with the handkerchief and nodded, his words seeming to bring her some sort of comfort. She slowly circled the boat, running her fingertips along the blue fiberglass hull. “Look at this raggedy thing,” she said. “I must have been crazy to say yes when he told me he wanted to buy it.” Annie looked over at him. “You wouldn’t want to buy a sailboat, would you?”

  Gabe shook his head. “I don’t think so.”

  “I suppose I’m going to have to sell it.”

  “You’ve got some time to decide,” he said.

  Annie shook her head. “I have decided. I’m going back home,” she said. “My parents asked if I wanted to take over the sailing school, and I said yes. There are just so many memories here, I’m not sure I could bear it.”

  Silence descended over the interior of the shed as she continued to circle the sailboat. As Gabe watched her, his mind wandered back to the very first time he laid eyes on her. He and Erik had a weekend pass and had wandered along the waterfront in Annapolis, only to find themselves in the middle of the victory celebrations for a sailboat race. Annie had captained the winning boat, and as was the custom, her crew had thrown her into the water.

  “You looked like a drowned rat,” Gabe murmured.

  She glanced over her shoulder, and his heart stopped. The way the light framed her face, the soft wave of pale hair that fell across her cheek. Her beauty took his breath away.

  “What?” she asked.

  “What?”

  She smiled winsomely. “You said something.”

  “I was just remembering the day you and Erik met. When he pulled you out of the harbor. You looked like a drowned rat.”

  Gabe had been first to step to the edge of the dock, offering his hand. But Erik had playfully shoved him aside and come to her rescue. It had been the genesis of their call signs, Breaker and Angel. Erik had been the bad boy, the heartbreaker, while Gabe had been his alter ego, the good guy who always did the right thing.

  He’d always wondered what might have been if he’d done the wrong thing that day, shoving Erik aside and declaring his intentions to his best friend.

  “Oh, yes. My hero. I was lucky he was there. You would have probably let me drown.”

  “I’ve always thought you were the kind of woman who could save herself,” he said.

  She opened her mouth to speak, then shook her head. “I hope I am,” she said after a long silence. “I feel like I’m going under and I can’t get back to the surface.”

  “Give yourself some time,” Gabe said.

  “This is nice,” she murmured. “Talking to you. It’s always been so...weird between us. I always got the feeling that you didn’t approve of me.”

  “That’s not true,” Gabe said.

  “I know it must have been difficult. You guys were best friends, and then I came along like a third wheel.”

  He couldn’t tell her the truth. From the moment he’d first seen her, standing on the dock, soaked to the skin, he’d been smitten. She’d been everything he’d ever wanted, smart and funny and beautiful in a pure and natural way. Of course, Erik had moved first and used his extraordinary charms to lock her down. Within an hour of their first conversation, Gabe knew that there would be no reversal of her affections. Her heart belonged to Erik.

  Gabe had never been jealous. Hell, he’d been happy that Erik had found a woman to love. At least that was how he’d felt until he realized that his best friend wasn’t the best husband in the world.

  Erik had always been a flirt. He seemed to thrive on the attentions of beautiful women. But when a guy got married, all the extracurricular activities was supposed to stop. At least that was what Gabe had always believed. But Erik had kept right on, with a girlfriend in every port. They’d argued over it twice and for a while Gabe had thought it might be the end of their friendship.

  Five years later, Gabe wasn’t sure if he’d ever given up the girls. Erik stopped confiding in him. And when they went out, he was friendly to the ladies but left alone at the end of the night. They simply never spoke of it.

  “I should get back to the house,” she murmured. “Erik’s parents are coming for dinner and—You wouldn’t want to stay, would you? They love having you around.” She glanced over at him. “I like having you around. Right now, I’m having a hard time dealing with them.”

  “Why is that?”

  “They asked me the other night if there was any chance that I might be pregnant. I can hear the disappointment in their voices. It was my duty to provide a grandchild, and I didn’t get it done.” Annie shook her head. “I...I’m sure they’ll want to say goodbye before you leave.”

  Annie stared into his eyes, and he could see the tears begin to fall down her pale cheeks. Gabe didn’t know what to do. They’d been talking about dinner, and suddenly tears. What could he say?

  At a loss, he reached out and gently pulled her into his arms, holding her close as she wept against his chest. This round of tears seemed to be much worse than the previous few. Her tears soaked the front of his T-shirt, her fingers clutching at the faded cotton.

  “It’s going to be all right,” he said softly.

  “You’d think I’d be out of tears by now,” she whispered. “I think I’m finally done crying, and then I realize I’m all alone. He’s not coming back.”

  “You’re not alone,” he said. “If you need anything, you can always call me.” He smoothed his fingers over her cheeks, wiping away the tears. “You’ll be all right. You’re strong and you’re smart. You’re the most amazing woman I know.”

  Annie frowned, and Gabe cursed inwardly. He’d gone too far. He’d revealed too much. He wanted to turn and walk away before
he made any further mistakes. But instead, he let his heart overrule his brain. Cupping her cheek in his hand, he bent close and kissed her.

  It seemed like the only thing left to do, something he’d been thinking about since the moment they first met. How many nights had he imagined what it might be like to hold her in his arms, to be the one that she waited for day after day, to know that she loved him? And how many times had he flown a mission wondering if his last chance might be taken away by an enemy RPG or a laser-guided missile?

  Her lips were soft and warm, and Gabe gently probed the crease of her mouth with his tongue, deepening the kiss. She moaned, then suddenly pressed her hands to his chest, pushing him away.

  Sometimes, a guy didn’t get a second chance. Gabe knew that better than anyone. Hell, Annie knew it, too. You had to seize the moment. No regrets. And yet, by the look on her face, all that Gabe could feel was regret.

  She stared up at him and a heartbeat later her palm met his cheek, stunning him back to reality. Gabe opened his mouth to speak, but she held out her hand to stop him.

  “You need to leave. Right now. Just go, please.”

  “Annie, I—”

  “I don’t want to hear it,” she said, placing her hands over her ears and shaking her head. Her eyes flooded with tears. “Get out.”

  As he walked out of the shed, Gabe cursed himself. What the hell had he been thinking? He’d spent his whole professional career as a pilot making decisions based on a cold, rational assessment of a situation. It had kept him alive in a dangerous world. And now, the first time he’d ever listened to his heart, he’d managed to screw the pooch.

  He’d never see her again. She’d remember this moment forever and always hate him for it. He’d betrayed his best friend, and now he’d be left to suffer for it.

  Copyright © 2017 by Peggy A. Hoffmann

  ISBN-13: 9781488011054

  One Night with a SEAL

  Copyright © 2017 by Harlequin Books S.A.

 

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