A Monster's Obsession: (Arrangement Series Book 5)

by Kasey Martin

  “Damn! Baby! Fuck, yeah!” Sawyer mumbled with his head, pressed into my chest.

  I knew that he was battling, not yelling out as well. Sawyer may have been gruff when dealing with most people, but he was very vocal with me, especially when we were having sex. He had never been the type of man to hold in his moans. He always told me how good I felt and how good I was making him feel.

  “I’ma cum, baby. Please… just…” I stuttered out my plea. Because I was right on the edge, but I needed something more so I could fall over the cliff.

  “I gotcha sweetheart. I know what you need.” Sawyer leaned back against the seat and put his large hand between us. He continued to roughly maneuver me on his dick as he began to flick my clit.

  The hard strumming of my descended nub had me going over into an overpowering orgasm. This time I couldn’t help the long scream that flowed from the bottom of my feet and out my mouth.

  “Fuuuuuuck!!!” I yelled out without thought. My body was trembling from the magnificent release. “Holy shit, Saw!”

  My breathing was labored, and if we weren’t on our way to eat dinner, I could’ve easily curled up in a fetal position and went straight to sleep.

  “Fuck, Céile. You’re going to make me cum if you don’t stop milking my cock right now.” Sawyer groaned as his pumping hips slowed down.

  “I already came, Monster. You can cum now.” Sawyer was a gentleman like that. He always made sure that I finished first before he would let himself orgasm.

  “Baby, you don’t have a pair of panties big enough to hold the load I would spill in you. We have to go to dinner, so I won’t make a mess. But please believe when we get home, there will be nothing to stop me.”

  With that promise, he gently pulled me off of his hard dick and sat me on the seat next to him. I couldn’t help the longing look of hunger I gave his glistening dick before I licked my lips once more.

  “Céile! Fuck! Stop looking at me like that. Your ass is already sore from earlier, and if you keep looking at me like that, I won’t be able to help myself.” At the reminder of my spanking today, my ass began to tingle. I bit my lip and looked at my husband through my lashes.

  With a shrug, I said, “It would be worth it.”

  “I swear, Sasha Nash if I didn’t know you were trying to avoid Raven, I would take you home right now!” Sawyer leaned over and bit my bottom lip. When he pulled away, I instantly began to pout. He kissed my lips and pulled back with a chuckle that made me pout even more.

  I didn’t often pout or do anything childish for that matter, but Sawyer not giving up that big anaconda would make any woman a little salty. I can admit that I am extremely greedy when it comes to my husband’s dick. I can never get enough. I still don’t know how I managed to go so long without him in the first place—temporary insanity.

  ***

  When we arrived at the restaurant, Brennan opened the back door with a blank expression on his handsome face. If it would’ve been Darby driving us, he would’ve teased the hell out of me. As a matter of fact, Brennan didn’t really talk, and I definitely never heard him exchange the same type of banter with Sawyer that the twins did. In fact, the dark, brooding giant was even more silent than Flynn. At least Flynn eventually warmed up and began to talk to me, and I don’t think I’d ever heard Brennan say more than a few words.

  When I made eye contact with Brennan and smiled, he simply nodded at me and closed the door. Sawyer gave him clipped instructions in Gaelic that had Brennan nodding once again before rounding the car and driving away.

  “Why do you always speak to him in Gaelic?” I never thought to ask before, but I’ve never heard Sawyer speak anything but Gaelic to Brennan.

  “So people don’t understand what I’m telling him,” Sawyer replied with a sexy smirk. He was trying to distract me again with his gorgeous ass. But I know he meant what he said. Brennan was one of his closest men, and I’m sure he knew a lot about Sawyer’s businesses. It would make sense for Sawyer to keep his guard up at all times. Even on a night out.

  My thoughts of Brennan were swiftly forgotten when I saw Raven. My friend’s beautiful face was glowing with happiness as she looked up into Lennox’s handsome face. I’d never seen Raven look so content in my life. I was genuinely happy for my friend.

  However, when she looked in my direction, her happy face quickly turned into an angry scowl. I knew she would be upset, and with her raging hormones, my best friend was unpredictable.

  “Hey, Rae. You look sooooo pretty.” I sang as I approached her with caution. Her ass was the most volatile I’d ever seen her, and since she’d been pregnant, she had fought, cussed out her sister, and tried to damn near strangle a woman. Even though the bitch deserved it, I still wouldn’t put it past Raven to explode.

  “Thank you. You would look pretty too if you didn’t look so sneaky.” Raven responded, placing her hand protectively on her swollen belly. I frowned at her snarky response, but the Nash brothers both chuckled. Assholes.

  “I’m offended, Rae. I wasn’t being sneaky; I was being cautious.” I responded, feeling a little hurt. Yeah, I didn’t tell my best friend about my marriage, but I hadn’t told my parents either. The only people that knew were Sawyer’s men. I was shocked that he had kept it from Lennox for so long, considering how close the two are.

  “Cautious?” Raven frowned as she turned her narrowed eyed stare toward Sawyer. I knew that she would want to blame him for everything, but I wouldn’t let him step in and save me again, even if it was just from Raven’s anger.

  “I have a lot to tell you, but I can’t tell you here. Business.” I gave Raven the “look” that said it was about “Bishops” business so that she wouldn’t continue to question me. If there was one thing that I’d learned from being around the Bishops family for so long was there were certain things you didn’t talk about in public.

  “Oh! Okay. I guess that means you’re a part of the business?” Raven questioned, still staring at Sawyer.

  “Yes,” I responded, waving my hand in front of her face to get her attention. When she finally looked at me, she nodded her acquiescence. However, I was well aware that I would have to go into detail about why Sawyer and I had a courthouse wedding without telling anyone. It wasn’t a story that I was excited to tell, in fact, I was ashamed that I had been so foolish.

  “Fine, but just know you have a lot of explaining to do.” Raven finally smiled. I returned her smile and gave her a side hug. I rubbed my niece or nephew, and we giggled.

  The hostess led us to the best table in the place where all eyes were on us. I can’t say that I’m not used to the attention because anytime I’d gone out with Raven’s family, the attention was crazy. However, I’d always been on the peripheral. Not completely on the outside, but definitely not a part of the in-crowd. However, tonight, I felt very much on the inside.

  My husband and his brother were definitely worthy of all the female attention they garnered by simply walking through the restaurant. They looked like movie stars that decided to grace us mere mortals with their presence.

  Sawyer wore his signature dark suit with a dark shirt that was unbuttoned at the top. His hair was faded on the sides with the long top slicked back out of his face. His unshaven jawline and kissable lips made me thankful that he was mine.

  If my panties weren’t already wet, they’d surely be soaked from the sight of his sexy ass. When my eyes finally made it up to his face, he wore a smirk. All I could do was shrug because I’d been caught red-handed ogling my fine ass husband… again.

  Chapter 16

  SAWYER

  I couldn’t help but catch Sasha every time she was eyeing my body because I was busy staring at her. The woman was more and more beautiful with each passing day. Hell, each minute of the day.

  I never thought I’d be able to open up and be my true self with another woman, but especially a woman like Sasha. After Cara died, I thought I would never find anyone else I wanted to be with. Cara knew who I was from th
e beginning. She knew about my family because hers was the same. Cara grew up in the life, but sweet Sasha didn’t have a clue. And it was clear by the deal she’d made with Abbott.

  It was easy for me to keep eyes on the grimy fucker while he was on Founder’s, but after the council approved of our protection over Sasha, he left for the states. He stuck around New York for a few weeks, but then he was scheduled to take a trip to Mexico, and we lost his trail. I know the motherfucker gave us the slip, but Darby will find his ass.

  “So, how long have you two actually known one another? Cause, the way you were acting at my baby shower and the gallery opening says you two are awfully familiar with each other.” Raven’s voice brought me back to the dinner at hand with her question. And although it seemed innocent enough, I knew the question was loaded. She was definitely going to freak the fuck out when she found out we’d been married for two months.

  Sasha looked at me, then took a deep breath. I knew my Céile was going, to tell the truth. Besides the fact that she couldn’t keep a secret to save her life, Sasha didn’t like lying. She was a true hippy when it came to karma and aura’s and whatever else the hell she thought the Universe was about.

  I loved her for it because God only knew what the hell my karma was. But I had to have done something good in a past life if Sasha was my wife.

  “We met two years ago when I was working in New York,” Sasha replied before turning away bashfully. I wasn’t surprised that she hadn’t told anyone about our time together, especially after being threatened. Flynn was hot on the trail of whoever did the shit, and as soon as he found out, they were dead.

  “You all knew each other before the wedding?” Lennox asked me with a brow raised. I shrugged and sipped my glass of wine. He knew damned well I didn’t tell him or anyone else my business. But two years ago, I wasn’t in the best place. Sasha was my peace, and I didn’t want anyone to interfere with that.

  “Yeah, we knew one another. But I hadn’t seen him in over two years when he popped up at you guys’ wedding.” Sasha smiled when she looked at me.

  “I didn’t just pop up, Céile. Lennox is my brother, and I was the best man.” I reminded her with a chuckle.

  “Yeah, well, I didn’t know you had a brother, remember.” Sasha rolled her eyes playfully.

  “And I didn’t know you were from Founder’s Island.” I cocked my brow in response.

  “Touché.” Sasha giggled. However, Raven watched us with confusion.

  “You guys don’t seem to know much about one another before you got married.” Raven’s gray gaze swung between Sasha and me. I know she wasn’t being judgmental; Raven was just hurt that Sasha kept such a big secret from her when I knew they shared almost everything else.

  “We didn’t know each another long before Sasha had to leave New York to help out her parents. I guess you must’ve been in Europe then.” I made up an excuse for my wife because I know she was feeling guilty. I could tell by the look on her beautiful face.

  “Yeah, I was in Paris living my best life. I guess we didn’t talk as much as we should have back then.” Raven stated a sad glint crossed her face, and I could’ve sworn she was going to start crying. Bless her heart. My sister-in-law’s hormones had been all over the place her entire pregnancy. Lennox didn’t know what to do. Served the little shit right for being such an annoying asshole.

  “We had our own lives then. It’s okay that we were doing our own things.” Sasha smiled, and Raven returned the gesture.

  “So, at least you guys weren’t total strangers like Lennox and I were when you got married. Believe me that is not something you want to have to go through.” Raven chuckled, and we all joined in. The tension in the air dissipated slightly, and I was glad for the reprieve.

  “When did you guys have this shotgun wedding anyway? I mean, Dad has to know if it’s business, so why didn’t you tell me?” Lennox questioned, and I really could’ve punched him in his mouth.

  Just when everyone seemed to relax, he had to go and ruin it. So fucking annoying.

  “We got married two months ago,” Sasha answered, looking directly at Raven with a sad smile.

  “Two months?” Raven’s brows knitted together and her lips were pursed. She looked like she was about to blow a gasket. However, before she went off, a look of sheer horror crossed her face.

  “Princess? Baby doll, it’s not that big of a deal. If it’s about business like Sasha said, then they had their reasons.” Lennox rubbed Raven’s back as he tried to comfort his raging hormonal wife.

  “No!” Raven huffed out. Her face was growing fiercer by the second.

  “No, what? It really isn’t that big of a deal, Rae.” Sasha replied with her own fierce look.

  “No, I don’t care about that!” Raven breathed out. Everyone looked at her in shock.

  It wasn’t often that Raven was so harsh, especially to Sasha. I was shocked and disappointed by my sister-in-law. Hormones or not, she shouldn’t be so callous with her best friend.

  “Princess…”

  “Lennox, babe. I don’t care because I think my water just broke, and I’m trying to keep from screaming because these contractions are a motherfucker.” Raven growled out, and we all hopped up to help.

  “Oh, my God! Lennox, did you drive? Go get the car!” Sasha shouted as she ran around the table to help Raven.

  ***

  I sat in a comfortable chair in the private lounge at BHM. It turns out that Raven had been in labor for the better part of the day. She didn’t want to worry Lennox with Braxton Hicks, so she hadn’t said anything.

  I completely understood why she didn’t tell my know-it-all brother that she was having contractions. He was crazy at the best of times, but he was downright unbearable when it came to his Princess. I feel so sorry for my sister-in-law.

  “I can’t believe I sent my best friend into labor.” Sasha put her face in her hands dramatically. I chuckled and pulled her from her chair and into my lap.

  Sasha tucked her face into my chest with a sigh. I rubbed her back and kissed the top of her fluffy hair. I loved how much of a baby she would turn into around me. This reminded me of how she used to act back in New York. I got the feeling she never really got to be a little girl. As an only child, she had a lot of responsibilities growing up. With both of her parents working all of the time, she learned to take care of herself at a very young age. Sasha had to grow up fast, and I loved the fact that she felt safe enough in my arms to let her guard down.

  “Baby,” I sighed. “You know damned well that you didn’t cause Raven’s labor. She was in labor all day.”

  “Yeah! All day, probably from the time she and Lennox walked in on us…” Sasha looked around the whispered, “Fucking.”

  I chuckled again at her decorum. She was so fucking cute being all respectful and shit. I understood though, both of Raven’s parents were here and a lot of the Bishops family. My parents were already on their way. Lennox was the only one in the delivery room though to the dismay of Mrs. Bishops. I thought the woman’s face would turn as red as her hair when she found out Raven didn’t want anyone but Lennox with her.

  Serves her ass right if you ask me. The way Alejandro and Josephine treated Raven all of her life was despicable. Lennox was ready to kick his father-in-law’s ass, and I was willing to help. The old man had it coming. Andres is the only reason Alejandro is still breathing because I don’t play about my family. And Raven is my little sister now.

  “Everyone in here is grown, Sasha. Why are you whispering the word, fuck?”

  “Shhh! Monster! Oh, my goodness. You can be so crass. Stop cussing in these good folk’s hospital.

  “Céile, you do realize that you’re now a part of the good folks?” I ticked my head to the side because I’m not sure if Sasha is aware that she is now a multi-millionaire. All that I have is hers. My mother’s family came from old money, and even though our Irish roots weren’t legal, they were also worth millions. Neither of us ever had to work again if
we didn’t want to, but I loved running our real estate empire. And soon, I would be running the family. And truth be told I loved that shit even more.

  “Ummm. No, I guess I didn’t realize that.” The cute little crease that formed in the middle of her eyebrows when she frowned deepened. I could tell the thought never crossed her mind. She was deep in debt with a loan shark, and it never crossed her mind to marry me and take my money.

  “I fuckin’ love you, Céile.” I kissed the top of her head, and she stiffened on my lap.

  “Uh. Can you let me up, I need to go to the restroom?” Sasha’s voice was low as she tried to raise up from my lap. I wrapped my arms around her firmly so that she couldn’t get up. I hated that she was trying to run from me. I thought she knew me better than to think I would let her.

  “Céile, you don’t need to go to the restroom so you can overthink what I said. I don’t say things I don’t mean. You know me by now. I said I love you, and that’s what the fuck I meant. And you don’t have to say it… right now. But only because I know you love me too.” Sasha relaxed back into my lap, and I smiled.

  I will make sure to tell her every day that I love her and prove it every hour. There was no way my wife would walk this Earth, not knowing she is loved. And she sure as hell will feel that shit. My Sasha is a fucking Queen, and I will tell her until my dying breath.

  “I love you too, Monster.” Although she said the words into my chest, I heard her. And I knew that she could feel my heartbeat race. It was the first time we exchanged the sentiments. Yeah, we were together in the past, but that was kid shit compared to what we have now.

  Two years ago, we weren’t ready for each other. Even though we weren’t in love, I still needed to mourn the loss of my wife. What I had with Cara wasn’t a fairytale love affair, but we were still close. Losing her shook my faith in who I was as a man and a protector. I needed time to reconcile those things. And Sasha was young. Although she was self-assured and independent, she still needed time to figure out who she was as an adult on her own. We both needed that time away for one another to realize what we needed. We needed to grow and learn, and although I am still going to kill the motherfucker who made her leave, I can admit that the two years away from her was beneficial. But now I know that Sasha is who I need, I will never let her go again.