by Jenika Snow
Chapter Seven
Undeniable
Lilly lay in bed that night, her stomach full after the incredible meal Riley had made, but the rest of her body feeling empty. Her arousal was rampant, her pussy so swollen and saturated from her own desire that it was unbearable. She couldn’t stop thinking about how close she’d come to being with Riley, how much she’d wanted him and also Tallin.
She closed her eyes and pictured what they’d almost done in her room, his mouth on her breasts, his tongue running circles around her nipples. The only thing missing was Tallin. She opened her eyes and stared at the ceiling. She could picture Tallin behind Riley, fantasized about his big and massive body primed and ready to give her what she wanted—both of them filling her at once.
God, I’m a fiend.
Her clit throbbed, and her pussy clenched, as she pictured how it would be, what it would feel like—their cocks pushing and straining into her body at the same time.
She rolled over and shook her head, knowing that would never happen in reality.
At least I think it’ll never happen.
How could it work? Sure, Riley now knew how she felt, but how would he take it when she admitted that she was in love with Tallin, as well? Could she actually hope he’d actually agree to it, accept it? It was a far-fetched fantasy and one she didn’t know would ever come true.
She tossed and turned, glancing at the clock and seeing that it was the middle of the night. Lilly knew unless she got these emotions and thoughts out of her, told Riley and Tallin how she felt, she wouldn’t be able to sleep.
She got out of bed, slipped her robe on, and opened her bedroom door. Everything was still, silent, just like it had been that night she’d almost had an intimate moment with Riley. She’d tell him how she felt about Tallin, how she was in love with both of them. He deserved to know before they went any further.
The house was dead quiet as she stepped into the hallway. But as much as she wanted to go right, which was the direction of Riley’s room, she found herself going left … toward Tallin’s. When she got to the end of the hall she was surprised to find Tallin’s door slightly open. Heart beating fast and palms sweating, she knew she should have backed away, let him have his privacy. She was being a voyeur, and she had done the same thing with Riley as he’d worked out. But she couldn’t move, not when she heard a deep moan.
Pushing the door open a little more, the room was dark, shadows playing off the furniture. But a sliver of light came through the window, and it was then that everything in her stilled.
Lilly saw Tallin’s big form in the center of his bed, the sheets covering him. Feeling her eyes widening, all she could do was stand there and watch him. He rolled onto his back, the moonlight making the room bright enough that she could clearly see what he was doing. And it was then that she saw the movement under the covers, the up and down motion that told her he was jerking off.
She drew her gaze to his face. His eyes were closed, and his jaw clenched tight. The muscles flexed under his stubble-covered flesh, and the tendons in his neck stood out as he strained. The sheet was pooled at his waist, and his chiseled, hard chest was bare and rippled as his muscles contracted and relaxed.
This is so wrong. Leave. Give him privacy.
I can’t go, not when watching him has me so wet.
She couldn’t get her feet moving to leave, not when she was glued to the sight of him stroking himself.
He’s jerking off, and you’re watching like a creep.
Her mouth parted as she sucked in air.
If only the sheet went down a little more.
If only she could see his hand moving over his cock, actually see him stroking it as he found his release.
Her pussy was wet, her nipples hard. Adrenaline pumped through her body, and her clit throbbed in time with her pulse. His breathing picked up, and she could tell he was close to coming. Sweat was glistening on him, highlighting the definition in his chest and biceps.
Oh. God.
And the movements under the sheet became quicker, harder. She could hear the sound of flesh slapping together, the noise so erotic it made her lightheaded.
“Lilly.” Tallin groaned out her name, and she would have thought he’d seen her, but she noticed his eyes were closed.
Her heart could have stopped right then at the fact he was jerking off to the thought of her.
She turned away quickly and stumbled over her own feet, making a loud banging on the ground as she righted herself. Had he heard her leaving? Would she get caught? The very thought humiliated her, because she didn’t want Tallin knowing she’d been watching that intimate act.
She knew she’d heard and seen right, but still, it all was so unbelievable. She had meant to visit Riley tonight, to talk to him about how she felt for both of them, but how could she go to Riley when Tallin was on her mind, when the image of him masturbating filled every part of her?
She shook her head and went back to her room, gently shutting the door and slipping into bed. Lilly didn’t know how long she lay there, but soon sleep took over. It was a soft sound that woke her, drawing her out of her slumber. She was surprised she had been able to fall asleep at all, but when she turned and stared blurry eyed at the clock, she saw she hadn’t slept more than an hour.
The moonlight shone through her window, almost iridescent as it illuminated everything. She glanced over her shoulder at her bedroom door. Her heart beat hard when she noticed the large body shrouded by shadows leaning against the doorframe.
The figure didn’t move for a suspended moment, but then he came toward her, shutting the door behind him. Lilly slowly sat up, the sheet falling to her waist as she watched with a mix of nervousness and … arousal. Tallin stepped into the swatch of moonlight, his chest bare, covered in tattoos, and rippled with muscles, having every female part of her grow warm. His drawstring pants hung low on his waist and did nothing to hide the thick erection pressing against them.
She let her eyes travel up his body and stared wide-eyed into Tallin’s tense face. The shadows crossed over his ruggedly handsome features and gave an air of danger to his already powerful persona.
“Tallin?” she whispered, confused as to what he was doing in her room and unable to get the image of him masturbating out of her mind. “Is everything okay?” Her throat felt so tight.
He didn’t say anything for a second, but then he moved closer and said, “Did you like watching, Lilly?”
She swallowed, and his deep and husky voice speared straight through her pussy. “What?” Her voice cracked slightly, her face becoming hot as mortification washed through her.
He saw me.
She was frozen as she watched his gaze travel down to her breasts, her nipples betraying her, tightening under his stare.
“Answer me, Lilly.”
She shivered, his deep, commanding voice that implied he would brook no argument regarding what he wanted. His gaze went back to her face, and she knew she wasn’t going to lie to him—she knew she couldn’t disobey him. It turned her on to do what he said, and that realization was like a shock of electricity.
His expression was thick with lust, his eyes heavy-lidded as he took another step toward her and stopped at the edge of the bed.
“Yes,” she whispered that word. “I liked watching.”
God, no going back from that now.
Her pussy tingled and swelled, because she was so wet her panties were soaked.
He made this low sound deep in his throat, one that reminded her of this deadly predator. “Say it again, Lilly.”
She felt like she was suffocating. Her arousal and brain were raging war between each other. Here she was, staring at a man whom she’d grown up with, a man whom she loved with all her heart, and all she could think about was how much she wanted to feel his hard cock pushing into her pussy … how she wanted Riley here watching it all before he claimed her, as well.
She didn’t dare take her eyes off Tallin as she tried to make her
mind understand what was happening. She shivered from the intensity of it, from how hot he made her.
“I liked watching you, Tallin.” She gripped the sheets as she murmured.
“Are you wet? Did you get turned on by it?”
She licked her lips and nodded. “Yes.”
He showed no emotion. “Fuck, baby.” He moved next to her and placed his hands on either side of her hips, leaning forward, which caused her to move her upper body back.
She had to tell him what she wanted though, that she wanted Riley, too, that she loved him, as well.
“I…” The words were lodged in her throat.
“What is it, baby?” he said in a low, husky voice, his gaze on her lips.
Just do it.
“I have to be honest with you.”
He lifted his gaze to her eyes.
A moment of silence passed between them.
“I’m in love with you.” There. The words were out. His nostrils flared, but he didn’t move. “But I’m in love with Riley, too.” Her entire body felt like it was shaking as they held each other’s gazes.
“Yeah?” he asked softly.
She nodded. “I can’t lie about it anymore. I don’t want to. I want both of you.” She licked her suddenly dry lips. He was so close she could smell the dark and addictive scent of him, that purely male aroma that had her breath coming out in short pants.
He then groaned. “I’ve wanted you for so long, Lilly. So fucking long. So has Riley.”
Oh God.
Everything was so surreal. First Riley had professed his love to her, and now Tallin was telling her how much he had wanted her.
“We want you, baby.”
“You’ve talked about this?”
He was looking at her mouth again as he nodded. “A lot, Lilly.”
He loomed over her, all hard sinew and tendons straining and bunching above her, making her mouth water. He looked down at her lips, and she involuntarily licked them, hearing his soft groan after the act. “We won’t make you choose. We want to share you, to be there for you.”
He couldn’t breathe. This was all so unreal.
“I want to kiss you so fucking badly. Tell me how much you want me to kiss you. Tell me how much you’ve wanted me.”
She was propped on her elbows, her breasts thrust out as she braced her weight on her arms. She lowered her gaze to his mouth, the need to press her lips to his overwhelming her until she found herself rising up, moving closer to him. Her mouth was an inch away from his, their breath mingling.
“Tell me, Lilly. Tell me how much you have wanted me, too. Tell me you want to be with us, to have us be the only ones for you.” His voice was low and strained, as if he were having just as hard a time as she was controlling her emotions.
She took a deep, steadying breath before she spoke. “I want you, Tallin, and I want Riley.”
“Tell me you want us both, only us.”
“I only want you two.”
He groaned deeply again, but he didn’t kiss her right away like she’d hoped. He pulled the blankets away from her and slipped onto the bed so that his heat immediately enveloped her. He leaned over her, his chest parallel to hers, her legs spread, and his big body making her feel so very feminine.
His look became even more heated a second before he pressed his lips to hers, his tongue stabbing into the hot recess of her mouth and controlling every part of her. She moaned when he pressed his upper body forward, forcing her to lie back as he deepened the kiss. His hand was pressed to her cheek, holding the side of her face, his thumb stroking her skin, and their tongues dueling.
She brought her arms and rested her hands on his bulging shoulders, dug her nails into his hard flesh. Tallin moved his other hand down, over her hip, down her thighs, and squeezed the flesh barely covered in thin cotton shorts.
“Spread you legs as wide as they’ll go, baby.”
Her body, her skin, and her very cells were alive with pleasure as Tallin’s tongue pressed against hers.
She did as he said, and he moved his hand slowly to her inner thigh, so close to her pussy that she was shaking with need. She desperately wanted his hand on the most intimate part of her, adding pressure, finally touching her. His fingers teased her flesh, and her inner muscles clenched with the need to have his cock in her. She wanted skin-to-skin, wanted to feel his hardness pressing against her.
They started kissing harder, their breathing frantic. He thrust against her, his cock hard and demanding, a hot length against her inner thighs. In the next instant, he pulled away. Her body cooled slightly, but the fire still simmered inside of her. She looked into his face, the lust and want clear on his ruggedly handsome features.
“Take off the shorts, Lilly, unless you want me to tear them away.”
His voice and erotic threat caused a fresh stream of wetness to coat her pussy lips. She was tempted to just let him tear the material away because it sounded hot as hell.
“Do it, Lilly, because I’m barely hanging on.”
She opened her mouth on a silent moan, his dominance igniting something inside of her and making her burn. She swallowed as she hooked her fingers under the elastic of her shorts and slowly pulled them down.
“I want the panties off, too.”
When the shorts were off, she slid her thin cotton panties down her thighs and tossed them aside.
He was still staring at her face. “Now the shirt.”
Breathing in, she sat up slightly, removed the plain white t-shirt, and tossed that to the side, too. She wasn’t wearing a bra, and her nipples instantly became harder from the chill of the air. She lay back down, completely naked while Tallin still had his drawstring pants on. She flicked her eyes down and licked her lips as she saw his erection pushing against the fabric. Even though he wore pants, she could see how thick and long his shaft was.
His gaze traveled down her body, the intensity of the way he looked at her causing goosebumps to break out over her skin. His gaze lingered on the junction between her legs, her thighs slightly closed, but she knew he could still see her, tell how wet she was.
“Spread wider for me, Lilly.” His voice was husky.
“Tallin?” She didn’t know what to say, why she was even saying his name. She felt so out of control, so helpless against her feelings for him, for Riley. He was okay with her loving Riley, even wanted to share her with their friend. Did Riley feel the same way?
“He loves you so much, Lilly,” Tallin said, and she knew he was speaking about Riley.
“You’ve talked about sharing me?” God, that sounded so strange.
“Yes,” was all he said at first, but then he exhaled and looked into her eyes. “We want you together, not separately. Do you understand what I mean?”
Yes, she did, and it almost seemed too good to be true. It seemed surreal, like this wasn’t her life. “Yes,” she whispered.
“If you want to stop we can. I’d never force you. But I want you to know Riley and I have talked about this, have told each other if we ever had the chance to show you how much you mean to us in this way, we would do it. There is nothing but love from us to you, baby.”
“And I love both of you.”
He smiled, and it made the hardness in his expression, who Tallin had always been, seem lighter.
“You want me, and I want you. Am I wrong about that?”
She shook her head, her mouth and throat so dry that she couldn’t speak.
“Good, that’s real good, baby. You want to do this, be with me?”
She nodded, not able to speak.
He leaned in and kissed her on the forehead, and it seemed so intimate given the fact of what she wanted to do.
“I want you, Tallin. I want the real you.” Did he know what she meant, that she wanted that dominating, controlling man that knew what he wanted and took it? When he pulled back she could see from his expression he knew exactly what she’d meant.
“Then if you want this you’re going to do what I sa
y. Tell me you want to do it, Lilly. Tell me how much it turns you on.”
“Oh, God.” She closed her eyes and breathed in.
“Look at me.” His voice was steely and hard.
She opened her eyes but didn’t say anything.
“Spread your thighs for me, let me see how wet and pink your pussy is for me, baby.”
She opened her thighs, and his gaze lowered to the junction between her legs.
“Wider,” he demanded.
She felt lightheaded, on the verge of passing out as pleasure wracked her body. He wasn’t even touching her, and yet his expression alone had her on the verge of coming.
She felt her pussy lips part as she lifted her legs, bending her knees, and spreading open for him as wide as she could go.
“Your pussy is so fucking pretty, Lilly. I knew you would be, though, and knew you’d be so damn responsive to me. I bet my cock will slide right into you. ”
She sucked in a breath at his words. Her nipples became swollen, erect, and ready for his mouth. He was still gazing at her slit, and she couldn’t help but feel slightly self-conscious. She’d never had a man look at her so intently, like he was memorizing every part of her.
“Put your hands above your head.” He stared at her face now with determination when she didn’t immediately obey. “I won’t ask you again.”
God, she loved the way he spoke—loved the feeling of helplessness and surrender. Lilly knew she would take whatever he offered.
Chapter Eight
Just Give In
Before Lilly could beg him for this, because she wasn’t above that, Tallin was between her legs, his gaze on her as he moved his hands to rest on her inner thighs. Her muscles stretched as she made room to accommodate his size. She watched him as he moved his hands closer inwards, right to the part of her body that was so damn wet and inflamed it was driving her insane. Placing his thumbs on her pussy lips, he pulled them apart, exposing her even more. She gasped, the feeling of his hot breath on her pussy sending shockwaves of heat and lust through her.
“I can feel your heat, Lilly. You’re so hot and wet for me. Tell me you want my mouth on your sweet little pussy.”