by Jenika Snow
She stared wide-eyed at him, knowing she wanted to tell him those exact words but unable to speak.
“Tell me, Lilly. Tell me how you want my tongue sliding along your pretty little cunt. Tell me you want me to suck your clit into my mouth.”
His erotic words were like a hot poker to her. She made a small noise, his hot breath wafting over her pussy as lust slammed into her, hard and demanding. “Y–yes, Tallin, please.”
“Please what, baby?”
“Please touch me. Please do something, anything.”
He groaned deeply, the vibrations seeming to reach out to her and touch her clit, like invisible fingers enticing her, stroking along her nerve endings, and tightening every muscle in her body until she felt strung tight, ready to explode.
She gasped at the feel of his tongue running circles along her pussy hole, slowly dipping inside before moving up her cleft and pulling her clit into his mouth. He hummed around the small bud, sucking hard on it until she was arching her back and moaning softly. She went to run her hands over his shoulders when his words stopped her.
“Keep your hands above your head.”
She looked at him with wide eyes, blinking a few times as the pleasure continued to hum through her. His demanding words only seemed to fuel her arousal higher.
Dominance was clear on his face when he stuck his tongue out and moved it in small circles around her clit, all the while keeping his gaze on hers. She clenched her hands into fists, her gaze never leaving his. He twirled his tongue around, moving lower until he was once again thrusting lightly into her hole and bringing her closer to an orgasm that stewed just below the surface.
He flattened his tongue and ran it up her cleft, gathering all of her juices and groaning as he closed his eyes. “You taste so good, baby.”
He opened his eyes, his lips glistening with her cream as he ran his tongue over them and gathered it off. He moved up her body, pressing his mouth to hers and spearing his tongue inside her mouth. She tasted herself on him and moaned when he began a slow grind of his hips against her pussy. The material of his pants rubbed against her sensitive folds and teased her clitoris. She found herself thrusting her hips up to meet his. Their rhythm was in sync, their pace increased, and they were moaning against each other’s lips. He broke the kiss, buried his head in her hair, and, breathing deeply, pumped his hips in an unending rhythm.
“You taste like vanilla and honey. Your pussy is so soft, so addictive. You don’t know how hard I’m refraining from tearing my pants off and sliding my cock into your tight little pussy.”
She turned her head toward him, his face no more than an inch from her own as he leaned back and looked down at her. His expression was strained, his bone structure seeming more pronounced when he slowed his onslaught. She wanted him so bad that she could taste it, could feel it with everything that she was.
“I need you.” The things she had said tonight, the things she had done surprised her, but Tallin had started a fire inside of her, and she wanted him to put it out. “Please, Tallin, ease my ache.”
He groaned and buried his head in her hair again. His breath tickled her as his hand went to the waistband of his sweats and slowly pulled them off.
“We’ll start out slow, Lilly. Let me just hold you, feel you.”
She closed her eyes and swallowed roughly once his pants were finally off. His skin was so hot that she felt as if she were burning alive. The hair on his legs rubbed against her smooth ones, tormenting her and driving her crazy with hunger. He was so much bigger than she was, his body like a rock, so powerful and dangerous.
She gasped as his shaft pressed against her cleft, his cock so big and long, so hot and hard. He was fueling the fire inside of her, teasing her to the very brink without even penetrating her. His lips moved to her neck, licking and nipping at her flesh as his hips started their slow pumping against her own. She was saturated, so wet that she could feel her juices leaking out and coating her entrance, lubricating her pussy hole so Tallin would have no trouble sliding in.
She wanted him inside of her so bad. She started lifting her hips slightly, pushing against his, and the motions caused both of them to let out identical strangled groans.
“Please, Tallin.”
“Please what, baby? Tell me what you want and I’ll give it to you. I’ll give you anything you want.”
His voice was a husky whisper moving over her throat, and he licked and laved at her skin.
“I want you—need you to be inside of me.”
He let out a muffled sound of pleasure, his body so hard and tense above her, his body unyielding.
She tilted her head, her body hot and strung tight. She ran her tongue along his jaw-line. His skin tasted spicy yet sweet, salty yet bold. It was a heady flavor on her tongue. Her nipples were hard and extended. The firmness of his chest against hers was titillating. Her very cells were alive until she was tempted to grab his cock and shove it into her.
“You drive me crazy, so fucking crazy that I can’t even breathe. For years I’ve wanted you, wanted to feel you beneath me, wanted to touch you and love you. I’ve wanted to share you with Riley, for you to know that we love you so damn much.”
She moaned and arched her back when the root of his cock pressed against her clit. “Please, Tallin. Please, oh God, please.” She was begging, the root of his cock continuing to press against her throbbing clit and driving her lust higher. She sounded pathetic, she knew this, but she couldn’t stop herself, didn’t know how to.
“Fuck, Lilly.”
She watched him with anticipation as he moved his hand between their bodies and gently rubbed circles around her clit, which caused her to gasp. She closed her eyes as he continued to move his hand down, sliding one finger along her dripping slit until he had his finger wedged inside her pussy. She arched her back, her breasts thrusting out as her inner muscles squeezed down hard on the digit. He groaned deeply, thrusting his finger in and out of her with fervor. She panted, feeling her climax so close to the surface she could taste it.
“Oh, yes, Tallin. That feels so good.”
“I want to watch you, Lilly. I want you to come all over my hand, now.”
He pressed his thumb against her clit and continued pumping his finger into her. She thrashed her head back and forth, closing her eyes tightly as her whole body tensed, readying itself for the impending orgasm.
“Open your eyes and look at me when I get you off.”
That was all it took, his deep and commanding voice telling her to come, and she was gripping the sheets, her muscles contracting, and succumbing to her climax. It washed through her, stealing her very breath, burning her alive with white-hot pleasure. She opened her eyes, his gaze on her, his eyes half lidded and his mouth slightly open as he breathed heavily.
“You are so fucking gorgeous when you come.”
She was still in the throes of her orgasm when he praised her, the words prolonging her pleasure as she threw her head back and rode it out. She found herself wantonly fucking his finger, pumping her hips up and down and grinding her pussy on his hand. She was holding her breath, the pleasure-filled tremors never ending in their onslaught. She felt his finger gently slip out of her still-convulsing body and the head of his erection take its place. She slowly opened her eyes and stared at him as a hazy, drugged-like sensation washed over her.
“We shouldn’t, not when we’re both still accepting … all of this.” His voice was strangled, the veins in his neck pronounced as he gritted his teeth.
She knew what he was saying, but this was why she needed to be together, why they’d tell Riley and, she hoped, the three of them could move forward as one unit. “We should.” Her words were a mere whisper, and she widened her legs, readying herself for his impalement. The need coursed through her, her mind fighting a battle with her heart and body.
Lilly wanted to feel good, to momentarily forget the heartache and sorrow she felt. She just wished Riley would choose this moment to walk in,
to see this, and then the three of them could really be together in all ways. But they had time, and she’d tell Riley exactly what she wanted, because life was too short to not go after what she wanted.
Chapter Nine
Joie de Vivre
Lilly felt Tallin’s cock slowly push inside of her, stretching her to the point of pain. Tallin was a big man all around, and his cock was no exception. He pushed every last inch into her, filling her completely. The combination of pleasure and pain was incredible, leaving her breathless, making her wetter. He made low, sexual noises, his throat working continuously as he swallowed.
“You’re so tight and hot, so wet and soft.” He forced the words out through gritted teeth, closing his eyes momentarily and placing both of his hands on either side of her head.
He was fully seated inside of her, her pussy clenching around the thickness of his shaft and dragging groans out of him. She felt the full, heavy weight of his balls press against her ass. It was erotic and delicious. He wasn’t moving, just looking down at her while the muscles under his cheeks worked. Sweat started to lightly cover his forehead. He slowly pulled out of her, every thick and long inch of his cock touching and dragging against her inner walls, driving her mad with arousal and pleasure. He grabbed her calf and lifted it up and over his shoulder. Leaning back slightly, he placed his palm on her inner thigh of her other leg.
His focus was on where their bodies joined. His torso was covered with a light sheen of sweat as he started to thrust back in. “Brace yourself on your elbows, Lilly. I want you to watch as I fuck you. I want you to see my cock going into your sweet little pussy.”
She panted, and his words caused her pussy to tighten around his erection. She did as he asked, watching with wide eyes as he pushed the remaining inches into her and pulled back out. Her pussy hole was stretched wide around his cock, the thickness of his dick impressive yet frightening. He moved faster into her, pulling out and pumping back in. His biceps were bulging as he pushed her leg out more, held her calf tighter. The sound of their wet skin slapping together filled the room, filled her senses, and drove her higher.
“Do you see how perfectly my cock fits inside of you?”
His deep voice cracked, a telling sign he was just as aroused as she was, that his well-honed control, his years of military training, were no match for what they were doing. It made her hotter.
His cock was covered in her cream, the length glistening with the juices.
Her climax was so close she could feel it start in her lower back, the pleasure slowly building until it would explode within her.
“Oh, fuck. I’m so close, Lilly, so damn close. You feel so fucking good.” Little droplets of sweat dripped off him as he gasped the words. “You’re going to come again, baby.” He stated that without it being a question, as if he knew she would, because there was no other option.
He moved his thumb to her clit and started rubbing the bud back and forth. He pounded faster and harder into her, the sound of her pussy suctioning his cock loud to her ears.
So close.
She fell back on the bed, unable to hold her weight up any longer as pleasure consumed her.
Tallin continued to work his thumb along her clit, not stopping as she came once more. She moved her hands back to the headboard, gripping the slats tightly as she braced herself for the onslaught of pleasure. She opened her mouth to cry out, the eroticism so magnetic she couldn’t control herself. Tallin moved his hand to her mouth, muffling her scream. He then cursed deeply.
Her pussy tightened around him as she climaxed, as she milked his cock until her whole body ached from the aftermath. She opened her eyes, her body contracting along his shaft and causing little aftershocks of pleasure to travel through her while Tallin continued to thrust himself in and out of her.
He removed his palm, staring down at her as he breathed heavily. He watched her, an intense expression on his face. “I love you so fucking much.”
His breathing increased, and his face became a mask of pleasure as he picked up his speed, fucking her harder, faster. She was sliding up on the bed from his forcefulness, but she wanted this, wanted to surrender to him. He placed a hand on her shoulder, keeping her stationed. And then he pulled out of her, grabbed his cock, and stroked himself from root to tip while staring at her spread pussy.
The sight of his cock in his hands, glistening from her juices, as he pumped his fist up and down, was incredibly dirty and arousing. He groaned, his gaze never leaving hers as he came. Ribbon after ribbon of cum shot out of him and landed on her stomach and chest.
That sight alone could have given her another orgasm. She was so turned on, so stunned by the display of his whole body tensing as he got off, at the fact he never took his focus off of her.
After the last tremor stole over him, he got off the bed. Lying there, sated and relaxed, covered in his semen, all she could do was breathe out and close her eyes, basking in the aftereffects of all of this. She heard the water running in the bathroom that was attached to the room, and after only a few seconds silence once again reigned. Then she heard him approach, but she was too drugged to move or open her eyes. She felt a warm cloth smooth between her thighs and then over her belly as he cleaned her, wiping away all the remnants of what they’d done.
A dirty part, animalistic side of her even, wanted his cum on her, wanted that proof that what they’d done was real.
Lilly opened her eyes and watched Tallin finish cleaning her, his touch soft despite the fact she knew he was rough to the core. He set the rag aside when he was finished and lay beside her. Neither spoke, but no words needed to be said. They were here together, the silence was comforting, and she’d never felt more alive or happy. The only thing missing, the only person she wished were here to experience this, was Riley.
And on the heels of that she thought of Christian and wondered if things would have been vastly different among the four of them if he’d still been here.
Stop thinking about that. It doesn’t matter now. Christian wouldn’t want you thinking about the past and hurting over it.
Tallin covered them with the blankets and pulled her so she was flush with his body—back to chest. His heat and strength poured into her, surrounded her. She felt so very small compared to him, so protected and safe. She looked out the window at the full moon, loving the feel of his hand stroking softly across her hip, and wondering how things would play out tomorrow … for the rest of her life.
“I love you, Lilly.”
She closed her eyes, smiling. “I love you, too.”
“We’ll talk to Riley in the morning, and together we’ll figure out what to do.”
Until tomorrow.
****
Tallin was gone the next morning, the spot next to Lilly cold when she ran her hand over it. The sun had barely risen, and even though she should have been more tired given the fact she had been worked over good last night—which even now had her face heating—she couldn’t go back to sleep.
She replayed the previous night’s events in her mind, and the pleasure and the love that Tallin had given her felt so fresh inside of her. Her pussy and nipples were deliciously sore, a pleasant reminder. She didn’t regret what they’d shared, but she did feel guilty because she should have spoken to both of them, expressed her feelings with them present, before she moved onto the physical aspect of it all.
She was, after all, in love with Riley also.
Lilly knew she had to talk with them, see where this was going, and how it would all play out. She was still so hurt by the death of Christian, and she didn’t want any of them thinking she’d been with them, opened up, because of her vulnerability. They were her best friends, the loves of her life, and she was glad that they could finally be open with each other.
It was just heartbreaking that it had come during a time like this.
But despite what Tallin said, and the explanation he and Riley had talked, that they were okay with the other being with her, would Riley st
ill be upset that she’d slept with Tallin? In truth, she would have slept with Riley that one day, but the sound of Tallin on the snowmobile had halted their advancement.
She sat up and made her way to the bathroom. A hot bath would go a long way in easing her muscles, maybe even clearing her mind. One she was bathed, dried off, and dressed she headed downstairs. Her heart was pounding frantically at the thought of speaking to both of them together, of hearing what they might say. The very idea of seeing Tallin after what they had done made her nervous, too.
At the bottom of the stairs, she stopped and took a deep, calming breath before proceeding forward. She stood in the doorway of the kitchen, the smell of eggs and sausage making her mouth water and her stomach grumble. Riley sat at the table, coffee mug in hand, his attention on the newspaper in front of him.
“You got the paper so the roads must be all clear.” She was trying to make small talk, to ease her way into this. Should she talk about it all now, or wait for Tallin? Riley didn’t answer right away, so she grabbed a glass out of the cabinet and poured herself some orange juice. She glanced at Riley, realizing he still hadn’t responded. He did watch her though, his throat working as he swallowed, seeming loud in the silence that had filled the room.
“Yeah, roads are all clear, although the news is calling for another storm tonight.”
“Really?” Her voice cracked slightly at the way he watched her.
Riley pushed a plateful of food her way. “I’m sure we’ll see plenty of them before winter is up.”
She nodded and took the plate of food. “Thanks.” She grabbed her fork and brought some eggs to her mouth, the utensil in midair as she realized Riley still regarded her. “What?” Her nerves made her believe he knew what she’d done last night, maybe even that he was upset or hurt.
You should just talk about it, and tell him everything.
Of course she trusted Tallin with her life, and knew if he’d said he’d spoken with Riley about this, about everything, and he was okay with it, encouraged it even, that he told the truth.