Dog Eat Dog World: Limited Edition Bundle (Black Dog)
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The right side of war was an illusion. You couldn’t win a war. There was too much loss.
“Is it that big a deal that the Unseelie haven’t ruled in…?” Now that I thought about it, I couldn’t think of a time when they had held the upper hand in Faerie. “I’m asking you—does it matter so much?”
“The Unseelie are but a means to an end.” He stepped toward me, heard Diode snarl and turned. “What matters to me isn’t my house, but my people—the other half-bloods trapped in servitude here. Not everyone is like us, Thierry. Not all fae born have even one loving parent or a safe place to rest.”
“All this because you want to liberate the half-bloods?” I heard the doubt in my voice.
“I want them exiled from Faerie and sent to the mortal realm where they have a chance at a good life.”
Part of me, the old me, the one who had thought she was human, whose mother kissed every boo-boo and bought cookies from our favorite bakery on special occasions, wished all children—human, fae or other—had that kind of champion in their lives. The other part, the one honed by a conclave education, staggered under the realization of what a mass exodus from Faerie meant for humans. People would die. Lots of them.
Kids just like I had been would find themselves in the mortal realm and make the same mistakes as me. One or two kids would throw the conclave a curve ball. What Rook proposed numbered in the hundreds, and he said it was for all half-bloods. Children were the most unpredictable, but teens were volatile. Depending on the intensity of their gifts and their ability to control those powers, some adults weren’t much better.
Rook was talking about dumping sharks into a goldfish bowl. “I don’t think exile is the answer.”
“Exile means even the missing among the half-bloods must be accounted for and returned.”
I furrowed my brow. “Missing?”
“You are Black Dog’s only known child. That makes you unique.” A cruel twist of his lips. “As the Morrigan’s bastard, I am much more common.”
The anxious twitch in my foot stopped. “What are you saying?”
A whiff of subtle magic tickled my nose.
Rook straightened his shoulders, jutted out his chin and dared me to look away from the force of his unrelenting attention. “I have a sister.” I saw his lips move more than heard the words. He was in my face, his hand clasped gently around my throat, his thumb caressing my fluttering pulse, before I could blink, before even Diode registered his intent. “Never speak of her again. Do you understand?”
That explained the scent. He had cast a privacy enchantment on the room.
“It depends…” I leaned forward, pressing my throat hard against his palm, “…on how well you understand me. Touch my mother again, mention her in conversation or even breathe the same air as she does without my permission, and I’ll hit up Quick Copy and print out flyers with every ounce of information the conclave has on your sister. Then I’ll hitch a ride here and plaster Faerie with them.”
“Don’t make me kill you.” He sounded more tired than threatening.
“Oh, I don’t know.” My grin showed teeth. “If your princess kicks the bucket, then I’m guessing that means you lose your position too. That puts you right back where you started from, and—as you pointed out—my father only made one mistake. Kill me, and it’s game over.”
He released me. “You realize if they don’t make you princess, they will kill you.”
“I figured.”
Scowling all the while, Rook withdrew and began pacing.
When that started annoying me, I blurted out the question making my heart burn. “If they decide in my favor, what happens to me? I meant what I said. I don’t want a crown or a title or a throne.” It was on the tip of my tongue to add I didn’t want a husband either, but our union, as much as it grated on me, might be the only thing keeping me alive. “No one will believe I’m neutral if I’m tangled up in all of this.”
“Has it never occurred to you that you aren’t meant to be neutral?” he mused. “The very nature of your gift, even your origin, is all rooted in the Unseelie house.”
The notion I could or should pick a side had honestly never occurred to me. Since that very first day in Mable’s office, I had heard my father’s praises sung and had the mantle of his legacy settled around my shoulders.
Rook must have realized the direction of my thoughts and paused. “Has it never dawned on you the reason the conclave filled your head with stories of your father wasn’t because they believed you were meant to spread his tenets, but because it was safer for them if you believed that was the case?”
“They gave me a choice—join or die.” I frowned. “What does belief have to do with it?”
“You were more powerful than any of them expected. Either side would fight a war to have you join their cause if the truce is broken.” He spread his hands. “Control over the infamous Black Dog’s legendary powers, unfettered by his morals, free of the compulsion that is the fabric of his identity.”
“There’s one small problem with your theory,” I interrupted. “I’m not all that powerful.”
Black Dog might be my father, but the fraction I inherited wasn’t the sum of his whole.
Rook cast me a pitying glance, one that made the foundation of my life quake yet again. “Did all the half-bloods employed by the conclave receive the same join-or-die memo from the magistrates you did?”
“No.” I shifted in my seat. “But not all of them killed five humans in one whack, either.”
“Think about your situation like this. Your father is unique among the fae. You, as his daughter, share his rare qualities. You are comparing your powers to his, which are vast and uncharted. That is your mistake,” he said. “Your gifts should be measured against the known limits of half-blood magic.”
I glanced to Diode for confirmation. “Is he spouting crazy, or is it just me?”
“I can say this—” he struggled to move his lips, “—most fae children are given a choice, and they aren’t issued conclave guardians.”
I didn’t like the sound of that. It made me reevaluate every interaction I had ever had with Mable, and with Shaw. “They wanted me to have a protector.”
The big cat jerked his head. “Not you. Everyone else.”
Rising from my chair, I walked to the bed and climbed onto the mattress.
Rook frowned at me. “Is now the best time for a nap?”
“I have to go to sleep.” My head hit the pillow. “How else can I wake up from this nightmare?”
Chapter 29
The guys let me sleep through dinner. When I woke, the room was bathed in moonlight and they had staked out opposing corners. Sleeping. Diode sprawled over a velvet comforter while Rook dozed slouched in a plush chair by the door. I sat upright and hung my feet over the edge of the bed. My weary exhale brought Rook’s eyes open a slit. Once he saw I was awake, he stifled a yawn.
After stretching, he crossed the room to a small table where a seashell-encrusted tray sat beside a blue milk glass pitcher with matching cups. “They brought fresh fruit. All Earth varieties.” White mist curled under the lid when he lifted it. “Watermelon, cantaloupe, grapes and blackberries. Are you hungry?”
“Not really.” I untied my hair and combed my fingers through the worst knots.
“You should eat.” Diode didn’t twitch a paw. “You need your strength.”
Rook nudged my shoulder with the edge of a plate. “He’s right. You have to eat something.”
I folded my legs under me, picked up a strawberry and brought it to my lips. Rook watched with rapt attention, and I don’t think I was the only one remembering how I had fed him berries in the burrow. The act had been impersonal then. There was nothing indifferent about the way he watched me now.
Too bad I wasn’t in the mood. I stopped eating until he took the hint and returned to his chair.
Passing over the berry, I chose a cube of watermelon. “How much longer do you think?”
“An hour, maybe less.” He stretched his legs out in front of him and crossed his ankles. He must have noticed my eyebrows creeping upward. He qualified, “The dryad has been keeping us updated.”
I rolled my eyes and bit into another piece of fruit. “I bet she has.”
His lips quirked in a pleased kind of almost smile that would have done flip-floppy things to my stomach yesterday. Today I was reconciled to my fate.
Fine. So I liked him. No. I had liked him before grasping the depth of his betrayal.
The time was right wasn’t an excuse. For the greater good, well, that wasn’t much of one either. Not unless I had concrete evidence another party benefitted from his scheming. Right now I had nothing. Just his word, a spark of believable anger and the hope he had told me the truth.
For once.
I didn’t want Rook to have a missing sibling, but knowledge was power. If she existed, and if he had orchestrated all of this to find her, then I had twenty-four-karat leverage.
Soft knocks on the door had me setting aside my plate and sliding from the mattress to my feet.
“Come in,” Rook called after joining me.
The dryad entered with a smile that wilted as her gaze swept over me. “You have not changed.”
I cast Rook a what is that about look.
“The garments you provided for Thierry are lovely, but I noticed the buttons bear the crest of the Seelie house.” His lips thinned. “The consuls will understand why she must decline to wear items that might mistakenly imply her loyalty to an opposing faction. She is wed to an Unseelie.”
Red splashed over her cheeks. “I am sure the consuls meant no disrespect.”
Since she looked to me, I forced a smile. “I’m sure it was an innocent mistake.”
Ah, politics. As far as anyone knew, my head was as likely to be severed as it was to be crowned. The Seelie were hedging their bets. But buttons? Really? Then again, if broth and a change of clothes had made me Rook’s common-law wife, who knew what a button signified?
I was starting to think the dead princes were the lucky ones. Who would choose this kind of life?
Rook touched my arm, jarring me from my thoughts and answering that question. He wanted it. He had chosen this life, possibly for both of us. Had schemed and wheedled and toiled to possess it.
“The consuls await your arrival.” She kept her head bowed. “I will escort you if you are ready.”
“I’m ready.” I rolled my shoulders, loosening them. “Diode?”
The grumpy cat rose and stretched, yawning in a way that showcased all of his sizable teeth. He padded over to me and headbutted my thigh to get me moving. “Go on, you will not face this alone.”
My fingers curled in his fur. Rook came to my side but made no move to touch me. Smart man.
After nudging Rook out the door ahead of us, I paused while he and the dryad got a head start. I knelt in front of Diode, putting us eye to eye. “If this goes south, I need you to promise me something.”
He rubbed his soft cheek against mine. “Of course.”
“Make sure Mom gets home.” I swallowed. “She won’t want details. Just—let her make up her own mind about what happened to me. If you hung around for a while…after…that would be good too.”
His tongue rasped against the tip of my nose. “She will want for nothing, and no harm will come to her so long as I live.”
I wiped the backs of my hands under my eyes. “You’re not half bad for a cat.”
“If I had found you as a pup,” he said on a chuckle, “I might not have drowned you either.”
Haggard faces greeted us inside the chamber. The Watchers, the Huntsman and the consuls waited exactly where we had left them.
“The consuls have come to an agreement,” Liosliath announced.
“Will you agree to abide by our ruling?” Daibhidh’s voice crackled with glee. “Well?”
I exchanged a glance with Diode and then with Rook. Each offered me a nod of encouragement. “I…” I balled my fists until my nails cut crescent moons in my palms. “I will accept your judgment.”
The Huntsman grunted at the consuls then approached me. Rook eased between us, but I shoved him aside and faced my judgment alone. My Word rested on my lips, ready to leap from my tongue. I may have exaggerated a skosh about the acceptance thing. I had come too far to meekly accept death.
The consuls would have a fight on their hands if they wanted to put down this little black dog.
The Huntsman held out his hands, curling his fingers until I placed mine in his.
“Thierry Thackeray, daughter of Macsen Sullivan, it is with a glad heart I welcome you to Faerie.” He brought my hands to his mouth and kissed my knuckles. “I wish your sire might see you now. He would be as proud of you as I am, for we are kin, as your father was knit together from my flesh and bones and so you were from his. You may call on me in times of need. I am loyal to your reign.”
My lips parted, but all I managed was to bob my head in response.
“Long live Princess Thierry,” he bellowed, “champion of House Unseelie, beloved daughter of the Black Dog, wife of the Rook, daughter-in-law of the Morrigan, granddaughter of my heart…”
Struck mute by his recitation, it hit me what he was doing. Here, before these witnesses, he was claiming me. He was warning both courts who my allies were so they knew who they would answer to if I was harmed. The message was clear. Their prince had been murdered, their princess wouldn’t be.
Quick as a rabbit, my heart jumped around in my chest. They’re going to let me live.
Daibhidh’s reflection beamed at me while a somber Liosliath kept his own council.
Swaying on my feet, I let the Huntsman’s meaty hand clasp my shoulder and hold me steady.
“We will relinquish the crown in seven days,” Liosliath granted.
“We will remove Prince Raven’s belongings from the Halls of Winter.” Daibhidh grinned. “It is now your home to do with as you see fit.” He addressed Rook. “No doubt your husband can help smooth your transition to court life. I offer my council to you, Princess, whenever you are in need. I am your humble servant.”
Home. Home was a realm away. My family, my friends, my life—none of it was here.
Rook must have sensed me teetering on the breaking point. He wrapped an arm around me, and I let him support me because my knees had turned to water. His soft lips brushed the shell of my ear.
“Relax,” he whispered. “The worst is over.”
No. My life was over.
His clear voice pierced through the excited murmurings. “The princess does have one request.”
Liosliath’s brow puckered. “We are listening.”
“As overcome as she is by her great fortune, she desires a period of five years during which time she will transition from life in the mortal realm to life here. She wishes to familiarize herself with the intricacies of her new position before she assumes official duties.” He squeezed me tighter against him. “Five years is a blink of time.”
The consuls’ likenesses darkened, and their respective Watchers shifted on their seats.
“We offer you a crown, and you refuse it in favor of living among—among humans?” Hot color boiled in Daibhidh’s cheeks. “You seek to make a mockery of the mercy we have shown you.”
The Huntsman growled at them. “You would rescue her from the hounds and throw her to the wolves?”
“I rescued myself.” The words popped out before I thought to stop them.
“What do you mean?” Liosliath asked the Huntsman, “What are you implying?”
“She was raised as a human by a human.” The Huntsman spread his hands. Point made. “The Southwestern Conclave provided her with a basic education on fae politics as they exist in the mortal realm. Allow her twelve months, a mere year of her centennial reign, as preparation to assume the throne.”
The reflections rippled in contemplation.
“Who do you propose rules during that time?” Liosliat
h asked at last.
The Huntsman worked his jaw, chewing over his answer for a full minute before he sighed. “I propose Rook be named our Prince Regent and given the power to act on the princess’s behalf during her absence.”
“Absence?” Liosliath and Daibhidh’s voices echoed.
The Huntsman lifted his hand. “I propose she be allowed to continue her education in the mortal realm.” When Liosliath started to argue, Huntsman said, “After her coronation, she will be bound to our realm and expected to leave her old life behind her. She is young, with living mortal relatives. There is also the matter of justice for King Moran. While his killer remains free, we remain ignorant of his reasons for assassinating the king. Until he is punished, the princess may also be in danger.”
“Are you implying that the Conclave and its marshals are more capable of safeguarding our princess than we are?” Daibhidh sneered. “Her infamy is what will protect her. Don’t be a fool.”
“I think his idea has merit.” Liosliath’s expression turned thoughtful. “I second the idea.”
“What?” his counterpart screeched.
While those two hurled insults at one another, the Huntsman edged closer to me and interpreted.
“Consul Liosliath must believe if you’re in the mortal realm that those laws will apply when he tries to have you killed. Some might argue that since you were mortal born, they apply regardless.”
The Seelie consul excelled at reading people. He knew if he let me go home, I would fight tooth and claw to stay there. And I would. The law the Huntsman spoke of stated if you left Faerie, permanently, as I wanted to, you severed all ties with your family. Therefore, if the Seelie had me killed, no one of my bloodline in Faerie could seek vengeance.
“That’s a clever interpretation of the law,” I allowed. “Why is Daibhidh pissed?”
“You’re the first princess of any house. You would be the first Unseelie to rule since your father’s writ became law. Not only that. News of your win will spread like wild faefire through both realms.” He grunted. “Consul Daibhidh wants to ensure your reign sticks, and the best way to do that is to put you on display, to spread stories of your victories and leak the footage gathered by the Watchers. There is also the matter of your vows to Rook. While he is not a catch by anyone’s standards, he is Unseelie.”