by Drew Sera
“Col, you didn't have to get these for me. Where did you find them?”
“I found them online the night you mentioned always wanting them. I wanted to get them for you and make you smile.”
I reminded him that I just needed Sydney and him to smile and feel fulfilled. We talked briefly about Sydney's journal gift. Apparently, she did a lot of research online trying to find the one she thought I'd like the best. She looked and looked for a masculine looking one and tried to get Colin to order it online but he felt it was time for her to get back out in the world and not be afraid. I think I will be able to take advantage of this journal. Especially knowing what Sydney emotionally went through to get this for me, I'll use it and make sure she sees me using it.
In the tub, she leaned against Colin while I lightly rolled her nipples between my fingers. I let my eyes feast on her and tried to push out of the front of my head that this girl has been very broken and hurt recently. I felt that by pushing it to the back of mind, it'd make our trip to Irons tomorrow night as uninhibited as possible.
Did I totally want to let go and take Sydney to new heights? Absolutely. The down side to that is that I know what it would take for me to get to that point. Bondage, mind control and a touch of pain would be involved. I quickly turned off my dirty thoughts of her bound in that rope because I started to get hard. I wasn't giving into that until tomorrow night. I need to work on warming Sydney up as well.
We've been very cautious about pushing her. So far things have gone well when we've pushed but we don't want to be too greedy with that. I let my eyes go back to Sydney when I felt Colin's hand land on my shoulder. It startled me some and I was afraid to look at Colin. I had a feeling he knew that he startled me but I didn't want to bring any attention to it.
“What are you thinking, Col?” I asked while I kept my eyes on Sydney.
“I'm thinking about moving our play into the playroom tonight.”
I couldn't help but let my head turn to face him. Colin had a nice home playroom set up. We've played with Sydney in there many times and we've gone back in there since she's been back, but we haven't played in there since her return.
“What do you think, Anth?”
I just nodded and knew we would take extra care. Sydney's face didn't show fear but rather a hint of excitement. We each took hold of one of her hands and went down the hall to the playroom. Before we entered though, Colin reached inside and flicked the light on and reminded her that she could tell us anytime that she wanted to leave. We let her walk around some to get reacquainted with the room and its contents. While she wandered with Colin by her side, I glanced up at the new pictures on the wall of the three of us. I liked all of the pictures but my favorite one wasn't even in this room.
We had one upstairs in our room that was my favorite. It was black and white and possibly the most personal, soul-baring photo. It was one from Jay's Studio in Hollywood on a bed. Sydney is on her back looking upward and her head is tilted so that the camera catches her laughter. Her mouth is open, smiling and she's clearly happy. Colin and I are both on either side of her and we're just looking at her. Watching her laugh. We both have genuine smiles plastered on our faces. She has a sheet pulled up, so nothing is exposed, aside from her sweet, loving heart and soul. Colin and I were shirtless, but it's our eyes that expose everything. I love that photo.
That picture comforted me this week when I woke up in the middle of the night with my head spinning from shit from Victor or shit from Paul. I sit in the chair in our sitting area and look at it while I will the pieces of the dream to go away. Looking at the picture reminds me that they love me and that I’m an important part of something special. Often times the picture silently pushes me back to bed where Colin and Sydney are at. It's kept me from running in the night and going off on my own to some dark corner of the house to dwell on the nightmares.
Sydney and Colin were now walking back towards me but Colin stopped and instructed Sydney to present herself. I felt the heat start in my stomach and spread like a brush fire through my body as she lowered herself to the ground. Colin stood behind her and began pulling his clothes off until he was naked. He stroked her hair and told her to look at me.
“Baby, don't you think Anthony is a bit overdressed?”
“Yes, Sir.”
Sydney reached up and put her hands flat on my chest and abdomen for a brief moment before reaching for the buttons on my shirt. I felt the warmth from her hands seep through my shirt and felt myself begin to harden.
I covered her hands and when I said her name, she looked up at me. Her eyes looked clear and playful. Naughty little thing. I could easily get lost in her eyes and I needed to snap the fuck out of it and pay attention. Colin was still kissing the back of her neck while I searched her eyes.
“What do you say if you need to stop, sunshine?”
“Red, Sir.”
“And if you need to slow down?”
“Yellow, Sir.”
“Good girl.”
I nodded but didn't let go of her eyes. I lowered my head and kissed her. She feverishly began kissing me back hard and full of need. It only fueled me and I let her roughly undress me. Things progressed rather quickly and while I was kissing her, the three of us moved into different positions on the floor. Sydney was on her knees on the hardwood floor while Colin and I were crouched in front and behind her.
My heart thudded hard in my chest as she dug her nails into my chest while she kissed me. I couldn't get enough of her hands on my body especially when she gets playfully rough. She lowered her head and rolled one of my nipples between her teeth while she firmly had her hand on my ass. I looked at Colin while Sydney played and explored. Colin was smiling ear to ear as well and was rubbing on his erection. Colin and I were about ready to be let loose and I had to make sure before we continued that Sydney was in a good place.
“Sunshine,” I said and collected a handful of her hair in my fist as I tilted her head back to look at me. I was happy when her eyes looked up at me and didn't show an ounce of fear. “What color, Sydney?”
“Green, Master Anthony.”
I pierced her eyes with mine at the phrase Master Anthony. I glanced over her head at Colin and met his stare. He and I knew that we were ready and needed a hard session. A really hard session, which I didn’t think we’d get into tonight. The question though was if Sydney was ready for it. Colin stepped up to make sure she knew and understood that no matter what, she was safe.
“Baby, turn around and look at me,” Colin instructed.
I kept her hands in mine and pressed my chest against her back while Colin stroked her cheek.
“Baby, Anthony and I want to play with you tonight. But a little more on the rougher side. You will be safe though and have nothing to fear. Do you trust Anthony and me?”
“Always, Master Colin.”
“Good girl. Tonight is for our pleasure. You still have your safe word, understand?”
“Yes, Master Colin.”
12
Saturday, March 8th
Colin
Anthony and I were going to push our fragile kitten some more tonight. She understood that she could still use her safe word and Anthony and I would check in with her periodically just to be sure she was alright. Anthony and I can be overwhelming at times.
I smiled at her and saw that Anthony had a needy gleam in his eyes. We were ready to play. I reminded her to use yellow if she needed to slow the pace down. I took hold of her shoulders and guided her to turn back around and face Anthony.
She poked the hornets’ nest the second she dug her finger nails into his skin. That kind of stuff drives Anthony wild, and I loved watching Sydney start the fire in him. She barely got all the way turned around before Anthony had a handful of her hair in his hand. He pulled her towards him and kissed her mouth hard then he broke from their kiss and told her to suck him.
Since Sydney is accustomed to non-consensual rough play, Anthony and I have been very careful wit
h playing rough with her. We were going to push her, but not past what she could handle. Anthony's hands didn't move too fast, and I could tell that he was gentle as his hand guided her head down to his cock. I needed to maintain physical contact with her though so I could keep up with how she was doing. I rubbed her butt cheeks while she blew Anthony.
“Fuck, sunshine!” Anthony hissed and tilted his head back while holding the back of her head.
Seeing him guide her head on his cock made my heart swell as I thought about how far she's come. Way back in November, she would have freaked out if the back of her head was touched during oral sex. She had been hurt badly like that before and was scared, but I was so proud of how far she's come. And even after Paul, she's still able to trust us.
“Feel good, Anth?”
“Fuck yeah, want some?”
I moved over to where he was at and knelt beside him. He pulled out of Sydney's mouth, bent to kiss her hard and then he guided her head down to my hard cock. My eyes automatically closed once her warm mouth wrapped around me. Instead of holding the back of her head though, I cupped the side of her cheek. While Sydney sucked me, Anthony stroked himself and gazed down at her. He repositioned himself and playfully rubbed the head of his dick on her face while she sucked me. He and I took turns with having her mouth on our cocks until I thought I'd burst if I didn't get in her.
I positioned myself behind her while she sucked on Anthony and reached down to feel her pussy. Nice and wet just as I suspected. I firmly took hold of her hips and pulled her back fast, causing my cock to pierce her in one move. She made a gasping noise and Anthony and I both stilled our movements and gave her a moment. Soothingly, I rubbed my hand over her hips and gave her butt a little love pat.
“Easy, baby. Relax. You've got a lot of cock right now,” I said lightly and continued to hold my position.
“What color, sunshine?” Anthony had pulled out briefly and had her head tilted up to look at him.
“Green, Master Anthony.”
“Good girl, now put your sexy mouth back on my cock. Play with the balls too.”
Sydney went back to work on his cock while I fucked her pussy from behind. I didn't hold much back and fucked her pretty hard. My force banged her into Anthony and he grunted. We ended up switching positions off and on until Anthony and I were just about ready to come.
It wasn't my intention for things to get so deep and intimate but it quickly turned that way. After all, there's nothing wrong with just a dose of playing. But the three of us were deeply committed to one another and after everything we've been through recently, sex would never just be physical for us.
I was now standing and leaning against the wall while Sydney sucked on me and Anthony fucked her pussy from behind. I gazed down at them and couldn't tear my eyes away from him fucking her and those cute as can be dimples just above her butt. He withdrew from her pussy and drug some of her pussy juice to her asshole and rubbed it around. I could tell that she liked it immediately because her mouth began moving faster and she took me deeper.
“Please, Sir,” Sydney begged with a mouth full of my cock.
I loved hearing her voice naughty and full of need like this.
“Please what, sunshine?”
“Please, may I have your cock?”
Anthony and I shared a smile as he took a handful of her hair in his hand. Even though he pretended to grab her roughly, I knew he hadn’t. I could feel Sydney smiling against my groin while Anthony and I just stared adoringly at her.
“Where do you want my cock, sunshine? Here?” He pushed his index finger in her ass but just past the first knuckle.
“Ah! Yes, please! Please there, Master Anthony.”
“Say it, sweetheart. I want to hear you say it."
“Please fuck my ass, Master Anthony!”
Anthony was staring at the back of her head with his sideways smile. Sydney talking dirty does something to us. We often call her “innocently kinky.” If our girl wants to be fucked in the ass, then an ass fucking is what she'll get. Anthony moved her into a position where she could still suck on me while he fucked her ass. He pulled down a throw that was dangling off the play table and helped her onto it to cushion her knees.
“Better, sunshine?”
“Yes, thank you, Master Anth-ony.”
I smiled at her stutter and Anthony and I began moving together to give her ass and mouth a workout. Our grunts and noises of our bodies seeking out pleasure echoed in the playroom. I couldn't move my eyes from her and set one of my hands on her cheeks.
Soon I heard Anthony swear which was followed by a slapping noise. He playfully spanked her ass cheek and was grabbing it as he moved closer to his orgasm. I could see his fingers were pressed into her skin.
“Fuck, sunshine!” He began thrusting deeper and faster and I put both of my hands on her cheeks to help steady her head. “Fuck!” Anthony was coming as Sydney held her tongue under the ridge of my cock head. She made a flicking motion and I lost it and released my load into her warm mouth.
Anthony pulled out of her and crouched on the balls of his feet while he wrapped his hands around her tummy. He knew I had slipped from her mouth and he pulled her back to sit on the blanket. She sat on the blanket with his legs on either side of her, comforting her. His head was lowered and his forehead was resting on her shoulder. Sydney leaned against one of his legs with an arm wrapped around the leg she leaned against. Her other hand was wrapped around my calf and she was looking up at me.
I knelt down and looked into her gorgeous blue eyes and felt my heart squeeze. This girl. She gives Anthony and I everything one hundred percent of the time. And she was ours.
I cupped Sydney's cheek with my right hand and made a bold move with my left hand. I placed it on the back of Anthony's head partially on the bare skin of his neck and partially on his hair. I felt him flinch but he hadn't moved from his spot. He wasn't going anywhere. He was perfectly content here with us. I kissed Sydney's swollen lips and then stroked her cheek with my thumb.
“I love you guys so much,” I whispered and gave Sydney's cheek a pat with my hand.
We were all spent and completely drained. None of us spoke and we sat there hanging onto one another. I looked at my clothes that had been shed near the spanking bench and now lay in a heap. Anthony's clothes were near one of the leather chairs. All that Anthony and I wore now were our watches.
“Stay here,” I told them and stood to get some things to clean us up. Before I went over to the cabinet that held the care items, I draped a throw over them.
I quickly pulled a couple small bottles of water from the mini fridge and set them on the counter. I took some washcloths from the cabinet, ran them under some warm water at the sink and returned to my better halves.
13
Sunday, March 9th
Colin
I woke up feeling rested. Stretching my arms over my head, I could see Sydney was still asleep. She slept through the night without any nightmares. Not only was I happy about Sydney having a peaceful night but also that Anthony was still in the bed with us. I'm always thankful for mornings like this.
Anthony wasn't asleep though, he was propped up on an elbow, and his eyes were roaming over Sydney's naked body. Good. He had that look in his eyes that told me he could just about devour her. It was a good sign for tonight.
“Hey,” I said to him, and he pulled his eyes from Sydney's body to meet mine.
“Hey. I'm going to go for a jog.” He leaned over and kissed Sydney's cheek gently and scooted out of bed.
He must have thought that I was worried because before he left the room, he told me that he was looking forward to tonight and wanted some time to think about it. I nodded and let him go without conversation. It's been a while since we've been in Irons and since he and I exerted much over Sydney. I hoped this plan to let him unwind and get back to where we were, wouldn't backfire.
I started to get hard as thoughts of Sydney in Irons under the expert hands of Antho
ny crept into my head. Glancing over at Sydney I could see that she was still asleep. I gently rolled her onto her side and propped her leg up on a pillow as she began to stir. I began dropping gentle kisses on her butt cheeks and on those cuter than fuck dimples above her butt. I rubbed on her butt cheeks and backs of her thighs and smiled as her body began to move to welcome the sensations.
I needed her ass though. I pulled her butt cheeks apart and let my tongue run free. Sydney cooed and moaned while she tried moving her lower half to gain some friction. I gave her butt a playful spank and then held her hip still.
“Be still, baby. This is for me right now.”
I held my body still, waiting for what I hoped would be a good reaction from Sydney. Anthony and I are still feeling our way around with her, and while we're not afraid to be ourselves with her, we do need to exercise caution.
“Yes, Sir.”
I glanced at her face and saw a sweet little smile spread across a blushing face. I dropped a kiss on the spot on her ass that I just spanked and then went back to her beautiful tiny hole. I was now oozing precum in large amounts. I finally pulled away from her ass and pulled the two of us out of bed. She was flushed and a little wobbly when I stood her up. Beautiful.
As I pulled out her underwear drawer, I selected some innocent looking light purple panties and the matching bra and handed them to her. I took her by the hand into the bathroom and set her about getting dressed. I began brushing my teeth and walked into the closet where her jeans and shirts were at. I picked out a pair of her jeans and then a playful yellow v neck t-shirt and set them on Anthony's chair just as he came into the room.
Anthony and I walked into the bathroom together, and Sydney looked at both of us in the mirror as a smile appeared on her face. I was naked still, and Anthony was just in his gym shorts and sneakers. Sydney had just finished brushing her teeth and greeted Anthony with, “Morning, Sir.” Anthony smiled and bent to kiss her lips before stripping and getting into the shower. I love the way Sydney's eyes followed him around the bathroom. It was sweet and sexy.