All In: Raising the Stakes
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"Oh yeah, baby, just...like...that," Chad says encouragingly. Every shove forward of Joe’s has me taking his cock farther down my throat. Chad holds my hair back and away from my face, so that he can watch me suck him. Knowing he’s guiding my movements on Chad, Joe slows down. He thrusts forward and doesn’t immediately retreat, keeping my mouth near the base of Chad’s cock. Finally Joe pulls back before pushing forward again, so that I have to take long, deep pulls on the hard length until he retreats again.
“Faster,” Chad says, so Joe speeds up, leaving no choice but for my mouth to bob faster and faster up and down his shaft.
"Mmm...mmm...mmm…mmmmm." When my slick walls start to clench Joe's shaft, I groan around Chad's length with every hard thrust of Joe’s into my pussy. I have to pull my mouth off of Chad when I come so hard it almost hurts.
"Please let me fuck her, while you fuck me," Chad says as I float back down.
Joe rolls me over to my back and hovers over me with a smile stretched across his gorgeous face. I still can’t believe he actually wants me, and knowing what I do about him, I can handle him wanting a man, too. “You’re incredibly sexy. But now Chad and I are so worked up you may never get any sleep tonight.”
I pull his mouth down to mine, kissing him fervently. He’s owed a lifetime of kisses and hugs, and everything else I can do to show him I care about him, and that the other people in his life do, too.
“I’ll never get enough of you,” Joe says when he pulls back, both of us breathless. “The fact that you…accept me as-is, God, I want you even more.”
“I really like being with you,” I admit. “Chad, too. It’s…different, but easy, effortless.”
“That’s how we feel about you, Katie Kat. This is not us using you or your body. I just…I want to be as close to you as possible. To make you feel good. The fact that it feels fucking incredible to us too is just an added benefit.”
“And you two like being together, but prefer to have a woman?” I ask.
“Yes,” they both say. “Men don’t turn me on. Only women,” Joe explains. “Chad is the exception.”
“Same for me, mostly,” Chad says. “There have been some men that I’ve gotten hard for, but not nearly as often as women. I like for Joe to fuck me, but I want to fuck women, if that makes sense? I get turned on sucking his cock and eating a woman out, too. With Joe, I enjoy being able to make him, this dominant, alpha male, come undone, pun intended. It’s one thing to do it with my mouth, but then when he gets so worked up, so turned on that it breaks his restraint and he has to fuck me? God, I love it. It’s a rush I don’t get with women.”
“What about you, Joe?” I ask.
He sighs and shoves his fingers through his hair. “The flip side to what he said, I guess. Being able to bring a man to his knees makes me hard. The fact that he’ll let me do any fucking thing I want to him gets me hot. It’s a power trip and I crave it.”
“This has been…very educational,” I say as I let myself absorb their explanations. If I had to guess, I’d say Joe likes the control in sex, that maybe he feels he didn’t have for most of his life. “I don’t think I could, um, ever let you restrain me,” I admit.
Joe stretches back out over me, his fingertips stroking my jaw. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, Katie Kat. I didn’t expect that you would want to, not after what happened to your sister, so that’s why I’ve never brought it up. I just love being with you, period, okay?”
“Okay,” I agree, relieved that he understands. “But if you and Chad want to do…that sort of thing without me around, that’s fine with me. I won’t mind if you two are alone together.”
“Thank you,” he says with a quick kiss. “For being so understanding and willing to try this to make me happy.” His palm strokes my thigh and lifts it so that he can grind his hardness against me. His lips come down on mine before he asks, “So do you want us to let you get some sleep, or…can we make you come a few more times?”
“I’ve had a serious orgasm deficiency over the last few years. See what you can do to catch me up,” I tell him.
“Hell yes. Can Chad fuck you while I fuck him? If you don’t want him inside you, just say so. This is your call.”
“Are you okay with that?” I ask.
“Yes. I wasn’t sure how I’d feel about him fucking you, but seeing your mouth on him…yeah, I think I can handle it.”
“Okay.”
“Okay,” he agrees with a grin.
A second later, I hear a wrapper tear and then Chad takes Joe’s place above me. His palm cups my face and then drifts gently down my neck to my breast, lower following the curve of my waist and to my hip, his eyes following the trail. “Beautiful,” he says. Leaning down he kisses my top lip while his palm slides up my inner thigh. His tongue lightly strokes mine at the same time as his fingertips glide along my pussy lips. From then on his tongue maintains the exact movement of his talented fingers, so that it feels like his tongue is between my legs. I lift my hips, urging him deeper, but he works me up slowly until my body trembles underneath him.
I’m still recovering when he eases his cock inside my now dripping wet entrance.
"Fuckkk," Chad groans into the silence and Joe shushes him.
The reminder helps me keep quiet when he fills me and then retreats over and over again. When he suddenly stops moving I open my eyes and see that Joe is behind him, thrusting forward, rocking Chad deeper inside me.
"Goddamn," Chad exclaims and Joe and I both shush him that time. "Shit, sorry," he says. Then his eyes close and he bites his bottom lip because he can't hold back all his low groans. When he opens them again, he looks down at me and smiles. "He's fucking us both…at the same time."
Joe’s looking down at me, too, raw desire evident on his face. He pounds his hips into Chad and the other man loses it.
"Ohhh! God! Too good," Chad says as he thrusts deep inside me and shudders with his release while Joe's shoves keep rocking him forward, throwing me into another round of insane pleasure. "Ah, fuck yes! She is squeezing the shit out of my cock, Joe."
Joe groans and his motions became frantic until he finally finds his release. Chad collapses on top of me while Joe lies down next to us while we recover.
"You have really great tits," Chad says, then his mouth covers one. His other hand eases down low between my legs again, rubbing through all the wetness before he unexpectedly prods a fingertip into my tight backdoor, making me jump in surprise. He gives me a devilish smile and asks, "You ever had anal?"
Joe reaches over and grasps my free breast while his mouth moves up my neck.
"No," I say, and they both groan.
"You want to take us both at the same time?" Joe asks. It’s hard to think with all the hands and mouths on me, but I give an affirmative response. "Chad's dick is smaller, so I'll let him have you there first."
"Hey!" the other man exclaims indignantly.
Joe rolls to his back and fists his thick length of cock.
"Touché," Chad concedes, making me giggle. That's right, I giggled like a girl while two big, sexy guys had their way with me.
My giggles turn to moans when Chad inserts his finger deeper into my tight opening. He nips my breast at the same time, making me arch my back. He keeps stretching me until it goes from slightly painful to pleasurable.
"Mm. She's fun," Chad tells Joe. "And hot as fuck." I hear another condom wrapper tear. "Probably better if she rides you first."
I’m then hefted like a ragdoll onto Joe, straddling his hips. "Giddy up, darlin'," Chad says, then Joe's cock is pushing up into me. I sink down, taking him deeper until he’s all the way in. I barely have time to catch my breath before Chad’s behind me, nudging my opening with his cock. "Relax," he says, and then he thrusts inside, making me moan partially in pain, and partially pleasure.
"You okay?" Joe asks. I nod, unable to respond other than that small motion.
"I've got to move," Chad says then he’s holding my h
ips and fucking me. "Fuck. Fuck. Fuck," he groans with each fast thrust and I gasp from the overwhelming fullness. "This is going to be quick. She's so damn tight. Ah, God!"
He bounces me so hard on Joe’s cock that I come without any effort from him. One of them covers my mouth as I cry out. After Chad withdraws Joe flips me around, my back to his chest. He eases into my ass and starts fucking me while Chad moves in between my thighs. Chad’s mouth comes down on mine, frantic and needy while his cock pushes into my soaking wet pussy.
"How do you like taking both our cocks?" Chad asks.
"Good…so…oh…good!"
“God, you’re incredible,” Joe says against my ear between thrusts. His arms are wrapped around me as I get fucked by them both at the same time. I’m sitting on Joe’s lap with my back to his chest, his legs holding mine wide open for Chad. “Thank you for doing this…letting us both have you tonight. You’re still mine…only mine, even if I let him fuck you.”
I nod against his chest, holding on to Chad’s shoulders as he takes me higher and higher. Just when I think I can’t take anymore, my legs stiffen and I’m right on the crest.
“Yes! God yes! Don't stop! Ohhh!" My orgasm slams into me, pulling me under, drowning me in wave after wave of pleasure. Chad covers my mouth with his while I ride it out and they finish fucking me ever harder.
Eventually they both finish, leaving me sandwiched between their hard, sweaty bodies.
"Damn," I say into the silence. "You two are both very…energetic, and…wow.”
"You are gorgeous and so damn willing and eager,” Joe says. “We can’t keep our hands off of you.”
“Hell, I’m not jealous of you anymore, I’m jealous of Joe because he’s found the perfect woman," Chad says. He leans down and kisses me sweetly, and then Joe the same way before moving off of me and stepping into the bathroom.
Joe eases out of me and then pulls me against his chest. "Tell me the truth, are you really okay with...this, us?"
"Honestly, if you’d told me a few weeks ago that I’d end up here in bed with both of you, I wouldn’t have believed it. Not me, the all work and no play mother and lawyer. But, God, if this is wrong then I don’t want to be right, because I’m happier than I’ve ever been. I love the way you are with Drew, and how you fit into our lives. And at night, I like how Chad seems to do the same with me and you. So yeah, I’m okay.”
"And I already know that I'm done with Lacy and Will. I’ve come between them for too long and I can’t keep doing that to Will, or to myself, or to you. If I was to be with Lacy now…it would feel like I was cheating on you. I don’t even want to be with her. I know I still love her, and she’s still my best friend, but there won’t be any more sex. She and I started sleeping together because I couldn’t have you. I thought it would be hard to let her go, to let her and Will start their own family without me, but you make it easy."
"Good, I’m glad," I say in an exhale. Still smiling, I snuggle farther against Joe’s chest and then fall sound to sleep.
…
Joe
I'm practically walking on fucking sunshine Thursday morning, thinking about the night before with Katie and Chad. It had been so fucking perfect. Or I was in a good mood, until I felt hundreds of eyes on me in the courtroom while doing calendar call for felony probation violations. Figuring I'm just being paranoid, I glance around and as soon as I do, I realize everyone is actually looking at me. All their eyes dart away instead of meeting mine. Then my phone vibrates in my pocket. Since the judge hasn't taken the bench yet, I pull it out to quickly look at the screen. It's a text from Chad that says, "Meet me at your house ASAP! No joke, not fucking with you. We need to talk NOW!"
Okay, something’s definitely wrong. His texts are usually a combination of emoticons ordered in various naughty ways. The fact that whatever it is he needs to say has to be in person and not by phone is also concerning. The gnawing sensation of dread churns in my stomach.
"Hey, Beth. I've got to run. Can you finish up here?" I ask the other prosecutor sitting beside me at the state's table.
"Sure. No problem, Joe. But you shouldn’t worry about that shit. It’s not a big deal,” she says with an assuring pat on my shoulder.
Ah, what the fuck?
“What shit?” I ask.
Her mouth falls open as she blinks at me and then she shakes her head. “Nothing, sorry. Go, I’ve got this.”
Now I know I’m not crazy, because everyone is watching me leave the goddamn courtroom.
“Kim, do you know if Katie’s in?” I ask the DA’s secretary at the front desk instead of trying to hunt her down.
“Right now she’s meeting with a sexual assault victim,” she says, nodding to one of the closed conference room doors.
Shit. I can’t even think of interrupting that.
“When you see her, will you tell her I had to head out and to call me when she’s free?”
“Will do,” she says with a small smile.
In my car on the way home, I loosen my tie. The damn thing feels like it’s choking me. Or maybe that’s this bizarre worry that something is seriously wrong.
Chad’s already there, standing against his Camaro when I pull up. He looks…disheveled. Hair sticking up, no tie, sleeves up to his elbows, all before ten a.m.
“Hey, what’s up?” I ask as soon as I get around the car.
“We’re out,” he says stiffly between clenched teeth.
“Out of what?” I ask in confusion.
“Out out!” he exclaims. “Everyone fucking knows about us!”
No. No way.
“How?” I ask as my heart starts to race.
Pulling his phone from his pants pocket, he scrolls through and then hands it to me with a text message up on the screen.
“Sorry, ladies, but you can give up on trying to snag Superman and Captain America since rumor has it they only give it up for each other.”
“I’ve already got a call from my sister,” Chad says while I reread the words over and over. “She saw it on Facebook or some shit with our real names, and so did my parents. Abby said Mom is crying and my dad is pissed because they had to hear that I fuck men from their friends and not me!”
“Son of a bitch,” I groan, running my fingers through my hair as I try to wrap my head around a few words that change everything in my life. All the consequences of this shit.
“It was Katie,” Chad says. “It had to be. Who the fuck else knows about us other that Lacy and Will?” I shake my head automatically, not wanting to believe it. “Joe, if she told just one person, one friend who told another friend…I’m not saying she sent the text to everyone in town, but she’s the source. And now everyone knows! Everyone at work. My family. I’m so fucked that I don’t even know where to start doing damage control.”
“Oh God,” I mutter, and have to brace a hand on the hood of his car when the weight of it all hits me. I’ve been fucking a man, and the embarrassment I felt when it was a secret is nothing compared to the mortification I feel now. What the hell was I thinking? I should’ve known it would get out. It only takes one person…
“You regret it,” Chad says.
“Fuck yes I regret it! I never wanted anyone to know!”
“Too late thanks to you and her!” he yells and reaches for his car door. “Let me save you the trouble of telling me we’re over. I wouldn’t expect anything less from you.”
…
Katie
“Hey, how are you holding up?” Vick asks when she steps into my office.
“Um, great, why?”
“Oh. Well, I thought you’d be upset.”
“Why would I be upset?” This is the best I’ve felt in a long time.
“Oh God, you don’t know?” she asks.
“Know what?”
“The rumor that Joe’s gay, sweetie. He didn’t tell you?”
“What?” I exclaim, coming out of my seat.
“Everyone’s talking about it. Apparently someone’s claiming
that he and Chad Flanagan are a, uh, you know, a couple.”
“No, no, no.” This can’t be happening.
“Don’t worry. Most people will assume it’s bullshit and it’ll die down in a few days. I mean, you’re still sleeping with him, right? There’s no way he’d be, you know…”
When my phone rings I know who it is before I answer.
“Joe? I’m-“
“How could you?” he interrupts. “I trusted you.”
“I’m sorry-”
“Everyone in the fucking city knows now, that’s why I begged you not to say anything!”
“But, Joe…”
“I’m taking some time off, and I don’t know when I’ll be back. Chad’s pissed at you and angry at me for dragging him into this shit. His fucking family already knows before he was able to tell them. Everyone in court this morning was staring at me, knowing I’ve been with a man, probably wondering if I top or bottom or if I suck cock. It was no one’s fucking business! God, I just…I don’t know what the fuck to do.” And without letting me explain, he hangs up on me while the tears stream down my face.
Chapter Ten
Joe
I barely refrain from slamming my head against the steering wheel over and over again on the way to Charlotte. Thank God they’re home when I pull up, since I didn’t bother calling first. I couldn’t get out of my fucked up head long enough to use the phone.
Will opens the front door and lets me in without a word, his face full of pity. Great, news travels faster than I thought. Lacy steps out of her bedroom at the same time, her blonde hair up and messy, wearing her fleece snowflake pajamas. Her light blue top barely covers her growing belly. She looks even bigger than she did when I last saw her just a few days ago, which is good. Hopefully the baby’s growing in case it comes early. A baby that may not be mine, and if not…I’ll lose Lacy for good. Like I may have lost Chad. And Katie…I don’t even know where this leaves us.