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Green is the Orator

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by Gridley, Sarah


  Absence tapping its home and twilight.

  No one touching the piano.

  Intrinsic

  Unmistakable shape upon the eye, the kite is far above me, a black tail

  deeply forked. Inside what follows, within the feeling of the river,

  the kite might go from flesh to fruit, from frog, from nestling,

  to fig, or pawpaw.

  Follow a bird aboard its shadow, by the carry of its cry, into the angle

  of its kill. Only something that has no history can be defined.

  Kee-kle-klee. Deeply forked, the black tail. Sharp shape upon the eye,

  and closer still, blue-black with, in growing light, the underworldly

  reign of iridescence.

  When I shake with purpose, I have no idea. Spring could be

  a set of days. Or a strand of being

  the wind knows how to play.

  This could be immature forever, the rufous bloom of its upper breast

  not to fade how things fade in the sea.

  Why I shake with purpose, I have no idea.

  Why I keep such keys.

  Continuous coming through the doors, sounds for the hallway’s

  unlit feeling.

  Intimations

  Museum darkness has its natural history. Back in the planetarium,

  I am pretending closer to the exotic classes, the blue stragglers

  in much higher temperatures.

  The audience extends from there. A silhouette crop,

  washed in what looks like television.

  I came through my birth a little bit ragged. My feeling comes spacey

  or faintly populous. I can’t say souls and know what I’m saying. Still,

  Tiffany glass has fumes inside it: every Sunday’s daylight

  knows this. Ummm

  goes the Venetian piva. I look to the doge enfolding the balcony.

  The lutes like halves of pears have stopped.

  That was no game of hangman.

  Now what will he put in the sky?

  A book of all moons. The shadows in Galileo’s head.

  The body is always being educated.

  Theater is like this. The planetarium is like this.

  The whale is not hurt or in any way ruined.

  The whale is a great lightness.

  Constable of the Sweet Oblong

  In the unrehearsed glimpse of the brown bottle is the habit of sun to spot

  everything.

  You have caught the orange mood

  flouting closer earlier.

  Where the gardener calls his raised bed

  Moon garden —

  Where the hyssop’s square stem, the drawn-from

  career of cloud, a light whipped over in aspect of wall —

  bare barrier

  (call name, wait for hand)

  In the start of autumn, hips in the roses.

  In the door made foreign by a pattern of grain. In the divers forms

  of calling attendance.

  Work

  Nothing to gossip over: white oak shadows, a current

  manifolding gold. As was the news

  from nowhere: the vegetable dye, the longerwhile

  of replication, to weave of the river, Evenlode.

  There is no place the mourning cloak lifts up.

  There is nowhere the question mark doesn’t light down.

  The tent is on fire

  with all you have owned: the known

  to be useful, the believed to be beautiful.

  The oak lobes are.

  The river is. The earth will have us.

  Repeat and repeat.

  Salon/Saloon

  Outside the sediment in the broadest sense. Inside we make

  in talk and smoke

  a fire to drink and gaze inside of.

  When you reach for the glass—

  wake like the waterbirds make in fall

  maple-maple on the water

  love like a pond on the heart of my brain

  —shall I move in it

  unusually tailored, in my only suit dyed to a wood duck’s green?

  Can we watch us walk in the drinking mirror

  [or bite or fly or make a warning call]

  in the oval measure of the fiery

  place (no pond) (no grass), the oiled wood booths

  (no grass) (no edge)

  —can we watch us go for a glass of beer—you in my vest

  as I reach for your glass—shank crown arm fluke—the anchor at

  the end of glass?

  Strokes

  the comb gave out a different honey

  when the farmer went under

  the fallow acre

  and they told his bees with a black cloth flag

  1849—a camp chicken’s gizzard made gold disclosures

  it had been eating gold

  somewhere where

  sun changed water to water

  {gain-}

  what survives of a once-common prefix

  no longer active in compounds—

  {say}

  the load of hay approaching

  is wished upon

  the wish is to be fulfilled

  when the bale is broken open

  Building Box (Atlantic)

  Though the moon is no saw it shows a taste for wood

  it ranges through wood as deep as blood, blood

  still good for building astonishment.

  Sail that goes

  behind a crop of coast. How crops and enlargements

  get in to the useful. Squirm of sail

  on the rough-to-touch. Come back

  it goes

  come back.

  Posthumous

  It is late when the rummage gets underway. The air smells more

  of earth than decks. Dockhands brag

  to pretty bonnets, cormorants spear at wavy profits.

  Now for a password

  to work at all. For “walnut” to open

  a single star.

  I’m done with the worst of cursed and cursing.

  When the wind stands me up

  so I do not fall, I’ll forget which psalm

  works against which sin.

  Oratorium

  Lap the evening water where it blackens. Cat where I cannot see

  habit the light in cells. Morning would have a river in its mouth.

  Oil of the flower’s every step. Never a word, neither a star—

  but blue to the end of remembering.

  Summer Reading

  Up in the middle of the yard

  is a fishing net being mended in good light. So that even

  the atheist’s novel was a place to choose to live.

  Bound together for motion in sunshine, the pages felt more

  than a few lives long. Flowers orange

  and joyful-yellow, but stuck in dusts

  of human traffic, the jewelweed & touch-me-nots

  could release

  their contents

  at the slightest brush. It is better—it shall be better with me

  because I have known you.

  Can I hope to say it

  in any case? To blossom is thoughtless—

  so we barely leave room

  for each other to blossom.

  Summer: the wild carrot umbel went to seed.

  Summer: the wild carrot umbel could recite

  the bird nest’s negative space. I am not afraid

  of the concave shape. These were our common names—

  the names for which

  we had something in common.

  Notes

  I borrow my book title from a line in Wallace Stevens’s poem “Repetitions of a Young Captain.”

  “Greeting Osiris” excerpts, used as epigraphs for section markers 1, 2, and 3, come from Normandi Ellis’s translation of the Egyptian Book of the Dead: Awakening Osiris © 1988 used with permission of Phanes Press, an imprint of Red Wheel/Weiser, LLC com>.

  SALT MARSH, THICK WITH BEHAVIORS

  The Comma landing in and flying out of the sentence “A woman should behave herself naturally” is a species of butterfly and also a punctuation mark that alters, ever so slightly, some lines borrowed from The Philadelphia Story:

  George Kittredge:

  But a man expects his wife to …

  Tracy Lord:

  Behave herself. Naturally.

  C. K. Dexter Haven:

  To behave herself naturally.

  [George gives him a look]

  C. K. Dexter Haven:

  Sorry.

  JARDINS SOUS LA PLUIE

  After one of the 1967 Ceri Richards paintings by this title.

  SWEET HABIT OF THE BLOOD

  I borrowed this phrase from George Eliot.

  COMING TO THE FESTIVAL OF THE GOD OF BOUNDARIES

  Termine, sive lapis sive es defossus in agro

  stipes, ab antiquis tu quoque numen habes.

  Terminus, whether you are a stone or a stump buried in the field, from ancient days you too have been possessed of numen. (OVID, Fasti, Book 2)

  Thanks to Juliana Froggatt and Richard Gridley for help with this translation.

  RECESSIVE

  This poem is an attempted conversation with the “Janicon” series of artist Paul Feiler.

  SUNRISE WITH SEA MONSTERS

  After the J. M. W. Turner painting.

  THE BAD INFINITY

  Written after a geological walking tour of the Lakeview Cemetery in Cleveland, Ohio.

  MISCELLANY

  Peter Mark Roget kept a classification notebook when he was only eight years old. One of the section headings was “Different Things” (a miscellany). This poem works with synonyms for the word miscellany, and with miscellaneous items from my own notebooks.

  A GENERAL DISCRIMINATION OF SYNONYMS

  … far less do I venture to thrid [sic] the mazes of the vast labyrinth into which I should be led by any attempt at a general discrimination of synonyms. The difficulties I have had to contend with have already been sufficiently great, without this addition to my labours. (PETER MARK ROGET)

  ANTONYMS & INTERMEDIARIES

  In many cases, two ideas which are completely opposed to each other, admit of an intermediate or neutral area, equidistant from both; all these being expressible by corresponding definite terms. (PETER MARK ROGET)

  FIRST INSPIRATIONS OF THE NITROUS OXIDE

  All the language in this pantoum is Roget’s, taken verbatim from two sources: from a report he made to the Pneumatic Institute following his self-administration of the gas and (in smaller portions) from his introduction to his Thesaurus.

  SECOND INSPIRATIONS OF THE NITROUS OXIDE

  My information about Roget comes from D. L. Emblem’s biography, Peter Mark Roget: The Word and the Man (New York: Thomas E. Crowell, 1970). This poem is for Jane Grogan, who, at age ten, made this sentence in response to grammar homework: The musician has many guitars, but tonight he strummed his green guitar.

  DISHEVELED HOLINESS

  Borrows from Whitman’s “Out of the Cradle Endlessly Rocking” and directly quotes T. E. Huxley (aka “Darwin’s Bulldog”). In his book Coleridge’s Metaphors of Being (Princeton University Press, 1979), Edward Kessler used the phrase “disheveled holiness” to describe Coleridge’s sense of divinity.

  AGAINST THE THRONE AND MONARCHY OF GOD

  Title taken from line 42 of Milton’s Paradise Lost (Book 1, “The Argument”).

  ACOUSMATIC

  This poem is for Mark and Elizabeth.

  THE ORATOR’S MAXIMAL LIKELIHOOD

  In statistics, “maximal likelihood” is a method used to fit a mathematical model to data. Estimating maximal likelihood helps to tune the “free parameters” of the model to real-world data.

  THE BEAUTY OF WHERE WE HAVE BEEN LIVING

  This poem is for my goddaughter, Lucy (May 25, 1994–July 21, 2006). The title is drawn from Robert Duncan’s “Salvages: An Evening Piece”: The tide of our purpose has gone back into itself, into its own counsels. And it is the beauty of where we have been living that is the poetry of the hour.

  INTRINSIC

  Only something that has no history can be defined is taken from Nietzsche.

  WORK

  Homage to William Morris, author of the utopian socialist novel News from Nowhere; designer of the Evenlode textile pattern; and all-around good thinker: “Have nothing in your house that you do not know to be useful, or believe to be beautiful.”

  SUMMER READING

  The atheist is George Eliot. The novel (from which I quote) is Daniel Deronda.

  Acknowledgments

  I am very grateful to the journals that first published these poems, some in slightly different forms and by slightly different titles:

  Aufgabe:

  Intimations

  Strokes

  Cerise Press:

  Jardins sous la pluie

  Sweet Habit of the Blood

  Chicago Review:

  A Boredom of Spirit

  Building Box (Atlantic)

  Where Hardly Hearth Exists

  Crazyhorse:

  Anatomy of Listening

  Sunrise with Sea Monsters

  Denver Quarterly:

  If It Be Not Now

  Fourteen Hills:

  Arethusa

  Morse Gives Up Portraiture

  Gray Tape:

  Gothic Tropical

  Greatcoat:

  Eidothea

  Oratorium

  Recessive

  Gulf Coast:

  Disheveled Holiness

  Harp & Altar:

  Film in Place of a Legal Document

  Sending Owls to Athens

  Thicket Play

  jubilat:

  Acousmatic

  Kenyon Review Online:

  The Beauty of Where We Have Been Living

  Medieval Physics

  Mudlark:

  Honey Ants

  Is He Decently Put Back Together?

  The Orator’s Maximal Likelihood

  Ovation

  Return of the Native to the Widespread Hour

  NEO:

  Against the Throne and Monarchy of God

  Salt Marsh, Thick with Behaviors

  Table of Consanguinity (The Cousin Chart)

  Work

  New American Writing:

  The Bad Infinity

  Salon/Saloon

  Pool:

  Intrinsic

  Slope:

  Coefficient

  Half Seas Over

  Makes an Arrangement

  Midlander

  Miscellany

  Posthumous

  Sonnet on Fire

  Summer Reading

  The Tusculum Review:

  Arrowsic

  Coming to the Festival of the God of Boundaries

  Constable of the Sweet Oblong

  Diminution of the Clear Thing

  “Under the Veil of Wildness” is reprinted in Camille T. Dungy et al., eds., From the Fishouse: An Anthology of Poems That Sing, Rhyme, Resound, Syncopate, Alliterate, and Just Plain Sound Great (New York: Persea Books, 2009).

  I want to thank my family, friends, students, and teachers. For sending me all the way from China a stamp of “gladness” (“Ru Yi”—or, “the heart’s content”) with complementary bright red ink, I want to give very special thanks to Qun. Thank you for sharing this stamp—and brightening its way—so generously. Thanks also to Chris Flint, whose careful translation of passages from “The Spiritual Canticle” of St. John, though they do not ultimately appear in the book, were not for naught!

  NEW CALIFORNIA POETRY

  edited by

  Robert Hass

  Calvin Bedient

  Brenda Hillman

  Forrest Gander

  For, by Carol Snow

  Enola Gay, by Mark Levine

  Selected Poems, by Fanny Howe

  Sleeping with the Dictionary, by Ha
rryette Mullen

  Commons, by Myung Mi Kim

  The Guns and Flags Project, by Geoffrey G. O’Brien

  Gone, by Fanny Howe

  Why/Why Not, by Martha Ronk

  A Carnage in the Lovetrees, by Richard Greenfield

  The Seventy Prepositions, by Carol Snow

  Not Even Then, by Brian Blanchfield

  Facts for Visitors, by Srikanth Reddy

  Weather Eye Open, by Sarah Gridley

  Subject, by Laura Mullen

  This Connection of Everyone with Lungs, by Juliana Spahr

  The Totality for Kids, by Joshua Clover

  The Wilds, by Mark Levine

  I Love Artists, by Mei-mei Berssenbrugge

  Harm., by Steve Willard

  Green and Gray, by Geoffrey G. O’Brien

  The Age of Huts (compleat), by Ron Silliman

  Selected Poems, 1974–2006: it’s go in horizontal, by Leslie Scalapino

  rimertown/an atlas, by Laura Walker

  Ours, by Cole Swensen

  Virgil and the Mountain Cat: Poems, by David Lau

  Sight Map: Poems, by Brian Teare

  Transcendental Studies: A Trilogy, by Keith Waldrop

  R’s Boat, by Lisa Robertson

  Green is the Orator, by Sarah Gridley

  Writing the Silences, by Richard O. Moore

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