“The head! I can see the head. It’s out. The head is out,” Jackson is shouting into the phone. “Okay, okay. Yep, I’m supporting the head.” He’s got the phone tucked between his ear and his shoulder blade and his two hands are between my legs. A few seconds later, another pain forces me to push again. I feel my baby slide out with a gush of liquid and the pain is gone. Gone. G.O.N.E. Gone.
“It’s a girl!” He yells.
I have a daughter.
I let out a sigh of relief and close my eyes briefly. They spring open again when I hear the most beautiful shrill sound I’ve ever heard. My baby’s first cry.
Jackson is still talking to the operator and following her instruction. He wraps our daughter and places her on my chest. She’s the most beautiful creature I have ever seen. With a shock of dark hair and olive skin, she’s the spitting image of her father. A sob escapes my throat as the feeling of a love I’ve never known overwhelms my body.
I hear Jackson say, “They’re here,” in to receiver just before two ambulance officers enter the open bathroom door. They take me and the baby to hospital while Jackson follows in the car.
“Isn’t she just the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen?” I gush to Jackson as we sit ogling our new daughter in our hospital room.
“She’s as beautiful as her mum, that’s for sure. I’m the luckiest man alive.” I stop looking at our baby and focus my eyes on him when I hear him choke back a sob.
“Honey,”
“Thank you for having her. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for everything. I’m so proud of you, darlin’. You did such a good job. I’m just … I’m just so proud of you.”
“Oh, honey,” I start to cry.
“Was planning on giving you this when you came to bed, but someone decided to gatecrash my party,” a burst of laughter escapes his lips.
“Giving me what?”
“This,” he says, holding up a black velvet ring box. He opens it up and there sits a beautiful emerald cut diamond which is surrounded by smaller diamonds. Even the band is diamonds.
“Oh my god,” I whisper.
“I love you Edie. Every day you show me a love that I never knew existed. Now you’ve given me the most precious gift in the world. You are my everything. You’re the first thing I think of in the morning, and the last thing I think of at night. You’re my every star in the sky. I want to protect and love you for the rest of our lives. Will you marry me?” Tears are streaming down both of our faces as he spills his words.
“Yes, of course I’ll marry you,” I sob.
“Was that romantic enough?” His voice is muffled by my hair.
I laugh, “That was the most romantic thing I’ve ever experienced. Thank you,” I kiss his lips.
“So, do you want to know her name?” Jackson asks.
“Yes. I’m dying over here,” I mutter.
“I want to call her after my great grandmother, Olive. What do you think?” He asks nervously.
“Olive,” I repeat. “I like it. We can call her Liv, Livvy or Olly for short. Olive Rose Henley. I love it.”
A short time later, I lay little Olive back in her crib after she’s had a feed. Jackson is snoring softly in the chair beside my bed and I take a moment to think of my parents. I know they’re looking down and they’d love Olive as much as we do. I’m sure they will be her guardian angels and look out for her. Then I think of Jules. She had wanted to be in the delivery room with me when I gave birth so she’s going to get a shock when she arrives in a few hours to find I’ve already had the baby. I look back over at my handsome fiancé and I’m glad I took the chance to live again with no regrets. I know now without a doubt that the love I feel for Jackson is worth all the vulnerability and risk in the world.
When the winds of destiny blew with the fury of a hurricane, I never expected them to take this city girl to a Cowboy Town and straight into the arms of the country boy of her dreams. But, I’m so glad they did.
“There's nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be...” John Lennon
About the Author
Kasey Millstead is a wife and mother of four children. She lives in a picturesque location in country New South Wales, Australia.
Kasey is the author of the #1 bestselling Down Under Cowboy series. She is also the author of The Steele Investigations series, Fighting to Stay and Illicit Desire.
When she is not busy writing, racing around after her children and husband or trying to avoid doing housework, she enjoys nothing more than curling up with a good book and getting lost in the world of Happy Ever After.
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Books by Kasey
Down Under Series
Cowboy Town
Cowboy Sky—sequel now available
Cowboy Christmas (Novella)
Steel Investigations Series
Emerald
Sapphire
Stand Alones
Fighting to Stay
Illict Desire
Stinger
by Mia Sheridan
Grace Hamilton was the girl with a plan. She knew exactly where her life was going and prided herself on always achieving her goals. It was who she was, and how she lived her life. She never stepped outside the lines, and never considered what she might desire and whom she was actually trying so hard to please. Until him…
Carson Stinger was a man who didn’t play by any rules except his own. Working in the adult entertainment industry, he didn’t care what others thought, and took each day as it came, no direction, no plan. He knew what women wanted from him and believed it was all he had to offer. Until her…
When circumstances forced them to spend several hours together, they walked away changed. But for two people who never should have meshed, overcoming the reality of their vastly different lives wasn’t possible. At least not yet…
THIS IS A STAND-ALONE SIGN OF LOVE NOVEL, INSPIRED BY SCORPIO. New Adult Contemporary Romance: Due to strong language and sexual content, this book is not intended for readers under the age of 18.
Chapter One
Grace
The Scorpion
Las Vegas, Nevada
As I walked into the luxurious Bellagio Hotel and Casino, tired and rumpled from my flight, I saw two signs directing guests to the conferences going on that weekend. There was the one I was there to attend, The International Law Students Association Conference, and then there was another one, The Adult Entertainment Expo. My eyes moved back and forth between the signs and my brow furrowed. Well, that was… interesting. I guess that's Vegas for you, I thought. Law students, porn stars, aliens from distant planets, it hadn't taken me long to realize–just walking through the airport actually–that when it came to the City of Sin, shock value was practically non-existent.
If I didn't figure that out from the pantless man the cops were chasing through the airport upon my arrival, then I definitely got it from the g-stringed Elvis impersonator who flew by me on roller skates as I got out of my shuttle in front of the hotel. "You're not in Kansas anymore, honey." The driver had laughed as my head swiveled to watch the rolling, half-dressed Elvis glide away.
Apparently not.
As I walked further into the lobby, my mouth fell open and my eyes immediately moved upwards. The ceiling was filled with the most stunning glass blossoms–hundreds of them in every color imaginable. I moved in a circle, my head bent back, unable to look away from the gorgeous, overhead art. How in the world had that been installed? Finally, after a minute of drinking it in, I looked down and moved toward the front desk.
I was so completely awestruck by the stone pillars and gallery of fresh flowers and floating hot air balloons behind the check-in, that I almost didn't hear the woman desk-clerk call out to me. I wheeled my small suitcase up to the counter and smiled brightly at her. "Grace
Hamilton. I have a reservation," I said.
The desk clerk smiled back. "Okay, let me just look you up… okay, here we go. You're here for the law student conference starting tomorrow?"
"Yes." I nodded.
"What school do you go to?" she asked as she took my credit card and swiped it quickly.
"Georgetown," I said, as I took my credit card back.
"Great school! Well have a good time. You're on the twenty-sixth floor, checked in until Monday. Check out time is noon. Here's a folder for those checking in for the law student conference. There's a schedule in there, a name tag, and any information you might need for this weekend." She handed everything to me and smiled again as she gestured to the next person in line.
"Thanks," I said, grabbing my suitcase handle and turning to walk toward the elevators. As I rounded the corner, I ran smack dab into a hard, male chest. "Oh, gosh! I'm so sorry!" I exclaimed, looking up.
"No, I'm sorry–" he started to say at the same time. Our eyes met and we both fell silent, me blinking at him as he steadied me with both hands on my arms.
He was about my age with sandy colored hair that was just a little too long and curling up at the ends, and one of those handsome faces that manages to be both manly and boyish at the same time. Simultaneously rugged and pretty. His hazel eyes were fringed with thick, dark lashes, his nose straight and his full lips curved into a half-smile.
I glanced down quickly to take in his frame, lean but muscled, clad in dark jeans and a conservative, button-down, white shirt, sleeves rolled up.
He stared at me for a couple beats and something in his expression seemed to soften as my eyes moved back to his and his smile grew bigger, revealing a small dimple to the left of his bottom lip. He looked down at me and then bent to pick up the key card I had dropped when we collided.
As I watched him scoop up my card, the strangest feeling washed over me, almost like déjà vu, like we had met before. I furrowed my brow at the odd sensation, wondering if he was a law student that I had seen in passing at school. Here for the same conference?
As he stood straight and turned his shoulders toward me so that we were both facing each other completely, he held the key card out to me, and I saw that he had a conference nametag on. "Oh, you are here for the conference," I exclaimed. "I thought I might–" And that's when I read it, "Carson Stinger, Straight Male Performer, Adult Entertainment Expo."
I stared at the words for a couple beats, digesting them, and then my eyes moved back up to his. He was smirking now and his eyes no longer held that softness I had seen just a minute before.
I cleared my throat and stood taller. "Well, then, I'm sorry again for the… uh, not watching where I was…" I cleared my throat, beginning again, "Well, have a good time… er, a nice time, um, enjoy," I gestured toward his name tag, "the show. Or rather, not the show, but the… well, enjoy the weekend."
What the hell was wrong with me? I was never flustered like this! I was going into law because I was good at finding the right words under pressure. And here a good-looking porn star rattled me so much, I could barely form a coherent sentence?
And that's when he burst out laughing, deepening that tiny dimple by his mouth. "I will, Buttercup. And you enjoy your weekend too. Let me guess, law student conference?"
I started to walk around him, but stopped when I heard the clearly condescending nickname and the amusement in his voice. "Yes, actually. Is there something wrong with that?"
"No, not at all. Looks like we're both here to learn how to be the best at getting people off."
My brows snapped down. "Well that's… that's a disgusting way to put it."
He moved closer to me until I was forced to step back. "Why? Getting people off is such a rush, Buttercup. Don't be ashamed of doing it well."
I coughed and narrowed my eyes. Eww. This man was not going to turn me into a flustered idiot for one second longer. I glanced back to his nametag and tapped it with my pointer finger. "I do a lot of things well, Carson, none of which I'm ashamed of," I said, leaning into him so that he knew I wasn't going to be intimidated by his blatant sexual innuendos.
He stared at me for a beat, that amused glint still in his eyes and then grinned, slow and sexy as his eyes dipped to my cleavage. "I bet." He took that full bottom lip between his teeth and looked back up at me.
I gawked at him for a second because I felt my nipples get hard under my white blouse and I did not appreciate that. Not one bit. I was going to have a talk with my body later and lay down the law. There was absolutely no getting turned on by porn stars purposefully trying to shock and intimidate for no apparent reason. The fact that any small part of him turned me on pissed me the hell off. I saw his eyes travel downward again, this time to my puckered nipples showing easily through the thin material of my blouse, and his smirk got bigger. I flushed in humiliation.
I made a frustrated, angry sound in my throat and marched away from Carson Stinger, Straight Male Performer.
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I went up to my room and took a quick shower, calming down from my lobby run-in. When I felt level-headed again, I got out and changed into my brand new black bikini and white, crochet cover-up, before heading out to the pool. My conference didn't officially start until the next morning and so I planned on spending several hours lying in the sun, reading and relaxing. The life of a law student didn't leave a lot of room for R&R and so I was going to take advantage of it while I could.
It took me about twenty minutes to simply walk through the pool area and decide where I wanted to sit. There were five pool courtyards, luxurious cabanas, umbrellas over plush seating, and rows of lounges–all with the same Mediterranean design. It was breathtaking and I tried my best not to walk through with my mouth hanging open at all the opulence. I'd never in my life seen anything like it.
My dad was a police officer and a single parent, who raised me and my two sisters on his own after he and my mom divorced. We never wanted for anything, but we certainly didn't have the money to vacation. In fact, until I left for college, I had never been out of Dayton, Ohio, where I grew up.
After getting a drink at the bar, I finally parked myself on a lounger with some shade and started lathering my pale skin up with sunscreen. It was June and it was in the nineties, and I had been holed up in libraries and classrooms for months–I would definitely burn if I wasn't careful.
I sat back and pulled out my book and had just read a couple pages when my phone rang. "Abby" came up on my screen. I hit answer.
"If you saw where I was right now, you'd be so jealous," I said, grinning.
She laughed. "Well, hello. If you saw where I was, you so wouldn't be jealous. I won't make you guess–couch, an itchy, calamine-spotted vision of loveliness." Poor Abby had gotten poison ivy while hiking with her boyfriend, Brian. It was bad.
She went on, "Now you, let me see, I smell coconut and I hear the gentle lapping of chlorinated water–poolside with a drink in hand?"
I laughed. "Bingo."
"But wait, what is that? What is that I see? A textbook in your hands instead of a steamy romance? The horror. Please tell me I'm wrong."
I looked down at the large textbook in my lap, Concepts & Insights Series: Administrative Law. "Oh stop, you know that I have to study this weekend if I'm going to ace this summer course. Anyway, this place, Abs, it's outrageous. Truly. We have to come back here and stay for longer than a weekend. And make sure it's a non-working weekend, okay?"
"Hmmm. The reality of getting you away for a weekend that doesn’t involve work? I’m skeptical. But a girl can dream. What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas, right? The debauchery sky's the limit–I’m in."
I laughed again. "Right. Speaking of which, there's another conference at this hotel. You'll never guess what it's for."
"What? Do tell."
I looked around quickly to make sure no one was listening in on my call and then mentally shook my head at myself. This was Vegas, no one was going to blink when I said the wo
rd 'porn.' Still, I whispered out, "A porn convention."
Abby let out a loud guffaw. "Oh my God, Grace, you've gotta get me some autographs. Please!"
"What?! Whose autograph do you want exactly?"
"No one in particular! I just want to be able to say a porn star wrote a note to me!"
I giggled. "Actually, I ran into one in the hotel lobby. Literally. He was a total asshat."
"Why? What'd he say to you?"
"Ugh. Just made some disgusting sexual innuendos and then gave me a look that made me want to shower."
Abby laughed again. "Was he a greasy-looking Ron Jeremy type?"
I paused. "Actually, no, he was a douchebag, for sure, but, well," I lowered my voice to a whisper, "he was hot. I actually didn't know porn stars were hot. I guess I figured if you were doing a job like that… I don't even know what I thought. But he is not what I pictured a porn star to look like."
"Why, Grace, I do believe you're blushing."
"Oh shut up, you can't even see me."
"I know you girl, you're blushing. Now get off this phone and go find you some hot porn star. I bet he could teach you some new tricks up in your hotel room tonight."
I groaned. "Oh God, gross, Abby. I wouldn't touch a porn star with a borrowed body. Especially one with as few brain cells as him."
"You're no fun."
"When it comes to porn stars, no, I'm not." I laughed. "Seriously, you doing okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine. Brian's coming over in a little bit and we're gonna see how sexy we can get using nothing except our privates and our feet–the only places I'm not covered."
I laughed out loud. "Oh God, did I need that visual? Okay, have fun. I'll see you Sunday, okay?"
I heard the grin in her voice as she said, "Okay, babe, talk tomorrow."
"Bye, Abs," I said, still smiling, and hung up the phone.
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