Cold Killing

by Luke Delaney

  Sean knew Hellier was right. As ludicrous as the alibi was, he had to investigate it. He had to prove it false.

  ‘Fine,’ Sean said. ‘I’ll need the number of the caller.’

  ‘I don’t have it.’

  ‘You said he called you on your mobile, so the number would have been displayed on the screen.’

  ‘Whenever he called, the number was blocked. The display said nothing.’

  ‘Did you try dialling one-four-seven-one?’

  ‘Same result. The number was withheld.’

  ‘Then there’s not much I can do.’

  ‘Come, come, Inspector,’ Hellier said. ‘You and I both know that with the right tools the caller’s number can be obtained. You already have my mobile phone. I suggest you have your lab rats examine it.’

  ‘It’ll be done,’ Sean said. ‘But it’ll take more than that to save you. This interview is concluded.’ Sean reached for the off switch, but stopped when he heard a sudden urgency in Hellier’s voice.

  ‘I sense your doubt,’ said Hellier. ‘Behind your determination to prove me guilty of crimes I didn’t commit, I know that really you’re not sure, are you? Something grinding away inside you, pulling you in a direction you don’t want to go, pulling you towards the belief that maybe, just maybe you’ve got the wrong man. And although you wouldn’t give a fuck if I rotted in prison, that thought would always be with you, wouldn’t it? The thought that someone out there got away with murder.’

  Sean shook his head and gave a slight laugh. ‘You know, in a strange way I thought there would be more to you than this. I don’t know what exactly, but something. But it turns out you’re just another loser trying to save his worthless neck. There’s nothing special about you. You thought you couldn’t be caught, that you never made mistakes, but you did – not only the hair at Linda Kotler’s murder scene, but the fingerprints in Daniel Graydon’s flat.’

  ‘I don’t think so,’ Hellier said coldly. ‘Like I told you, I knew Graydon, I’d been to his flat. Anything belonging to me you found there means nothing.’

  ‘That’s true,’ Sean agreed. ‘But one thing’s been eating away at me about that ever since we found your fingerprint in the flat, and it’s exactly that: the fact we only found one print, on the underside of the bathroom door handle.’

  ‘What’s your point?’ Hellier asked.

  ‘One print? That makes no sense,’ Sean explained. ‘If you had no reason to conceal the fact you’d been there, then why didn’t we find more of your prints? We should have found dozens. You know what this says to me? It says you cleaned up the scene, wiped down everything you touched, but you missed one thing: the door handle.’

  ‘Daniel was very house proud,’ Hellier argued. ‘My other prints must have been wiped away when he cleaned.’

  ‘No,’ Sean snapped. ‘He couldn’t have, because we found multiple prints belonging to other people who had been in that flat after the date when you said you’d been in there. Daniel didn’t wipe your prints – you did. And why would you do that if you hadn’t killed him? Why, James?’

  ‘Because that’s the way I have to live my life,’ Hellier answered. ‘I look after myself. I’ve always had to. No one has ever done anything for me, ever.’

  It was the first chink in Hellier that Sean had seen. The first crack in his persona, allowing a second’s glimpse into his soul. And in that second he could see that Hellier was made the way he was by some terrible circumstances in his past. What those circumstances were, Sean would probably never know, but now he knew that Hellier wasn’t born bad, someone else had made him that way. He felt a pang of empathy for the man, but this was no time to wonder about the boy Hellier had once been. A boy whose childhood may very well have mirrored his own.

  ‘I like to stay paranoid,’ Hellier continued, bringing Sean back to the present. ‘It keeps me ahead of the game. I touched little in his flat, and that which I did touch I wiped clean. People like Graydon are not to be trusted. He could have caused me problems.’

  ‘So you killed him before he had a chance to. Why not? You’d already killed Heather Freeman, but you were going to kill him anyway. You selected him as your next victim and a week later you killed him.’

  ‘No,’ Hellier shouted. ‘I didn’t kill any of them. You’re wrong. Completely wrong.’

  ‘We’re getting nowhere,’ Sean said, the frustration in his voice obvious. He was so tired he doubted he could properly structure a sentence let alone any intelligent questions. ‘We’ll take an hour’s break and try again.’ He reached for the off switch, but once more Hellier stopped him.

  ‘Does she have a guard?’ Hellier hurriedly asked. ‘At the hospital, your DS Jones. Does she have a guard?’

  ‘That’s not something I would ever be prepared to discuss with you,’ Sean answered.

  ‘Of course she does,’ Hellier continued. ‘Are they armed as well, these guards? I think so. I am right, aren’t I, Inspector? Which rather begs the question: why would you have her guarded by men with guns if you truly believe I am the one who would have her dead, when I’m safely locked up here with you? I just can’t work that one out. Can you?’

  ‘Standard procedure,’ Sean answered noncommittally.

  ‘Oh, I don’t think so,’ Hellier argued. ‘I really don’t think so. You have her guarded because you know I’m not the one. Her would-be destroyer is still out there, and you know it, don’t you? Don’t you, Inspector?’

  ‘I haven’t got time for this.’ Sean tried to push the fog of doubt from his mind.

  ‘I know who it is, Inspector. I know who killed these people and tried to kill DS Jones. The realization washed over me like a revelation. A moment of absolute clarity. It could only be him. Only he could know so much about me. Only he could watch me so closely.’

  ‘Who?’ Sean asked, voice rising. ‘Let’s play your little game. Tell me who.’

  ‘You already know.’ Hellier’s voice rose to match Sean’s.

  ‘Tell me, damn it,’ Sean demanded. ‘You need to tell me and you need to do it now, or this interview will be over and you’ll end up rotting in Broadmoor for someone else’s crimes.’

  ‘You already know,’ Hellier repeated. ‘If I know, you know. Use your imagination. Think as he thinks. Think as we think.’

  Sean leaned forward to answer, but suddenly stopped, scene after scene suddenly playing in his mind, no longer under his control: the first time he entered Daniel Graydon’s flat; the body on the floor in a pool of blood; the autopsy; walking into Hellier’s office; the stench of his malevolence; Sebastian Gibran watching them. The photographs of Heather Freeman, her throat cut, blue staring lifeless eyes; Hellier’s snarling face when he arrested him at his office; Sebastian Gibran watching. Linda Kotler’s twisted and tortured body; Hellier admitting he practised sado-masochistic sex; Sebastian Gibran watching. Sebastian Gibran contacting Sally, meeting her, watching her. Sally attacked in her own home. The phone calls Hellier claimed to have received, the instructions he was given that denied him alibis; Sebastian Gibran watching, watching them all, playing them all – him against Hellier and Hellier against him, led by the nose like two lambs to the slaughter. But Hellier had worked it out, his hunger to survive driving him to the answer. And now the revelation washed over Sean too – Sebastian Gibran. Sebastian Gibran. Sebastian Gibran.

  His eyes fell away to the ground as the pieces of the puzzle fell into place in his damaged mind. ‘Jesus Christ,’ he finally declared as the face formed behind his eyes. ‘I need to get to the hospital. I need to go now.’

  Sean jumped to his feet, knocking his chair over, the sound of Hellier’s growing laughter tearing at his ears.

  ‘Run to her, Inspector,’ Hellier tormented. ‘Run to her before he beats you to the prize.’

  Sean ran from the interview room, almost knocking Donnelly over as he headed for the exit to the custody suite and the car park.

  ‘Problem?’ Donnelly asked, bewildered.

  ‘I’
ve got to get to the hospital. I’ve got to get to Sally,’ Sean carried on moving.

  ‘Why?’ Donnelly tried to keep pace. ‘And what about Hellier?’

  ‘Let him go.’

  ‘After what he tried to do to you?’

  Sean glanced down at his swollen hand; the image of Hellier’s bloodied face flashed in his mind. ‘I’d say we’re even. Just get rid of him and tell him I never want to see him again.’ On reaching the exit, he turned to face Donnelly. ‘And then get to the hospital as fast as you can.’ He backed out of the exit and was gone.

  Only the closing door heard Donnelly’s reply: ‘Will somebody please tell me what the fuck is going on?’

  21

  Saturday afternoon

  I sit on a bench in a pretty little garden in the hospital grounds. It’s where people recovering from amputations caused by cancer come to smoke. No one pays me much attention, dressed as I am in a dark blue male nurse’s uniform. A wig, moustache and spectacles conceal my true features, and the coiled cheese-wire handles dig uncomfortably into my hip as it hides in my pocket. A crude weapon, but quiet and effective in the right hands.

  I begin to walk to Charing Cross Hospital’s main entrance, feeling the syringe taped to my chest pulling my shaved skin as I stride forward. The sheathed knife tucked into the small of my back feels uncomfortable, but reassuringly so.

  I like to plan meticulously, but there’s been no time for that. I must be pragmatic, play things by ear. It will be dangerous for me, and even more so for anyone who gets in my way, but there is no choice, not now. If the pig bitch survives she will tell the world I was the one who visited her last night. My beautiful charade would be over. I would have to run … But if I am able to correct my mistake, I will remain anonymous.

  It was easy enough to find out where she had been taken. Everybody in this area either gets taken to the Chelsea and Westminster Hospital, or as she had, to Charing Cross. A few phone calls were all it took to find out which, and that she was in the ICU unit. They were also kind enough to tell me it was expected that she would recover from her injuries. People really ought to be more careful with information they give out. You never know who you’re talking to.

  I make my way confidently through the never-ending, winding corridors to the laundry room. Medical staff and porters wander in and out of here endlessly, nobody paying anybody else much attention. These giant hospitals are about as personal as a rush-hour train station. Their security is a joke.

  I help myself to several clean and neatly folded sheets, all wrapped in transparent polythene, and make my way to the lift that will carry me straight to the Intensive Care Unit and her. As the lift rises my heart begins to race. The power surges through my veins. I feel giddy with excitement. It makes me want to lash out at the other people in the lift, pull the knife from the small of my back and cut them all to pieces, but I won’t. I keep control. I have other business to take care of today.

  As the lift doors slide open I see the Intensive Care Unit stretch out before me. It’s different from the rest of the hospital: darker, warmer, and quieter. It feels safe. I step into its peace and allow the lift to fall away to rejoin the chaos. Immediately, I know which room she must be in, dutifully advertised by the armed police officer standing outside. I have anticipated it. Good. I’ll make good use of his uniform. Once I have that, I’ll be spending a few farewell moments with the little bitch. Then I’ll use the syringe I’ve brought to inject a bubble of air into her already fragile body and send her quietly to meet her maker. After all, who’s going to question a cop with a gun?

  A nurse steps from a room into the corridor and looks me up and down dismissively, my uniform marking its wearer as a lower creature in the hospital hierarchy. I look down at the sheets I carry.

  ‘Laundry said you were running low,’ I say in the most effeminate voice I can muster.

  ‘News to me,’ is all the self-important slut can say for herself. ‘Laundry cupboard’s around the corner, outside the toilet.’

  No please, no thank you. How I would like to teach her some manners. Another time maybe.

  I follow her directions, acknowledging the armed pig with a nod of the head as I pass. I place the laundry in the cupboard then walk to the communal toilet and open the door. But I do not enter. Instead I contort my face to falsify an expression of concern and walk quickly and quietly towards the pig. I speak with the voice of a homosexual, keeping it low so the nurses can’t hear.

  ‘Excuse me. I think there’s something in the toilet you should see.’

  He casts an eye over me, barely able to disguise the disgust on his face, as if he wants to swat me away like an annoying fly. Eventually he walks towards the toilet fearlessly, as all pigs with guns are, safe in the false knowledge they are untouchable. I hold the door open for him as he enters.

  ‘What’s the problem?’ he asks. It’s the last thing he’ll ever say. I pop the cheese wire around his throat and pull it nice and tight. He manages to get several fingers under the wire, a futile attempt to save himself. If need be I’ll cut through his fingers. I drag him silently into the middle of the toilet where he tries to reach for anything that will make a noise, anything that will raise the alarm. He realizes he can’t. He gasps for air, his rubber-soled shoes kicking quietly on the hard floor tiles. Eventually he falls still. There’s blood on his shirt and body armour, but nothing I can’t conceal. Should I kill the nurses? No. It would take too long. If they notice the pig’s change in appearance, they’ll just assume a change of guard.

  Now, it’s time to right a wrong.

  22

  Sean’s siren screamed at the ever-present choking traffic in the streets of Hammersmith as he drew closer and closer to Charing Cross Hospital and Sally. The blue light magnetically attached to the roof of his unmarked car gave other drivers little and often too late a warning of his scarcely controlled approach. If he crashed now he had no back-up, no one to continue the race towards Sally. Even in his fear and panic he knew he should have contacted the local police and had them cover the hospital, but how long would it take to explain his fears? How long would it take to get authority to deploy further armed guards? And what if he was wrong? What if this was Hellier’s last hurrah, to make him look a fool? To discredit him as a detective? No, he had to do this himself. Donnelly would organize back-up, do the sensible thing, but Sean had to come alone. Right or wrong, he had to come alone. Somehow he knew everything would end soon. Everything.

  As he swung into the hospital car park he killed the siren and lights, suddenly feeling the need for stealth. Ignoring the signs for the main entrance, he made straight for the Accident and Emergency Department. He parked the car in an ambulance bay and abandoned it, keys in ignition and door open.

  Sean ran as quickly as he dared through the swing doors. He didn’t know the hospital as well as he did the hospitals of south-east London and the East End, but he remembered where he’d seen the lifts the night Sally was first brought here.

  He jabbed the arrow button to summon the lift and waited, beyond impatient, for the metal boxed carriage to arrive, while studying the hospital floor guide for Intensive Care. He found it just as the lift arrived. Without waiting for the doors to open fully, he leapt in and punched the floor he needed with the side of his fist. Thank God there was no one else in the lift, no one to slow his ascent to Sally. Two floors short of his destination the lift suddenly stopped and doors slid open painfully slowly. A gaggle of chatting nurses stepped towards the entrance. Sean flashed the warrant card he already held in his hand.

  ‘Sorry,’ he almost shouted. ‘Police business. Use another lift.’ He jabbed the lift’s button and the doors closed on a mix of protests and disbelieving giggles.

  Finally the lift drew to a smooth halt at the ICU floor. The doors silently opened, the warmth and silence of the unit wrapping around Sean; mechanical whirs and beeps that appeared so reassuring.

  As Sean stepped from the lift he saw the armed uniform offi
cer standing outside what he assumed would be Sally’s room. The officer had his back to the wall; Sean presumed this was so he could see in both directions along the corridor. His eyes were immediately drawn to the automatic pistol on the officer’s thigh, as any policeman’s eyes would have been. The officer’s flat hat was pulled low over his forehead, military style, almost totally hiding his upper facial features. Sean guessed he would have been an ex-soldier, a guess made all the more likely to be true by the macho moustache the officer proudly wore. Sean’s eyes darted around the unit, checking for other signs of life. Two ICU nurses busied themselves quietly with another ravaged soul in a room two doors away from Sally’s.

  Sean held his warrant card aloft. ‘DI Corrigan. I need to see DS Jones.’ The uniform nodded his permission as Sean entered through the already open door. He walked slowly towards Sally, already fearing the worst, his heart pounding out of control, making it difficult to breathe; his stomach felt painful and knotted. But as he drew closer he became aware of the comforting, rhythmic sounds emanating from the machines that surrounded Sally. Heart-rate monitors, pulse monitors, blood-pressure monitors all reassuring him that she was alive. Even the ugly, impossibly big tube that snaked into Sally’s throat, feeding her oxygen, somehow made Sean feel at ease. He finally inhaled a long breath and blew it out through pursed lips.

  He placed a hand on Sally’s forehead and gently stroked her hair back. He was struggling for something to say when he suddenly felt a presence behind him, some change in the atmosphere of the room. He spun on his heels, heart rate soaring, adrenalin already beginning to prepare his body for combat.

  ‘Bloody hell,’ Sean said as he saw Donnelly step into the room. ‘You got here fast.’

  ‘Aye. I hitched a ride with the uniform lads in a response car, blues-and-twos all the way. No expense spared.’ Donnelly’s tone changed. ‘Is she okay?’

  ‘I think so,’ Sean replied.