Her Rugged Rancher
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“I’ve got a bigger smile than Jack does right now. Why wouldn’t I be happy?”
She traced her fingertips along his cheekbone and marveled at how much their love had filled their lives with happiness and meaning.
“There was a time when you said you didn’t want to be a husband or father,” she gently reminded him.
“I never thought I had the qualifications to be a dad. And I sure didn’t want to make a mess of things, the way my old man had with me. But that was before I knew someone believed in me. Like you.”
“And Ward,” she added softly. “Wherever he is now, he’s smiling because you’re happy.”
“I think so, too,” he agreed. “And coming from me, this might sound crazy, but I’m actually glad things are working out for Camilla.”
He’d learned the blessings of forgiveness and Bella couldn’t be happier about the change it had made in him. “From the short letter she sent us, it sounds like she’s making a fresh start to her life. I certainly wish her well.” Pressing herself closer to his rugged body, she splayed her hands against his back. “And now that we’re talking about fresh starts, I’ve been thinking it’s time I made a search for your mother.”
He looked stunned. “My mother? Why would you even be thinking of her?”
“Hmm. We’re going to have a baby. The holidays are growing near and my mother is coming down for a visit, along with Jett and his family. It would be nice if you had someone in your family to share in our happiness.”
“I’ve not seen my mother since I was a boy, Bella. I doubt you can find her.”
“Does that mean you won’t mind if I try?” she asked hopefully.
The radiance in his blue eyes warmed every corner of her heart.
“No. I won’t mind,” he said. “After all, I never could deny you anything, my sweet Bella.”
“Not even a hamburger,” she added slyly.
“Yeah, and look where that’s gotten me,” he joked, then his expression suddenly turned thoughtful as his hand rested on the lower part of her flat belly. “The middle of May, huh? The wildflowers will be gone by then. But the canyon will still be green. It’ll be a beautiful time for our baby to come.”
Verde Canyon. Yes, she thought, her heart overflowing with joy. They’d ride through the canyon together. Always.
*
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Do You Take This Daddy?
by Katie Meyer
Chapter One
It definitely wasn’t the worst honeymoon on record, Noah James decided. That honor belonged to the unhappily married couple behind him, who had already argued about everything from who got the window seat to what where to make dinner reservations when they landed. Sure, he might be flying solo on the way to what should have been his honeymoon, but there were some good points of being jilted practically at the altar. Like two weeks in Paradise, Florida, stretching out in front of him, with no one to answer to other than himself. Unlike the newlyweds in the next row, he could eat when he wanted, go where he wanted, and do his own thing.
It wasn’t as if his heart had been broken, although his ego had taken a pretty good beating. Dating Angela had been a mistake from the beginning. But breaking up with her wasn’t an option, not after she’d shown him the test with the two pink lines. In that instant, his stomach had dropped and his world had turned upside down. Just like that, Angela went from a fling to a fiancée. She might not have been what he’d hoped for in a bride, but there was no way he was going to miss out on raising his child.
He’d been there to hear the heartbeat, chugging along. He’d squinted at the ultrasound pictures, unable to understand any of it but overwhelmed all the same. And he’d been there to feel the first kicks, the first tiny movements of his unborn son. Except it hadn’t been his son at all.
Two days ago, Angela had disappeared, leaving her ring and a note after helping herself to a good portion of his available cash. Her written apology had been brief, as if she’d eaten the last cookie rather than torn apart his life. Some other guy was the father-to-be, and he’d been nothing but an easy mark for yet another gold digger.
He probably should have been embarrassed, but more than anything he just felt empty inside. Not that he missed Angela. The spoiled socialite had seemed fun at first, but her true colors had eventually come out and he was nothing but grateful to have avoided being legally bound to her. But losing his son, or what he thought was his son, had left him aimless and confused.
Finding out it was too late to get refunds on anything had given him the excuse he needed to get out of town, and away from prying eyes. He’d turned what should have been their honeymoon into a bachelor’s vacation. He’d get his head on straight and come back to Atlanta ready to focus on his work. His art had suffered during the constant storm of his relationship, and it was time to recommit to it, while the name Noah James still meant something in the art world. Otherwise he’d have an ex-career to go with his ex-fiancée.
“Sir, would you care for a cocktail?” The flight attendant waited expectantly, a bevy of liquor bottles and mixers on her cart.
“I don’t think so. Water will be fine.” He’d never been a drinker, and ten thousand feet in the air seemed like a poor place to take up the practice. The pretty attendant started to hand him a plastic bottle, but had to move aside to let a mother carrying a fussy baby past. The child stared at him with big blue eyes while chewing intently on a drool covered fist, and Noah’s gut clenched.
“I’m so sorry,” the frazzled mother apologized. “He’s teething, and walking the aisles is the only thing that seems to calm him.”
Noah forced a smile. “It’s fine.” He even waved at the little guy as the mom turned to go back the way she came, and was rewarded with a gummy grin that cut right to his heart, stirring up the pain he’d tried to bury.
Maybe he’d have that cocktail after all. “Miss, could you switch that to a whiskey and coke?”
*
Noah
meant to have one drink, just to take the edge off. He certainly hadn’t planned on getting drunk. But seeing that baby had reminded him a bit too much of the mess his life had turned into, and before he knew it he had an impressive collection of tiny liquor bottles covering his seat tray. Which meant he was most definitely drunk. Or whatever came after that. Snookered? Wasn’t that what the British called it? He was pretty sure he’d heard that on Sherlock once. Whatever you wanted to call it, it felt pretty amazing. The only problem was he was finding it just a wee bit difficult to walk. Also, he’d planned on renting a car while at the airport, but driving was most definitely out of the question. Luckily, a very nice security guard had been on hand to pour him into a cab.
Now that car was stopped in a gravel driveway fronting a three-story wood-framed building. Hanging from the wraparound porch was a sign, identifying it as the historic Sandpiper Inn. The perfect location for a destination wedding or honeymoon, at least according to the brochure he’d memorized. Hopefully it was also a decent place to sleep off a binge.
The driver unloaded Noah’s suitcase from the trunk, and happily accepted the crush of bills he gave him for a tip. It was probably too much, but he was in no shape to do the math, and it wasn’t like money was an issue.
No, his issues were far more complicated.
The most pressing being the way the ground kept shifting under his feet. Clutching his bag, he tried to navigate the wide, whitewashed stairs leading to the front door.
Tried, and failed.
Two steps up, and he was on his butt. At least, with all the liquid courage he’d imbibed, it didn’t hurt. In fact, everything felt a bit numb. Maybe he should just stay put until he sobered up a bit. He’d planned on relaxing and might as well start now.
“Hey, are you all right down there?”
He looked around. No one. Man, was he starting to hallucinate?
“Do you need some help?”
This time, he managed to focus his not-so-steady vision in the direction of the voice. Up on the porch, sitting on a cushioned bench, was the most amazing woman he’d ever seen. She had short, close-cropped brown hair framing an elfin face. Her large brown eyes were too big for the rest of her, and were currently zeroed in on him, and his not-so-stable perch on the steps.
“You’re gorgeous.” Oops. He was pretty sure he just said that out loud.
Her laugh confirmed that yes, he had. Stupid alcohol.
“Are you drunk?” She stood up and started down the stairs towards him. Her legs were long and lean, sprinkled with the same freckles that dotted her nose. She stopped beside him, and he nearly toppled over trying to look directly up at her.
“Could you not be so tall?” he asked, politely, he thought.
“Sure.” She chuckled again and sat down on the steps next to him. “You are drunk, aren’t you?”
“I guess so.” He might as well admit it. “See, the thing is, I don’t drink.”
She eyed him skeptically. “Right.”
“I mean, I don’t normally drink. But today I did. A lot, I think.”
“Yeah, I think that’s a safe guess.” She smirked. “Well, you’ll sober up, I imagine, but you can’t do it here. Jillian sent me to keep an eye out for some guests who booked the honeymoon suite, so she could give them a special welcome. And I don’t think a drunk guy collapsed on the steps is quite the welcome she had in mind.”
“No worries,” he reassured her. “That’s me. I’m the couple you’re looking for.” He stuck out a hand for her to shake. She took it, eyeing him curiously. “Noah James.”
“Mollie Post, nice to meet you.” She looked past him onto the path below. “But where’s your wife? Is she taking a walk on the beach or something?”
“She’s not coming.” The buzz must be wearing off, because that sounded pathetic even to him.
“What do you mean, she’s not coming? You can’t have a honeymoon without the bride.”
She probably thought he was confused because of the whole drunk thing. But on this particular point he was perfectly clear. “Then call this a first. No bride. No wedding, for that matter. She took off before the rehearsal dinner.” The pleasant numbness from earlier was replaced by a pounding in his head.
Her mouth dropped open. “Wow, that sucks.”
Her frank acknowledgment did more than all the softly worded platitudes he’d heard in the past week. “Yeah, it does suck. But I figured it could suck back home, where everyone kept asking me if I was okay every two minutes. Or it could suck here, on the beach, with a margarita in my hand.” His stomach lurched. “Although, I think I’ll skip the margaritas.”
*
Mollie watched the newcomer with fascination. She didn’t care much for alcohol herself, but she wasn’t bothered by his blatant drunkenness. He seemed harmless enough, and Nic and Jillian were right inside. Besides, he looked like he needed a friend. So she sat on the sun warmed steps with him, watching a flock of white ibises pick their way across the lawn.
He was certainly nice enough to look at, a long, lean body and slightly curly brown hair that was just a shade too long. His face was almost beautiful, with high cheekbones. But it was his eyes that really got to her, dark and hooded; they were the kind of eyes that saw things other people didn’t. The eyes of an old soul, her Granny would have said. She wondered what his story was.
“You’re staring.”
“So? You’re interesting to look at.”
He blinked, and then let out a hoot of laughter. “Do you always say just what you’re thinking?”
“Pretty much. I’m told I have no filter.” She shrugged. “I tried, for a while, to learn to say the right things. But it never really stuck.”
“I’m glad it didn’t. Not many people are willing, or able, to be that honest. It’s a good thing.”
“Most people don’t think so. My fifth grade catechism teacher found it particularly upsetting.” She winked conspiratorially. “She smelled funny.”
He winced. “You told her that?”
“I thought she’d want to know. Turns out, not so much. People are funny that way. Most of the time, they don’t want the truth.”
“Yeah, well sometimes the truth is painful.” He stretched, sprawling his lanky legs in front of him.
“Oops. Sorry. Yeah, I guess you’ve had your share of truth for the time being, huh?”
“You have no idea.”
“So tell me.” She stood up. “We can get some dinner, get you some water to flush out the booze, and you can tell me how you ended up on your non-honeymoon.” Gossip usually wasn’t her thing, but he looked like he could use someone to talk to. And she never had been able to turn her back on a stray.
His boyish grin was a startling contrast to his soulful eyes. “Did you just ask me out on a date?”
She hadn’t, had she? “No, I don’t date. But I’m hungry, you need to eat something to soak up the rest of the alcohol and I want to hear your story. New friends having dinner, not a date.”
“You don’t date at all?” He squinted at her, as if he expected to see some kind of physical sign to explain her celibacy.
“It’s a long story, and I’m starving. Ask me again later.”
“Shouldn’t I get checked in first?”
“That depends. Can you make it up the steps yet?”
He looked up and shook his head. “Good point. Dinner it is. Where’s your car?”
She wasn’t one to let common sense interfere with an adventure, but even she had limits. “No car—we’re going to walk. There’s a place just down the beach path.” A popular place for an evening stroll, with plenty of people around just in case her instincts about him were wrong.
“Afraid to be alone with me?”
Caution was part of it. Her parents might think she was naive, but she knew not to get into a car with someone she’d just met, even if she was the one driving. But there was another, more pressing reason.
“I’m just afraid you might puke in my car.�
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*
Noah would have laughed, but she looked pretty serious. And who could blame her? Luckily, he wasn’t feeling nauseated, just weak and dehydrated. And more than a little foolish. He couldn’t remember the last time he’d had more than a single beer. And yet he here was, too messed up to drive, being led around like a child. In other circumstances, he would have been humiliated. But even after seeing him at his weakest, Mollie hadn’t given him a hard time. Sure, she’d laughed at him, but in a teasing way that had him laughing along with her.
She’d walked down those steps and treated him like a friend, not a stranger. He’d grown up always being the new kid, and even as an adult he usually felt like an outsider. His art had opened some doors, but having new money wasn’t the same as fitting in. If anything, he felt even more awkward now, shoved into a rarified world, than he had when he was an army brat, bouncing from place to place. People might be more polite to his face now that he’d made something of himself, but celebrity hadn’t bought him any true friends. Being welcomed and accepted right off the bat, that was something new.
They walked for about fifteen minutes along a gravel path that started behind the Sandpiper and ran alongside the dunes, and although they’d passed plenty of other walkers he hadn’t seen anything that looked like a restaurant. “Where are you taking me, anyway?”
She winked. “Afraid I’m going to kidnap you?”
“Afraid, no. Hoping, yes.”
She grinned. “Sorry, no such luck. But how do you feel about Cuban food?”
“I don’t think I’ve ever tried it, but I’m hungry enough to eat anything.” His stomach growled as if to emphasize his point.
“Well, then, you’re in luck. We’re almost there.”
Another minute of walking brought them to their destination, which was more of a roadside stand than a real restaurant. A simple wooden structure, the walls were covered in a brightly colored mural, except for right above the order window where a menu board advertised the specials. There were a few tables scattered in front, topped with brightly colored umbrellas, and wafting on the breeze was the most amazing smell. “I think I’m about to start drooling.”