by Sarah Tregay
My Good-byes
Holidaze
Christmas Dinner
Comfort
Back to Bed
In Bed
“I Am.”
Time Well Wasted
But Before I Left
Mom’s New Car
Lobstah Feed
MapQuest Says
Part Two - BOISE, IDAHO
Danny
Home, in Daylight
I Don’t Call Linus
Dad Gives Me a Ride to School
Hello
All He Says
He Stops Kissing Me
Eating Lunch with the Leftovers
Silly Hamlet
Dress Rehearsal
The Best-Laid Plans
My World Shatters
Respect
Clarification
Confession
A Million
In the Aftermath of the End of the World
In Burst
Dad Tries to Hug Me
Why We Did What We Did
Dad’s Lecture, Part 2
Boiled Down
One More Question
Staying Home from School Because My Head Hurts
I Call Mom
After a Loop around the Park
Innocent Questions
I Can’t Believe
I’m So Stupid
A Recipe
To Cheer Me Up
Temporary Tattoos
Slumber Party Interruptus
Tearjerker
The Truth about Emily
The Truth about Danny
My Best Friend Is the Best
Then Again
Out of Habit
Driven
One Sunday Morning
Report Card
So I Make a Study Date with Katie
Outside on the Thomases’ Front Steps Katie Reveals
I Gasp
The House Is Quiet
That’s How Danny Found Me
I Tell Danny
Loner
Danny Suggested That I Try to Be Understanding
Eight Seconds Later
Eight Hours Later
When I Was in New Hampshire
My Best Friend Is Falling in Love
Mom Calls Me
Talented
Four-Letter Words
Judging from the Roar of the Crowd
The Saturday Show
Linus Looks So Cute
Midset
“The Next Song Isn’t a Cover”
After the Applause
Standing Ovation
The Auditorium Door
The First Letter I Don’t Send
P.S.
The Second Letter I Don’t Send
Period
Katie Hasn’t
I Think
The Downside of Living with Dad and Danny
Things I Threw Away
He Reminds Me
My Girl
All Week
What I’d Say to Katie
Temper Tantrum
No One Can Hurt My Heart Inside My Little Ball
I Am to Blame
Because I Want My Best Friend Back
You’re Invited
Saturday, 1:00 P.M.
Childish Games
Roller Coaster
Flame
To Love, To Family, To Friends
I’ve Changed My Mind, All I Want Is Everything
A Conversation for Adults
Revelations
Mom Plans to Come for a Visit
My Mother Always Told Me
Wishful Thinking
What My Ex-Boyfriend Doesn’t Know
On One Side
On the Other Side
Every Morning at the Bus Stop
Just Silence
Studying at Katie’s House
I Can’t Find My Blue Notebook
Today at the Bus Stop
Sitting Down
A Moment of Truth
My Notebook
The Cry of a Thousand Years
Even Though It’s Not Our Stop
Question
Rebellion
Three Choices
Over Coffee and a Cranberry Scone
Calculated
Wishing Well
“My Life Has Been a Hurricane”
Skipping School Never Sounded So Good
Skipping Stones
Tunnel of Love
In the Library!
At Zeppole
In Both of My Classes
After the Last Bell
Walking Daydreams
Worries
Notes from My Heart
What Emily Said
My Dad Comes Home
On the Way Home from Pizza
Kissing My Boyfriend
Snuggled in Bed
Dear Marcie
I Jump Out of Bed and Call Linus
On the Last Page of My Notebook
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Credits
Copyright
About the Publisher