Up and Coming: Stories by the 2016 Campbell-Eligible Authors

by Anthology

  The human body is a beautiful, frail thing. It was never meant for war, it was meant to be enjoyed—to savour chargrilled steak and cold beer after a day climbing waterfalls of ice and frozen rock; to make love on fine, sandy beaches, feeling the warm sun on its soft skin. To be moved by poetry, music, art. Yet I hardly remember any of those things—they are the ghosts of distant memories that never linger long enough for me to relive them. Maybe that’s a good thing—memories of my past life could only confuse and distract. Everything is different now. That life is gone forever.

  Our first contact with a species other than our own taught us how small and insignificant we are in the endless silence of space. There’s a reason it’s so fucking black, a guy from my unit once said. Take the hint. Of course we couldn’t—it’s not in our nature. We spread our wings and formed new colonies on other planets and suddenly became more vulnerable than we had ever been before. There were some who said, had we stayed on Earth and limited our exploration of the stars, They would never have come. I don’t believe that—I think They would have come anyway. It’s in Their nature, but everyone needs someone to blame. I focus my hate on Them, of course, but I’m an uncomplicated warrior—hating the enemy is part of the process. It’s an unexpected shift from our turbulent, warmongering past; at least we’re no longer fighting each other.

  We don’t even have a name for Them. They’ve never communicated with us, nor given us any demands. We don’t know why They attacked or what They want from us—although their actions leave no doubt as to their desire for our extinction. Their attack took us completely by surprise. Their first step was to somehow disable every networked computer system on every colony at once—no one knows how. Eight seconds later, thermonuclear warheads—we still have no idea where they were fired from—detonated over every major urban centre. Virtually the whole of humanity was wiped out in that instant. Billions of lives gone.

  Then They began the process of occupying each of our colonies, subjugating what remained of us. They relied on machines to do that. We fought back, but there were too few of us left. I doubt They even broke a sweat fending us off.

  It’s almost impossible even to see them. They have suits which bend light—an almost perfect camouflage. They dance around their war machines like ghosts and, when we fight them, we fire through specially rigged sensor systems which harness the vague signals emitted by their camouflage and give us something to aim at. We don’t really see Them; we only see where they are. But it’s enough.

  As a species, even before the war, we had already experimented with robotics—drones that flew and killed from the anonymity of the skies. When we developed AI, we created robots that could walk and hunt and kill, but they lacked the finesse required for soldiering. The ability to think creatively and to work with the maxim all good soldiers understand: no plan survives contact with the enemy. War is chaos and the AIs were lost inside the vortex.

  Three years into the war, someone had the idea of taking the best of both worlds and the Widows were born. I don’t pretend to understand the process, nor do I need to. We are told enough to fight in one: my consciousness is fed into a web of neural-cortex pathways located somewhere inside this armoured machine and, after a few hours acclimating, I become it. If, as we are told, neurological activity and therefore consciousness is no more than a complex series of electrical and chemical signals, and those neurone signals can be isolated and separated from the physical brain, they can be embedded into something else.

  My physical body—the flesh, blood and bone that has always contained me—lies elsewhere. I don’t know where; they won’t tell me. It is protected by the most powerful armour there could possibly be: distance and secrecy. If I am ever taken by the enemy, there is nothing I know which can endanger the others.

  We don’t even know how a consciousness is collected from a fallen Widow. All we know is that, each time we die, we wake up inside another unit. Someone once told me there was a time when we would wake up inside our own bodies and have some time to recuperate before the next operation. That doesn’t happen any more. The war got harder and now, unrelentingly, we get deployed to fight. It’s all I remember. The last time I have even the vaguest memory of seeing my own body must be more than a decade ago.

  Immortality has its downsides.

  I try to think back further to work out why I’m still here; I’m desperate for some explanation. How could I have survived? As we reached the clearing, the Battle Group commander sent a small reconnaissance team ahead—myself and another I know only as Johanssen. We moved lightly through the jungle—our Widows are designed for speed and agility rather than the brute strength and firepower of the others—but we neither saw nor heard anything at all, except the ticking rhythm of the jungle.

  Until a barrage of explosions lit up the night sky behind us.

  By the time we were back at the marsh, every weapon we had firing at the flashes in the darkness that slid between the trees and vines and muddy hollows, the battle had already been lost. Their numbers were too great, ours too small. They were positioned well for their ambush, hidden on the ridgeline above us by the shadows of the jungle’s huge, ancient trees. The Battle Group was overtaken and succumbed. Too many Widows were already down when we reached them—I cannot say how it happened so quickly—all evaporating into the night sky above us. We didn’t weep for them of course; they weren’t dead, just gone from here. But we cursed our failure and what it meant to those we would have to leave behind. As Johanssen and I burst into the clearing, he was cut down in an instant. I fought on, almost to the limits of my reserves, but eventually I too fell. I remember it distinctly now—fire cutting through my armour and hot, searing pain. Then nothing.

  But none of this explains why I am still here—why I am not back on board the Penrose, inside another Widow. Ready to come back down and fight again.

  I’m about to push myself off the ground when I realise I might not be alone. I run a scan of the area, but it picks up nothing. No heat signatures, no movement; nothing to indicate an immediate threat. There are still residual half-life radioisotope emissions. Not unusual, even after so many years, and even hundreds of miles from the sites of the worst explosions. It’s another reason the Widow is so effective in these colonies: it has no living tissue to be affected by fallout.

  I stay on the ground, remaining perfectly still, and run a systems check. The Widow is functioning well enough, although power plant supply is intermittent. It won’t immediately affect the Widow’s systems, but long-term, it will become a problem. Ammunition reserves are almost fully depleted. I have enough for a handful of two-second bursts. Maybe others will have more.

  Why am I still here? The rest of them are gone. Why haven’t they pulled me out with the others? The questions boil in my mind and I have to force myself to focus on surviving. I know very little about the colony on this planet. Our mission parameters were very specific. Attack an enemy compound. Another Widow Battle Group had been tasked to deal with any human prisoners recovered. The Battle Group commander wouldn’t have been told much more, just what he needed to know for the mission. The rest of us are always told just enough to fight. That’s the way our mission parameters work—a closed-cell network so we have nothing to give to the enemy.

  Right now, it leaves me nowhere. Comms are down: there is no uplink with the Penrose. Maybe that’s why I haven’t been disconnected and pulled out. I’m in a basin and it’s conceivable the ridgeline is having some effect on the uplink, causing some unexplained electromagnetic corruption of the signal. It seems unlikely, but I get the feeling that moving to higher ground might help. It will sure as hell tell me a little more about the planet, and maybe even the colony.

  How did they know we were coming? I suddenly find I can’t stop asking myself that single foolish question. What does it matter now? My priority is to contact the Penrose and get off-planet, preferably with my Widow intact. If possible, the Penrose can evac the other Widows, depending on how hot the area
is. Maybe the other Widow Battle Group has had better luck and they still have comms. I somehow doubt it—if They knew we were coming, They probably knew the other Battle Group was coming too. But there might be functioning Widows left. I have to get moving. Sitting in the mud isn’t going to get me anywhere.

  ***

  This valley is the worst place to be. From above, an attacking force has a clear tactical advantage. Despite this, I have so little power remaining I can’t afford to waste it driving heavy metal up the sodden mountainside. I need to save power for the long climb to the only place I have any hope of a long-range signal getting through the atmospheric interference. I’ve been walking for hours and still the radio signal is being corrupted. I have convinced myself it’s something in the terrain because there is no other explanation.

  I cling to the shadows, moving as quickly and quietly as I can. The contours of the landscape have changed. Night has begun to recede as dawn breaks across this hemisphere of the planet. A harsh and wearying sepia light spills from the sky, even though the sun is imprisoned behind a thick pall of ash-coloured cloud. The once-bright hues of the landscape are muted and washed out—the jungle’s green seems more like grey, and the rolling steppes ahead are stained an insipid yellow. The mountains are vast, sprawling waves of lustreless amber, sage and grey that rise up forever on either side of me like the dunes of an endless desert. Craters of snow huddle in the frozen shadows of the crevasses between them. Down here, in the valley, the grass reaches to my knees. Scattered in between are flashes of white flowers that tremble in the wind. The rain continues to fall in sheets, rolling off the armour in rivulets of glistening silver, but I don’t stop.

  For the first time since the drop zone ambush, a red mote appears on my sensor array. A single contact, within my combat sphere, picked up by the proximity sensors arranged all over the Widow’s armoured carapace.

  Battle systems hum as they kick into life. A series of automated stadiametric targeting reticles vector across my vision, rotating as they hunt for threats. Every servo, gear and mechanical muscle is flooded with energy in anticipation of an engagement.

  I back away, seeking cover in a hollow in the rock behind me. The signal is coming from a ridge directly above and across. The sunrise is angled behind the ridges, so I am protected by the shadows cast by the walls of the shallow depression. It’s the only advantage of being down here in the valley.

  The signal moves. Not towards me, not down into the valley, but along the ridge.

  The purr of my railgun as it cycles comforts me, readying itself, but the knowledge that I have only a few seconds of ammunition fills me with dread. I’m not afraid of dying—I’ve died too many times to feel anything like a fear of death—but I am terrified of failing. If I am caught, the Widows in the marshland drop zone are lost, and we can ill afford to lose so many. I am consumed by a yearning to make it to the second Battle Group. I have convinced myself I can save those machines and help them free those who have been enslaved by the enemy.

  It is my only purpose. I must not fail.

  The signal disappears.

  I wait to see if it is truly gone, if I am still in immediate danger. As I scan the horizon of the ridges which run either side of me, the slender green reticles dart across the rock and ice like insects on carrion. But they flicker and lose focus as they move, and I have to accept that this might be yet more interference. I am more than concerned—if the automated targeting systems are failing, then I may not even be able to see the enemy.

  I wait silently, sure there will be more signals; that the first has found me and is telling others.

  But there’s nothing.

  I know it’s bad judgement, but I decide to make some ground instead of waiting any longer.

  I have hardly moved from the hollow when I catch a flash of colour amidst the grass—a subtle glint of orange which stands out against the white and green. Was it there before? How could I not see it? Inexplicably, I am drawn to it and almost without realising, I find myself next to it. I reach down and gently part the grass to see it better. It’s a flower. It captivates me and, for a moment, I can do nothing except stare at it.

  Something flickers in the back of my mind. An image I can almost remember, but which remains out of focus. It is familiar—warm, soft, loving. The touch of soft lips on my own. That same flower, a face hidden behind it and framed by long, brown hair which smells of a woman’s perfume and summer coffee beans. Its sudden familiarity chokes me.

  I am on my knees before I realise what’s happening. My consciousness is still inside the Widow, but suddenly the pathways through which it surges are twisting and bucking, trying to kick it free. The Widow is suddenly alien to me. It wants me out. I fight to control it—I’ve never seen it react this way before, as though I am a virus and its immune system is gathering to eradicate me.

  As suddenly as it began, the Widow stops fighting. Familiar sensations charge through my muscles and I know I am not alone. I was wrong to move prematurely. Whatever the Widow’s problem, it has been overridden. It is now more concerned with the immediate danger it has detected. Dozens of red motes dance on the periphery of my vision, but the targeting reticles are struggling with the interference.

  I huddle into the shadows and bring my right arm up. The weapon begins to purr as it cycles again. I tell myself I need to make that few seconds of ammunition count. But for what? What will I achieve except a few more dead in a war where billions have already died? There are dozens of signals all around, lining the ridges which encircle me. I look up and see the familiar flashes of light.

  They are here.

  The Widow feels cumbersome in my mind. I haven’t passed, because I am not dead. I understand that, but there’s something else happening, something I don’t understand. The Widow is different. It’s been coming, I know—a change I have noticed more and more since I hiked away from the jungle and into this valley. The growing interference messing with the core Visual Combat systems. Coupled with this momentary collapse in our symbiosis—something which is unheard of—the Widow seems more of a stranger to me than it has ever been; even more so than when I first passed into it, weeks ago.

  Worse, it is now beginning to feel physically sluggish. I have to work harder to make it respond to my imagined movements—as if it is fighting me.

  If this is to be my last stand, the Widow seems as much my enemy as They are.

  ***

  The signals surround me, darting along each ridge. The interference is increasing. The Widow is reacting intermittently to my neural commands, as if only some are getting through. As though the pathways are too crowded, and commands are jammed into too narrow a conduit. Or everything is confused because my instincts are conveyed in a newly foreign language.

  I’m stumbling more than running; mechanical agility is gone. Now all I care about is putting distance between myself and those massing blood-red motes.

  I want to head for higher ground to give myself some sort of tactical advantage. If they attack from above—firing into this cauldron of rock and ice—I will have no way to defend myself. Somehow, I need to force them into a funnel; to make them attack me from only one direction, or at least narrow the field of fire. I need to use the terrain to make that happen. If this is to be my last stand, the only way I can do that is to find a natural feature which prevents an attack from every side, and above. The apex of a couloir, or the top of a valley between ridges or spurs. I have to climb.

  Servos are listless and unresponsive, allowing the malaise creeping across the Widow to fester.

  I check the long-range transmitter on the Widow again, but still the interference is too great. Suddenly, the unthinkable occurs to me—what happens if I run out of power? I know my consciousness remains with the Widow, locked in a reserve power unit, using minimal power to maintain itself. That power could last for years, but if the suit is destroyed completely, including that tiny reserve unit, and there is no signal off-planet…

  Will I di
e forever? Or will they somehow replicate my consciousness and place me into another Widow? Am I saved? Backed up like some artificial intelligence? A true machine. It has never mattered before—I have never before lost contact.

  Suddenly, I wonder who I really am.

  I am climbing feverishly now, a new fear burning inside me. My unknown future is a fog concealing a vast abyss beneath my feet, each step taking me closer to an endless, desolate void.

  I thought I would welcome true death if it ever came—respite from this relentless war. But now, I am afraid.

  I stop dead when I see him.

  For a moment, what I see standing there in front of me makes no sense. I cannot move. All I can do is stare.

  It’s a boy.

  He is no more than a young teenager, perhaps fourteen or fifteen. In his hands he clutches a rifle; a pistol and a knife are tucked into his belt. His heart is beating fast—I can see a holographic representation of it and a list of vital signs scrolling to one side of my vision. He is afraid.

  I can see he has radiation sickness, but it has been controlled by medication. Cancerous growths have eaten away at some of his internal organs, but they are not currently spreading. He is malnourished, but otherwise fit.

  His dress confuses me. He is clothed in thick wool trousers, boots, a thick jumper and a scarf wrapped around his neck. Over all that is a long coat. All of it is dirty and somewhat ragged; well used, but cared for.

  He does not have the appearance of a slave, or a prisoner.

  The rifle comes up, but it is far too slow and languid. Even in this state, a Widow is quicker—the neural pathways carry the electrical and chemical signals more swiftly than a human body can and the servos and gears augment the speed of my movements. I reach out and, simultaneously, edge to one side. A metal fist closes around the forestock of the rifle; I feel the vibrations of the bullet as it spirals through the barrel and explodes out of the muzzle at more than a thousand metres per second. It surges past my face, spinning in the air and cutting its deadly path, before it is gone.