Snow in Texas (Lean Dogs Legacy #1)

by Lauren Gilley

  Colin stepped into the beams, broad-shouldered, strong, and as mysterious in that moment as some ancient warrior. “Come here, prospect,” he called.

  Colin felt Pup glance at him, and looked back, face feeling heavy in its resolute expression. “He means you,” he said quietly.

  Pup’s eyes widened. “He does?” He glanced at the chains, then back at Colin. He wasn’t the sharpest tool by any stretch, but he’d figured out that something was amiss. Clearly, if any one of them was in trouble, he expected it to be the guy humping Candy’s sister, and not himself.

  “Pup,” Candy said, “what did I say?”

  Blue stepped up on the other side of the scrawny prospect and patted his shoulder. “Do what he says, kid. It’ll be alright.”

  Pup started to shake, a noticeable trembling of his chin.

  “You deaf?” Talis asked, and grabbed the guy by the forearm, tugging him forward.

  “Ack!” Pup squawked, startled. He stumbled forward a step, and Jinx drew up on his other side, taking a grip on that arm. “What’s going on? What did I do?”

  “Shit,” Colin muttered. His stomach tightened; this was just…wrong. There were two brothers he might enjoy seeing strung up between those trees, but Pup was an idiot child with biker dreams. He didn’t deserve this.

  Just like Jenny doesn’t deserve to get hurt, a small voice in the back of his head reminded. He took a deep breath and told his stomach to settle down. The club was brutal? So was life. Time to get over it.

  “Jesus,” a voice said quietly beside him, and he realized it was Blue. When he glanced over, the grizzled old biker was shaking his head. “One man.” He wasn’t addressing Colin; was watching Talis and Jinx haul Pup up to the gap between the trees. “How is one man still giving us such hell?”

  It was a rhetorical question, but Colin answered: “When one man has a brother with the ATF, that changes things a little.”

  Blue looked at him sharply, expression cautious. “Yeah. It does.”

  The stainless cuffs snapped together with a clink. The chains had been set high, so Pup’s arms were cranked up above his head and fully extended to the sides. It looked painful. In the bright glare of the headlights, his skin radiated with an unhealthy sheen of nervous sweat. His teeth chattered, Colin could see.

  Shit.

  Candy propped a hip against the front fender of the truck and folded his arms, the picture of relaxed authority. “Okay, little Pup-Pup. I’m gonna ask you some questions. Answer them honestly and quickly. Understand?”

  “I…”

  “Understand?”

  Pup’s teeth snapped together as he swallowed. “Yes, sir.”

  “Good. Now. Let’s start simple. What’s your name?”

  “N-Nick Goodwin.”

  “Right.” Candy nodded. “Okay. When did you begin prospecting for us?”

  Pup swallowed again and dampened his lips. The muscles in his arms were twitching with the strain of being held at their unnatural angle. “About…about three months ago.”

  “You don’t know exactly?”

  He bit his lip. “Three months, one week, five days ago.”

  Shit, Colin thought. He would have had to consult a calendar to know how long he’d been here. This kid was hooked. He was dedicated.

  To something.

  “Why did you want to join the club?” Candy asked.

  Pup’s eyes flicked to the dirt, then back up, expression pained…and not just in a physical way.

  “Yeah, you told us before,” Candy said. “Tell us again.”

  The prospect took a deep breath. “I always liked motorcycles. My uncle was in a club–”

  “What kind of club?”

  “A civilian riding club. The Red Riders.”

  “Right. Go on.”

  Pup took a deep breath, sounding shaky and terrified. “He used to let me ride with him sometimes. When Mom and Dad were fighting, when…Well, he got me to loving bikes. I always wanted to be a Lean Dog. We used to see you guys, sometimes, in formation going down the street.” He tried to smile. “I wanted it more than anything, to be a Dog.”

  “But you didn’t come running to us the second you turned eighteen, did you?”

  Colin folded his arms and braced his feet apart to take some of the tension off his back. This was going to take a while, apparently. Candy wasn’t just interrogating – he was starting at the beginning, going back over every story the kid had ever told them, searching for holes and mistakes. That was the beauty of lies: the liar so rarely remembered what he made up a few months before.

  Pup gulped. “I had to get a job.”

  “How’d that work out?”

  “Fine. Until…” His eyes dropped again.

  “Say it.”

  “I fucked around with the boss’s daughter and he fired me.”

  Colin hadn’t been expecting that, of all things. He caught his smile before it could bloom. Skinny little Pup, breaking boss’s daughter’s hearts. Good for him.

  “And could you get another job after that?” Candy asked.

  “No. Um…no. He trash-talked me to every other place I applied to.”

  “So we were your last choice.”

  Pup went tight as a bowstring, eyes flashing. “No. No, I wanted to be, but I–”

  “You thought it’d be best to try and be legitimate first. A real member of society. Before you threw it all away on the one-percenter life.”

  It seemed a trick of the headlights, the sudden brilliance of wetness in Pup’s eyes. But then the tears began to leak down his face in crystal tracks. “It wasn’t my last choice. It never was. I was afraid…shit, I was afraid you wouldn’t take me. That I couldn’t…”

  “Be an outlaw?”

  “Because look at me.” He sniffed hard. “Nobody ever wanted me. Not my folks. Not anyplace I ever worked.” He sent a pleading look toward Candy. “Please just tell me what I did. I swear, I’ll make it right. I will!”

  Colin wanted to step forward and remove the shackles.

  Candy pushed away from the truck and approached their captive. “Shhh. Hush, hush.” Like he was talking to a child. “Don’t get all upset. You didn’t do anything.” He closed the gap, just a step away from the prospect. “That I know about.”

  Then the knife made an appearance. A quick flash of silver from Candy’s hip. A soft sound of it leaving a leather scabbard.

  “Oh!” Pup gasped. “Shit! Candy! I swear, what did I do?! I didn’t mean to! I swear!” He burst into noisy tears. “Please. Please!”

  Candy stepped in close enough to kiss the boy, and laid the knife against his windpipe.

  Pup gasped, strained his head backward.

  “Who do you work for?” Candy asked.

  “W-what?”

  “Who do you work for?” The knife glimmered as it tilted. If it hadn’t cut Pup yet, Colin didn’t know how. “That was a question, prospect. Who–”

  “You!” Pup shouted. “I work for you!” He squeezed his eyes shut and sobbed, tears and snot pouring down his face. He swallowed and the knife jumped against his throat. Colin saw a bright pearl of crimson slide down the kid’s neck, and heard his swift, hitched breath as the blade cut into his flesh.

  “Oh, God,” Pup said, shaking. “I work for you. Candy, I don’t understand!”

  Colin couldn’t watch this. It was pathetic, and clearly, the kid knew nothing. He’d grown up around liars, pickpockets, and shysters, in the dark backstreets of New Orleans. Pup was none of those things; a blind man could have seen that.

  He took a step forward.

  A hand landed on his shoulder, its grip strong. It was Blue. “Leave it,” the old timer said. “Don’t get in his way.”

  “His way,” Colin said, “is gonna kill an innocent kid who doesn’t know shit.”

  Blue’s scruffy brows went up. “You gonna take a suspect’s side over your VP’s?”

  Colin didn’t get a chance to answer, distracted by Pup’s truly pitiful scream.

>   “Please! Shit, Candy, please!”

  Their faces in shadow, Jinx and Talis looked nothing short of grim reapers, bare, muscled arms writhing with tattoos.

  Candy stood statue-still in front of his captive, wide shoulders and narrow hips throwing a triangular shadow back behind him.

  Stop, Colin willed him.

  Candy said, voice low but carrying, “Stop crying. Get your shit together a second. Hush. Listen. Do you know Judson Riley?”

  Colin understood the method. Disarmed, panicked, emotional, Pup couldn’t hide a knee-jerk reaction to hearing Riley’s name. So Colin took it as genuine when the boy didn’t react with any surprise. He shook his head.

  “No. No. I don’t know him. Please…”

  “Nick,” Candy said. “Do you work for the Riley brothers?”

  Pup’s eyes opened, swimming with tears, his face screwed up with fear and pain. “Who?”

  Candy leaned in closer.

  Pup screamed, the sound strangled, incoherent.

  And Candy stepped back, threw the knife down into the dirt and stalked to the truck.

  Pup gasped and sagged against his bonds, crying quietly with his head bent down.

  Jinx and Talis joined Candy at the truck, and they talked quietly, too low for Colin to hear.

  Fuck. Colin scrubbed his hands down his face, exhaling loudly through his gapped fingers. He was exhausted, suddenly. He wanted a drink. A soft bed – one softer than his dorm mattress. And he wanted Jenny. Her arms around him, her feminine curves pressed against his own hard body, the whisper of her breath in his ear.

  I love you, he imagined, in her throaty voice. Where had that come from? He didn’t know. The only woman who’d ever claimed to love him was his mother. His lying, cheating, weak-willed mother.

  He suddenly, desperately wanted Jenny to love him. Even if it wasn’t fair, even if she couldn’t possibly. He wanted to be loved. Didn’t everyone? Acceptance and fraternity only went so far. He wanted someone to love him, for him, specifically. Not the Lean Dog, not the soldier, but Colin O’Donnell.

  Jenny was right. He was a sap.

  He was staring at Candy in a detached, unfocused sort of way, until Candy glanced up and headed toward him. He stood his ground, because retreat wasn’t an option. But he curled his hands into fists, prepared for the worst.

  Candy’s face was all in shadow as he drew up in front of him. His voice was emotionless as he said, “Did you learn anything just now, prospect?”

  Yeah. He’d learned his VP would go to great lengths to frighten and intimidate. But he said, “Yes, sir.”

  Candy’s teeth were a flash of white in the dark as he grinned. “Yeah? You ain’t seen shit yet.”

  ~*~

  He didn’t wait around to drink and socialize when they got back to the clubhouse. He slipped down the back hall, paused, and then entered the sanctuary. It was dark and smelled faintly of something baked. Potatoes maybe. He couldn’t tell.

  He didn’t knock when he reached Jenny’s door, but let himself in, pushed the door shut, leaned back against it.

  She was sitting up in bed, back against her headboard, knees drawn up. She’d dressed: yoga pants and a sweatshirt. She was writing in her little journal, low sounds of music coming out of hidden speakers.

  She glanced up and didn’t seem surprised by his entrance. “Hi.”

  He was breathing hard, as if he’d been running. “Hey.”

  She frowned and set the journal aside, sitting up straight. “What’s wrong?”

  He wet his lips. “Do you…Do you care about me?”

  Twenty-Two

  Jenny

  “Do I care about you?” she echoed, caught off guard. She closed her journal and set it on the nightstand. “Where’d that come from?”

  Colin was in a state of agitation she hadn’t seen before. He wasn’t worked up, per se, but his dark eyes were too big, glinting in a strange way. He seemed detached, somehow. Stuck in his head.

  “Do you?” he pressed.

  Jenny frowned. She had a feeling this was Candy’s fault. So many things were. “Do you want an honest answer? Or a flattering one?”

  He made a face like he was insulted. But then anxiety tweaked his handsome features. “Honest.”

  “You sure?”

  “Just tell me.”

  She sighed. “Colin, I don’t sleep with men I don’t care about. Does that answer your question?”

  He didn’t answer, instead came to sit on the foot of her bed, feet braced apart, brow furrowed.

  “Okay. You’re starting to freak me out. What’s wrong?”

  He massaged the knuckles of one hand with the fingers of the other. Clean knuckles; he hadn’t been fighting. Large, knobby. Capable of devastation, if he chose to use them that way. He gathered his thoughts for a moment and said, “I think I’m afraid of your brother.”

  She hadn’t been expecting that. She snorted. “Look, I know he gives you shit, but he really doesn’t care about my sex life.”

  “That’s not what I meant.”

  “Okay.” Jenny waited.

  After a moment, he said, “He made a man wet himself tonight,” voice thick with disgust…and with doubt. “I didn’t realize it at first, but then I smelled it.”

  This was going to take a while. Jenny shifted so she was sitting beside Colin, cross-legged on the mattress, studying the side of his face. “Well.” How to keep this from being insulting. Hmm. “He does run an outlaw biker club, babe. He does some scary stuff. Kinda comes with the territory.” Not to mention it was expected of him.

  Colin shook his head. “No, I mean…” He sighed. “I made this kid piss himself once. A long time ago,” he added quickly, darting her a glance. “I was in middle school and I was…well, anyway, I was a shithead. But that’s all I was.” He turned his head, so he could see her face. “I was a shithead, and thought it’d be fun to scare this kid. And I did. And I laughed.” Shame marred his expression, a deep sadness.

  Then he seemed to snap out of it. “But I knew what I was doing. And all I was doing was messing around. I didn’t want to hurt the guy. I wasn’t going to.”

  Ah. It was becoming clear.

  “It’s one thing to pretend you’re gonna hurt someone,” he said. “It’s a whole other to know you’re going to, if it comes to that.”

  Jenny stared at him.

  “Candy went out tonight ready to kill a man if he didn’t get the answers he wanted. And yeah, there’s a guy or two I’d like to put a bullet through. But just a scrawny kid…”

  “You guys interrogated Pup,” she guessed, and he didn’t have a good enough poker face to keep from confirming it with a look. “Was it bad?”

  “You know I can’t tell you anything about it.”

  She smiled. He was starting to have more club-like responses to things. Which was good…except they needed refining. “Yeah, you can,” she said. “Do you think the guys follow that no-talking rule to the letter?”

  He stared at her, asking silently.

  “Well, they don’t.” She nudged him with her elbow. “Pup wet his pants. Okay. Embarrassing. But not lethal. Did it get worse than that?”

  Colin glanced away with a disbelieving sound. “No.” A grudging admission.

  A deep groove marred the side of his face, an unhappy bracket of stress curving around his downturned lips. Jenny felt a sudden impulse to touch it, and didn’t fight it, reached to trace the line with her fingertip. He jerked as if startled, and his eyes slid toward her, but he didn’t pull back. If anything, he seemed to lean into the pressure of her hand.

  She grinned. She’d once watched a documentary about the North American mountain lion. Animals who resisted only managed to drag the big cat’s claws deeper into their skin. But the smart prey animals leaned into the pressure, and could sometimes find an escape route, once the claws released.

  “What?”

  “Nothing. Just thinking about mountain lions.”

  “Come again?”


  Jenny curled her hand around the back of his neck. The skin was warm, smooth, his throat a strong column of muscle against her thumb. “You’re right,” she said, resting her chin against his shoulder. “There is a difference between trying to scare someone for fun, and scaring him for real. Just like there’s a difference between hunting and poaching.”

  His brows lifted, a cautious gleam stealing into his eyes.

  “Your dad hunted gators. For fun?”

  “It was his living.”

  “Right. But there were people who poached gators for the thrill of it, weren’t there? Who wanted a trophy? Who were just being…”

  He drew upright, suddenly, sitting stiff and straight on the edge of the mattress, so her hand slid down his back. “What are you saying?”

  “I’m saying…” She kept her voice even, gentle, “that in Candy’s world, violence done in the name of protecting the family or the club is honorable. And violence done for fun is what’s cruel.”

  “Candy’s world.” His expression darkened, black brows tucking low. “Your world, you mean.”

  “My world,” she confirmed.

  “So the way you see it, I’m the asshole.”

  “I didn’t say that.”

  “But that’s what you think.”

  Jenny took a deep breath and let it out slowly. “I think the world’s a helluva lot softer than it used to be a long time ago. And I think your average person off the street sees the club as something awful…when it’s really just something basic and masculine we lost along the way.”

  He stared at her.

  “Doing cruel things out of loyalty and love isn’t half as cruel as doing them just because,” Jenny said, the words clashing with her soft tone. “But that’s just what I think. You’re entitled to your own opinion.”

  More staring.

  A lot of staring.

  Angry-faced, brain-cramped, adorable staring.

  “Colin.”

  He linked his hands together in his lap and stared at them.

  Jenny bit her lip and tried not to smile. “I didn’t hurt your feelings, did I?”