Dead Eyed

by Matt Brolly

  His body cried out for sustenance. He’d had nothing to drink since the accident, and was severely dehydrated. He slipped in and out of dreamless sleep, startling himself awake every few minutes. In his lucid moments, he hypothesised that things were different this time. Hastings had two prisoners, not one. Although Tillman was not yet here, he would now know Hastings was the Souljacker. One way or another, it was the end of the line for Hastings, and Hastings had allowed himself to be caught. This had to mean something.

  His body tensed as the door opened and light filled the room. As his eyes adjusted, he noticed patches of dried blood on the floor and walls.

  Hastings entered carrying a bottle of water. ‘I have a little gift for you,’ he said, as if they were the best of friends. ‘But first you need to smarten up.’

  Lambert’s chest convulsed as Hastings tipped half of the ice-cold water over his head. He gulped for breath as the water trickled down his head, his dry tongue reaching out for loose droplets.

  ‘I hate to see you this way. Here,’ said Hastings, pulling Lambert’s head back and trickling water into his mouth. Lambert kept still as the water coated his throat and mouth, knowing one false move could lead to Hastings choking him.

  Hastings let go of Lambert’s head and took the bottle away. ‘Better?’

  Lambert licked his lips, his body desperate for more water.

  Hastings tipped the remainder of the bottle onto the floor. ‘I almost forgot, your guest,’ he said. He left the room and returned a minute later carrying a chair.

  On the chair, bound and gagged, was something which resembled Sarah May.

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  Hastings removed the gag from Sarah May’s mouth and repeated his water trick, tipping a second bottle of water over the woman’s head. May hardly moved.

  ‘She’s a bit depleted,’ said Hastings. He lifted her head, and forced the bottle into her mouth. ‘Drink now,’ he said, like a caring parent nursing a sick child.

  Lambert struggled in his chair, endured the pain in his leg in a desperate attempt to get free. ‘What have you done to her, you sick fuck?’

  ‘She’s fine. She’s here for your benefit, Michael.’ He positioned Sarah so she faced Lambert and headed towards the door. ‘I don’t owe you this but I’ll share this information with you anyway. If you’re waiting for Glenn Tillman to come and rescue you, then you’ll be waiting a long time.’

  ‘Stop,’ said Lambert, as Hastings began shutting the door.

  ‘Do you really think I would keep DI May at my house? Come on, Michael. Give me some credit,’ said Hastings, shutting the door.

  So he’d moved him whilst he’d been unconscious. At least Tillman and the others would be on the trail. It was a hollow consolation but something to cling onto. ‘Sarah,’ he said. ‘Sarah, it’s Michael. Michael Lambert.’

  They sat opposite each other, tied to the steel-framed chairs, their knees almost touching.

  May lifted her head. In the gloom, Lambert made out the shape of her mouth curling into a smile. ‘Is this your idea of a rescue?’ she said, her voice faint.

  Lambert laughed. She was wearing the same clothes she’d been wearing the night she’d disappeared. Her jeans, and cotton shirt were caked in filth as was her tangled hair, her face drawn like she hadn’t eaten anything since Hastings had kidnapped her.

  Lambert wanted to make a joke, about lulling Hastings into a false sense of security, but lacked the energy. ‘What happened?’

  At least the water had invigorated her. When Hastings had carried her into the room, Lambert feared she was dead.

  ‘He took me outside the hotel. He must have been following me.’ She stopped speaking as a memory returned. ‘Sean?’ she asked.

  Lambert paused. ‘Sorry,’ he said.

  ‘Didn’t think so. I think I saw Hastings cut him. Can’t be sure.’

  ‘He left him at the scene. It was a clean cut. It would have been instantaneous.’

  ‘Sean followed me from Bristol. He wanted us to get back together.’

  ‘You don’t have to explain anything,’ said Lambert.

  May locked eyes with him. ‘I had an abortion. I was seventeen,’ she said.

  ‘I know.’

  ‘He never got over it. If I’d only stopped to speak to him. I could have at least given him that courtesy.’

  ‘Sarah, you know it’s not your fault. You didn’t owe Sean anything and how could you know about Hastings?’

  May’s neck drooped as if it was taking all her energy to keep it aloft. ‘How did you know it was him?’

  ‘I was as shocked as you. He had a team working for him. We found Campbell.’

  ‘Really?’

  ‘He killed himself in front of me, rather than tell me about Hastings. I uncovered some unreported notes on the Billy Nolan case. Information had come in about him attending the counselling session at Gracelife. Hastings had suppressed the information.’ Lambert sighed. With his arms and legs tied, he felt absurdly vulnerable. ‘He’s killed Klatzky.’

  ‘Oh, God, Michael, I’m so sorry.’

  ‘He left a note, warned me to come alone. I sent a time-delayed email to my old boss, Tillman, but as you heard he must have moved me.’

  ‘Did he drug you as well?’

  ‘Must have.’ Lambert hesitated. ‘Has he done anything to you?’ Lambert’s pulse raced as he waited for her to answer.

  ‘Nothing physical, well, nothing sexual at least. He’s starved me, and subjected me to lengthy sermons about what he’s done and why. Christ, this is absurd. I bet he’s listening to every second of this.’

  ‘Let him listen. Tell me everything he’s told you.’

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  May started to speak. ‘He’s thrown me snippets over the period I’ve been captive. It’s hard to tell what is real and what I imagined. He’s hardly fed me, and once or twice he’s drugged me with God knows what.’

  ‘Tell me what you remember,’ said Lambert.

  May sighed. ‘He confessed to all the Souljacker murders except one.’

  ‘Which one?’

  ‘The first one, Clive Hale. He claims that was where he got the idea from. I’m not sure I shared this information with you, but I interviewed a handwriting expert the other day to examine the inscriptions on the body. The expert swore blind that the first one was different to the others. Hastings is right-handed and the first inscription was by a left-handed person.’

  ‘Who was the first killer then?’

  ‘Graham Jackett.’

  Lambert let the information settle in. Jackett was the second Souljacker victim.

  ‘Hastings worked out he was the killer, and eliminated his competition,’ said May.

  This didn’t make immediate sense to Lambert. He’d presumed Hastings had some master plan. That the killings had a reason. ‘So he’s a copycat?’

  ‘God, don’t say that to him. I made that mistake. He went ape. Claimed it was his destiny and Jackett was sent to him as a guide.’

  ‘A guide?’

  May laughed. Lambert’s eyes had adjusted to the gloom and he could make out her features more easily. She’d lost weight in her face, but despite everything there was still a light in her eyes. ‘He believes he was sent to save twelve troubled souls.’

  ‘He saves them by killing them? By removing their eyes?’

  ‘Liberating their souls apparently.’

  ‘Jesus. Did he let on how he chose his victims?’ asked Lambert.

  ‘I quizzed him about the church and he became a bit defensive.’

  Lambert told her about the connections with the other churches, how they’d discovered Campbell was working as a counsellor in more than one church. ‘Did you ask Hastings about Campbell?’

  ‘A loyal friend, apparently. Helped him with his work.’

  ‘How?’

  ‘He specialised in victims of abuse. From what I could ascertain, Campbell found the victims and passed them on to Hastings.’

  Lambert thoug
ht about the night at Campbell’s house, the resigned look on the man’s face when he turned the shotgun on himself. He still didn’t know if it was guilt or fear which had made him take his own life. ‘What about Sandra Hopkins?’

  ‘She’d attended counselling sessions with Billy Nolan, had seen Terrence Haydon at the church, and knew Hastings. He called it a lovely symmetry.’

  ‘Jesus. And the others? Burnham, Olumide, Crosby?’

  ‘They worked for him and Campbell. He didn’t go into great detail, except they didn’t deserve to have their souls saved.’

  ‘Let me guess, by sealing their eyes, he sealed in their souls?’ said Lambert.

  ‘Bingo.’

  They sat in silence, each lost in their own thoughts. Lambert tried to piece together Hastings’ motivation. He realised he didn’t know that much about the man, save for his police career and latterly his books. He wished he’d done more research. He knew Hastings had been married, his wife passing three years ago. Had anything else happened in his childhood? Was there some clue he could latch onto which could help talk the man out of whatever he had planned? If what May told him was true, then he clearly had some religious motivation. If he knew more, then it was possible he could appeal to that side of him.

  ‘Did he give a reason for his actions?’ asked Lambert.

  ‘Not beyond saving the twelve souls.’

  ‘Why twelve?’

  ‘He became evasive when I asked him. Then he became angry. He left the room and kept me in the darkness for hours.’

  ‘What’s your thinking?’

  ‘I would like access to the internet,’ said May, forcing a laugh. ‘The only thing I could come up with was the twelve apostles. I have no idea what the relevance is though, and I went to Catholic school.’

  ‘The number could have a personal significance.’

  ‘Does it matter?’ asked May.

  ‘I don’t know. If we can find out why he is doing this then we might be able to stop whatever he has planned.’

  ‘You’ve done the maths?’ asked May.

  Lambert nodded. ‘If you count Klatzky, and dismiss the first killing which Hastings claims he wasn’t responsible for, then there have only been eleven Souljacker murders,’ he said.

  ‘He’s only saved eleven souls,’ agreed May.

  ‘At least we know who the twelve is going to be,’ said Lambert remembering what Hastings told him earlier. ‘He told me he was going to save me.’

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  Hastings abandoned them for hours. Lambert slipped in and out of sleep, his position in the chair making it impossible to stay asleep for longer than a few minutes. He wondered how Sarah had managed for all this time.

  They both called out to Hastings on occasion, demanding food, more water. ‘Do you think he’s left us here?’ said May.

  In a way, abandonment was the worst thing that could happen to them. Lambert knew that Hastings was organised enough to imprison them in a place where they would never be found. The thought of a long drawn-out death was too much to consider. Even the alternative sounded better. At least Hastings had used anaesthetic on his victims in the past. Although they’d been alive when he’d removed their eyes, and carved the Latin into their chests, the pathologists agreed that the Souljacker victims had probably been too full of drugs to have suffered the worst of his actions.

  ‘He hasn’t left us,’ said Lambert. ‘He needs to finish his story.’

  Sarah May was asleep when Hastings eventually returned. She’d been telling Lambert about her childhood, the Catholic school where she’d met Sean, when she’d drifted off. She was more used to sleeping in the chair, and had been asleep for what felt like thirty minutes when Hastings opened the door.

  At first, he stood still in the entrance. A blurred silhouette surrounded by shades of darkness. Lambert was so dizzy with exhaustion, hunger and dehydration that it was almost a relief to see the man. He just wanted it over.

  Lambert heard Hastings plug something into a socket in the hallway. ‘Shield your eyes,’ said Hastings, carrying a standing lamp into the room.

  The light woke Sarah. Her eyes sprung open, her body struggling for a few seconds against the binds which tore into her flesh, before she settled in place, her eyes blinking and scanning the room. She scowled on seeing Hastings.

  Illuminated, the room lost some of its claustrophobic power. It reminded Lambert of the nightclub he’d visited in Bristol a few days previous. How, without the darkness, the blinking lights and music, the place lost its power. It had become just an empty room, and so was their prison. He scanned the room for clues to their location, and possible means of escape which was ludicrous considering their predicament. Chipped plasterboard covered the once white walls. Splashes of red decorated the faded paint like an abstract painting.

  ‘Sorry for the delay,’ said Hastings. ‘A few arrangements needed before the end.’

  The brilliance of the light highlighted the wrinkles on Hastings’ face, the laughter lines rarely used. Hastings left the room and returned with a third chair which he placed near the entrance.

  Lambert watched, helpless, as Hastings dragged Sarah May’s chair across the room. She managed to keep silent, her head swinging violently from side to side as he moved her. He placed her chair opposite his, a metre between the two seats.

  ‘What are you doing, Hastings? You said I was your target,’ said Lambert.

  ‘Target? Don’t be so dramatic,’ said Hastings.

  ‘Leave May out of this. You said you wanted to save me. So save me, and let her be.’

  Hastings stood in the middle of the room, a tied prisoner to either side of him. He paused for psychological and dramatic effect. ‘I don’t think you realise how lucky you are.’

  Lambert looked straight past the man towards May. The rope which bound her left ankle had come loose when Hastings dragged her across the room. She was trying to free it. Lambert knew he had to keep Hastings talking. ‘Fine, I’ll humour you. How am I lucky?’

  Hastings hesitated, surprised by the response. ‘Well, you forced me to change my story.’

  Lambert was confused but continued asking questions. ‘You sent Klatzky the pictures to get me involved?’

  ‘Of course.’

  ‘Why?’

  Hastings shrugged. ‘I wanted to save Klatzky and I wanted to involve you. I’d read about your problems. I knew you wouldn’t be able to resist getting involved. Like I said to your colleague, there’s a certain symmetry to the story. Revisiting Billy Nolan has been so delicious. Getting you and Simon involved, and our friend Sandra Hopkins.’

  Lambert tried to not look at Sarah May who was still struggling with the rope. ‘You’ll need to clarify that.’

  ‘I’m not sure how much you know about your friend Simon, but we had things in common.’

  ‘Don’t compare yourself to him,’ said Lambert.

  ‘There are things you don’t know about him, about his mother.’ Hastings grimaced, his face flushed with anger.

  ‘What’s that got to do with you?’

  Hastings regained his composure. He played with the cuffs of his shirt. ‘That’s not relevant. Simon still struggled with his childhood, that much was obvious. He needed help and I helped him.’

  ‘I think you’ll find he was more troubled by Billy Nolan’s death.’

  ‘For someone who has a knack for seeing things others don’t, you’re surprisingly blind to the situation of those closest to you. Klatzky was a drunk, an addict, way before I rescued Billy Nolan. You didn’t notice that he spent the whole three years at University escaping something.’

  May was still struggling at the rope.

  Lambert searched for an argument against what Hastings had told him. ‘We were all like that,’ he said.

  ‘There are shades of dependency. Klatzky was a fuck-up then and he stayed one until the end. Anyway…’

  ‘Why did you stop, Hastings?’

  Hastings glared at him. ‘Stop?’

/>   ‘Why did you stop after Billy? And why did you start again?’

  Hastings sat on the floor next to him, as if the three of them were having a friendly chat. ‘I never stopped, Michael, you’ll find that out soon enough. The Souljacker killings were drawing too much attention. It was becoming too hard to deflect interest, and it was affecting my career. I decided to go dark, as they say. There are a number of unmarked graves out there.’

  It was difficult to relate the Hastings he thought he knew with the man before him. ‘So why target me now?’ said Lambert.

  ‘Ah, you, Lambert. I know Miss May here has filled you in on some of the detail.’ Hastings turned briefly, his hand pointing at Sarah. He stopped and took a deep breath. He was almost serene, the light of the standing lamp illuminating his face.

  ‘God chose twelve apostles when his son was on Earth. There are twelve pearly gates. I am saving twelve lost souls.’

  Hastings’ speech sounded contrived, a little too prepared. Lambert was not convinced by the religious rhetoric. For one, the twelve apostles were all men, and Hastings had killed Sandra Hopkins. ‘How am I lost?’ he asked.

  ‘Michael…’ said Hastings, standing.

  Lambert struggled in his position, as the man touched his hair and placed his palm onto his cheek.

  ‘You lost your soul when you killed your daughter.’

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  Lambert thrashed in his chair. He pushed at the rope which held his wrists fast, a pain spreading up his arms and into his chest. ‘Don’t you fucking talk about my daughter, you sadistic animal,’ he screamed.

  Hastings sounded genuinely shocked. ‘I’m sorry, Michael, I didn’t mean to upset you. By your own admission, you were responsible for your daughter’s death. Officially it was an accident, and I’m sure it was, but you blame yourself don’t you?’