McKettricks Bundle

by Linda Lael Miller

  It was a very long time before either of them spoke—in fact, Molly wasn’t entirely sure they didn’t sleep at intervals. She’d lost all track of time.

  He stroked her back, squeezed her buttocks lightly, lifted her head from his neck for a few kisses.

  He was getting hard again beneath her belly.

  “Keegan,” she whispered, “I don’t think I can…”

  Keegan lifted her so she sat astraddle his hips, and entered her in one powerful thrust. By the second thrust she was moaning. By the third, she was pleading.

  By the fourth, she was coming again.

  After that she lost count—of the thrusts and the orgasms.

  KEEGAN LAY ENTANGLED with Molly until he was sure she was asleep. Then, smiling a little, he got out of bed, pulled on his jeans and left the room. Dawn was breaking, and he meant to get Lucas, carry him upstairs and place him in the crib so Molly wouldn’t wake up worried.

  But Lucas was already awake and dressed, bouncing in his playpen in the kitchen. Florence was there, too, stirring something on the stove. She gave Keegan a sidelong glance.

  “Well, now,” she said. “Look at you, Mr. Keegan McKettrick. Half-decent, at this hour of the morning.”

  Keegan didn’t bolt, though he wouldn’t have set foot in that kitchen, wearing only a pair of misbuttoned jeans, if he’d known Florence was going to be there. “How’s Psyche?” he asked.

  “Still sleeping,” Florence said.

  Lucas stood on tiptoe in the playpen, his arms upraised.

  Something happened in Keegan’s heart as he hoisted the boy into his arms. Without saying anything to Florence, he turned and set out for the third floor again, as originally intended.

  Molly was sitting up in bed, pink cheeked and sleep rumpled, when he arrived. Lucas strained in Keegan’s grasp, wanting to go to her.

  Keegan handed the child over, suddenly selfconscious.

  He gathered up his shirt, boots and socks.

  “The shower is that way,” Molly told him, pointing to a door. Her expression revealed little or nothing of what she was thinking, but the soft sparkle in her eyes told the story.

  The trial run had been a success.

  The question was, where did they go from there?

  Twenty minutes later Keegan came out of Molly’s bathroom, feeling uncomfortable in yesterday’s clothes. He was both relieved and disappointed to see that she was gone, and so, of course, was the boy.

  He padded to the nursery door, having glimpsed a crib there earlier, but that room was empty, too. Paused to tug on his boots.

  Molly was downstairs in the kitchen, chatting with Florence and sipping coffee while she spooned some kind of cereal goop into Lucas’s mouth.

  Keegan hesitated in the doorway, watching her.

  She wore white linen shorts and a green tank top, and her honey-colored hair was caught up in some kind of clip at the back of her head. Keegan wondered if he should have warned her that Florence knew they’d slept together—she’d have had to be an idiot not to figure that out the moment he first walked into the kitchen.

  Molly looked bright, rested—and she glowed with satisfaction.

  As if sensing his presence, she turned and saw him standing there.

  The cereal spoon froze in midair.

  Damn, he thought. She regrets it already.

  He was stuck, though, with no graceful way to retreat. “How’s Psyche?” he asked Florence for the second time that morning.

  Molly frowned slightly, and went back to feeding Lucas.

  “Go on in there and see for yourself,” Florence said.

  “Shall I tell her?” Keegan asked, addressing Molly.

  She turned to him again, color flaring in her cheeks.

  “About the marriage thing,” he clarified, annoyed. As if he’d been going to walk out there onto the sunporch and tell Psyche he’d spent the night in Molly’s bed doing what came naturally.

  Molly frowned, nodded. Left off feeding Lucas, who had lost interest anyway, and set the spoon and the bowl of cereal aside with a thump.

  Keegan wondered, apropos of nothing, when she’d showered. If she’d shared a stall with him, he would have noticed. In fact, they’d probably still be there.

  She followed him out after running her palms once down the front of her shorts, an anxious gesture that spoke volumes.

  Sorely tempted to bait her a little, Keegan took the high road and assumed a dignified manner. No, sirree, he was not going to mention to Molly, the next time they were alone, that he could still feel her inner thighs squashing his ears.

  Psyche looked as though there had been a miraculous healing—her eyes were bright and focused, there was color in her cheeks and she was sitting up, with a book lying open on her lap.

  “Good morning,” she said, smiling.

  Molly murmured a response. Keegan said nothing.

  Psyche raised her eyebrows. “You’ve decided,” she concluded.

  “Yes,” Keegan said.

  Molly elbowed him. “Tell her what we decided.”

  Keegan couldn’t resist nettling her a little. “Last night, you mean?”

  She narrowed her eyes at him. He figured she could be dangerous, under the right circumstances.

  “Molly and I are getting married,” he said.

  Florence must have been eavesdropping. Something, probably a skillet, clattered loudly to the floor.

  Lucas gave a chortling belly laugh and clapped his hands, delighted by any sort of ruckus.

  “When?” Psyche asked.

  “As soon as you promise to let us raise Lucas if we do,” Molly answered.

  Psyche smiled, triumphant. “You have to live together, of course,” she said.

  “Of course,” Keegan agreed solemnly. If last night was any indication, all he and Molly had to do was stay in bed 24/7, practicing body slams, and they were good to go.

  “It’s all settled, then,” Psyche said. “We’ll have the wedding ceremony right here in the house. Three days from now. That’s how long it takes to get a marriage license, isn’t it?”

  Keegan closed his eyes in a bid for patience. Reminded himself that the woman was terminally ill, and only trying to assure the best possible life for the child she would soon have to leave behind. “Psyche…”

  “Well, of course I need to know for certain that you’re actually married,” Psyche said. “I can’t just take your word for it.”

  “Why not?”

  “Because too many things could go wrong. It’s not as if I’m impugning your integrity—”

  “The hell you aren’t,” Keegan growled.

  Psyche merely smiled.

  “We’re going to live on the Triple M,” he said. “Not here.”

  “Fine,” Psyche said. “We’re all agreed, then. Aren’t we, Molly?”

  Molly was the color of the underwear she’d been wearing the night before, and her green eyes looked feverish with hope and temper. “Yes,” she said.

  “If there are people you want to invite to the wedding,” Psyche went breezily on, “you’d better get in touch with them. And don’t forget to apply for the license.”

  “Maybe you’d like to choose my dress,” Molly said.

  Another beatific smile. “As long as it’s not white, dear,” Psyche replied. Then she picked up the book lying on her lap, found her place and began to read again.

  Molly turned on one heel and stomped out.

  Keegan lingered.

  “Was there something else?” Psyche asked innocently.

  Keegan approached the bed, gripped the side rail, leaned in and said, “Yeah. There’s something else.”

  “What?”

  “Call Travis and Sierra and tell them they’re not going to be adopting Lucas after all. My guess is they’re going to be pretty disappointed.”

  Psyche smiled again, endearingly. “Well, they might have been,” she said, “if I’d ever actually made the offer in the first place. I asked Travis to play along, hoping
you’d come to your senses, and he did.” She paused, savoring his reaction. “Why don’t you go out there in the kitchen and tell Molly the truth, Keegan? You can still get yourself off the hook.”

  He stared at her.

  She beamed back at him, patted his cheek. “But you won’t do that, will you?”

  “What makes you think I won’t?” Keegan asked angrily.

  “I know you won’t.”

  “Is that right?”

  “Of course it is,” Psyche said with cheerful finality. “You and Molly made love last night. I’d have to be blind not to know it. Molly’s radiant—mad as a wet hen, but radiant—and you look…”

  Keegan’s neck warmed. “Damn it, Psyche, of all the sneaky, manipulative, underhanded—”

  She stretched, kissed him lightly on the mouth. “You’re keeping me from my book,” she said.

  “Did you put Molly through that to pay her back for—”

  “For sleeping with my husband? Of course not. But there might have been the tiniest barb in that remark about her wedding dress. I like Molly, Keegan. I wouldn’t give her my child if I didn’t.”

  Keegan turned to walk away.

  All he had to do was go into the kitchen and tell Molly the truth—that Psyche would let her adopt Lucas whether they got married or not. They could write the trial run off as just another memorable night and get on with their lives.

  And if he did that, chances were he would not only lose Lucas, he would lose Molly, too.

  CHAPTER 12

  KEEGAN NEEDED to think.

  He wanted to get Molly naked and take her against the nearest wall.

  He needed distance, and perspective.

  After they’d gone to the little courthouse adjacent to Wyatt’s jail and applied for a marriage license, he and Molly parted ways.

  Molly went back to Psyche’s place, and to Lucas.

  Keegan headed for the Triple M.

  Once there, he changed clothes, wolfed down a nuked breakfast sandwich only two days past its expiration date, and went out to the barn.

  Spud’s feeder was full, and so was his waterer, but he still welcomed Keegan with a cheerful bray.

  “Hey, buddy,” Keegan said. After fetching the clippers and a hasp, he went into Spud’s stall, picked up one of the donkey’s feet and began trimming hooves. It wasn’t hard work, but it required a certain amount of patience, and the critter bore it cheerfully.

  “I’m getting married,” Keegan told the donkey.

  Spud nuzzled his shoulder, maybe in sympathy. More likely, he was hoping for a lump of sugar or a carrot.

  “Her name is Molly,” Keegan went on, clipping away, careful to avoid the tender flesh inside Spud’s hoof, called the frog. “She’s sexy as hell, but she’s about as stubborn as—well—a mule. No offense.”

  Spud nickered. His brown eyes were full of trust.

  Keegan set the clippers aside and took up the hasp, a metal file used to smooth the rough edges. The sound was rhythmic, and probably the reason he didn’t hear an arriving vehicle.

  He was taken by surprise when Devon’s head popped up over the stall door. Her face was sunburned and there was a mosquito bite on her chin, but otherwise she looked as though she’d survived the campout and the ride down from Jesse’s ridge.

  “Cheyenne dropped me off,” she said.

  Keegan grinned, glad to see her. “Did you have a good time?”

  “Excellent,” Devon answered. “We roasted marshmallows and Uncle Jesse told ghost stories, and Maeve and Rianna and I stayed up way late. Liam ate too many hot dogs and hurled all over the place, and Sierra had to wash him off in the creek.”

  “Sounds typical,” Keegan said, pleased. He’d been doused a time or two in that creek himself as a boy.

  “Can I get a pony?”

  “Yeah,” Keegan replied. “But not this very minute.”

  Devon grinned at Spud. “He’s getting a manicure,” she observed. “If he wasn’t a boy, I’d put nail polish on him.”

  Keegan chuckled. “Go take a bath,” he said.

  Devon sighed. “I have to clean out Spud’s stall first,” she replied. “It’s a mess. He’s pooped everywhere.”

  “Makes sense to do that before you take a bath,” Keegan admitted, still smiling a little as he went back to filing Spud’s hoof.

  Devon darted away, came back pushing the wheelbarrow and carrying a pitchfork over one shoulder. She began scooping, but Keegan knew she’d picked up on something in his manner by the way she kept stealing glances. She was an intuitive kid.

  Keegan straightened, rested one arm on Spud’s back.

  Devon stood still, too, leaning on the handle of the pitchfork. Waiting.

  “I’m getting married in a couple of days, shortstop,” Keegan said.

  She was silent for what seemed like a long time, but was probably only a second or two. “To Molly?”

  He nodded.

  “Is she going to live here after Psyche dies? With Lucas?”

  Keegan nodded again. The suspense was killing him—Devon could come down in favor of the marriage, or she could feel threatened. Her position on the matter was vitally important to him, he realized. He hadn’t given that aspect much thought before—the whole idea of getting married, to Molly or anybody else, was so new that he was still trying to assimilate it himself.

  “Will that mean Lucas is my brother?”

  “Yes,” Keegan said. “Are you okay with that?”

  “I guess you’ve probably always wanted a son.”

  “Nothing beats a daughter,” Keegan told her. “But I won’t mind having a son, too.”

  “He’ll be a McKettrick? Like me?”

  “He’ll be a McKettrick,” Keegan confirmed. “Like you.”

  Devon’s lower lip wobbled. “But he’ll get to live here all the time, and I won’t. You might start loving Lucas more than you love me, just because you get to see him every day.”

  Keegan crossed the short distance to where Devon stood, still gripping the pitchfork, and laid his hands on her shoulders. “McKettrick-true, Dev,” he said quietly, his voice gruff. “I’m never going to love Lucas more than I love you.”

  She pondered that, her expression so heartbreakingly serious that Keegan’s eyes burned. “Promise?” she asked.

  “Promise.”

  She tilted her head back to look straight up into his face. “I guess you should try to love Lucas just as much as you love me, though. That’s only fair.”

  He wrapped an arm around her shoulders, held her close for a moment. Kissed the top of her head. “I’ll try,” he said.

  “What about Molly? Do you love her, too?”

  He’d known that question would come, and he’d dreaded it. He was already living one lie where Devon was concerned, and he couldn’t add another, even though it would have made things easier for both of them. “No,” he said.

  Devon pulled back from him, let the pitchfork fall, forgotten, to the floor. “Dad!” she protested.

  “People get married every day, all over the world, for reasons that have nothing much to do with love,” Keegan hastened to point out.

  “You didn’t love Mom,” Devon argued staunchly, “and look what happened. There was a whole bunch of fighting and yelling, and then you moved out. You got divorced, and I got caught in the middle!”

  “I know you did, Dev. And I’m sorry. I’d do anything to make it up to you.”

  She bent to retrieve the pitchfork. Straightened again. “Then tell Mom you want me to live here, all the time, with you and Molly and Lucas.”

  The plea in Devon’s eyes bruised Keegan’s heart, made his throat feel tight and raw. “I’ll tell her,” he said. “But you and I both know what she’s going to say. And whatever our differences are, Shelley’s and mine, she’s your mother, Dev.”

  “She doesn’t want to be my mother. She just wants to use me to get back at you.”

  It was a bare-bones, brass-knuckle truth, and to deny it would be to
dishonor Devon. People underestimated kids, Keegan thought—and he was as guilty of that as anybody. Kids knew when they were being used. They knew whether they were loved or not. They sure as hell knew who wanted them and who didn’t.

  He did.

  Shelley didn’t.

  It was that simple…and that complicated.

  “Dev…” he said, because it was all he could get to come out of his mouth.

  She straightened her shoulders, took a firmer grip on the pitchfork and started scooping poop. A tear trickled through the layer of trail grime and campfire soot on her cheek, and Keegan reached out to wipe it away with his thumb.

  “She’ll do it for money, Dad,” Devon said. “Mom will give me to you for lots and lots of money.”

  Keegan ached inside. Another hard truth. And the fact that Devon knew her own mother would essentially sell her, had probably figured it out long ago, both shattered and enraged him. He longed to deny it but couldn’t, not in good conscience, because it had cost his daughter so much to say it out loud. She’d been working up to it for a long time, at who knew what cost.

  “You do understand, don’t you, Dev, that this is about her, not you?”

  Devon nodded. “I know,” she said with a sniffle, shoveling more industriously than ever.

  Keegan ruffled her hair. “Finish up and get your bath,” he said hoarsely. “There’s nothing in the house to eat, so we’re going to have to head into Indian Rock and load up on groceries.”

  She nodded.

  Keegan went back to trimming Spud’s hooves.

  “You’ll talk to Mom?” Devon asked, without looking at him.

  “I’ll talk to her,” Keegan said.

  MOLLY CALLED HER DAD, once she’d bathed and dressed Lucas. Florence had moved the playpen onto the sunporch, and he was there now, keeping Psyche company.

  Molly sat on the window seat in her room, staring at the rumpled bed she’d shared with Keegan McKettrick the night before, and trying to work up a little shame.

  It wasn’t happening for her. She’d never met anybody who galled her more than Keegan did, but she’d never been made love to like that, either. Up until last night she’d honestly believed multiple orgasms were just some tagline Cosmo used to sell magazines.