Rough Ride

by Archer, Gillian

  Bam pulled back, breaking our kiss. “Hey, you are way too inside your head if you’re already this tense and tight.” His hands moved to my shoulders, and he gently rubbed at the knots there. “What’s going on?”

  “I just…I don’t know how this is all going to work. I mean you’re all…and I’m just…” I released a shaky sigh and shook my head. “It’s like I’m starting in the big leagues when I should be batting in double A.”

  Bam’s lips quirked. “You are funny as fuck. And trust me, you’ve got nothing to worry about. It’ll work, and you’ll love every fucking moment. But we’re not even there yet. How about we worry about it then?” He paused and waited for me to nod my agreement. “In the meantime, let’s just enjoy the moment. Come on.”

  Bam grabbed my hand as he sat on the end of the bed. With a tug, he pulled me toward him until I stood between his spread thighs. I only had to tilt my head down a tad to meet his eyes. I bit my lip as I stared into his sparkling gray eyes. I should’ve known by the devious glint I saw there that Bam had a plan to distract me from my fears. He better get to it soon, because if anything our current position just underlined how large he was everywhere.

  “You still with me?” Bam asked as he fiddled with the bottom of my shirt.

  I slowly nodded. I had some reservations, but I still wanted him. Especially when he looked at me like that.

  “Good.” Bam grunted as he grasped the bottom of my shirt in his hands and in one motion ripped it over my head and off my body.

  “Bam!” I shrieked as I jumped back, covering my chest with my hands. It was at that moment that I realized I’d forgotten to put on a bra this morning. It happened when you had a small chest like mine. “Have you ever heard of seduction? You know, taking it slow?”

  “What are you talking about, kitten? This is seduction.” Bam grasped my ass in his palms and encouraged me to move a few inches forward until I had no choice but to straddle his legs.

  My knees rested on the bed near his hips and our pants-covered groins kissed. Despite the warm tingling sensation coursing through my body, I tried to glare my displeasure at him. “Are you happy now?”

  “Mmmm, move your hands a bit like this.” Bam guided my hands so that instead of hiding my breasts, I was framing and lifting them toward him. “Perfect. Now I’m happy.”

  Before I had a chance to say something snarky in reply, Bam tipped his head and captured the tip of my breast in his mouth. Humming deeply, he played his tongue over my tingling, throbbing nipple. The feeling was out of this world. The interplay of his mouth combined with the vibration of his humming, and I lost it. My head dropped back with my groan. Bam’s hair brushed against my chest while he suckled. I shivered as a wave of goosebumps spread over my body.

  I wanted more. I wanted him. But I couldn’t seem to articulate my demands. Instead I arched toward his mouth and moaned.

  Bam kept teasing me. After a few moments, he pulled back and blew on my moistened nipple. I shuddered. His teeth flashed as he gently nibbled on the throbbing tip of my breast. I shivered when his hair brushed against me as he moved to my poor, neglected right nipple.

  A few minutes later, I was lost to the sensations pulsing through my body, and I swayed on Bam’s lap.

  Not losing a beat, Bam grasped my back and pivoted until I fell back onto the bed with him looming above me. He moved to my other nipple, licking and stroking until I was panting along with him. My hands moved restlessly along his back, grasping him, silently urging him for more.

  I slid my hands under his shirt, eager to feel his skin against mine. His back was warm and smooth, but the sensation of a few ridges had me curious. I made a mental note to check them out later as I groaned. Bam used his teeth to tease me while he ran them over the slight mounds of my breasts. He stopped on my nipple and rasped his teeth gently against my throbbing tip.

  Somehow, while I was too occupied wallowing in the erotic sensation of Bam suckling my breast, he’d worked his hand under my yoga pants and inside the front of my panties. I gasped and jerked my hips.

  “Settle, kitten. It’s okay. I won’t go faster than you’re ready for,” Bam murmured against my breast.

  “I’m not…whatever, you just surprised me. When did you get inside my pants?”

  Bam laughed huskily. “It’s a talent. Bet you didn’t even notice when I took your bra off earlier.”

  “You did?” I frowned, trying to remember whether I’d been wearing one today when Bam burst into gales of laughter. It was easily the most lighthearted sound I’d ever heard him make. I was entranced by how gorgeous and buoyant he looked as his laughter softened the harsh lines of his face.

  “Christ, you’re cute. And gullible. That’ll come in handy later.”

  I rolled my eyes, but didn’t say anything. He could think what he wanted.

  Bam raised an eyebrow. “How about we lose some of this clothing though?”

  “Fine,” I retorted. “Since you’re behind in the getting-naked race, you go first.”

  Bam’s lips quirked like he was biting a response back, but his hands went behind his neck as he pulled his shirt up and off his body, revealing an impressive display of muscles and tattoos. I had to lift a hand and check for drool. He was that hot. I’d never seen so many muscles outside of a gym in my life. He was built and bulging and…I sighed. Gorgeous. I wanted to trace all those ridges with my tongue. I wanted to lick every square inch of his body. He was just so perfect.

  “Your turn, kitten.”

  I snapped my gaze back to Bam’s face and my body burned at the glint in his eyes. In a few moments it’d be his eyes eating up me in all my pasty, scrawny glory. “Um, how about you go again? We’re still even in the stripping wars. But I went first last time, so I think you should take off more.”

  I closed my eyes in embarrassment at the babbling that poured out of my mouth. Why couldn’t I be smooth at this? Where was my brain when I needed it? On permanent vacation, apparently.

  My eyes snapped open as I felt the bed heave with Bam’s movement. I found him standing next to the bed, his eyes locked on my face. And then with no ado he unsnapped his jeans and shucked them down his legs. His tight, royal blue boxer briefs left little for him to hide behind. It was all there outlined in all its large and anatomically correct glory.

  I bit my lip as I couldn’t help but stare. All my earlier fears rose up again. There was no way in hell that that thing would ever fit. Oh God. Oh God.

  “Shit, that was probably a mistake,” Bam muttered. “You’re all back to wide eyes and biting your lip again. You really need to learn to relax, kitten.”

  “Easy for you to say. That thing isn’t going to—” I waved in the direction of his boxer briefs and flinched when his cock moved. “Oh God.”

  Bam chuckled huskily. “Sorry, he’s got a mind of his own.”

  I groaned and closed my eyes. I felt so silly and ridiculous and completely out of my depth. My whole body burned with my embarrassment.

  “Aww, baby. Relax.” Bam crawled up the bed, straddling me so he could nuzzle at my neck. “We won’t get there until you’re ready, and I know you’re not right now. You have to have at least two orgasms before we get anywhere near that part of the show.”

  “Two orgasms?” I murmured back. I was having a hard time concentrating because Bam was doing this thing with his tongue. Gah. He traveled up my neck and nibbled on my earlobe. His breath was harsh as he panted against me. I let go of my fears and hung onto his back while goosebumps warred with throbbing erogenous zones.

  “You have no idea how gorgeous you look sprawled out on my bed.” Bam crooned into my ear. “All that blond hair and your swollen lips. I could spend a lifetime looking at you and not get my fill.”

  I melted into the mattress. He was so sweet and gorgeous and just so freaking swoony. I swear he could probably make me
come with only his words when he whispered like that.

  “But then you add these babies into the mix, and fuck me.” Bam plumped my left breast in his hand while his thumb teased the aching tip. “They’re just so fucking perfect.”

  Bam lost his eloquent words as he buried his face between my breasts. I laughed and threaded a hand through his hair and held him. After giving my slight cleavage a smacking kiss, he turned his head and captured one of my nipples between his lips. He tugged slightly then laved attention on my aching tip with his tongue. I groaned and held onto his hair a bit tighter. Bam hummed in the back of his throat as he nipped and licked my nipple. It only took a moment for me to feel an answering throb between my thighs.

  I groaned and moved my legs restlessly. It was at that point I noticed that Bam had a hand between my legs. I’d been so lost in the sensations he was evoking in my body I hadn’t noticed he’d moved. While he was using one hand to prop himself up next to me, his other was currently buried between my thighs. I opened my mouth to say something—no doubt biting and brilliant—when I broke off with a moan. His clever thumb had found that bundle of nerves between my legs. Between his lips and tongue on my breast and his hand between my legs, I couldn’t hold a coherent thought. Instead I just lay there and felt.

  Bam continued to gently tease my clit, stroking the edges with a soft touch. It was so different compared to when I was alone and touching myself. He got me closer to the edge so much faster. In moments I was climbing toward the pinnacle. I arched my hips toward his clever hand, silently urging him for more. Then he simultaneously bit my nipple as he flicked my clit, and I broke. Wave after wave of sexual release coursed through my body, and still Bam kept softly petting my clit. An aftershock shook through me, and I had to roll away to escape Bam’s provoking touch.

  In the distance I heard some rustling as Bam left me to my orgasm and did something else on the other side of the bed. To be honest, I didn’t really care. Short of a building-wide fire, nothing was going get my gelatinous body in motion. I couldn’t move even if I wanted to.

  Once my heartbeat lost its frantic pace, I managed to roll myself onto my back, and I stretched languidly.

  Bam propped himself up on an elbow at my side and smiled down at me. “Ready for round two?”

  Chapter 14

  Amber

  I snorted. “I’m ready for a nap, maybe. I don’t think I have any more left in me.”

  “Oh, you have more. We’ve only skimmed the surface.” Bam leaned down and brushed a gentle kiss against my lips. “But while you’re all relaxed and agreeable, let’s get rid of the rest of your clothes.”

  I blinked down at the lower half of my body and sure enough, I was still wearing my pants and panties. Bam hopped off the bed, his cock jutting straight out from his body. He was naked. My eyes slammed shut in mortification.

  Until I felt a tugging at my heels.

  Opening my eyes, I locked gazes with Bam—mine no doubt filled with chagrin while his sparkled with humor. In seconds he had my yoga pants and panties pulled off my legs and tossed somewhere over his shoulder. I didn’t know because I couldn’t look away from the new light in Bam’s eyes. I was completely naked now, and Bam was free to look his fill. Which he did. My body burned as though I could feel his gaze as he raked his eyes up my body. They finally rested on my pussy, and I felt an answering throb between my legs.

  Bam’s eyes were hot as he crawled up the bed, pushing my legs apart so he could rest between them. “Fuck me, kitten. You are a goddamn work of art.”

  I groaned and buried my face in my hands. I jumped as I felt the soft caress along the seam of my pussy. “Bam, I don’t know about this.”

  Bam groaned low in his throat. “Do you trust me?”

  My hands fell away from my face, and I looked into his gentle eyes. “Yes. I trust you completely, Bam.”

  A fire flickered in his eyes and more than anything in that moment, I wanted to kiss him and reassure him that he was enough, and that I wanted to be with him.

  “Then trust me enough with this. I’ll take care of you.” He paused and waited for my nod of acceptance, then he smiled deviously. “If it helps, you can always just lie back and think of France.”

  I opened my mouth to correct him, but could only sigh as his deft fingers teased the seam of my pussy. He ran a finger up and down, gathering moisture as he went. A second later his tongue joined the party, and I almost lost it. I bit back the giggle burning to get out and took a few deep breaths to relax. Every book I’d read and chick flick I’d seen made me think that this was an epic deal—some men couldn’t be bothered to go down on their girl. The last thing I wanted to do was laugh at Bam and ruin the moment. Still my sense of giddiness was hard to shake. That might have something to do with the fact that this hot, gorgeous, caring guy was staring up at a place only my doctor had been before. I felt vulnerable and worried he wouldn’t like it. That he wouldn’t like me. I didn’t want to let him down. I wanted to be enough for this amazing man.

  Bam went slow. His tongue and fingers slowly relaxing me until I could only concentrate on the amazing emotions he was evoking inside me, and my giddiness and worries melted away. His fingers traced a path up and down, pausing at the apex to tease my clit, then wandering down to trace the opening of my vagina. Back and forth he went as my pulse picked up. Finally, on his next downstroke, his finger slowly pierced the opening of my pussy. I gasped as his thick digit pressed my tender flesh open. While his tongue continued to flicker against my clit, he slowly slid his finger in and out. In seconds, the combination of sensations had my pulse racing as I built toward my second orgasm. My breath left me in shuddering gasps while Bam teased me.

  A few seconds later I felt a new fullness as a second finger pressed inside me. I didn’t like it. It felt like too much. Then Bam’s tongue flickered against my clit just before I felt a sharp nip there. My muscles tightened, and I broke. My body shook uncontrollably as a volcano of sensation ripped through me. Blinding white light flashed beneath my eyelids, and I groaned. Bam continued to lick at my pussy until I had to roll away from him to escape the exquisite torture.

  But I didn’t get far because his fingers were still locked deep inside me.

  His body hugged my back as he slowly slid his fingers out of me. Unable to control it, I felt my pussy grasp his digits, silently urging them to remain. Bam groaned against the back of my neck. I heard some more rustling behind me, but for the second time that night I was too lost in my bliss to focus on what Bam was doing.

  I squealed in surprise as Bam rolled me none too gently onto my back, then loomed over me.

  “If I don’t get inside that sweet pussy, I’m gonna lose it.” Bam muttered as he rolled a condom onto his large length.

  There were plenty of places for me to look—anywhere but his large cock—but I couldn’t help myself. It was right there out in the open, and in moments would be pushing itself inside me. His cock was every bit as large as the rest of him. And honestly the first one I’d ever seen live and in person.

  “Relax, kitten. We’ll take it slow. Go at your pace.” Bam murmured as he no doubt saw the fear in my eyes. “You were made to take me inside you. We’ll fit. Now take a deep breath.”

  “Yeah, that’s not going to work for me.” I giggled nervously. “Do you think maybe we could just cuddle? Or I could jack you off? I’ll let you come all over my breasts.”

  Bam’s lips quirked with a half-smile. “We’ll circle back to that one. I might’ve pictured that a time or two in the shower. But right now, I wanna feel your legs wrapped around me and your tight cunt grasping me.”

  Something about the husky way he said that word made my insides quiver in a completely yummy way. But I still felt apprehensive. His large, condom-covered cock bobbed threateningly in front of me. I bit my lip and whispered, “I don’t know, Bam.”

  His hungr
y expression gentled as he reached out and brushed the hair off my forehead with a gentle hand. “It’s going to be okay, kitten. We can wait if you’re not ready.” His smile looked a little pained. “There’s plenty of other fantasies we can knock out in the meantime.”

  I shook my head determinedly. “No, I’m sorry. I want to be with you. It’s just—can we go slow? You’re just so…And I’m…”

  Bam leaned down and gave me a soft, sweet kiss. Then he feathered a few pecks down my jaw to my neck and down my chest. In between kisses, he muttered. “You’re not ready. There’s nothing wrong with that. I told you I’m in this for the long haul. We’ll wait until you are. Ready.”

  His large body covered me, but he kept his weight braced with his arms against the bed on either side of me. I was safe and protected and still so turned on. It didn’t help that when he kissed his way down to my breasts, he groaned low in his throat like he’d found exactly what he was looking for and didn’t want to leave. His cock throbbed hotly against my thigh, reminding me of Bam’s earlier impatience. Despite the hunger he no doubt felt, he’d rather see to my needs—again—than try to sweet-talk me into sex.

  I fought back tears. I couldn’t let my fear control everything in my life. I’d let it rule me too much this last year. I was strong, and I wanted to do this. I wanted Bam. After one more shaky, deep breath, I reached down and grasped his hard, turgid length in my hand.

  “Uh, Amber?” Bam asked as he released a shaky breath of his own.

  “Hmmm?” His condom-covered cock was sticky, and I really wanted to feel the heat of his skin, find out if it was as soft and hard at the same time as I’ve always heard, but the latex covering prevented me from feeling it myself. Spreading my thighs open, I slowly guided him toward my opening.