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Complete Nonsense

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by Mervyn Peake

What ish it that makesh you jealoush

  To behold me shatishfied?

  Give me a long sword that glittersh

  And a drove of burnished fliesh.

  Theshe will waft me into regionsh

  Coveted in Paradishe.

  Give me a blue pinnacle

  That shtabsh into a shky of flowersh

  And I’ll revel in a cool

  Transhendanshy for hoursh and hoursh.

  Give me theshe cold fwend, ’n’ bwiefly

  I shall never need a bwide.

  Theshe are what I long for, chiefly –

  Theshe would leave me shatishfied.

  ‘Do you appreshiate its shadnesh?’ said Swelter interrupting his own song and peering down into the clouds.

  Give me the autumnal weather,

  Sho that I can gwieve a bit!

  Give me a red woollen feather

  (I have heard you weave a bit.)

  Give me food ’n’ drink ’n’ fun

  ’N’ a table with no legs –

  Let me have a tweakle bun

  Eff’ry morning wif my eggs!

  Give me theshe, cold fwend, & really

  There’ll be nuffing I’m denied –

  Theshe neshessitiesh would clearly

  Leave me more than shatishfied.

  Yet, if you were bent on shtaving

  Off my qualms of hollow dearth –

  If I knew that you were cwaving

  To ashist my second birth –

  I would ashk you, very shimply –

  And my voice would frill with pwide,

  For a shmall ’n’ freckled onion

  Shtranded by the ebbing tide.

  Give me thish! Cold shir! I promish

  I will treat it well, I cried –

  Such a gift would leave me shpeechlesh

  And my yearningsh shatishfied.

  Swelter was sagging in upon himself like something that folds itself up for the night. The words dragged on:

  I will wear it ash a pendant

  Calloush fwend ’n’ iron willed,

  I would be in the ashendant

  Fwend! Cold fwend, I’d be fulfilled!

  Yet I shee you haven’t altered,

  You are shtill ash cold as ice

  In that cashe (and here I falters)

  I shall have to pway the price.

  Since you will not undershtand me

  (Barren twee, unfructified,

  Such am I!) when you could hand me

  All, and make me shatishfied

  If I waive the final item

  Adamantine shir! ’n’ hide

  My emoshions when I mish it

  Dangling at my naked shide –

  Shir! cold shir, if you could give me

  What I asked for firshtly, I’d

  Be for effermore your debtor

  And be oh sho shatishfied –

  Jusht perhapsh a few flamingoesh

  ’N’ the waishtcoat gween ’n’ bwown –

  ’N’ a shmall, shea-worthy pashte-boat

  I can shtick to… as… I… dwown.

  (November 1940)

  From Figures of Speech. The Key to the drawing is on p. 234.

  I Cannot Simply Stand and Watch

  I cannot simply stand and watch

  A man of fourteen stone

  Skinning his wife upon the sly

  And thinking he’s alone.

  I always go straight up to him

  And take away his knife,

  Then looking in his eyes I say

  ‘Why must you skin your wife?’

  On nine times out of every ten

  Two tears start from his eyes,

  And if he’s really genuine

  He follows them with sighs

  And then a kind of plaintive groan

  Wracks his whole body through

  Which makes me give him back his knife

  And say ‘Go friend, and skin your wife

  I see your point of view.’

  (November 1940)

  Upon the Summit of a Hill

  Upon the summit of a hill

  A bison sat alone

  And from his hairy breast came forth

  The sweetest moan.

  Around him flowed the evening air

  That ruffled his abundant hair.

  (November 1940)

  Come, Sit Beside Me Dear, He Said

  ‘Come, sit beside me dear,’ he said,

  ‘And tell me why you languish.’

  The tears that started from my eyes

  Were eloquent, and his surprise

  Showed clearly that he understood

  My spirit was in anguish.

  ‘I am a most ambrosial man,’

  He said, ‘So you can tell me

  Exactly what your trouble is

  For I am versed in mysteries,

  And I will help you if I can.

  What is it that befell thee?’

  I sat, as I was bid, beside

  The confidential stranger.

  ‘O nothing has befallen me,’

  I said, as I looked up to see

  The kind of face he had, for I’d

  No wish to be in danger.

  He had a tiger’s face, for which

  I wasn’t quite prepared,

  And when he saw that I had seen

  What I had seen, his face I mean,

  He uttered a tigerian cry

  And every tooth was bared.

  What with the sorrow of my own

  And then the disillusion!

  That such a dear, soft spoken thing

  Should be a beast about to spring –

  I must confess my marrow-bone

  Was covered with confusion.

  I did so want to bare my heart

  To someone mild as Moses

  And my advice is this, that you

  Should watch the face that speaks to you

  Before it even speaks, and make

  A thorough diagnosis.

  No never listen first, then look

  But always look, then listen

  If you can trust the countenance –

  If not, regain your feet and bounce

  Across each forest field or brook

  Away from what has talked to you

  As fast as you can hasten.

  No one has ever heard the woe

  And travail that I suffered.

  But now, with no solidity

  I’m just a memory to me

  And I could kill myself to know

  What easy prey I offered.

  As you have guessed, that gentleman

  Has thrived on my nutrition.

  He’s eaten me, and I am dead,

  But do remember what I’ve said:

  A gentle voice may be misplaced

  With a gross disposition.

  (c. 1940)

  From Figures of Speech. The Key to the drawing is on p. 234.

  Deliria

  I watched a camel sit astride

  A rainbow in the Spring.

  His eyes and legs were crossed; his hide

  Was of the finest string.

  The rainbow light upon his twine

  Had set it all aglow

  With pride and tinctures as divine

  As one could wish to know.

  He edged along the slender arc,

  And then he rolled his eyes.

  Below him the sepulchral dark

  Surged through his hairy thighs;

  Then, most precariously, I saw

  Him stretch his length; his Vast

  Expensive humps swung idly, for

  He used elastoplast.

  Ah, how precariously! he lay

  Full length upon his hide,

  While on his face such smiles made play,

  As switch from side to side.

  And then – he sang! but as his voice

  Was very far removed,

  I first mistook it for the noise

  Of those whom once
I loved.

  ‘Deliria! Deliria!’

  (What else could sound so sweet?)

  ‘Deliria! Deliria!’

  I heard the voice repeat.

  ‘Deliria! Deliria!’

  The haunting message came;

  But I had hoped he’d tell me more

  Than just my Christian name.

  ‘Deliria! Deliria!’

  Oh I grew desperate –

  To hear my name, and hear no more,

  So I screamed out ‘Repeat

  My Christian name once more to me

  And I shall scorn you there,

  And leave you, and go home to tea,

  And brush my yellow hair.

  And read my books, and never see

  Or think of you again!’

  I gulped, and gripped a nearby tree,

  And waited in the rain.

  Then through the April air, I stole

  Another glance – he sat

  Bolt upright on the rainbow; all

  My hopes were based on that.

  (1944)

  The Sunlight Lies Upon the Fields

  The sunlight lies upon the fields

  It lies upon the trees

  It lies upon the hills and clouds

  And on the flowers and fleas.

  It lies on everything it can,

  For that is how it’s made.

  And it would lie on me, except

  That I am in the shade.

  (1944)

  Mine Was the One

  Mine was the One. Mine was the two;

  Mine was the three and four:

  And I would even say that she

  Rose up to seven or more.

  But she is dead; the trumpeteer

  Could not agree with her,

  For he was twice as much as she

  Could have accounted for.

  ‘Alack! alay! Alay, alack!

  Pass me the wine; I think

  The hour has come for men like me

  To swim into the drink.’

  He swam for many years; his friends

  Last saw him thrashing far

  Into those moonlit waves that freeze

  Along the polar bar.

  The thunder rolls across lit seas,

  That bubble at the brim,

  And he is swimming still, unless

  A shark has eaten him.

  (1944)

  From Figures of Speech. The Key to the drawing is on p. 234.

  From Figures of Speech. The Key to the drawing is on p. 234.

  The Threads of Thought Are Not for Me

  The threads of thought are not for me

  But cotton ones I love,

  The sort that stretch too high below,

  And far too low above.

  It is a case of nutriment

  (A fallacy of course)

  But why waste your accoutrement

  On someone else’s horse?

  The bridle and the reins are yours,

  (And most expensive too)

  The needle-work, a hideous red,

  The saddle, black-and-blue.

  It was a most ambrosial job

  (The riding of the beast)

  Especially through a brandy mob

  Led by a whisky priest.

  Yet all this while, the rankling thought

  Keeps rankling in my mind

  Why suffer a promiscuous Thread

  To stretch so far behind?

  (1944)

  Come Husband! Come, and Ply the Trade

  She.

  Come Husband! Come, and ply the trade

  Your father handed down –

  I’ve heard you say your brains were made

  For more than half-a-crown.

  He.

  You flatter me, but I am weary

  Of my father’s trade;

  And now he’s dead, I’m really very

  Happy I’m afraid!

  She.

  Come come! you cannot so dispose

  Of all your father’s toil

  To build a business, goodness knows

  He left it on the boil.

  He.

  I know, I know – but I prefer

  To forge my own career –

  So leave me if you please, or stir

  My coffee for me dear.

  She.

  You always were pig-headed – you

  He loved and stinted for!

  Unkind and thoughtless husband! who

  D’you think he minted for?

  He.

  For me of course. But don’t you see

  I’m made for something more

  Than ‘Use a rubber housemaid, we

  Will bring her to your door.’

  From Figures of Speech. The Key to the drawing is on p. 234.

  She.

  Conceited and ungrateful spouse,

  I’m tired to death of you.

  And what is more I hate this house

  You built and brought me to.

  He.

  And you forget, sweet Irritant,

  That everything about you

  Reminds me that I might have spent

  The last twelve years without you.

  Your pear shaped head, your crimson ears,

  Your eyes like bits of glass,

  Your frocks cut out with garden shears

  Your tooth of burnished brass.

  She.

  And you forget, there comes a point

  When insults cease to give

  Effect, and your abuse disjoints

  What arguments you have.

  (1944)

  How Good It Is to Be Alone (1)

  How good it is to be alone

  With uncles and with aunts,

  With nephews on the telephone

  And nieces dressed like plants.

  How welcome is this solitude,

  With grandpa on the tray

  And grandma being deaf and rude

  At any time of day.

  How porous and how recondite

  Are peaceful days and slow.

  I love my relatives to fight

  For half an hour or so.

  But though my thoughts are chiefly tied

  To homely things and mild

  I have a somewhat grimmer side,

  That must be reconciled.

  For sometimes, at the breathless crack

  Of midnight I arise,

  And floating limply on my back

  I startle the wide eyes

  Of relatives convulsed with cramp

  To see my body wheeling

  So limply round and round each lamp

  That dangles from each ceiling.

  Then down I swoop, all bonelessly,

  And as they bridle up,

  I strike them quiltwards with the cry

  Of a shrill buttercup.

  Ah yes! but only now and then,

  When, just to vaunt my pride

  And prove myself to be a man

  Who has ‘another side’.

  For mostly I sit all alone

  With uncles and with aunts

  And nephews on the telephone

  And nieces dressed like plants.

  (1944)

  How Good It Is to Be Alone (2)

  How good it is to be alone

  With uncles, and with aunts

  Both underdone and overgrown

  And dressed like Indian plants.

  How welcome is the solitude

  With grandpa on the tray,

  And grandma being pink and rude

  At any time of day.

  How porous and how recondite

  Are peaceful days and slow

  ‘Dear children won’t you scratch and bite

  An extra hour or so.’

  Sequestered in a chair of green

  With Homer on my knee,

  Sweet Relatives, I’ve never been

  So full of Love for Thee.

  (1944)

  From Figures of Speech.
The Key to the drawing is on p. 234.

  Upon My Golden Backbone

  Upon my golden backbone

  I float like any cork,

  That hasn’t yet been washed ashore

  Or swallowed by a shark.

  I never seem to want to snarl

  In jungles all day long –

  I’ve been so much upon my back

  My legs aren’t very strong.

  It’s all because a Pelican

  I didn’t eat one day,

  Decided to look after me

  That I behave this way.

  And so, while Other Tigers slink

  From tree… to tree… to tree,

  I lie upon my back, and blink,

  In Aqueous Ecstasy.

  (1944)

  All Over the Lilac Brine!

  Around the shores of the Arrogant Isles,

  Where the Cat-fish bask and purr,

  And lick their paws with adhesive smiles,

  And wriggle their fins of fur,

  With my wife in a dress of mustard-and-cress,

  On a table of rare design,

  We skim and we fly, ’neath a fourpenny sky,

  All over the lilac brine.

  (1944)

  The Sunlight Falls Upon the Grass

 

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