Romance Classics

by Peggy Gaddis

  “I hate to lose you, Claire,” said Mrs. Webb gently. “You are a fine nurse, and if ever you want to come back, we’ll be glad to have you.”

  Claire murmured her thanks hastily and was glad to escape.

  Chapter Four

  The next twenty-four hours were so crowded that when Claire went aboard the big freighter at Jacksonville, she had the dazed feeling that she was living in a dream from which she must surely awake soon and find that she and Rick were still members of the staff of Chatworth Memorial. The hours had been little more than a blur, and when she climbed the gangplank of the ship and followed the short, chunky steward down the companionway to a tiny cabin, she felt that all she wanted to do was crawl into the narrow but comfortable-looking bed and sleep for days.

  Other passengers, who had sailed with the freighter from its home port of Boston, had gone ashore for the few hours of loading and unloading cargo, and as Claire leaned against the deck railing, looking down at the wharf, they began to straggle back, smiling tentatively at her as they passed on their way to their own quarters.

  A man came striding down the deck with an air of authority that told Claire, new to ocean-going as she was, that he was probably the captain. She turned, managing a faint smile, as he paused beside her.

  “Well, hello,” he greeted her, his very good-looking face, bronzed by sea and sun, making his teeth look even whiter as he smiled at her. “You must be the new passenger. I knew we were picking one up here, but I didn’t dare hope she’d be young and beautiful.”

  The man’s good looks were spectacular, his charm so obvious that Claire felt herself freeze up. After the stunning good looks and charm of Rick Massey she felt she never wanted to see another handsome man as long as she lived.

  “I’m Claire Frazier,” she told him coldly. “Miss Dawson had booked passage, but she is ill and sent me along in her place.”

  “I’m Curt Wayne, second officer.” The man smiled at her. “I haven’t met Miss Dawson, but I feel sure the Highland Queen is in luck, with you to replace her.”

  Claire’s head went up and her eyes were cold.

  “That’s very kind of you, Mr. Wayne,” she said.

  For a moment, obviously puzzled by her hostility, he studied her and then, frowning, turned to the gangplank as two women hurried up it, the one in front scolding the one who followed.

  “Oh, there you are, Curt dear,” said the woman who led the way, and gave him an enchanting smile. “Nora dawdled, so I was afraid you’d sail without us. I think the wretched girl would have been pleased if you had.”

  Curt laughed and offered his hand to help the woman down to the deck.

  “Oh, we’d never have sailed without you, Mrs. Barclay, or your charming daughter,” he said. And Claire wondered if it was only in her ears that the mockery sounded, as he held his hand out to the younger woman, who carefully avoided it and jumped down to the deck unaided.

  “Aren’t you sweet?” Mrs. Barclay cooed, and glanced at Claire with blue eyes that chilled. “Oh, do we have a new passenger?”

  “Mrs. Barclay, may I present Miss Frazier, who has just come aboard? And Miss Barclay, Miss Frazier.” Curt’s manner was as gracious and pleasant as though they stood in some formal drawing room.

  “How do you do, Mrs. Barclay?” said Claire formally.

  Mrs. Barclay made a gay little gesture of disclaimer.

  “Oh, dear, not ‘Mrs. Barclay’ — shipboard is so informal,” she protested. “Since we are all going to be together so long, why shouldn’t we just begin by using first names? Mine’s Vera, and my spoiled, naughty girl is Nora.”

  Clara managed a smile and said, “And I’m Claire.”

  If Curt Wayne had been an unpleasant reminder of Rick Massey’s spectacular good looks, then Vera Barclay was a most unpleasant reminder of Elaine Crossett. She had the same carefully tended beauty, though Vera’s hair was ruddy-gold and she was obviously older than Elaine; the same gaily coquettish air. A born man-hunter, Claire told herself grimly while they all chatted politely for a few minutes, and heaven help the man who didn’t want to be hunted!

  Nora was about eighteen, Claire decided as the girl stood sullenly aside, taking no part in the bright chit-chat between Curt and Vera. Her eyes were more gray than blue and her hair was plain carrot-red; she was plump and awkward-looking and her thin cotton dress clung in all the wrong places. Vera was smartly dressed, beautifully and deftly made-up, not quite as tall as Nora and with curves in all the right places.

  Nora said suddenly, her tone sullen, “I’m going downstairs, Mother.”

  Without waiting for a word from Vera, she turned and strode down the deck, and Vera looked after her, sighing and shaking her head.

  “My poor, poor baby,” she mourned, and fluttered her eyelashes at Curt appealingly. “She didn’t want to come on this trip, but I simply had to get her away from that awful boy! A mere nobody — an oaf! But I’m afraid the baby hates her poor Mommie for insisting on this trip!”

  Claire studied her curiously, wondering if any man could be simple enough to admire her. Looking up at Curt, she saw that he definitely did, and excused herself for a turn about the deck. As she walked away she heard Vera’s light, musical laugh and set her teeth hard, walking faster to escape the sound.

  As she turned along the deck, past the bridge, she collided violently with a small, slight man whose thin white hair was ruffled by the breeze and who was buttoned snugly inside a coat that seemed much too large for him and too heavy for the mildness of the day, even on the water.

  She reached out swiftly, caught the slight figure and steadied it as she smiled with warm apology.

  “I’m terribly sorry. That was very clumsy of me!”

  The man smiled at her, his eyes watering a little behind his eyeglasses, his face ruddy with the wind, as he settled his hat more firmly on his head.

  “It’s quite all right, dear lady.” He gave her a slight, old-fashioned bow, and his eyes were warm and friendly. “The fault was mine, I’m sure. I’m new to ships, and I have a bad habit of wandering about absent-mindedly. You’re new with us, aren’t you? I do hope you haven’t been confined to your cabin with seasickness since we left port?”

  Claire laughed. “Oh, no, I just came aboard,” she told him, and added, “I’m new to ships too. This is my first ocean voyage!”

  The man beamed happily. “Dear me, then perhaps we can be of service to each other. This voyage is the realization of a lifelong dream. I can scarcely believe I’m really here. And if I’ve enjoyed it so much, just coming down from Boston, what will it be like when we go through the Panama Canal, and then Hawaii and the Orient?”

  “I shall be leaving the ship in Honolulu,” Claire told him. “I’m going to visit my parents there.”

  “Oh, you’ll miss some of the best part of the trip,” protested the man. “I’ve been reading up on the ports where we are going. Of course, one of the charms of a freighter cruise is that you are never quite sure where you are going or when you’ll get there. Sometimes, I understand, the captain gets an order to pick up cargo in some port not on the itinerary. I think that’s fascinating, don’t you?”

  “I suppose so, unless you’re in a hurry — ”

  “Oh, but, dear lady, if you are in a hurry you should never take a freighter,” he protested earnestly. “Freighters are for people who want to take a vacation, a rest cure, get away from all the rush and bustle and hurly-burly of our much too modern world. Surely you must have realized that before you booked passage?”

  “I didn’t book passage,” Claire explained carefully. “That was done by a patient of mine, who has a broken leg and is unable to travel — ”

  The little man looked swiftly about him and said very softly, “You are a nurse? An RN?”

  Puzzled at his manner, Claire said, “Why, yes, but — ”

  “Let me advise you, my dear! Don’t let anybody aboard know that!” His was the tone of a conspirator, and Claire, more puzzled than eve
r, stared at him.

  “I can assure you,” she said curtly, “nurses are accepted in even the most polite society. I see no reason why one should be snubbed aboard a freighter!”

  The little man was so distressed he seemed on the point of tears.

  “Oh, my dear young lady!” he protested anxiously. “How very clumsy of me — and you completely misunderstand me! I didn’t mean to infer — Heavens, what a clumsy fool I am! I was only warning you that since the freighter carries twelve passengers, and neither a doctor nor an RN, the fact that you are a nurse may mean you’ll be bothered by people who want to discuss their ailments and get free advice. I do hope you understand now why I said you shouldn’t let them know you were an RN.”

  His distress was so acute, so appealing and so deeply sincere that Claire laughed forgivingly.

  “You must forgive me for being edgy,” she said gently. “Yes, of course I understand now what you meant.”

  The little man beamed happily.

  “I’m so glad,” he said, and looked it. And there was suddenly a merry twinkle in his faded eyes. “You’ll be perfectly safe with me, young lady. I had a complete physical before I came aboard, and all the necessary injections — shots, I believe they are called — and I have a complete supply of first aid medicines. So you needn’t be afraid I’ll take advantage of your training to ask you to prescribe for me.”

  Claire, liking the little man more each moment, leaned towards him and said confidentially, “It would be a pleasure, any time, though I hope you won’t need it.”

  The little man beamed happily.

  “Oh, I’m sure I won’t,” he told her eagerly. “Of course, I was a bit seasick until we got past the Cape. It was very rough. I’d always heard that Cape Hatteras was a rough passage, and the weather was very bad, but I really think I brought it on myself, worrying about it and dreading it, you know. But the weather will be improving from now on, and I seem to have regained my sea legs.”

  “I’m so glad.”

  “I don’t think the captain likes it very much when any of the passengers is unable to be at the table for meals,” he said cheerfully. “The freighter lines claim they don’t make any money on us — the passengers, you know. In fact, they claim they lose money on us. But they carry us for the crew’s morale.”

  Claire looked puzzled, and he explained eagerly:

  “I suppose they do get a bit bored and on each other’s nerves on these long trips, so it’s nice for them to see other people not connected with the ship except as passengers. That does sound rather logical, doesn’t it?”

  Claire laughed. “It does, at that. I’ll try very hard not to miss any meals, lest the crew’s morale suffers.”

  “I’m sure seeing you in the dining salon three times a day would be very uplifting for anyone’s morale,” the little man told her with old-fashioned but quite sincere gallantry. “Oh, I’m being very rude; I’m Major Lesley, and I do hope I’m not boring you?”

  “I’m Claire Frazier, and you aren’t boring me a bit!” she assured him promptly. “You see, this trip came so unexpectedly; a week ago, the last thing in the world I would ever have dreamed was that I’d be aboard ship en route to Honolulu by now. So you must tell me about the things I should know.”

  Members of the crew, busy with their task of getting the big freighter down-river to the sea, glanced at them with friendly interest, and Claire smiled at them and saw some of the dark faces light up.

  “Yes,” murmured Major Lesley, eyes atwinkle, “you are going to be very good for the crew’s morale. Just what the shipping lines ordered, I’m sure!”

  Claire laughed. “Oh, but there’s a lady aboard I’m sure will do a great deal more for their morale than I could!”

  Oddly enough, Major Lesley’s gaiety faded and his gray brows were drawn together in a slight scowl.

  “Mrs. Barclay, you mean — the vivacious and charming Vera.” There was a faint note of disapproval in his voice, and he looked up at Claire suddenly. “I have the oddest possible feeling that I’ve seen her before.”

  “I wouldn’t worry about that, Major,” Claire told him quietly. “There are a great many women scattered about the world who are as like her as peas in a pod. She’s by no means unique, though I’m sure she’d hate me if she knew I said that.”

  Major Lesley nodded thoughtfully, his brows still drawn.

  “Yes, of course it must be that,” he admitted with a relief that Claire found puzzling. “I must have seen someone who resembles her. “I’d hate to think it was anything else.”

  “Then don’t, Major!” Claire urged him gently. “If it’s a disturbing memory, then throw it away. You don’t want to spoil your trip with a puzzle like that.”

  “No, you’re quite right, I don’t,” he agreed with relief. “It’s just that in my former profession I was known for a rather phenomenal memory for faces and names. But I’m retired now, so I don’t have to keep on remembering if I don’t want to, do I?”

  “Of course you don’t,” Claire assured him, and smiled as they stood leaning against the railing, watching the landscape across the river slip past them as the Highland Queen set forth on her journey.

  Chapter Five

  The travel agent had assured Claire that informal dress was all that was required aboard a freighter like the Highland Queen, but when she entered the dining salon that evening, wearing a well-cut but not new sheer wool dress of brown-gold, her eyes widened as she saw Vera and Nora. They were in full formal attire, Vera’s a filmy blue chiffon that would have looked better on a girl as young as Nora, while Nora wore a dark green sheath that only highlighted the carrot color of her hair and her freckles.

  The steward smiled at Claire as he bowed her to her place at the captain’s table, and Curt Wayne, standing with the other men, made the introduction.

  “Miss Frazier, Captain Rodolfson,” said Curt pleasantly. “Replacing Miss Dawson, who originally booked the passage but has suffered an accident and was unable to join us.”

  Captain Rodolfson, a big, grizzled man in his late fifties who was about to burst out of his white uniform, which had obviously been tailored for him when he was twenty pounds lighter, acknowledged the introduction, growled something that could have been mistaken for a welcome, and returned to his dinner.

  It was Curt Wayne who performed the introductions to the rest of the passengers. There were two couples who had obviously established friendly relations when they first boarded the ship at Boston. Both women were plump, middle-aged, cheerful; both husbands in their middle fifties, bearing the unmistakable stamp of men who had done well in their businesses and who were now retired. They were Mr. and Mrs. Burke from Milwaukee and Mr. and Mrs. Hennessy from Connecticut, but which was which Claire decided to leave until further acquaintance with them.

  “I believe you have already met Mrs. Barclay and Miss Barclay,” Curt said, and Vera gave Claire a dazzling but measuring smile, while Nora scarcely looked up from her plate. “And Major Lesley — ”

  Major Lesley gave Claire his little, old-fashioned bow and beamed.

  “Oh, we’ve met, thank you,” he said happily.

  There were three other men, as different in appearance as it would be possible to imagine. They had just one thing in common — they were obviously not interested in a lone female passenger who had just joined the party. The twelfth passenger was a man in his middle twenties: sullen-looking, withdrawn, who barely glanced at Claire, nodded indifferently and went back to his dinner.

  Mrs. Burke and Mrs. Hennessy were seated on either side of the captain, and their efforts to draw him into their gay and friendly chatter were hopeful but not unduly so. Listening to them as they chattered about their trip ashore at Jacksonville while the ship took on and disgorged cargo, Claire told herself she could understand the captain’s refusal to be drawn into conversation with them. Their husbands were exchanging the kind of man-talk two men retired from business who had met for the first time could be expected to exch
ange.

  Curt Wayne was at the foot of the table, and on his left Vera was being very vivacious, dropping her voice now and then to an intimate murmur as she leaned toward him and laughed gaily. Nora plowed her way stolidly through the excellent dinner with an appetite that matched that of the young man who sat to her left.

  Surveying her fellow passengers, Claire was grateful that she had already struck up an acquaintance with Major Lesley. She could see no one else who offered any possibility of being a companion who could add to her enjoyment of the voyage.

  Enjoyment! The word struck at her with unleashed claws, and for a moment she felt slightly sick. How could she expect to enjoy anything when the shadow of Rick’s jilting was so black around her? It had all happened so suddenly, without a moment’s warning, that she was still dazed and confused by it.

  She drew a deep, hard breath, fighting with everything within her against the desolate feeling that swept over her, feeling tears clogging her throat, despising herself that she could so poorly control her emotions.

  “Here,” murmured a voice beside her, and a hand slid a bottle of horseradish before her. “The stuff’s not so bad if you put enough of this on it to kill the taste.”

  Startled, Claire turned her head and discovered the morose young man seated beside her, and her color deepened.

  “Oh, thank you, I don’t need that. The food is delicious,” she said faintly.

  “So why aren’t you eating it, then?” asked the man, his eyes dark and sullen.

  “Because I’m not really hungry,” she answered with spirit. “I had a late lunch in Jacksonville.”

  “Not feeling the motion, are you?” he probed dryly.

  “The motion?”

  He grinned so unexpectedly that she was startled by the transformation it made in his lean, homely face.