What was supposed to be a quick shower turned into a forty minute performance. After rubbing his soap slicked hands all over my body he proceeded to fuck me against the shower wall. The power of his thrust so strong I pulled out a few strands of his hair. After bring me to two mind-blowing orgasms he bent me over and coerced my body to a third orgasm before finally letting go and exploding deep inside me. After drying me off he wrapped me in a fresh towel and carried me to his king size bed. We cuddle in the middle of the huge bed falling asleep within minutes.
I turn in his arm to face him. At rest he looks a lot younger then the stressed out, globetrotting rock-star he usually personifies. Right now he’s just Brayden. My incredibly sexy, fun and let not forget kinky boyfriend. The way that man was able to pull those orgasms out of me last night still makes me shiver with pleasure.
I tiptoe across the room to get my bag. I pull my clothes out and then Brayden begins to move around in the bed.
“Come back to bed,” he whines in his raspy, just woke-up voice causing goose bumps to pebble over my naked skin.
“No, you need to get out of bed. I’ve never been to Seattle and you’re taking me out.” Way to stick to your guns Kerri, I cheer myself on. I need the pep talk if I plan on staying out of that bed.
He flips onto his back revealing a pretty serious case of morning wood. I could wake up every morning to his naked body across my bed.
“At least give me a good morning kiss” he pouts at me, his hair seductively disheveled. Who could resist this man’s sexual prowess? Not me. I dive in the bed burrowing my chilled naked skin against his smooth warmness. He begins nuzzling my neck, caressing my navel until his hands latch on to my hips pulling my ass against his heavy arousal.
My towel is quickly tossed off the bed and Brayden’s hands caress my breasts. I arch into him as he plucks at my nipples, the pebbled beads aching for the feel of his tongue sliding over them. He moans as I rub my ass against his erection. His finger glides over my navel and delve into my moist center. He bites down on my neck as his fingers roll the aching bud of nerves. My hips move in small circles, encouraging him to bring me to climax.
He grabs my leg and places it over his left thigh then positions his cock and thrust into me from behind. His strokes are slow and easy at first, light kisses on my neck and ear cause shivers to run up my spine and the ache in my pussy to increase. His pace quickens and he pinches my nipples. My reverberated moans and the wet slapping sound of his cock thrusting into me are the only sounds in the room.
He tilts my head back and invades my mouth with his tongue. The skillful strokes of his tongue have me panting against his mouth. I’m on the verge of going off and he can feel it. His fingers roll my clit as he pounds into me with long deep thrust and my orgasm grips me, his continuing thrusts send jolts of pleasure through my body.
He pushes me face down in the mattress, grabs my hips and slam into me repeatedly. His grunts get gradually louder until he moans my name as a gush of cum flows into my channel. He pulls out and leans back on his haunches, breathing heavily and stroking my back.
He leans his body over mine and whispers in my ear, “I love you.”
My heart skips a few beat and the feeling that flows through me feels ten times better than the orgasm I just had. I arch my head back and kiss him on his cheek. “I love you too,” I answer. I’m pretty sure I’ve been in love with him since that first night in New York.
******
My phone buzzes as we make our way to the elevator. A quick glimpse reveals it’s from Chase. “Chase says he’ll meet us at the space needle,” I say.
Brayden turns a sharp eye at me and grabs my arm before I can get into the elevator. “Why is Chase texting you? Since when did he have your number?” his eyes are blazing angrily and I just don’t get why he hates my interaction with Chase so much.
“We exchanged numbers in New York. He’s your best friends so why wouldn’t I be friends with him. Why don’t you trust him around me?” Chase is fun to talk to and I would hate to lose his friendship. Sure he flirts with me but it’s mostly playful.
“You have no idea what Chase wants from you? I trust you Kerri, there are just some things that you don’t know but if you want him to come along with us then let’s go meet him.”
In the car, Brayden gazes out the window lost in his thoughts. I reach over and squeeze his hand. He flinches then rubs my hand, trying to convince me everything is alright but I know it’s not. He doesn’t trust Chase around me and I wonder if I could trust myself around Chase.
Butch pulls up outside the space needle and Brayden helps me out, holding my hand as we walk into Chihuly garden. Chase is waiting for us inside. He’s leaning against a wall in stone washed jeans and a gray t-shirt that has tears in it. His shaggy blonde hair appears to be windblown and his eyes are shielded by a pair of aviator glasses. He’s grown a little five o’clock shadow on his face and it makes him look bad ass. He removes his glasses and walks towards us and my stomach flutters a little when he smiles at me.
He pulls me into his arms and kisses my forehead. Brayden’s grip on my hand tightens at the embrace and he pulls me back to him. Chase notices and rolls his eyes.
“Come on Bray it doesn’t have to be this way.” Brayden eyes him suspiciously before pulling me along behind me.
“Bray,” Chase shouts at him and Brayden pauses to look back at him.”I just miss you man. Is it okay if I hang with you and your girl?” The way he says your girl makes me a little nervous. I think he might resent my relationship with Brayden more than I thought.
Brayden shrugs and Chase steps in beside us obviously glad Brayden didn’t tell him to fuck off. The glass exhibits are amazing and Chase’s cheerful demeanor is contagious so before long Brayden is laughing along with us. Once Brayden’s shield comes down and his tension eases I can see the fun dynamic of their friendship.
I let them get a little ahead of me so I can watch how they interact. Chase wraps his arm around Brayden’s neck, pointing at different exhibits and I finally see proof that they are best friends. Brayden nudges Chase in the ribs and looks around for me. He spots me a few steps back and pulls me between Chase and him. When Chase wraps his arm around my shoulder and places a kiss on my cheek, Brayden just shakes his head and smiles.
The rest of our afternoon is easy without Brayden constantly worried about Chase hitting on me. Chase is smart enough to be well behaved and doesn’t overstep any boundaries. We’re halfway though our lunch when Chase decides to explain how he met Brayden.
“When Bray moved here he was the skinniest little kid on the block, he kind of worshipped me though. Followed me around like a lost puppy,” Chase chuckles.
“Fuck you Chase,” Brayden says flipping him the finger. “I could bench press your ass now.”
“Yeah well back then I was worried he would show up at school wearing a kilt so I took him under my wing. He’s been my wing man since then.” He gives Brayden an odd look and I know I’m missing something but Brayden ignores him, snatching up his ringing phone, glad for the distraction.
He gets up from the table and walks into a private corner. Chase watches him then his eyes lock with mine and I’m pretty sure I see a flash of hunger. Not the usual humorous flirting I always get from Chase but intense hunger and longing. I quickly drop my eyes to my plate pushing my food around. I don’t understand the fluttering I feel when he looks at me with that icy gray gaze. I love Brayden and I would never betray him with Chase but the attraction is definitely there.
Brayden returns and leans his hands on the table, his face tight and grim again. “Mandy booked me for an interview and failed to tell me until now. I can’t get out of it so I’ll have Butch drop you off at my place on our way to the interview.”
“She’s still eating Bray, I’ll bring her home,” Chase offers.
Brayden shakes his head looking back and forth between Chase and I. “Hell no, she leaves with me.”
“Bray you’re my best
friend I’m not going to do anything to your girl. It’s three o’clock and I’m sure she didn’t come all the way to Seattle to be lonely in your apartment.”
Brayden stares at him, the wheels visibly turning in his head, he shakes his head then says, “Fine but we talked about this already, I don’t think I need to warn you again.”
Chase throws up his hand and shakes his head at Brayden’s obvious distrust in him. Brayden places a kiss on my forehead before he races out of the restaurant. An awkward silence falls over the table and the tension builds as I try to avoid Chase’s eyes.
“I’m not going to devour you Kerri, it’s okay to look at me.” I look up at his smiling face wishing I left with Brayden then I wouldn’t have to deal with my conflicting feelings.
“You know Mandy probably set that interview up after she found out you were coming. She’s been acting pretty possessive since Bray hooked up with you.” My eyes widen at his statement, I hadn’t even realized this could be Mandy’s ploy to keep us apart.
“Thank god you see it too. Brayden thinks I’m overreacting but I know she wants him.” He grins as he shoves his fork into his mouth.
“Bray is blind to Mandy’s feelings. She’s been harboring feelings for him for years but he sees her as a sister so he blocks out any subtle signs she gives.”
“So what do I do?” I ask putting down my fork.
“Nothing. He loves you so you have nothing to worry about. I’ve never seen Brayden like this with any women.” My curiosity peaks at the sad look on his face and I decide to get some answers.
“What’s going on between you and Brayden? I know I’m causing a rift in your friendship but I feel like there’s more going on.”
He pauses with his fork halfway to his mouth. He looks at me then drops the fork. He sighs and rubs his eyes in frustration. “Brayden will kill me if I tell you.”
“I don’t care if Brayden’s going to be mad. I need to know what’s going on.”
He looks at me for a while and I’m pretty sure he’s not going to tell me as he looks around nervously then gazes into my eyes. “I told you already how we’ve been inseparable since we met. Neither one of us has ever been in a committed relationship so when Brayden met you everything changed.”
“Why? Are you jealous of us? Do you resent me?” I ask hoping he doesn’t harbor some deep seated resentment towards me.
“No I don’t resent you. I might be a little jealous but not of you. Jealous of Brayden because I want you too.” He’s still holding something back. I can tell by the way his fingers are nervously rolling his fork around.
“Just tell me what’s going on Chase, stop with the vague answers.” He smiles at me and shakes his head.
“I love that about you, the way you don’t bullshit and just get to the point.” I grin at his very true impression of me.
“I didn’t become the shrewd business woman I am by taking bullshit from men so tell me what you guys are hiding.”
“Alright, Brayden and I have always shared everything including women—until you.”
What? Shared women?
“Chase are you saying you guys fuck the same women?” I shriek at him.
“Shh…We don’t need this shit ending up in some magazine.” He shifts in his seat so he can lean over the table towards me.
“Yes we usually fuck the same women but Brayden is afraid to share you with me. He thinks you may choose me over him and that would devastate him.” I’m floored by his confession. They share women. I shouldn’t be excited by this but an image of Brayden and Chase naked in bed with me causes me to shudder and my panties get damp.
“Are you guys…I mean do you guys…” I don’t even know how to ask. Chase laughs at my struggle to get the words out.
“If you’re asking if we’re gay the answer is no. We fuck the same women, we don’t fuck each other.”
“So you’ve actually asked Brayden to share me with you. Did you even stop to think I might not want to do that?” My indignant tone is unnecessary and a cover for how much the idea intrigues me.
“Oh trust me Kerri, you want me to fuck you. You want me to pin you to my bed and lick you till you pass out. You would be the center of our universe and we would bring you pleasure like you’ve never imagined.”
Oh god, the filth coming out of his mouth sounds like poetry and my pussy is clenching at his every word. I’m having visions of that filthy mouth licking the moisture from between my legs.
“I can see it in those pretty hazel eyes of yours and the way you’re biting on that lip. You want me as badly as I want you. I’m not trying to ruin your relationship with Brayden, I just want to be a part of it. I already have feelings for you and maybe we can all build something together.”
This is crazy, he must be unhinged. How would a relationship with three people ever survive? It’s hard enough to maintain one with one man. What’s worst is Chase doesn’t seem like the type of guy who can remain faithful and I can’t be with a man that would hurt me that way again.
“Chase this would never work. Besides Brayden seems really pissed at you over this, maybe you should just drop it.”
He glares at me angrily. “You don’t think I’ve tried. Every time I talk with you or spend hour’s texting you, I just want to be with you more. The fact that you’re already with Brayden makes it worst, the one thing I really want to share with Brayden is the one thing he’s ever refused me.”
“I don’t know Chase…”
“Just promise me you’ll think about it. Don’t just say no because you think it’s morally correct. Do what your heart tells you to do, what your body craves and don’t worry about outside factors.” I nod at him, wondering how I’m going to bring this conversation up with Brayden.
We walk out the building in silence because a million questions and scenarios fill my head. He takes my hand and leads me to his car. The simple gesture causes me to jolt and Chase looks at me smiling.
“You felt that too, didn’t you?” I hate to admit it but the spark is definitely there and I feel extremely guilty because this is exactly what Brayden was afraid of. I feel like I’m cheating on him behind his back just by having these feelings.
He frowns at me when he realizes how much this is bothering me. He lets go of my hand and sighs. “We have a couple hours before Brayden is done. Do you want to do something else?” he asks. I think he's trying to cheer me up but I know I need to get away from him as soon as possible. He can tell I’m going to say no so he pleads his case.
“Come on Kerri, I’ll just take you to the EMP museum and you can get to know what I’m like. At least than I know you gave me a fair shot.” He raises his eyebrows waiting for me to answer. I shrug my shoulder and he leads me to his fire engine red Camero.
“Oh my god! You have a Camero? I love this car—No I want to marry this car.” I run my hand over the cool metal, mesmerized by its beauty.
“Wow, what do I have to do to make you caress me like that?” he says watching me adore his car.
“You have to be hard as steel and have a powerful engine.” I smirk at him. He nods his head and adjusts his very noticeable hard-on then he opens the door and helps me in.
“I have enough hard steel to satisfy you and my engine is always on full throttle,” he says, shutting the door and walking around to his side.
The ride in the Camero helps ease my fears as I let the thrill of riding in a powerful car overshadow Chase’s proposition. He keeps glancing at me smiling as if he’s glad he finally got me to himself. At the EMP museum I realize Chase not only loves music, he’s also a sci-fi fanatic. Chase always makes everything fun and I’m excited to get to see him in his element. I can’t figure out how I ended up having feelings for two hot rock stars but as Chase drops me off at Brayden’s I know the dynamic of my relationship is going to change.
Chapter 11
Brayden comes home fifteen minutes after me and pauses when he sees me sitting on the couch looking nervous.
“W
hat happened?” He asks, coming to stand over me. I stand up and look into his eyes.
“Chase told me everything.” He looks up to the ceiling, fuming.
“So he tried to get you to be with him too? He went behind my back and propositioned you.” He crosses his arm and I’m not sure this conversation is going to be very productive.
“No, he didn’t really proposition me. He told me what the tension between you two was about and let me know what his feelings were about the situation.”
He takes out his phone, pushes a button then puts it to his ear. “Get your ass over here now!” he commands then tosses the phone on the coffee table. “So this is what you want too? You want to be with Chase?”
“No! Brayden I love you. I would never choose anyone over you.” I grab his hand and intertwine them in mine. “I hate being the reason you two have been so distant. I want to make you happy and if sharing me with Chase makes you happy I’m not against it. I won’t lie to you and say I’m not attracted to him but I’m in love with you.”
He leans his head against my forehead and gazes into my eyes. “I love to share women with Chase. I love sharing my life with him but I can’t risk losing you to him. If you decide you don’t want to be with both of us and choose Chase it would kill me inside and my friendship with Chase would be over. It’s just such a huge risk to take.”
I kiss him lightly on his lips, then on his chin before pulling back and looking into his eyes. “I’m not choosing anyone over you. Just tell me what would make you happy because I think you’ve been holding back.”
“Do you really want to know what would make me happy?” He says, clenching his jaw.
“Tell me.” I persuade him to let me in.
“It would make me happy to share you with my best friend. It would excite me to watch him lick you till you come and I would love to fuck your ass while he takes your pussy.” He drops himself on the couch and hangs his head in his hand. “You probably think I’m a sick fuck now.”
I sit down next to him and grab his face between my hands and force him to look at me. “I don’t think you’re sick, I was surprised at first but I would never judge you for what excites you sexually. I like Chase and I’m attracted to him so if this is what you want, I’ll try it.”
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