by C. Shell
"Fuck!" I scream out as my body splinters in a million pieces, grinding my pussy in his face as I am consumed by the most agonizing brilliant climax.
"Give me your eyes Jessica, I want to see you your eyes while you come for me," he demands.
My eyes fly open and find his staring up at me. His expression is fierce and possessive and so damn sexy. The desire is evident in his gaze as he continues to stoke his fingers in and out of me leisurely as I ride out my orgasm.
Withdrawing his fingers he stares into my eyes as he brings his fingers up to my mouth. "Lick my fingers clean and see how amazing you taste."
I stare at his fingers apprehensively before taking each one into my mouth and licking them clean.
"Good girl," he mutters. "You are so damn beautiful."
Reaching down I grab the hem of my shirt and pull it over my head then reach towards him needing to feel his naked flesh under my hands.
He really does have the most amazing body. I take my time exploring every ripple and muscle on his chest. Nipping and licking as I go. I memorize every inch and take note of the places that make him squirm and curse. He shutters as I dip my tongue in his belly button and swirl it around the rim. I smile loving that I found one of his weak spots. Wrapping a hand in my hair he gently pulls me up his body until we are facing each other.
I capture his mouth as my hands thread though his hair holding him against me and loving the contact of my nipples sliding against his chest. The kiss is hot and consuming as our tongues twist and fight against each other. Pulling away he stares back at me, his eyes half lidded with lust and desire.
"You ready for me to fuck you baby?" I bite my lip trying to hold in a moan as he strokes my folds between my legs. I am already wet and dripping for him again.
"Yes, please." I shutter with need.
Licking his way down my neck he palms my breasts and my nipples pucker in response. Taking his time he pulls on each nipple, rubbing them between his fingers and sending a bolt of electricity between my legs. I pant and quiver as I watch him suck on my breast, pulling the tight bud into his hot mouth before grazing his teeth against it sending sparks flying through me. I moan in pure pleasure.
I grip his shoulders as my orgasm builds again. "Alex please fuck me. Now!"
I am about to explode. I need him now buried deep within me. His hands grip by waist with urgency pulling me down so that my slit is positioned in front of his hard erection. His control is unraveling and he is becoming as desperate as I am.
Sitting up some he grabs hold of his cock as he fists it up and down, his eyes never leaving mine. Leaving forward he captures my lips in a hungry carnal kiss that leaves me breathless. I feel the tip of his cock as he rubs it up and down through my juices. I try and push down on him but he pulls back just far enough so that I cannot make contact.
"Lift your arms and hold on to the top of the mattress. Don't let go or I will stop whatever I am doing." His tone leaves no room for questions and I push myself up and do as I am told.
Alex lets out a low growl of approval. "You are so beautiful laid out for me baby," he breathes.
Shifting his body he grips my hips and with one forceful pull impales himself deep inside of me. I cry out at the sudden intrusion, a mixture of pain and pleasure. He stills himself as my body adjusts to his size and I catch my breath.
Slowly he starts rocking in and out of me, his eyes never leaving mine. "Damn, you are so tight baby. You feel so good wrapped around my cock," he murmurs.
Pulling back, he almost comes completely out of me before slamming back in. I moan out loving the way he fills and stretches me.
"Your mine Jessica!" He pulls out and plunges back in a roughly. "Stop fighting me and admit your mine," he growls out.
I stay quiet not trusting myself to speak. I don't want to give him more power over me than he already has. Every time we have sex he makes me stop thinking and agree to things I would normally never agree to. He uses sex as a weapon to get what he wants.
Knowing my game, his eyes narrow on me and he stills deep inside of me refusing to move. Reaching for my breast he rubs my nipple in between his fingers making my body burn for more, for him. I am mindless and needy as I move my hips trying to get the friction I need but he clamps down on my hips rearing me almost motionless.
"Say it." He moves in and out slowly than stops again and waits. "Say it Jessica," he demands.
I groan in frustration and need. He rubs his thumb over my sensitive clit and it is my undoing.
"I'm yours Alex. All yours," I scream out. "Now fuck me, please." I beg.
"Language." Smiling at me wickedly he begins hammering in and out of me in a delectable rhythm that brings me to the brink fast. "Come for me Jessica," he demands stroking his thumb in small circles over my throbbing clit.
I cry out as the world shatters around me. Trembling I feel him jerk inside me as his own release takes him over. He grips my hips hard crying out my name as he empties himself into me. His body collapses on top of me and we lay entwined together while our breathing steadies.
"Shit," Alex hisses out startling me as he jumps up with a look of pure panic written on his face.
"What is wrong?"
"I forgot to wear a condom," he breaths out running a hand threw his disheveled hair. "I never forget to wear a condom."
"Oh," I say shyly and embarrassed that I could be so careless and stupid. "I am on birth control Alex so pregnancy should not be an issue. I am clean and get tested regularly, what about you?" I ask hesitantly.
A look of relief spreads across his face and his eyes soften. "I am clean baby and I am sorry. I should of never entered you bare but damn that felt amazing," he sighs. Taking my hand he kisses my fingers gently. "I would prefer not wearing a condom with you in the future. I don't want anything between us. Is that ok with you?"He asks tucking a lose stand of hair behind my ear.
I don't know what to say. I have never purposely been with a guy bare before, not even Travis. "We have already taken that plunge even if it was a mistake. So, yeah that is fine with me."
He smiles happily a full blown teeth showing smile. I am so used to seeing him frowning and mad that I am shocked by what a great smile he has. He should do that more often.
Grabbing my hand he pulls me up out of bed before leading me across the room. "Let's shower than I will make you some breakfast."
I watch as he walks in front of me enjoying the view. I sit on the vanity while he gets the shower water ready and get lost in my thoughts trying to figure out where to go from here with him. Obviously trying to ignore him does not work in fact it only seems to drive him to try harder. As much as I wished sex would be the cure, he is nowhere near out of my system. In fact watching him move around naked grabbing towels and so forth has my body ready for round two.
Can I be with him and keep my heart out of it? That is the million dollar question.
Noticing Alex watching me I jump off the counter before he has a chance to question my thoughts and join him under the spray of the warm water. My skin is flushed and heated and it has nothing to do with the warm water.
I try and relax, resting my back on his chest as he reaches around me grabbing the soap. Lathering his hands he starts rubbing the soap across my shoulders in a kneading circular motion before moving down to my arms, stomach, and breasts. Rolling my head back against his shoulder I groan enjoying the way his hands slips easily over my body. I have never had a man wash me before and the whole experience is incredibly erotic.
"I love the way your body responds to my touch," he murmurs flicking my nipple.
"Hmmm."
His fingers circle my nipples once, twice than move on down my stomach and belly before slipping between my legs. I can feel his growing erection pressing between the crack of my ass and I instinctually push back against him. His breathing increases as his control starts to crack.
His skillful fingers work my body slowly. Grinding the heel of his hand against my clit while i
nserting two fingers inside my core. Closing my eyes I let the sensation take me over. Riding his hand as the pressure builds.
He bites down on my shoulder and it is all I need to throw me over. "Come for me baby," he commands softly in my ear and my body responds, convulsing and clamping down on his fingers. He grabs my hips and holds me tightly against him as my orgasm rips through me, devouring me whole.
We stay wrapped up together under the spray of the water until my ragged breathing regulates and calms.
"That was...wow that was so good."
"I aim to please Ms. Grayson," he smirks. "Turn around. It is your turn to clean me."
Turning to face him I follow his previous steps with the soap and begin rubbing him down starting with his neck and following down the same path he took on me raining down kisses as I go. By the time I reach his erection he is hard and ready for me.
I glance up at his face giving him a wicked grin and I slowly lower to my knees so I am face-to-face with his glorious cock. I don't normally think of a man's erection as beautiful, but his absolutely is. He is the perfect mixture of length and girth. Keeping my eyes on his I reach forward and grip him firm between my hands and slowly move my hands up and down. He lets out a long hiss and his hands move gripping the back of my hair lightly.
"You look so beautiful on your knees for me," he breathes out through clinched teeth.
He closes his eyes and I reprehend him the way he does me. "Eyes on me Alex. I want to see those gorgeous green eyes of yours."
When his smoldering eyes find mine again I take him in my mouth, swirling my tongue around him as I ease him in and out. I quickly find my rhythm, paying attention to his face so I can gauge what he likes and what drives him wild. Raking my teeth around the tip he groans and raises his hips pushing himself back towards my throat. Hollowing out my cheeks I take him in as far as I can to the back of my throat wanting to give him the same amount of pleasure that he gave me.
"Damn baby your mouth feels amazing," he hisses out through clinched teeth. "I am about to come. If you don't want me to come in your mouth you need to stop now."
There is no way I am stopping now. I love watching him fall apart under my touch. Grabbing his hips I pull him as far into my mouth as I can while keeping up my steady pace. Screaming out a strangled groan he thrusts his hips once more filling my mouth with his salty cream. I swallow everything he has to give me and lick him clean.
He slumps against the back of the shower wall breathing ragged and sated. I stand up giving him a triumphant grin. I would do a happy dance if I could. I just caused the glorious Alex Harlow to lose control.
Reaching for my hand he brings my palm up to his mouth and kisses it before turning off the water and stepping out of the shower. He dries off wrapping a towel around his waist and holds out a white fluffy towel for me to do the same.
I quickly dry off as I feel his eyes scorching me with his heated gaze. Wrapping the towel around my body I realize I have no clean clothes or toiletries with me. I follow him into the bedroom looking around for my purse before remembering that I left it in the living room when we came in last night.
Leaving him in the room as he gets dressed I go and retrieve my phone from my purse so I can text Jane to let her know I am fine and will be home later. We normally spend Saturday mornings picking up the apartment together and doing our laundry and I don't want her to think that I expect her to do it all on her own.
Scrolling through my phone I am surprised to see that I have two missed text messages from Jane and Jax checking on me and three missed calls all from a private number. I don't ever get calls from private numbers in fact besides my few friends my phone is mostly used as a emergency number for work and all our clients are in my profile database. Checking the details on the calls I see that they all came in between one and four o'clock in the morning.
Alex comes up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist and nuzzling my neck. Turning my head to face his he gives me a chaste kiss on the mouth.
"What are you looking at? You look perplexed." Alex asks narrowing his eyes on me.
"Checking my phone. I need to text Jane and let her know I am fine. I missed some texts from her and Jax last night checking on me."
"No need. I talked to Jane this morning after she called my cell phone and assured her you were fine and not shackled down in my dungeon," he says on a laugh. Turning me around and setting his steely eyes on me he asks," Is that all?
Am I that transparent? How does he always get in my head?
"I had several missed calls from a private number and I found it odd. Probably just a wrong number," I say throwing my phone back in my purse. His lips press into a hard line but he does not push the subject.
"I am going to go cook us some breakfast," he says smacking my ass on his way to the kitchen. "Why don't you go throw on some of my clothes until yours arrive."
I stare back at him confused and wonder if I heard him correct. "What do you mean by that?"
"I sent Carson out to go pick you up some clothes this morning. I didn't think you would want to wear your wrinkled clothes from last night and although I love seeing you in mine, they practically fall off of you. There is no way in hell you are going out in public like that."
Carson picking out clothes for me is a scary thought. I hope he has good taste.
"Seriously?" I blurt out. "Why would you send Carson to buy me clothes? That is a bit extreme Alex. I don't need you to buy me clothes let alone make one of your employee's go and do it."
"You needed something to wear so I handled it," he says with a shrug. "Your over thinking it."
"I don't think I am thinking about it enough," I shoot back. This might be how things work in his world but this is not how things are done in mine. "I appreciate the thought but next time ask me before deciding what I do and do not need. I don't need you making decisions for me."
He stops mixing the eggs and hangs his head. I swear I faintly hear him counting backwards. "Fine I will ask next time but that does not mean I won't continue to do things my way," he says on a growl as he turns his attention back to cooking breakfast.
If Iooks could kill he would be six feet under right now. Stomping back into the bedroom I go in search of some of his clothes to put on. Needing a chance to calm I spend some time checking out the photos framed around his room. There are several of his parents and a few of what I assume are his grandparents and Aunts and Uncles. The family resemblance is remarkable between him and his dad. They have the same strong facial structure and broad shoulders.
In one of the photos of the whole family posing together is a stunning girl around my age with long straight blonde hair and striking blue eyes standing beside Alex. She has almost a wistful expression on her face as she looks up at him. She does not look like the rest of his family but considering the photo consists only of family members she must either be related to them or a very close friend. I'm about to ask Alex about her when I hear him calling me back into the living room.
Grabbing his robe off a nearby chair I throw it on and walk out to find Carson standing by the doorway holding out a large bag to me. Smiling I thank him for his thoughtfulness and hurry back towards the bathroom to dress and fix my hair. Carson did an amazing job picking out some designer jeans and tops and all in the correct sizes. I am more than a little embarrassed when I find that he even included sexy panties and bras and an assortment of make-up and hair products.
How did he know all my correct sizes and what I toiletries I use?
I dress quickly throwing my hair up in a tight ponytail just in time to join Alex for breakfast. My eyes widen as I take in the array of eggs, toast, fruit, and my favorite chocolate chip waffles covering the table. First the clothes and toiletries and now my favorite foods, this is beyond a coincidence. Someone is being stalkerish again.
As if reading my mind he says," When I spoke with Jane this morning she gave me some pointers on your favorite things and what you might need," he says with a
smirk.
"Checking up on me again Mr. Harlow?"
"Just doing research Ms. Grayson," he smirks.
The food tastes amazing but what impresses me the most is that he actually cooked it himself. I expected him to have a full time chef or housekeeper who would handle those tasks for him.
Pushing back my plate after eating more than I anticipated I give credit to the chef. "That was really good Alex. So what other talents are you hiding from me?" I ask on a raised brow.
"Keep looking at me like that and I will take you back to my bedroom and spend the whole day giving you a personal showing of all my many talents." His eyes blaze at me and I am instantly ready for round three.
Images run rampant through my mind igniting me in all the right places thinking about all the delicious things he could do to my body with that talented mouth of his.
Pushing back his plate he looks at me nervously and I instantly know I am not going to like what he has to say."When you're ready we need to leave and go buy you a new formal dress."
"Why would I need a formal dress?"
"Tuesday night I have a charity event I have to attend and I would like for you join me as my date."
"No," I answer strongly without even having to think it over.
He scowls at me. "Stop being difficult. Before you discount my invitation so harshly hear me out."
"Fine," I huff. "I will play fair. Tell me why I should go to this function with you."
"The charity event is a yearly gathering that includes all of Dallas's top elite business moguls and many run within our professional circle. It would be an excellent business opportunity for you to meet some people who could help you build up your business portfolio."
Words fail me, so I just sit there and take in everything he just said. As much as I hate it to admit it he is correct. The charity event would be a huge opportunity for Jane and me. Tilting my chin up I stare into his stormy green eyes.