The Reluctant Sub

by Jordan Silver

  In just a few short words she’d shown me my every fault. No one had ever questioned my way of life, that’s what comes with a life of privilege. No one dares. We’re not taught to look at our actions as it’s always someone else’s fault or responsibility. She’s the first person I’ve ever had full responsibility for. The first I worried about constantly.

  I never cared before how my actions hurt or affected someone. With her I needed her to accept what I was doing to her, to want it, want me. I’m not quite sure when things had changed. In the past I never let my emotions get involved. I was always removed from the whole training process because I always knew the sub would be passed on to someone else eventually. If anyone ever touched my pet, I’d kill them on the spot.

  She was still stubborn as a mule, but instead of blowing up each time she crossed the line, I found myself instead, speaking to her calmly and explaining things to her. She was such a delight that it was easy to overlook some of her lesser infractions, though I reined her in when she went too far.

  I’ve been learning all I can about her and found that the more I uncovered, the more I liked. She’s still as confusing as ever in some ways, but I guess it will always be that way. Like the fact that when I take her ass as punishment she hates it. But when I make love to her there because I couldn’t yet take her sweet little pussy with anything more than my finger, she cooed and pushed back against me, taking all of me beautifully up her tight ass.

  We’d gotten into a kind of groove. It still needed work, but it was better than I’d hoped for at this stage in the game. She was passionate in her rage and in her lust once awakened. She no longer fought my touch and I’d let my guard down I admit. It seemed we were both learning each other and it was easy to get lost in her and her unique way of seeing and stating things.

  Then she’d tried to jump out the damn window and I knew that she’d been playing me all along. That shit had hurt and she knew she’d fucked up by the look in her eye. But by then it was too late.

  It was then I learned that my disappointment hurt her more than my whip or my hand across her ass. I hadn’t railed at her, hadn’t even lashed her. I just simply turned and left the room. When I came back she jumped off her cot and knelt on the floor. It was the first time she’d done that without being reminded.

  “Come here to me.” My rage had been very well contained at that point. She had to be punished but I was still angrier with myself than at her. I spanked her ass red and ignored her tears when I pushed her from my lap.

  For the next few days after I was very cold to her. Her training became methodical and distant. I no longer engaged with her except to issue an order, which was always said in a cold flat tone. When she was good instead of caressing her in some way, which she’d come to expect, I just rewarded her with some little trinket or other, or a well done. No good girl like she liked me to call her.

  That’s when she’d started trying to please me. I dragged it on for a few days to see how long she would last at playing the passive sub, but she seemed genuinely hurt that I no longer cuddled and petted her after a training session.

  She’s very responsive in all things, whether I’m fucking her ass or feeding her my cock and her body explodes, or even if I’m just simply talking to her. She wears her little heart on her sleeve and I suspected she’d love as fiercely as she hated.

  The fact that I now wanted that love more than anything else in the world made for a very sticky situation. It wasn’t easy hiding my confusion at what she was beginning to make me feel from her, but I did it. She was steadily climbing her way under my skin and it was hell not giving in to the urge the spoil her little ass.

  She likes to be praised when she’s done something well and she absolutely hates for me to be mad at her. Best of all she did not seem to notice this great change in her, or if she did, had no way of curtailing it. All this and I had not even taken her yet. Tonight was going to change all that, but first I needed to hear her answer.

  16

  Master Brax

  “Are you sure you won’t get mad?” I brushed my fingers across her cheek. “No, I won’t I promise.” She settled back against my chest and folded her hands in her lap.

  “Well, I guess I still feel the same in some ways, even though I have a better understanding of how things work from the other side.”

  “What do you mean?”

  “I mean I still don’t believe that it’s fair that men have all the control and women barely have any rights over their own person. I don’t think you’d like it if the tables were turned.”

  “And have you been so poorly treated here Alyssa?” I brushed her hair back and kissed her forehead and she cuddled closer, belying her words. “Well? Have you?” She picked her head up, and looked at me, and the look in her eyes cut into me deep.

  “But that’s not the point. I didn’t have a choice.”

  “And if you had one what would you have done? What were your options?” I let that one simmer for a bit knowing that if nothing else she’d be true to herself. She knew that there were only two choices open to her, life as a servant in a rich family’s home, or being a sub. There were lesser positions in life but I was sure she wouldn’t choose either one.

  There were tears in her eyes as the desperation was brought home. Now wasn’t the time to tell her how happy I was that I had been the one to find her. It would make no difference to her now. One day, when she learned to accept the truth of our relationship she’d come to be thankful that she’d found a home with me.

  The thought of her suffering the alternative still breaks me out in a sweat. “It’s not fair.” The words were spoken barely above a whisper but I heard them nonetheless. “That may be, but there are worse fates than what you have here, would you not agree?” She had to give it some thought but in the end she nodded her head slightly.

  I didn’t tell her that these last few weeks with her had taught me some things too. Like the fact that she was more protected than she believed. I get her point about the place of women in our new society. But I was beginning to see, that love changes that.

  I want to protect and shield her from everything. The problem as I now see it wasn’t that men had all the power. It depended on the man. A real man loves and cherishes he doesn’t harm and oppress.

  Some day she will see that when I spank her ass for disobeying me it isn’t because I’m trying to control her, but to keep her safe. Maybe it was too soon for her to understand, but hopefully the day will come when she would see how much freedom my care of her actually allows.

  I’d been planning to wait for tonight to make love to her for the first time, but she looked so petulant and sullen that I wanted to see her usual fire shining in her eyes.

  Getting to my feet with her in my arms I walked to the bed and laid her down. I took her lips before she could question me and came down on top of her. Her naked flesh was warm beneath my touch and her nipples were already starting to bud.

  I didn’t break our kiss as I let my hands roam her body seeking out all the delights I’d discovered in the last few weeks. My cock was as hard as he’d ever been but I kept him hidden because I didn’t want to give away her surprise. Not yet anyway.

  I hadn’t really fully tasted her pussy yet since today was the last day of her healing, and now as I made my way down to her waiting pink cunt, my mouth sprung a leak at about the same time my cock did at the scent of her. She’s been using my favorite candy apple wash and the aroma permeated her pores.

  Her soft skin was smooth beneath my fingers from all the new products I’d bought for her to use. I’d had a blast spoiling her in that department. She couldn’t fault her care at my hands, the way I cosseted her. I treated her more like a… No, better not go there.

  I opened her flower petal soft pussy lips and looked at the differing shades of pink that ran deep inside her. Using the tip of my index finger I tapped the clit ring and watched it swing slightly before coming to rest on her flesh. I did it a couple more tim
es and watched her juices gush to the mouth of her pussy in a stream.

  Taking some of her cream on the tip of my finger, it used it to moisten her clit before taking it into my mouth. She fucked up into lips and tried to spread her legs wider but I held them close.

  Her ass moved beneath my chin as I licked my way down her slit until my tongue dipped into her small opening. I teased her there before removing my tongue to lick the groove between her hip and thigh. I let the pussy juice run down to her ass and used my thumb to push it farther inside.

  My tongue went back to her clit as I fucked her ass with my thumb. Her body shook as her hand came down toward my head. She stopped just short of touching me and looked down at me with need burning bright in her eyes.

  “Master, may I touch you?” I took my mouth away long enough to give her the go ahead and her fingers grasped my hair above my ears. I stretched her pussy with my tongue, preparing her for my cock.

  She moved on my tongue and made the cutest noises as I licked deep. I changed up between eating her pussy and nibbling on her clit, which was making her crazy. I’d worked two fingers into her ass and was regretting not grabbing one of her plugs before we started to play.

  When she was mindless with lust and need I rose up between her thighs and she got her first look at the piercings in my cock. Her eyes widened and I wasn’t sure, which intimidated her more. The Jacob’s ladder that matched her own, the Ampallang, or the Apadravya. I have what is commonly known as a chain gang. It was the first time I think I was able to shock her and her curiosity was very obvious.

  “You may touch it.” It had been hell removing all my piercings while preparing her. These things were like a part of me and I never really take them off except for cleaning and maintenance. But I knew how they could strike fear in the heart of innocents.

  She reached out her little hand to touch me. “Does it hurt?” I shook my head and held still while she explored.

  “No, they’re like yours. They’re for added pleasure. Yours and mine.” She touched them lightly, running her fingertip over each one of the barbells that ran the length of the underside of my cock, before moving onto the circle ring that went through my cock slit and the larger barbell than ran through the head.

  My cock jumped in her hand and she startled making me laugh. I leaned over and kissed her, leaving my cock in her hand so she could get used to it. I let my hand slide back down between her legs until I had a finger in her cunt while she stroked my cock and I fed on her tongue.

  I pulled out of her hand and used my piercings to tease hers, rubbing the bottom of my cock up and down her slit slowly, letting the metal cling together. “Look at me.” I lifted my head from hers and put my weight on my arms as they were planted on the bed next to her head.

  While our eyes were locked, I felt around with my cock until I found her pussy’s opening with the fat head. Her eyes dilated as I slid into her until just the head lodged inside. I lifted her ass in one of my hands and opened her up just a little more as I slid another inch or two inside her.

  Her pussy was even hotter than usual and there was no fight in her. Her eyes kept changing color with her heightened lust as she strained to accept me. A look down between her spread thighs showed the obscenity of my cock splitting her open. The shit looked so hot I almost shot off too soon, but I called on my control to stay in the game.

  The thin length of her thigh was just a few inches longer than the cock I now had piercing her. A rush of tenderness went through me and I looked back up at her as I pushed harder into her until I felt her maidenhead. “Fuck!” I tightened my ass and every other muscle in my body to ward off my orgasm.

  Something about her innocence was a trigger for me. I was afraid it might make me lose my mind and take her too roughly. But weeks of playing with her had taught me patience, or so I’d thought. Now that I was in her finally, my control slipped with each second that went by.

  17

  Master Brax

  There was no way to avoid the pain I was going to cause her. All the research said to go as slowly as possible but if that didn’t work, sometimes it was better to forge ahead until the small membrane was destroyed.

  I tested her with short jabs against it but she winced each time and there wasn’t much give, the shit was proving to be as stubborn as she is. I lowered my head and fed her my tongue, as I pulled back almost all the way out of her before slamming back in and holding still.

  I caught her screams in my mouth and waited for her to calm before starting to move again. It was sheer hell feeling her tight warmth wrapped around my cock and not being able to move. I felt the warm trickle of blood that escaped her with the pussy juice and pre-cum that leaked out of her and felt that burst of pride once again that she was now mine.

  I wiped the tears that escaped the corners of her eyes and sipped the ones that got away from her cheek. I soothed her with whispered words and slow caresses of my hands on every part of her body I could reach.

  I had about three quarters of my dick in her but I knew she could take more; I’d see to it that she did. I eased out making sure she felt every one of my piercings rubbing against her flesh on the way out. I slid back in slow and stopped at the place I’d reached before. I used short slides into her tight cunt, widening her to fit my girth so I could go deeper.

  When she cooed and rocked her hips beneath me I knew she was ready to take more. I gave her a few more inches and fucked her with that until she became relaxed and tried to eat my face off with her wild kisses.

  My cock kept getting harder the deeper it drove into her and my nuts were heavy and full. With her ass held in one hand, I used the other to tease her asshole while lowering my head to her nipple.

  I bit down at the same time I pushed into her until the ball piercings rubbed the bottom of her ass. She arched her back and lifted her pelvis harder into me as she cried out. Her legs of their own accord came up around me, holding me in place.

  I clasped her upper body to my chest and started a slow deep grind into her, which soon became a bed shaking pounding. My growls and her screams filled the air as her pussy squeezed my cock almost painfully.

  “Do…not…cum…” Like she hadn’t already broken that cardinal rule quite a few times since we begun. I wasn’t going to make an issue of it since she’s been really good about waiting for permission and because this was her first fuck and if my control was barely hanging on by a thread I couldn’t expect much more from one as innocent to sex as she is.

  “Please…” Her hips moved faster and I deliberately slowed down just letting the piercing in the base of my cock rub against her clit. Her body had broken out in a sweat, more like a sheen that covered her whole body.

  “No!” I teased her unmercifully, driving into her hard for four or five strokes before changing up and going at her soft. Her body was a mass of sensations as she did her best to fuck herself on my cock. “Should I pull out? Will that get you to behave? Hold still.”

  I let my cock rest inside her while I nibbled at her lips, tasted her breasts and drove my fingers deeper into her ass. She whimpered in the cutest way as her pussy clenched and released around my throbbing cock. I wrapped my tongue around her nipple until the hard kernel slipped into my mouth.

  Her legs tightened around my hips and I lifted them higher around my middle, tilting her ass so that her pussy was now at the perfect angle for me to pile drive into her. I pressed my thumb down just above her clit and fucked into her a little harder than before.

  Her pussy was constantly twitching around my cock and I knew she wanted to cum. Again I eased off and stopped all movement while plundering her mouth with my tongue. “I want to touch you…please…master…” My eyes flashed and I nodded my head, waiting to see what my little innocent would do.

  She pushed me back just a little so she could run her hands down my chest. She played with my nipple rings before taking one between her teeth and clamping down on my cock at the same time. Her silk walls undulated around m
y cock piercings and the feelings were intense.

  I’d never felt anything like her. It was just as I knew it would be. The emotion she invoked, the near love that beat in my chest like a silent drum would not be ignored. My control snapped when her nails dig into my ass and she bit down on my nipple.

  I pounded into her fiercely no longer worried about hurting her little pussy. With each stroke I sent my cock balls deep into her cunt and I knocked at her womb’s door until that little slit opened and I popped in.

  Torture, tight immeasurable pleasure pain racked my body and I had to pull the head out of her tight opening for some much-needed relief. I wanted to feel it again so I kept going back for more. She grunted each time I bottomed out in her sweet pussy but her nails dug into me harder, not letting me ease off.

  She gave up all pretense of not enjoying the hard fucking I was giving her and just let herself go, throwing her pussy up to me just as hard as I was pounding my cock into her. And the only thing keeping her from flying over the edge into the abyss was my harsh command that she better not fucking cum until I told her to.

  “If you cum I will pull out and spank your ass red. Then you won’t get to cum for a day or two.” She moaned and screamed in frustration before breathing through the pleasure.

  “That’s it.” I held the sweat drenched hair back from her face beneath my hand as I fucked her nice and slow. Because she couldn’t cum when she needed to so badly, and was fighting her natural instinct, her body gave these cute little aftershocks.

  There were tears of frustration rolling down her cheeks. Her eyes were all the way gone. Glazed and out of focus. I controlled the movement of her hips by pinning them down beneath my heavier thighs and enjoyed the reaction of her cunt. She pummeled my shoulders with her little fists and I bit her to get her to behave. “Behave yourself, you’re going to like this I promise.”