Forgiven - A Brother's Best Friend Romance
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Chapter Seven
I looked over my shoulder to see if Heath was following me. There was a huge part of me that hoped he was, but there was another part of me that hoped he wasn’t.
I couldn’t keep doing this to him. I was a terrible person.
He was amazing. There wasn’t a single thing about him I didn’t love.
Love?
Love.
Dammit.
How had I let this happen?
I had every intention of stopping things, but it was worse than I’d thought. Being close to him was too much.
What kind of priest has so many muscles anyway? And that cock. I’d never… never imagined.
When I was finally home and inside my bedroom, I locked the door. I could still smell him. My body started to tingle.
I grabbed the phone and dialed his number before I could stop myself.
“Liv, what the hell? I mean heck… no, I mean hell. What the hell was that?” Heath said.
“Father—”
“Stop it Liv.”
I could hear the frustration in his voice. He knew just as well I did that nothing could ever be with us. He was a priest. He was devoted to his God and his flock.
“No, you stop it,” I said putting my hand on my hip as I paced my bedroom floor. “This has to be done. We can’t keep doing this. I can’t be near you. Whatever this is, it has to stop. You know it, and I know it.”
“But, Liv—”
“This is how it has to be. I’m sorry,” I said and swiped to end the call. Before I could even set it down, it buzzed. Heath.
I powered down my phone.
Chapter Eight
I clenched my fists into tight balls. If I wasn’t a man of God, I’d probably feel like hitting something, but of course, I wouldn’t.
I drew in a deep breath and folded my hands in front of my abdomen as I paced my kitchen floor. There had to be something I could do. It wasn’t like I could just go over to her parent's house and ask to see her.
That would draw far too much attention. The neighbors would see my car. They would ask questions. They’d talk.
But I had to do something.
I loved my people, and I loved God, but I couldn’t deny it any longer. I was madly in love with Liv. It couldn’t end like this.
I had to see her. I had to do something. She had to know how I felt before she gave up on us.
Her parent's house wasn’t that far. I could walk. And I could think.
I grabbed my keys and left.
The air was colder than it had been when Liv and I fucked in the park. The park. I shook my head. Anyone could have walked by and seen us. Seen the town priest fucking the young, and beautiful Liv.
I was an idiot. My brain didn’t even work right when I was around her.
I couldn’t help it though, I’d never felt anything like this before in my life. It was so powerful. I couldn’t deny it to anyone.
I loved her.
I loved Liv.
Chapter Nine
After my shower, I pulled on a pair of panties and old t-shirt that clung to my still damp body. I flopped down on my bed and tried not to think about Heath.
Of course, I failed. He was all I could think about. I pressed my lips together and slid my hand over my breast and down my stomach. It didn’t take long before I felt a twinge of need.
I spread my legs wide and slid my hand inside my panties. My eyes closed and I could imagine Heath there with me. The vision was so clear. I could feel his tongue swirling around my clit.
“Mmm,” I said pressing my lips together tighter.
My fingers froze when I heard soft voices in the hallway. Shit. Had I locked the door?
“Yes, Father, this is her room,” my mom said. “I’m so glad you came. She’s been acting so strange lately. I’m sure she will really appreciate your visit.”
“Thanks,” he said, and I grabbed my blanket and pulled it over myself even though I heard my mom’s footsteps as she walked away.
There was a light knock at the door. My heart pounded against my chest.
“Yes?” I said, and Health quickly opened and closed the door.
“I had to see you,” he said taking several quick steps towards me. He stood at the foot of my bed and looked down at me. His eyes shifting down to my shirt, and then at the blanket over my lap. “We have to talk.”
“I don’t know what else there is to say,” I said looking up into his gorgeous eyes. Eyes so clear and pure I could almost see what he was thinking.
I bit my lip and moved the blanket off of my lap. I spread my legs wide again and picked up right where I’d left off.
“This is what I was doing. Just sitting here, thinking of you.” I said moving my other hand up my shirt.
Heath swallowed so hard I could see the movement, but he didn’t move. He just stood there watching me fuck myself.
“Do you like watching?” I asked as my slick fingers dipped inside my pussy. I could tell he was dying to watch without the panties in the way.
“I do,” Heath said his voice low. “But there is so much fabric in the way. I want to see your beautiful naked body.”
He reached for my shirt, but I clicked my tongue. I grabbed the hem of my shirt and pulled it over my head. My erect nipples pointed toward him as if they were aching for his touch.
“Don’t forget those,” Heath said nodding towards my panties.
“I wouldn’t dare,” I said smirking ever so slightly. I wiggled out of my underwear and placed my hands on my inner thighs opening my legs slowly until they wouldn’t go any further.
I was so wide and I could tell by the thickness in his pants he loved it. It was killing him not to touch me.
“You can see my pussy glistening. I’m so, so fucking wet… for you.” I threw my head back as I slipped my finger inside my pussy. “Do you want to watch me come?”
Heath shook his head.
“No?” I asked bringing my slick finger to my lip and sucking off my own wetness.
“I want to fuck you. I want to be the one that makes you come,” Heath said stroking himself over his pants.
“Oh, do you?”
Heath nodded eagerly.
“Well then, Father, all you have to do is beg. And then maybe I’ll let you fuck me.”
“Jesus, Liv,” he stroked himself harder, “let me fucking the living daylights out of you.”
“You want this?” I said slapping my pussy repeatedly. It was almost enough to make me come. Seeing him watching me. He looked as though he was ready to burst inside he pants.
Heath nodded. “I don’t just want your wet pussy, I need it. Please, let me fuck you.” He pulled out his thick, hard cock and stroked himself with a white-knuckled grip.
I leaned back slightly and raised my legs to the ceiling keeping them as wide as I possibly could. “Show me what you got.”
Heath grabbed my hips and pulled me closer. I was so wet he entered me with ease.
He went in so deep it made my brain tingle. I grabbed my nipples and pulled them hard as he thrust himself into me over and over again.
“You like that?” he asked as he squeezed my pussy and lightly tapped his fingers on my clit.
“Yes! Oh yes!” I cried pulling my nipples so hard it was edging near pain.
Heath’s eyes were focused on his cock moving in and out of my wet pussy. He grabbed my hips and pushed his length in as far as he could.
He leaned closer and circled my clit with his fingers. “You’re so fucking tight.”
“And your cock is fucking huge,” I moaned.
Heath took complete control of my body pulling my hips down on his solid cock. I gripped the bedsheets tighter.
“Those tits,” he said grabbing one roughly while the other bounced with our rhythm.
“Can I get you something to—” my mom said as she opened the door. I’d lived here for my entire life, and today was the day she decided to open before knocking.
Heath was slammin
g his cock into me so hard I’d barely realized what was happening. My mom stood there staring at Heath’s backside.
“Sorry!” she said and backed out of the room.
The door closed and Heath paused for a second before slamming himself into me. “First you come. Then we talk.”
“She lingered,” I said staring at the door. Thankfully, with the way we were positioned, the only thing my mother would have been able to see was Heath’s ass. “She fucking lingered!”
Heath grinned, but it quickly faded when he started to jackhammer me as he thumbed my clit. Waves of pleasure rippled through my body as every sensitive part of my body was touched at the same time.
I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I let the waves crash over me as my orgasm shattered around me. Heath’s cock tensed and I could tell the exact moment he gave into his own climax.
Time slowed as we rolled to a stop. My pussy tingled from being so aroused. Every muscle in my body relaxed.
I couldn’t move.
“God, you’re so beautiful,” Heath said staring at my naked body. My arms were over my head, and my legs were spread apart.
“Seriously?” I said too weak to raise an eyebrow at him.
“I’m not kidding. You’re perfect for me. And more than that,” Heath said sitting down on the bed. He touched my still erect nipple, and my whole body shivered. “I’m in love with you.”
I quickly sat up. “What?”
“Yeah,” he said looking at his feet wearing a smile. “I’m in love with you.”
I jumped up on his lap and kissed him. “I love you too.”
He wrapped his arms around me so tightly I didn’t think he was ever going to let me go. And maybe I didn’t even want him to.
I leaned back slightly and looked into his beautiful, glowing eyes. “She fucking lingered though.”
“Yeah, she lingered big time,” Heath said. “Am I too old to climb out the window?”
Chapter Ten
Heath, my mom and I sat at the kitchen table. My mom was playing with the beads on her necklace, and Heath’s hands were folded in front him.
“This is so freaking awkward,” I mumbled.
“I’d like to explain,” Heath said, clearing his throat. “She deserves that.”
My mom’s eyes were so wide they looked as though they were about to pop out of her skull. She wasn’t able to look at Heath.
“I know this is awkward,” Heath said.
“To say the least,” I added.
“But I love your daughter,” Heath said glancing at me and then turning back toward my mom.
My mom’s fingers trembled. “But you can’t. You’re a priest.”
“That’s precisely my problem,” Heath said, cocking his head to the side. “We want to be together.”
I nodded.
“You love him?” My mom asked, finally looking at me.
“I do,” I said putting my hand on his forearm.
“You two are in love?” she asked looking back and forth between us.
We both smiled and nodded.
“Oh, dear heavens. Father, you have no idea! We thought she’d never find anyone, and then to find you!” my mom said clearly not remembering what she’d just seen him doing to her precious daughter only minutes ago. “Her father thought she was a lesbian.”
“Mom! Don’t tell people that,” I scolded.
My mom shrugged. “What? It’s true. He did.”
“And if I were?”
“We’d still love you, but this! Oh, I couldn’t have picked a better man myself,” my mom said, looking at Heath. Her cheeks turned pink but she waved her hand, and it seemed to have disappeared.
Heath stood up. “I’m afraid others won’t be as kind and understanding as you are.”
“Of course they will!” my mom said standing so quickly her chair squeaked. “All you have to do is explain. Tell them what you just told me. Maybe keeps your pants on, but just tell them.”
Heath started pacing. He was considering my mom words.
Maybe she was right. Maybe it really was that simple. All he had to do was be honest with his flock. And his God. How could they not understand?
“You’re right. I’m going to tell them,” Heath said tapping his fist against the table.
“That’s the spirit!” my mom said smiling. “Oh, God, I’m not sure I could be any happier!”
“Good day for you, mom?” I said softly. She ignored my tone.
She grabbed both of our hands and beamed. “Good day for all of us.”
Chapter Eleven
The bell loudly rang out. Mass would start soon, but before I began, I was going to make my announcement.
Liv stayed home at my request. Just to be safe. Her mother, however, was sitting in the third pew from the front. She waved at me when she saw me peek out.
I stepped out to the podium, and the microphone hissed with feedback. It boomed loudly through the church when I adjusted it.
Smooth, Father. Smooth.
“Hello,” I said secretly wiping my palms on my robe. “I have an announcement to make.”
Everyone in the church hushed except for a few whispers. The second it was completely silent, I cleared my throat.
“My family,” I said stretching out an arm knocking it in the microphone. I quickly put it back in place and folded my hands in front of me. “I must confess something to you all. You have all put love, faith, and trust into me as your priest, and now it is time for me to do the same.
“I’ve listened to your stories, your problems, your successes, achievements and your failures, but now it is time for my own. My people, I will be stepping down as your priest.”
Everyone gasped, and the whispered started up. I held up my palms.
“Please, please.” When everyone quieted, I spoke. “It’s not what you think. I love this church, the people, the community, this town, but there is someone else I love. That’s right, I’ve fallen in love with a beautiful woman, and I cannot keep it from you. I’ll be taking my leave starting tomorrow. I just wanted to let you all know that you all mean a great deal to me, and I did not come to this decision lightly. I hope that you can understand.”
The whispers started again, but within seconds, everyone started clapping. Everyone was wearing bright smiles and their eyes were filled with love and happiness.
“Who is the lucky lady?” someone called out.
“I’m the lucky one,” I said winking at Liv’s mom.
“I hope we get to meet her,” a woman in the first pew whispered to the lady sitting next to her.
I smiled. My heart was filled with so much joy and happiness I could barely stand there without breaking out into what would surely be an awkward dance. Thankfully I managed not to.
Liv was going to be so happy.
Epilogue
Heath brushed a piece of lint off of his perfectly iron pants. He looked absolutely perfect as he stood there talking to two older women both wearing strange hats with birds and flowers on them.
I looked down at my hand and smiled as the diamond sparkled in the sunlight. I couldn’t believe we were husband and wife.
“You look beautiful,” my mom said smoothing out my gown.
“Stop it,” I said trying to push her hands away. “It’s fine.”
“Oh, let me fuss over you dear. It’s not every day my daughter gets married,” she said as a little drop of wetness popped up in the corner of her eye. “Did you see Paul made it?”
I nodded. My brother was terribly busy but managed to get a day off. He was flying back out in a few hours.
“It looked like Paul and Heath picked right up where they’d left off,” my mom said grinning.
“I hope not,” I muttered. Neither my brother or I would have wanted that because the girl Heath would have been talking about would have been me.
I jerked when I felt an arm sliding around my waist. It only took a second to realize it was Heath.
“How are you beautiful ladies d
oing?” he said slurring his words ever so slightly.
“How much have you had?” I said narrowing my eyes at him playfully.
I could feel him shrug. “One. Maybe two. Three at the most.” He pressed himself into my backside and put his lips near my ear. “When does the honeymoon start?”
“Later,” I said glancing at my mom to make sure she hadn’t heard him. “We have guests. They’ll probably play the chicken dance soon.”
“We can only hope,” Heath said kissing my neck.
“I leave you two alone,” my mom said as she flapped her hand towards a woman wearing a dress that looked like it was from the eighteen hundreds.
Heath slid his hand down my backside and grabbed my ass. “If only everyone else would do that too, so I could stick my cock inside my bride.”
“Heath!” I said, smiling as a couple I didn’t know walked past. The woman placed her hand on her chest and grinned at us.
“They’re so in love,” she whispered to the man. “Why can’t you be more like that?”
Heath chuckled. “Ladies love some co—”
“Stop it!” I scolded. “Don’t forget they all still remember it wasn’t that long ago you were a priest.”
“Oh fuck, that’s right.”
I looked at him out of the corner of my eyes. “I think you’re cut off for the night.”
He swallowed down a hiccup. “Maybe you’re right. I sure as hell don’t want to pass out before the good stuff.”
“Oh please,” I said rolling my eyes at him.
“What? I’m serious. I need this big dick at the top of its game. This could be the night we make a baby.”
My mouth dropped open. “Are you serious. I mean I know we both want kids but isn’t this too—”
“Of course it’s not. I want to get fucking started on a fucking family right now.” Heath turned to the side. “Woo!”
“Who are you?” I said unable to hold in my laugh. “You know what I want? What I really want?”