by Zoey Derrick
I do as he’s commanded and immediately his hands are on my ass, spreading them wide. I feel a warm breath of air followed quickly by a fat, wet tongue rimming me. My chest falls to the counter as he prepares me to take him.
He doesn’t hold out long. The licking is barely enough to get me going when he pulls back. Just when I’m about to turn around to see what he’s doing, I feel the soft blunt tip of his cock pressing into me and I relax as his hand runs along my back. “Tell me, Kyle, how fucking bad do you want me right now?”
I can’t breathe, consumed by my desperate desire for him. I push back, pushing my ass toward him and he smacks me square on the soft flesh of my ass. “So bad it hurts,” I cry out as he pushes into me.
“Relax, cowboy,” he breathes as he leans down over me, covering me, warming and relaxing me with his touch. I feel him start to move, sliding in and out, slow and steady at first, allowing me a chance to get acclimated to his invasion, but it doesn’t last long before I’m pushing back against him, silently begging him to take me harder and faster.
He takes my hint as he rears up, grabbing a hold of my hips he starts to push into me harder and pull out faster. “Ah, fuck,” I moan as sensations radiate everywhere, I’m nearly ready to explode already.
“How does that feel?” he asks as he continues thrusting into me.
“Fucking amazing…Don’t. sStop. God. Please. Ah!” I feel every cell in my body explode, my balls tighten and my muscles lock down. His hand comes away from my hip and he reaches around. Taking my cock in his hand. “Ah, Talon!” I practically scream as he strokes once.
“Fucking come for me, cowboy,” he growls. “Ah, fuck!” he moans as he strokes a second, then third time, and on the fourth, I explode at the same time as I feel Talon erupting inside me.
That day isn’t the last time that Talon and I will spend alone time together. Not being with Addie will kill us both every day, but she also isn’t stupid. We just choose not to tell her, at least not while she’s on bed rest.
They wake me up a little while later with food. I get up and go to the bathroom before I lay back down on the bed. Talon props up a crap ton of pillows and I sit against them as Kyle puts a raised tray over my legs. I smile. “How’d you know?” I ask him.
He smiles and shrugs. “It’s your favorite.” I dive into my mac ’n cheese. Now before you freak out that this is all I eat, chill, because this is what he feeds me when I need comfort food, like now, and my new bed rest situation. I pick up the bowl and start eating. My hand grows tired so I set it on my belly and the guys laugh.
I smile. “What, it works.”
That’s when it happens. “Omph,” I say and the fork rattles in the bowl.
“What…” Then it happens again with all eyes on my belly.
“Oh my god,” Kyle breathes as he climbs onto the bed. I move the bowl and nothing happens. I put it back and we watch and wait.
He kicks again. I say ‘he’ because he was the upside down one this morning. I move the bowl and press my hand to the same spot. It tickles when he kicks again. I grab Talon’s hand and press it to the same spot. “Oh. My. God,” he says and he has tears in his eyes. I trade their hands, giving Kyle his turn and baby boy doesn’t disappoint. Kicking Kyle square in the hand.
After that, both Talon and Kyle sit with me, hands rubbing on my belly. “Get the lotion if you’re gonna do that,” I tease and Talon gets up, grabbing the lotion and Kyle moves the tray. My hunger has taken over and I work on eating my lunch while they pull back the blankets and lift my shirt. They both massage lotion into my skin and are rewarded with a few kicks from both babies as they set about their task. They both have amazed expressions on their faces. I’ve felt it before, but nothing like this and nothing when they’ve been around. The babies have always been quiet when they are around, until today.
23 weeks
I spend the next three weeks following doctor’s orders. Eating and sleeping, growing panda cubs. Kyle and Talon continue their nightly rituals of goodnights and kisses to babies in my belly and then to me. Kyle has switched from calling me baby girl to calling me mama or panda more often than not. Which works for me since he will soon have someone new to call baby girl.
In the late afternoons, they both escort me around the yard or around the house for a nice slow walk. It’s warm outside now in August in LA. So I take to the house more often than not. I’d called Dr. Paige last week and asked her if I could take slow swims in the pool. She said that the pool could be very relaxing but that I shouldn’t move around too much. I took her advice and used it often. Though most of the time I found myself just sitting in the water. It was nice to feel weightless and relax.
Today we go back to Dr. Paige to check my blood pressure. It has come down a lot since she put me on bed rest, but she hasn’t rescinded it just yet.
I told the guys that if she rescinds it today that I need a few moments alone with Dr. Paige to ask a couple of questions. They’re reluctant, but they finally agree.
Once I’m settled in and waiting for Dr. Paige, the guys are on either side of me. She hasn’t done another ultrasound, but the machine is back in the room today. I’m hoping for another look at my babies.
“Hi Addison, Kyle, Talon,” she greets us as she comes into the room. She has a mischievous grin on her face.
“I think I like that smile,” I tell her.
“You should. Your blood pressure is back to normal. Now, before you go getting all woohoo on me, I want to do an ultrasound and check on the kiddos. If everything looks okay, I will remove your bed rest, but you will still have strict rules to follow,” she says with a raised eyebrow and the guys groan. She laughs, “Well, maybe not that strict,” she says with a smirk. She sets about measuring my belly, which I can’t even look past anymore. It’s bad enough that Talon and Kyle have traded off shaving duties already.
“You’re measuring a little bigger than I expected you to be, but, that’s okay. Your weight is good. You’ve only gained about twenty-five pounds so far.”
“Ugh!” I groan and she laughs.
“Hey for twins, that’s amazing. Be proud of yourself.”
“It’s all the extracurricular activity I used to be able to participate in,” I say with a smirk and both Kyle and Talon blush.
Dr. Paige laughs. “That’s a good possibility. Though at this stage, I’d find a good maternity yoga instructor, if you can, and have them come to the house a couple days a week. It will be good for you and your body, and it will help you bounce back after they’re born. Plus it might help wear you out. Though I get the impression these guys have secretly enjoyed their reprieve.”
“Dr. Paige,” I scold and the guys snicker. “I doubt they’ve been resting up for my triumphant return to the bedroom.”
“Stop it,” Kyle says, he’s as red as a cherry.
Dr. Paige laughs. “Your secrets are safe with me. Alright, let’s have a look.”
She fires up the machine and sets about looking things over. She turns the sound up because she knows that the sound of their heartbeats is a comfort to me. She doesn’t point out too many things, but she does recheck the genders to make sure she was right the first time. When she’s done the guys kiss me, giving me my time with Dr. Paige.
“What’s up Addison?”
“A couple of things, one, can I have sex now?” I whine and she laughs.
“Yes, but…” I pout, “one at a time. Don’t let yourself get over stimulated. I can imagine the two of them are a handful together, so be wary of overdoing it.”
“That, I can handle.”
“What else?”
“I haven’t shown the guys this in a while.” I pull my bra down and remove the pad. I squeeze and clear liquid squirts out. “It only happens, really, when I do this, but, they’re boob men, like major boob men.”
She laughs, “With your small size before your implants, I’m not surprised you’re lactating early. No, it’s not a problem, especially if they’re into
that. But be wary that while stimulation brings it out now, if they start helping themselves, you will start lactating at regular intervals. I recommend getting a pump before you let them have at it. You can freeze it for up to six months. Which doing so now, will help them better bond with the babies and allow you time to rest. Feeding twins can and will be very demanding on your body and your milk supply. Though I don’t think that’s going to be an issue for you.”
“Okay, so what are my restrictions?”
She goes over a list of restrictions and I am still required to rest for no less than four hours a day in addition to a good night’s sleep. Though it can be in bed or on the couch. The idea is to lie down when I can and take it easy as often as possible. Also avoid long walks etcetera.
“Last question.”
“Shoot.”
“I know that I will likely deliver early and that thirty-six weeks is ideal.”
“If you can make it to Halloween, it will be ideal. Listen to your body, I know the second trimester is a time where you feel great, you want to get out and do things and be normal, but you’ve got to listen to what your body is telling you. If it says to rest, then rest. If it says to go go go, don’t go go go, but just go. If you feel energized, take a leisurely swim in the pool. The weightlessness will help aches and pains in your body, but don’t stay in too long. If you’re going out that night or have something coming up, then make sure you rest until the very last minute. Don’t wear yourself out. Don’t let yourself get to the point of exhaustion. You’re fortunate to have the type of job that you don’t have to go in everyday. Take advantage of it and if you do have to work, eat and drink lots and rest. You’re doing an amazing job growing these babies, don’t stress about the things you can’t control. Let them take care of you, they’re eager to do it.”
“Sometimes I feel like I’m taking advantage of them.”
She smiles wide. “You can’t take advantage of the willing and believe me, they’re both willing.”
“Thanks, Dr. Paige.”
“Anytime. Anything else?”
“No, I’m good for now.”
“So?” they both ask as soon as we’re in the car.
“Mills?” I ignore them.
“Yes, Addison.”
“Can we stop at Bel Bambini on the way home?”
“Absolutely,” he says.
The guys look happy, yet dejected at the same time. I sigh and smile wide. “The chastity belt is off.”
“Mills, we’ll go to the store later,” Talon says.
“Oh no, this needs to be done because I need a couple of things before you can have at me. Okay?”
“But, but, but,” they both whine.
“Look, my milk is coming in and if the two of you are going to go to town on them, I need some supplies.”
Talon lets out a pleasurable huff and Kyle groans, neither are bad and my nipples harden and my clit pulses. Shit, I don’t know if I’m going to make it home. I’m just as sexually frustrated and horny as they are.
“Besides, I haven’t been out of the house except for doctor appointments for three weeks. Let me have just a little fun.” I smile prettily at them both and bat my lashes.
They both groan, “Fine.”
“Eek!” I squeal in excitement and they both laugh.
“You know we can’t say no to you.”
Our little trip into Bel Bambini turns into a full on shopping spree. It’s the first time that we’ve actually indulged in buying stuff for the twins. Mills and Tori stand by laughing. We end up walking out with several names written down of strollers, carseats, swings and bouncers. I want to research the best names before I buy anything.
I buy a pump, something that I’d already been researching in my alone time in bed. It’s expensive, but it’s the best there is. It has both electronic and manual options and the guys kinda cringe. Talon is all too eager to help relieve me of my milk supply. Guys and their fetishes, but when I tell them about storing it for them to be able to feed the babies when they’re born, they’re very gung-ho on that idea.
Getting home is a challenge, neither one of them can keep their hands off of me. I haven’t gotten into their restrictions just yet. I will once we’re home.
Ten minutes later we finally pull in. The guys grab the shopping bags and I’m not in the door before Kyle is at my front and Talon at my back, kissing my lips and sucking along my neck. “Okay guys, you have rules.” They both groan and I chuckle. “It’s not bad. I promise. I am still fair game, but… one at a time. As much as I love both of you and desperately need both of you at the same time, the orgasms are too intense. I’m not allowed to get too worked up.”
“Oh, we can handle that,” Talon says as he moves my hair to the side. Kissing that sweet spot where my neck and shoulder meet.
I turn in their arms, “And you, be nice to the girls.” He gives me a wicked grin that sends a shiver through me making my pussy weep, soaking my panties and my legs go weak. “Take me, upstairs,” I moan out. And they whisk me upstairs to the bedroom. I’m naked before we hit the threshold. Hands, mouths, clothes, arms and faces are everywhere in a tangled, uncoordinated mess. My skin is alive and sensitive and their soft caresses send shivers up my spine, rocketing pleasure straight to my core.
I am gently laid out on the bed. Kyle growls as he is the first one to wrap his mouth around a nipple. My back arches and Talon’s hands caress up and down my body. The pleasure is so intense and I have missed this so much that I nearly come just from being touched.
Kyle’s mouth continues to lick and suck and Talon is watching him, raging jealousy in his eyes. “I have two,” I remind him quietly and he doesn’t need any more encouragement. He lies down beside me and engulfs my other nipple, just like Kyle, the licking sucking and pulling by both of them is nearly enough to send me over the edge. I try to reach around my bump and fail. Kyle takes my hand and places it on his cock; I take it into my hand and stroke him. He moans again.
I take Talon into my other hand, stroking, pulling and playing with their purple heads. Kyle’s hand slips between my legs, spreading me wide. I arch my back and his hand slides between my sensitive folds. My orgasm explodes through my body. My pussy clenching and releasing around nothing but the orgasm is intense none the less.
Kyle releases my nipple and kisses his way down my torso. He kisses along my belly and moves down south, Then his hot tongue seers into my folds, taking my clit into his mouth and I nearly come undone again. My tugs on Talon’s cock become harder and he cries out his own pleasure, releasing my nipple. He sits up and brings his cock to my mouth. “What do you want, big man?” I breathe out.
“Your mouth, angel,” he growls as I grip it in my hand then teasingly lick the head. He groans. I tease him again and again as Kyle continues licking and sucking on my clit. I feel him slide two fingers inside of me and I explode, moaning around Talon’s cock as I finally suck him down as deep as I can. Holding him in place, I stroke along his cock with my hand and Kyle rears up. I can feel the head of his erection pressing at my entrance and desire explodes, radiating outward sending ripple after ripple of pleasure through my body.
I release Talon from my mouth. “Take me, god, Kyle, I need it, I need you.” I arch my back again and he slips inside. “Faster, Kyle, I can’t…” He slides inside, impaling me and I cry out. I take Talon’s cock back into my mouth as Kyle begins fucking me. My pussy is squeezing and releasing him as he strokes along my inner walls, massaging that special spot.
“Talon!” Kyle grinds out as I feel his orgasm hardening his cock further.
“Do it,” Talon orders and I explode all over Kyle’s cock, his orgasm explodes inside of me seconds later. Talon pops free of my mouth and I can’t look away as he strokes his cock. “Take it, Kyle,” he demands and I feel Kyle shift before I watch him suck Talon into his mouth and Talon explodes. Kyle greedily swallows his cum. I shudder in pleasure watching the exchange.
That was the first of four times that
day, though they let me eat and rest in between. That day also found me opening my eyes and really seeing the love and passion between the two of them. I learned later that they didn’t wait around for me while I was on bed rest, but they were afraid to tell me because they didn’t want to upset me or make me jealous. I told them that wasn’t the case at all.
Despite not talking about them much, the guys in the band are always at the house doing their thing and Talon’s studio is nearly done. His goal was to build his own studio so that once the babies are born, he’d never have to be far away.
The guys spend the majority of September and almost all of October in the studio recording the new album. With ‘To Be Free’s’ track already recorded my part is done, but I got to go and watch them a few times and I have to say, this album is certainly better than the last.
Talon’s absence is felt by both Kyle and I, but we get by and enjoy every minute we can with him. His goal is to have the album recorded before the babies are born and I commend him for that. The days spent without him around are always made worth it when he comes home at night.
Halloween comes around and I am on full bed rest and have been for two weeks. This time around I don’t complain because I’m equal parts miserable and excited to meet my babies.
In the spirit of Halloween, the guys found some body paint and painted my blooming belly into a pumpkin. We had a good laugh about it, took some pictures and Talon later posted it on Twitter with a tag, “This is how we roll on Halloween #BabiesOnBoard #ComingSoon”
On November Fourth, my duet with Bryan Hayes went live and exploded across the airwaves and landed on a couple million mp3 players around the world. The guys celebrated with me by eating ice cream off of my body. The babies hated the cold, which of course egged the guys on some more. Bryan called twice that day congratulating me. I thanked him over and over again for the experience. He asked how I was doing and said he was bummed I couldn’t be at the launch party. When I told him I was busy growing babies, he laughed. We became pretty good friends when we recorded our song and both Talon and Kyle grew to like him too. All animosity and jealousy was long forgotten.