by Unknown
“better be.” she snaps. Shit I forget how nasty she can be when shes tired. Its almost as bad as when she’s hungry. I pity the masses.
Another quick kiss and I’m striding out the door closing it softly behind me. Ella and Jace are still standing in the hallway waiting.
Slipping a shirt over my head as I walk down the hall. This is bullshit I really don’t want to deal with. I want to be back in bed. Naked. Holding Tessa. Maybe even.. “Adien” Amber screams. “look at what she did to me.”
How can I not look. Her face was swollen, covered in bruises and her nose was bandaged. I feel a smile try to come through. I fight it back.
“What happened last night Amber?” what ever she did really set Tessa off. “She just attacked me.” she try’s to sound confident in her response. I’m not buying it.
“Come on Amber. I know how you are and I know how Tessa is. So what happened last night?” I ask again this time a little firmer. “Should I got get Tessa?” I ask. Please say no. Shit. Why did I offer to go get her? Tessa would tear us all apart.
“No!” she screams. “please Adien. I’ll tell you. Just please don’t go get her.” fear wasn’t the motivation here. I just know it.
Silence. “well?” I prompt. “We ran into each other on our way down stairs.” she said. Why the fuck was she upstairs to begin with? Before I can ask she starts speaking again.
“She made some comment about you. And then I was on the ground and she was punching me.” she left out a whole lot there I can tell.
“Why are you here Amber?” really she shouldn’t have been here in the first place. This is my house not the club house. And the club house is were the club whores are suppose to be.
“I missed you.” she says with this fake sweetness in her voice.
“Well I didn’t. You don’t belong here. This is my house not the club house Amber.” I state in a cold voice.
Most would have shrunk back maybe tried to disappear into the background. Amber oh no not Amber. I’m starting to feel that maybe there’s not that much up there. Almost like her brain took a vacation.
Her hand reaches out and grabs my arm with surprising strength considering her condition.
I look from her hand to her face and back again. “Please Adien. I need you.” she begs. “Go home Amber. I’m not dealing with your shit right now.” I reply
I look to Jace. Who is leaning against the wall. With a quick nod to him I leave the room. he’ll take care of her. I need to hunt up some food. I know I cant go back to our room with out food to appease the food monster.
Chapter 22
Tessa
Sleep blissful sweet sleep. At least it was until the stupid bastard on the other side of the door interrupted it. “shoot the bastard” I tell Adien.
In response I get a kiss to the ear. Ah so sweet. I hear mumbling. Something to do with Amber. Why the fuck wont she just go away?
“Just go tell her to shut the fuck up. I’m tired and shes interrupting my beauty sleep or some shit like that.” I grumble. “Just stuff a cock I mean sock in her mouth. That did not mean yours Adien. I will take that shit got me.”
“No worries baby.” he says. Then place’s a lingering kiss on my lips. “sleep everything will be fine.” He whisper’s into my lips.“better be.” I snap.
Another kiss. Then nothing. Sweet blissful nothing.
Something smells amazing. Opening my eyes to see Adien siting on his side of the bed. Fully clothed staring at me. “I was wondering when you’d wake up.” his voice is full of amusement. I roll over onto my stomach. Putting my chin in my hand.
“I’m hungry.” I whine. The amusement on his face is clear to see. “Good thing I brought you something then huh?” he holds up the tray that was sitting on the end table.
Oh my the tray was filled with pancakes, bacon, eggs, toast, coffee, and orange juice. “yummy” I say reaching for the tray. “What about you? Did you bring your own tray?” I ask him with a bright smile.
“I’m not hungry baby. I made all this for you. Needed to make sure the monster stayed tucked away.” he gives me a sweet boyish smile.
I love a playful Adien. My smile grows bigger when I noticed he cut up the pancakes for me. “So thoughtful.” I whisper leaning in for a kiss. “Thank you.” I say between kiss’s.
“Eat. Before you go monster Tessa on us all.” he playfully shoves me. “how are you feeling baby?” he asks.
My cheeks turn pink. “A little sore.” I whisper. “I’m going to go fill the tub. You eat. I’ll come back for you when its ready.” One last kiss and hes gone. Disappearing into the bathroom.
I devour my food like I haven’t eaten in days when its only been since yesterday. Once everything in site is gone I lay back and pat my belly.
Adien appears in the doorway. “Finished?” I give a quick nod in conformation. His long strides eat up the space between us. Then hes ripping the quilt off me. Completely ignoring my squeak he scoops me up into his arms and carry’s me to the bathroom.
I gasp in shock. The bathroom is full of little lite candles. The tub is full of bubbles. It looks warm and inviting. He kisses me on the forehead before letting my feet slide to the bottom off the bathtub.
Moaning as I sink the rest of the way down. “Relax. Enjoy the bath. It will make you feel better. Promise.” giving me a wink he leaves me alone in absolute heaven.
Its almost comical. This big tough, scary as hell biker. Was making me breakfast and drawing me bubble baths. I giggle at the thought of it all. If I wasn’t the one on the receiving end I would call you a liar. Adien do all this? Yeah right.
Leaning back against the tub I place a hot wash cloth over my eyes. Mm heaven. Hot water slides over my skin. Touching tender places. Reminding me of last night. There are no words to describe how amazing last night was.
I can see what all the fuss was about. I’m still glad I waited. Being with someone I love made it that much better. That much more memorable.
In love? I’m in love with Adien. I just set myself up for the biggest heart break known to man. Just thinking about not being with him has my chest constricting painfully.
What will I do with out him now that I’ve had him? No one makes me feel the way he does. Even before last night. I’ve never felt this way about another.
I cant stand back and share him either. That’s just not me. I would fucking kill someone. And there’s Amber. Shes never going to go away. After everything is over. After he’s had his fill what will become of me then?
I know what your thinking. And its not like that. I don’t really need him I can do fine on my own. I’m a independent person. That has nothing to do with this. My fear is that this love unrequited will kill me.
Could I sit back and watch him move on? Go from one to the next? I don’t think I can. No I know I cant. If this ends then I go. That simple. That complicated.
I’ll be like a sponge. Soaking up everything. But knowing I have a expiration date. So suds it up while I can. Giggling at my self I wash my body and my resolve.
Chapter 23
Adien
Its been three months since the night Tessa and I fucked for the first time. And we have every night since then sometimes more then the once. My girl is insatiable.
I’m in fucking heaven. I thought having one pussy to stick my dick in would be hell. I was wrong. I had planned to keep fucking anything that moves even after I got a old lady.
I cant. Not with Tessa. The very idea of sticking my dick anywhere but her pussy has the thing going limp.
Tessa finished school two months early. She was home vegging in front of the TV. I asked her if she wanted to go to the club house with me. She said she hadn’t been feeling all that well. I noticed shes been a little pale lately.
Jesse was going to take her to the doctors later. I wanted to take her. She waved me off said it was fine. Probably some stomach bug. Plus I had a ton of shit to do. We have two shipments coming in this week alone.
Kevin
has been poking his head around our shit. That shit need to end.
Trevor has dug himself a hole somewhere and climbed in. there has been no further incidents were he concerned.
My phone starts ringing. Pulling from my thoughts. “What” leaves my mouth before the phone completely touches my ear.
“Boss” Jesse reply’s. “were leaving the house now. I have Brandon with me.”
“Keep a close fucking watch on her. Don’t let her out of your site.” I ground out.
“Will do. Ah boss?” Jesse’s says.
“What?” I snap. I mean really how fucking hard could it be?
“What about in the room? If she needs to ah..undress?” he asks. Honestly even though my first thought is, is he stupid? The next is yeah that’s a good question because both could get you maimed.
“If she doesn’t want you in there or if she needs to remove any cloths your out. Got me.” I answer.
“Yes boss.” he responds then ends the call. I really should have just taken her myself. This shit is going to bug me until I know what the fuck is going on.
John comes walking into my office, no knock. Just walks right in. irritation washes over me. Who the fuck does he think he is? Hes a fucking prospect. Not even a full member yet.
“what the fuck are you doing in my office?” I snarl at him. He sits down and looks at me. “boss.” is his response.
“i asked you what the fuck you were doing In my office?” I snarl again. “I thought you were watching over my sister?” the anger in my voice cracks like a whip.
“She went home boss. Shes with Jace.” he responds. I slam my hands into the desk. “What did I fucking ask you John?”
“you asked what I was doing here. I’m getting to that boss. So she said she wanted to go home. She talked to Jace for a few minutes in private and asked him to take her home. Jace told me to come find you.” he smiles smugly at the end.
The dumbass. He didn’t win shit I’m the fucking boss. I feel a smile coming. “go clean the club house.” his face is no longer smug.
Getting up to leave I stop him “And John” he pause’s and looks at me. “Next time fucking knock.” I finish before dismissing him.
A few hours later my door opens again. This time its Amber. She closes the door behind her and takes off her dress. I watch it pool at her feet and feel nothing as my eyes rake her body.
I sit there in puzzlement. I mean I know I didn’t want anyone else. That was my choice. But this. This is different. Not in a good way. My dick only wants one it appears.
She slowly walks over to me. At this point she completely naked. While I sat here lost. She was stripping the rest of her cloths off.
“I’ve missed you.” her voice husky and a absolute turn off.
Shes climbing into my lap and trying to pull my shirt off when the door fly’s open. Ella and Tessa are both standing there. Jesse and Jace are right behind them.
All of them wore shocked faces. Tessa’s eyes fill with tears. Jesse and Jace look disgusted. Ella. Well Ella looked ready to kill me.
Standing up Amber falls out of my lap with a scream and then a thump as she hit the floor. This didnt look good. Shit. What the fuck was I going to do. Beg I was going to fucking beg.
Opening my mouth to beg for forgiveness and explain there was nothing going on here at least on my part.
Tessa shkes her head at me and runs. I try to go after her. My feet wouldnt move. More like couldnt move. I look down and Amber has wrapped herself around my legs. The smug smile on her face tells me all I need to know.
She knew they were coming. She set me the fuck up. I’ll deal with her later. Shaking her off I start to move towards the door.
I don’t get more then two feet. When Ella’s standing in front of me. A crack rents the air and bounces off the walls as her hand collides with my face,
“How fucking dare you? How fucking could you? Why would you do this to Tessa. To...” she sobs but doesn’t finish.
I don’t have time for this shit now. I firmly yet gently set her aside and rush for the door. The same said door that was being blocked by two of my men.
“Get the fuck out of my way.” I say to them both. Jesse and Jace look at each other and come to some sort of silent agreement.
They don’t budge. Not a fucking muscle. I try to push past them. And fail there like two very determined walls. Both refusing to give a inch.
“it wasn’t what it looked like. I need to get to Tessa.” the pleading tone sunk in a little. Only a little.
“Give her some space man.” Jesses says and Jace nods in agreement. “No. I need to see her now.” “so get the fuck out of my way.” I demand.
We stood there I a stand off for what felt like hours. Ella had crept out while I fought with the two assholes in front of me.
I tried calling Tessa repeatedly and just got voice mail. My fear started to spike. Who the fuck was with her? If both Jesse and Jace were here. Who was watching Tessa?
Chapter 24
Tessa
Ugh I feel like shit. Poor Jesse is out there sitting in the waiting room with Brandon. As soon as the doctor mentioned clothing removal. They disappeared like a puff of smoke.
I wouldn’t have believed they were there a minute ago if not for the fact Jesse has been my shadow for the last year. Well almost a year.
“Tessa. Are you ready?” the doctor pokes her head back into the room. “mm hmm.” I respond. I fucking hate hospital gowns. There the worst creation known to man. I swear a man must have been the one to come up with the design.
“i would like to get a quick look down below.” she has this smile on her face. I would be smiling to if I wasn’t on the receiving end of said examine.
I hate this part stares up at me form the stirrups. They had these covers on them that had that printed on it. I laugh. I cant help myself. Its true I absolutely hat this part of being a woman.
I have yet to meet someone who does. I guess its normal to hate some strange person shoving fingers and instruments up your whoha.
Laying back I place my feet into the stirrups. Scooting down to the edge. I let my legs fall open. First she walks up to the top of the table.
She reaches under the gown and presses on my breast. I hiss in discomfort. Sure it normally is uncomfortable. But this, this is the worst I’ve ever had it be.
“does this hurt?”she asks. Almost like shes asking about the weather. I resist the urge to grab a handful of her hair and punch her in the boob. Then I’d ask her if it hurt.
“No shit” I reply. Guess I couldn’t keep it pleasant.
“just as I thought. Okay Tessa I want to check your uterus real quick.” shes already bending over in her chair. I feel her fingers slip inside and a shudder of revolution runs up and down my body.
“mm hmm. Okay. Mm hmm.” she mumbles to her self.
“Alright Tessa lets go over your test results.” she sounds solemn. If that son of a bitch Adien gave me a Amber disease I was going to cut his balls off and make them into a necklace.
“There’s no way to say this. Your Pregnant.” she says.
The world freezes. “No fucking way. Your lying, its a big fucking joke. Were is the cameras? Am I on candid camera?” the words just spew from me.
Shock. I’m in shock. “There’s options Tessa.” she starts and I finish “No fucking way. There are no options. I don’t believe in abortion. There are cases yes I feel should but only under dire circumstance and I wont put my child in foster care.”
looking at the floor my eyes fill with tears. Pregnant. I’m fucking pregnant. My hand presses into my tummy. There’s a baby in there. Mine and Adien’s baby.
“By the looks of things its possible there are one then one child in there. you’ve gained a good amount of weight since we had last seen you. And don’t look at me like that Tessa. Your not fat. I in no way meant it that way.” she says in a motherly tone.
“I would like to bring in a ultra sound cart and have a look at the baby o
r babies if you okay with that?” she asks sweetly.
See the baby or babies right now. Like in this very minute. No words would come so I nod quickly.
That show I find myself her once again laying down. My legs in the stirrups as she coats my stomach in this cold jell.
She informs me I got lucky. If I was here just a few weeks earlier it would have been a internal ultra sound. I guess they put some sort of wand up you whoha. Yikes.
She places the wand that reminds me of the scanner they use with big items at check out. She smears the jell all over me as she moves the wand.
“Do you see this here?” he pauses and points at the screen. I give a nod. Absolutely clueless about what I’m seeing.
“That is your baby. Oh and it looks like there are two. Congrats Tessa.” she gives me a sweet happy smile.
Two there are two babies in me. She hands me some print outs. My hands shakes as I look at the black and white grainy pictures of my tow babies.
They resemble peanuts. Mommas little peanuts. I take my time dressing. Trying to collect my composure.
I have no idea what I’m going to tell Adien. Reaching into my purse I call Ella. I feel like I’m on auto pilot.
“Tessa? Hey. How are you feeling?” the words are rushed. “Okay I guess. No not okay. I need you Ella. Please. Can you meet me at the house? Don’t tell anyone I wanted you. I don’t want Adien to know and worry.” I finish in a confused rush.
“I’ll be there soon. Just need to get Jace.” her voice gets lower when she says the next part “I’m with John.”
I know how she feels about John. I feel the same way. He gives me the fucking creeps. The way he watches us when no one else is looking. I feel almost violated.
“I’m headed that way in a few minutes.” I tell her.
“Are you still at the doctors?” she asks in surprise.
“Yes” that all I can say out loud at the moment.
“I’m on my way.” the worry in her voice was loud and clear.
Rushing home I went to our bedroom to wait for Ella to come home. Clutching the delicate photos in a death grip. Careful not to wrinkle them I stare at them.