Tanis the shadow years p2-3

by Barbara Siegel

  "A lot of nerve, ignoring me like that," the dwarf spat at the dead bandit at his feet. Then he sat heavily on the ground with a groan.

  Yeblidod ran to him.

  Tanis pulled the tooth out of Mertwig's leg, and then Yeblidod used her healing powers on her husband. At least, she tried. The dwarf was badly hurt; that he had fought so nobly and for so long was a testament to his brave heart. That he lived at all as the sun rose over Krynn was due entirely to Yeblidod.

  "You saved my life a second time," Tanis humbly told the dying dwarf. Mertwig shook his head and coughed. Smears of blood appeared on his lips. "You stood up for me… twice" he finally rasped. "You were there… when I needed… needed help most. I won't forget."

  "Shhhh," soothed Yeblidod. "Rest."

  The trees, swathed in early morning mist, waved serenely overhead, contrasting with the anguished scene below.

  "What are you doing out here on the path to Solace?" Brandella asked Mertwig's wife.

  "Self-exile," the matronly dwarf replied as she bathed her husband's burning forehead with a wet cloth. "Canpho insisted on a trial, and Mertwig would not abide the insult. We left last night."

  "Just like that7" she asked. "After so many years?"

  "Yes," Yeblidod answered reservedly, green eyes soft above the slightly humped nose. "I didn't want to go, but it was Mertwig's wish. We packed what we owned, put it in a handcart, and left."

  "But your cart…" Brandella asked, looking confused. She squinted into the mist at the gaily painted handcart.

  'That's not…" Tanis interrupted. "Their cart went into the sea when they were trying to rescue Scowarr and me."

  Yeblidod flushed slightly. "A neighbor and friend lent us her cart. We still have friends in Ankatavaka, whatever Mertwig may believe," she added sadly.

  The three sat quietly for a moment, watching as Mertwig's eyes fluttered shut in apparent sleep.

  "You can't continue on," Tanis suddenly told the dwar- ven woman. "Mertwig is too ill. You, yourself, have been through an ordeal. You must go back to Ankatavaka. His pride is less important now than his life."

  Mertwig's eyes flew open again. "No!" he wailed. He grasped at Tanis's hand. "I won't go back."

  "Why?" asked Brandella.

  The dwarf looked away. "I have no friends… no friends… left in Ankatavaka," he said breathlessly.

  "Of course you do," insisted Brandella. "What about Kishpa?"

  He shook his head with an infinite sadness in his eyes. Brandella's eyes filled with tears. So did Yeblidod's.

  "Kishpa and you have been so close for so long-and it has come to this," the weaver said in hushed tones. The two women rose and walked a short distance away, arms around each other's waist. Mertwig watched them go.

  "Where is the human?" asked the dwarf, grasping at Tanis's hand.

  "Scowarr's standing watch. Why? Do you want to speak with him?"

  Tanis made a move to rise.

  "No," Mertwig objected hoarsely. "Just you. Alone. While I can."

  Tanis leaned closer. "What is it?"

  Mertwig pressed his lips together and scrutinized the half-elf. "I can't… can't tell Yeblidod… or Kishpa… not anyone," he wheezed. "But I… I have to." 'Tell what?" Tanis asked, keeping his voice soft.

  "The truth. Before I die. I can't… can't carry it to my… my grave."

  Tanis began to protest, then stopped. It was obvious that the dwarf wouldn't survive much longer. "I'm listening," said Tanis gently.

  "I am guilty… guilty," Mertwig said, and shuddered. "I stole… stole to buy… to buy the glass ball. I lied. But I couldn't admit admit it. Not in front of… Yeblidod. Do you understand?"

  Tanis was about to answer when Scowarr skidded to a stop right next to him.

  "Someone is coming!" he announced, nearly incoherent in his excitement. "I think it's Kishpa. We've got to go!"

  Tanis held up his hand to stop Scowarr. He turned back to Mertwig to tell him that he understood. But the old dwarf was dead.

  27

  Return to Solace

  Quickly, the half-elf led Branbella and Scowarr to a safe place behind a stand of nearby trees. "He should be coming soon," said Little Shoulders. The human was right. Kishpa came striding down the path, fluttering crimson robe nearly black in the uncertain dawn light, a determined look on his face. Brandella instinctively started to go to him; she knew how Kishpa would feel when he turned into the clearing and found that Mertwig was dead. Tanis had to grab her arm to stop her. "Yeblidod will be there with him," the half-elf told Brandella quietly. She nodded and silently began to sob.

  "We'll make a wide circle around the camp," Tanis added, putting his arm around Brandella's shoulder. "We'd better go."

  They traveled at a relentless pace, never knowing how close behind them the young Kishpa might be and never knowing when the blackness of death might snuff out their hope of leaving the ancient wizard's memory.

  In two days' time, they reached the woods in which Tanis would one day, many years hence, survive a terrible fire and befriend a dying mage. The trees were not as tall as Tanis remembered them from before the fire, nor was the pond as wide. Yet the place where Kishpa would one day sit and set his magic in motion was easily found. Tanis brought Brandella to the spot and said, "He is thinking of you right now from this very place."

  Brandella knelt there and stroked the cool, damp grass.

  "I…" she began, and swallowed. "I have tried to imagine what Kishpa might have looked like as an old man."

  Tanis could not help her without describing the ravages of the flames. He cast about for an answer.

  Scowarr rescued him. "Are you leaving now?" the human called from the edge of the pond. He was doing his best to hide his sadness.

  "We're going to try," Tanis replied. "Let us say goodbye, my friend."

  Scowarr, his new suit showing signs of wear but his tufted hair surprisingly tidy, tossed a last stone into the water and then walked to where the half-elf stood with Brandella. He hugged them both. "I hate farewells," he said. "They're never funny."

  Tanis nodded. "I will think of you often," he said.

  Brandella kissed Little Shoulders on the cheek. He blushed.

  "You can think of me all you want," Scowarr told the half-elf. "Me7 I'll be thinking of her."

  Despite-no, because of-the somber moment, they all laughed.,

  Scowarr's eyes dribbled tears-of laughter, he insisted. "Fine," he said, "Now you laugh. It took you long enough, Half-Elven."

  And then it was time.

  Scowarr stepped back to watch as Tanis and Brandella held hands and called out to Kishpa to take them out of his memory and deliver them to the present.

  They chanted his name.

  They sang to him.

  They shouted to him.

  They pleaded with him.

  Nothing happened.

  "Back so soon?" quipped Scowarr.

  Tanis wandered into the woods, away from the pond. His limbs ached with fatigue, and his head hurt from trying to devise some other way to reach the old Kishpa. In the end, he realized that he had to face up to the truth: He was never leaving this place. He had tried and failed. The best Tanis could hope for was that the old mage would live a little longer so that Tanis might have time for himself before the inevitable plunge into darkness.

  Knowing now that this would be the last world that he would see, Tanis felt a terrible loneliness. He had promised that he would meet his old friends in five years at the Inn of the Last Home. It was a reunion that would never be. When he failed to appear, they would all wonder what had become of him. Kit would think he was avoiding her-if she herself showed up. Sturm might talk about going to look for him, and Caramon would jump at the chance for such an adventure. But Raistlin, smiling darkly, would never allow his brother to begin such a quest. Raistlin. Would the young mage suspect that it was magic that had kept Tanis from their reunion? Tas would be hurt that the half-elf had not come back, but then he'd likely forget all ab
out it because that was the way of kender.

  It was Flint whom Tanis felt worst about. The old dwarf had been brother, father, uncle, and friend to him. It would go hard with Flint if he never returned. The old dwarf was gruff and full of bluster, but he had a heart that was very capable of breaking. And break it would. Flint would guess what the others would not let themselves think: If Tanis didn't show up at the Inn of the Last Home, it meant that he was dead.-He desperately wished to spare Flint some of the pain that would come on that distant day.

  And then Tanis realized that he could.

  The half-elf ran back through the woods, racing for the clearing where Brandella and Scowarr waited for him. He pushed through tree branches and hurtled over bushes, not because he knew how to leave the mage's memory, but because he was going home to see his dearest friend. Of all his companions, only Flint Fireforge existed in this time. Dwarves easily lived more than a hundred years. Flint would be young and dashing-or at least as dashing as Flint could ever be, Tanis amended.

  If Tanis couldn't return for the reunion, he would do the next best thing and find Flint now.

  Brandella and Scowarr sat wide-eyed with surprise as he ran toward them. He had just broken through the trees and was coming around the far side of the pond when it happened: Everything changed.

  The pond, the trees, the rolling hills beyond-all disappeared, to be instantly replaced by a view of Solacel It would have taken days to walk it from the glade, yet he had arrived in Solace in the blink of an eye. It was as if his wish had come true. Or had it?

  Sitting together at the foot of the massive vallenwood tree that housed the Inn of the Last Home, were Brandella and Scowarr. They looked as startled as he was.

  "How did we get here?" asked Scowarr, confused.

  "I don't know," Tanis replied. "Unless this, too, is part of Kishpa's memory."

  He looked down, unable to meet Brandella's gaze any longer, as he said, "Whatever time is left, you should spend with your mage." He wanted to reach out and hold her, but instead he said, "Find him, Brandella. Let him know that you love him." And then he spoke his own feelings: "You should let the one you love know that you will always treasure her." His eyes shone. "Always."

  Her face glowed. Tanis wondered what that meant, but he didn't stay to find out. He swallowed his good-bye in a whisper and rushed away.

  Tanis knocked on the rounded door. Weeds waved around the flat stones that led to Hint's ground-level abode. The hill dwarf had been leery at first of the prospect of living in trees, Tanis remembered; the call of ale would be strong enough to lure Hint up the spiral stairway to the Inn of the Last Home, but the dwarf couldn't help preferring lower altitudes for his own lodgings. The oaken door showed the talents of the metalsmith within-hinges, bolts, door handle crafted with artistry.

  "Who ish it7" demanded a familiar voice that the half- elf suspected was dulled by ale.

  "A friend."

  "Imposshible," called out the voice. "I don't"- hiccup-"like anybody."

  'That's not true," countered Tanis.

  "Are you calling me a liar?" Tanis heard the sound of a chair being shoved back.

  "No," the half-elf hastened to reply. "Not at all. I'm simply saying that you have friends you don't even know about."

  There was a pause; the dwarf must have been considering the possibility. Then-"Hmmph. Not likely!" — came the response.

  Tanis leaned one tired arm against the side of the dwelling. "Must we talk through the door, Flint?" "You know my name?" Bootsteps ventured closer to the door. Tanis hoped the testy dwarf wasn't standing there, battle-axe in hand, only steps away. He tried to make his voice agreeable. "More than that. I also know you're one of fourteen brothers and sisters." Another pause. "Who told you that7" "You did." "Imposshible!" "Will you please open the door7" Tanis heard the latch give way. Then the door swung open, revealing a youthful, if drunken, Flint Fireforge. The half-elf could only marvel at the unlined face, the nose roundish but not yet bulbous, the body trim if a lit- tly pudgy. Still, there were the ruddy cheeks, the bushy beard, the bright eyes. Tanis hadn't realized how lonely he was until he saw his old friend. Nearly washed away in a flood of emotions, Tanis blurted, "I found you!" Hint looked unimpressed. "Congratulations. Now you can unfind me." The dwarf immediately started closing the door. "Wait!" Hint sighed but halted. "What ish it? What?" "I just want to talk to you." Tanis knew that Hint wouldn't know him, but he somehow still hoped that there would be a spark of recognition. He could see nothing untoward in the dwarf's eyes. The dwarf peered at the half-elf standing in the doorway. "You don't look familiar. You don't sound familiar. You don't even smell familiar," Hint said irascibly. "You look like you've been through too many battles in too little time." Nonetheless, Hint felt a strange kinship with the half- elf, perhaps because of the need he could see in the stranger's face. He had known need like that himself. Or maybe, thought the dwarf, I'm just drunk. Hint asked in an unfriendly tone, 'Talk? What about?" "Can I come in?"

  'Til come out. If it's business, I do my talking at the inn."

  "I'll buy you a plate of Otik's spiced fried potatoes," Tanis offered.

  The dwarf gazed up, his beard aquiver with suspicion. "Otik who?"

  Tanis shook his head. Of course; Otik hadn't bought the Inn yet. "Never mind," he said. "I'll buy you the ale."

  They made their way up to the Inn of the Last Home, perched high in its majestic vallenwood tree.

  The two old friends who had yet to meet in the real world sat across from each other, one eating potatoes, the other drinking ale. Tanis took in the sight of the big main room of the inn. The walls were dirty with soot; the stained glass windows were so grimy that you couldn't tell if it was day or night. The floor looked as if it hadn't been washed in a month. And the odor defied description. Tanis had never appreciated Otik so much until that moment. As for the present innkeeper, he seemed a decent, if slovenly, sort. He was tall and skinny with a crooked nose and sad green eyes. Hint called him "Hey, You."

  The inn and its owner didn't matter that much to Tanis. The important thing was that he was there with Hint Fireforge.

  "So, do you want to buy one of the toys I've made7" questioned the dwarf between swallows of watered slop.

  "No. I… I just want to know how you are," Tanis said, and immediately felt foolish.

  Hint narrowed his eyes and tilted his head. He seemed to be thinking-work that came hard with all the bad ale he'd consumed.

  "What I mean is," Tanis added awkwardly, "how are you managing your business without a helper?"

  "What do I need a helper for7 I'm in my prime!" The dwarf sat up defensively. "Well, there may come a time," suggested Tanis, "when you'll want to have someone around to help keep your books, collect debts from those who owe you money, those sorts of things."

  Flint downed the last of his mug of ale and called out over his shoulder, "Hey, You, give me another."

  The innkeeper was right behind him, listening. "I don't know about the other things you mentioned, young fellow, but Hint here certainly does need someone to drag him out of this place when he's had too much to drink and gets into a fight." He wrinkled a crooked nose, grabbed Hint's tankard, and swabbed the table with a rag that seemed to leave the wooden surface greasier than before.

  Tanis smiled. He had pulled the feisty dwarf out of nearly every tavern in Ansalon when they'd traveled the countryside together. But that wouldn't happen for decades yet. "Someday," he said softly to Hint, "you'll have a helper who will do all those things for you."

  The dwarf's face folded into disbelief. 'That will be the day I call a kender my friend," scoffed the dwarf.

  Tanis choked on his potatoes.

  Hey, You poured Tanis some ale to help him wash away the food caught in his throat. The half-elf gratefully drank and was just catching his breath when a hand came down hard on his right shoulder.

  "I've been looking for you," said Kishpa.

  28

  Help from a friend

/>   Tanis was tired of running from the Maqe. More than that, he was tired of hearing Kishpa's name on Brandella's lips. What had the mage sacrificed for the woman? What had the mage done to show his deep affection? As far as Tanis was concerned, Kishpa ran a poor second to him in devotion to Brandella. Yet the woman loved Kishpa above all else. And that rankled.

  The hand that rested on his shoulder did not worry the half-elf. It was the other hand that concerned him. Once before, Kishpa had held a knife to his back, and he might again. The way Tanis was feeling just then, he was of a mind to break that hand in as many places as he could. Tanis grabbed the hand on his shoulder and jerked forward with his whole body, throwing the mage over his head. Over the surprised Flint's head, as well.

  Kishpa landed on his back on top of a wooden table, which crashed to the floor under his weight.

  "And here I was suggesting that you stop Flint from fighting," complained Hey, You, quickly tabulating the cost of the table and adding it to Tanis's bill.

  "He's good," Hint said approvingly to the innkeeper when Tanis got up and went after the mage. The dwarf protectively picked up his new tankard of ale.

  "Yes, but can he afford the damages?" the innkeeper queried, his sad eyes growing more doleful. He'd obviously become resigned to bar fights in his acquaintance with the dwarf.

  "I'll pay for anything he breaks," offered Hint. "I haven't seen a good fight since-"

  "Since this morning," said Hey, You.

  "Helps me digest my breakfast," explained the dwarf. "Did you just see that blow to the belly7 That fellow I was drinking with sure knows how to throw a punch."

  "Don't count that other one out," cautioned the innkeeper. "He seems to be able to absorb the punishment."

  Tanis fought with a cold fury, his fists burying Kishpa under an avalanche of punches to the stomach and head. The mage rocked with each blow, yet he didn't break and he didn't bleed. Nor, strangely, did he fight back.