“Um, I’m done, OK?” I told him.
He looked at me. “Good, I gotta take a cold shower or something. This is killing me. I’m sorry. I’ll deal with it. Just go get dressed, and let me know when you’re ready to go to bed.”
I went to my room and heard Giovanni turn the shower back on across the hall. Then I heard him punch the wall and yell, “That fucking son of a bitch! I’m gonna kill him if I get my hands on him.”
I knew he meant my attacker. If it weren’t for that guy, he and I would have made love right after we found out we were in love with each other. Giovanni was right to blame him for his frustration. Yet, it was possible we wouldn’t have admitted our feelings for each other if it wasn’t for him.
Either way, I felt that was it. I had to force myself to give Giovanni what he needed. His pain was getting to me, and I wanted it, too. I decided I would surprise him. I closed my bedroom door. Then I put the sheer bra and panty set on that Giovanni liked.
When I had the set on, I looked in the mirror at myself. My breasts were almost bursting from the bra and the panties fit perfectly. It left almost nothing to the imagination. I was a nervous wreck, but I was determined to be with him again. I took a condom out of my purse and put it in the strap of my panties.
I waited until I heard the bathroom door open and the television go on. Then I took a deep breath, trying to quell the butterflies in my stomach. I had to let the fear go, so I didn’t freak out again. I told myself I could do it. I needed to be aggressive, so I could forget my apprehension.
I opened my bedroom door. Then I took another deep breath and started walking barefoot to the living room where I was pretty sure he was. When I got closer, I saw he was on the couch with a towel still around him. His hair was wet and he looked so hot.
I closed my eyes for a minute trying to give myself the courage I needed. I decided if I did it quick enough, I wouldn’t be able to back out. Just before I got to where I wanted to stand, I changed my mind again and backed up. I couldn’t do it. I was too overwhelmed with fear and anxiety. But I wanted to make him feel good no matter how scared I was. I loved him.
I took a deep breath and got the guts to do it, finally. I walked right in front of Giovanni and turned around several times. “So what do you think of it on me?” I asked.
His mouth dropped and he didn’t say a word. He watched my every step as I moved closer to him. I saw his chest move faster while his breathing quickened. I could also see the desire in his eyes as they followed me. I climbed into his lap facing him.
He put his hands on my hips and finally replied, “It looks unbelievable on you.”
I grabbed his shoulders, pushed him back into the couch and kissed him. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed me back, thrusting his tongue past my lips.
After a minute, I pulled away a bit. Then I got up on my knees and opened his towel. I looked at his rigid cock. It had swelled even bigger than usual.
I put the condom on him that I had brought with me. I moved into a good position over him and pulled the bottom of my panties aside. Then I let my pussy swallow his stiff cock, moaning softly as it bore deeper into me.
The look on Giovanni’s face when I did that was half surprise and half relief. His head went back and a quiet moan escaped from his lips. “Oh, Crystal, that feels so good,” he said.
As I moved up and down on him, my breasts bounced, due to lack of support from the fancy bra. Giovanni reached up, unclasped it and held them in his hands.
When I heard him moan again, I started to go faster. Any residual anxiety or fear was history. He started to kiss my skin as I moved as fast as I could. He felt so good inside of me but I was concentrating on pleasing him instead of myself. That was my intention.
I kept as quiet as I could because I loved the sounds he was making. Using his shoulders for support, I started moving at a different angle and I could hear he liked it.
“Oh God… I love you, Crystal! Oh… mmm… oh! How’re you doing that?” I got up a bit more momentum and felt him react to it. “That’s it, baby!”
He soon yelled out my name loudly just as I felt his body tense. He grabbed my hips and stopped my movement, holding them as close to his as he could. Then I felt his cock pulsate and expel his release.
“Oh, damn… you have… no idea… how good that… felt,” he told me. “God, I love you.”
I smiled knowing I did what I set out to do for him. I put my hands around his face and kissed him. “I love you, too.” And I loved saying that to him.
He seemed to be almost out of breath. I slowly and carefully lifted off of his lap. I winked at him before I left him and went into the bathroom to clean up. I was elated that I was able to make him feel so good. It seemed like the day before never even happened.
When I came out without clothes, Giovanni was outside the door, still naked. He picked me up and carried me to his room. The sheet and blanket were pulled back almost to the floor. He laid me on his bed and got on top of me.
He whispered into my ear, “Now it’s your turn.”
He kissed me over and over, increasing the passion with each touch of his lips. Soon, his lips moved on to my neck. He brushed them against my skin lightly, building my need for him. Then he gently bit my ear, which made my head go back and a sigh come from me.
His mouth led a path down my throat, across my shoulders, to my chest and over each breast. With each touch of his mouth to my skin I felt a shiver within me. His love was enveloping me while my desire grew.
I ordered him, “Please, do it now!”
He ignored me and continued on to my belly, hips and thighs. I had absolutely no fear of him or what he was doing. The more I felt his body teasing me with light touches of his skin against mine, the more I longed for him to be inside me again.
“Giovanni, please. No more. I’m ready now,” I begged him. He made it even worse when his mouth moved below my waist. I felt his tongue against my clit and cried out, “I can’t take any more.” The pleasure had gotten to be so much, I felt like I was at a breaking point.
“I know you can take more,” he told me.
Then his tongue stroked my clit. After a minute, I screamed in ecstasy as my insides trembled. Most of my body lifted off the bed in response.
“Told you so.”
He leaned his head back down and zigzagged his tongue over my pussy. I moaned. Then he kissed, sucked and licked me, varying the intensity and order of things. I grabbed the sheet under me and held on until my body shook again as I cried out. I felt so good, but I wanted him even more. I craved him inside me again.
“Please, Giovanni, I need you now. I wanna feel you, please,” I urged him.
He looked up at me and smiled. Then he moved his body so he could reach his nightstand and pulled out a condom. I watched him put it on with terrible anticipation. I didn’t know if I could wait another second. I felt as if my body was going to explode if I didn’t have him quickly.
He didn’t make me wait long. He picked up my legs onto his shoulders and pushed his cock in fast. I let out a scream of passion as my body shuddered immediately.
When he started to thrust, I cried out his name, quivering internally yet again. It had never been like that for me before. Even Chad would be hard pressed to cause that much pleasure inside that short of a timeframe. It had to be the love we shared that made it that much more powerful and amazing. I bent my knees as I felt it for so much longer than I thought I should.
Giovanni shifted my legs around him and started driving into me quickly with my hips in the air. Within a minute, I shouted his name again. Then he came down to me.
“This is even better than last time,” he whispered. “I love you so much.” I saw his pleasure in his eyes as he sighed.
I softly replied with, “I love you, too.”
Then I moved with him after that and we both started to moan constantly. It was that good. I saw him clutch the blanket, in his hands that were on either side of me, as he cried out
my name with his eyes closed. I was so glad he felt as incredible as I did.
Our pace sped up.
“Giovanni… oh… damn… That’s good… Ooh!”
“Love you… Crystal… God… you’re amazing…”
I soon screamed while my body quaked with rapture within. It was so strong I felt like I couldn’t take any more. I tensed everywhere while tears fell from my eyes.
“Giovanni, I can’t do it again.”
“Yes, you can,” he told me.
Suddenly he started driving into me much harder. I gripped his shoulders firmly as I screamed again, consumed by pure ecstasy. It went on so long, I raked my nails over his skin, trying to deal with the feeling. I cried out again, fearing I would fall completely apart somehow. My insides tensed even more and I closed my eyes, trying not to be overwhelmed.
“Damn, I love that feeling,” he said in my ear.
Then he went even faster and I could no longer keep up. I clung to him as I continually shook inside. The spasms within me had gotten so intense, they started to hurt. I looked up at him, trying to relay that I was at my limit for sure. I still felt unbelievable, but I needed him to be done already.
He must have understood, because after just a minute, his hips were against mine tightly and he held my body to his. Then he whispered my name as I felt his semen flow from his cock. He grabbed me firmly as he let out soft gasps and then finally relaxed.
His plan to please me went well beyond what I imagined it could. I could no longer move at all. I felt so good and so exhausted, I couldn’t even describe it. I had no idea that feeling was even possible.
After Giovanni threw away the condom, he got back on the bed next to me and wrapped his arms around me. He pulled me close to him. “So, did I repay you for what you did for me?”
I tried to reply, but no words came out. I was breathless and dumbfounded by it all. I just reached out and kissed him.
“I’ll take that as a yes,” he said with a smile. “Your reaction to everything fueled me even more. I love it when you scream. You got no idea how hard it was to hold out that long. But I did it for you.”
He moved us, so I could lay my head on his chest. I put my arm around his ribs and closed my eyes. Giovanni moved his feet a bit then his hand and I felt the sheet over us.
CHAPTER THIRTY SEVEN
I woke up to sounds in the apartment. I felt next to me, and Giovanni was not there. Fear built quickly. “Giovanni, where are you?”
Footsteps, those were the sound. My heart was beating like crazy, and I couldn’t think straight. When I heard them come into the room, I sat up. “Giovanni?” I called out loudly. “This isn’t funny.”
Then the bed moved and suddenly, I was down on my back with someone above me. “I’m back,” a voice said.
Oh God, it’s him. He found me. Tears fell quickly from my eyes. “Giovanni, help me!” I screamed.
My face burned as I was slapped. “Shut up!” Then he forced my legs apart and shoved his cock into me.
I screamed in pain. Then I kept screaming as he slammed into me again and again, harder than anyone ever had. I cried uncontrollably from the pain and from feeling so helpless.
“Get off her!” I finally heard Giovanni shout. Then he got up on the bed and tried to pull the guy off of me.
“Giovanni, it hurts!” I yelled.
“Wake up. Crystal, you gotta wake up. Please, it’s just a dream. He’s not here. Please, wake up!”
When my eyes opened, I was hysterical and in Giovanni’s arms. “He’s raping me! Please, stop him!” I grabbed him and held on for dear life.
“It’s OK,” he assured me. “I’m right here and he’s not. I won’t let him touch you again.” He ran a hand up and down my back, soothingly. “I swear. He can’t get you with me here. No one can.”
I clung to him, terrified. “He was raping me, Giovanni.”
He kissed my lips. “It wasn’t real. It was just a dream. Relax, my love.”
Hearing him call me that felt so wonderful. I instantly calmed down. I felt him draw me closer to him. My eyes were closed from fear. I still shook and gripped him tightly, but I felt better.
“That’s it,” he whispered. “I’m not leaving you. I’ll hold you all night, OK? I love you, Crystal.” He kissed my lips softly.
I felt sleep coming over me. I could still hear Giovanni speaking to me quietly, but the words were lost on me. I felt his hands moving on me also, but was not sure where they were.
I opened my eyes in the morning to my head on Giovanni’s bare chest. His arm was around my back and he was holding my hand. I had several more bad dreams that night, but he helped me through each one.
“You OK, my love?” Giovanni softly asked.
I looked up at him and smiled. “Yeah, I like when you call me that.”
“Good.” He rubbed my back. “’Cause I’m gonna call you that every chance I can. I love you.” He closed his eyes. “It feels so good to finally say that. I wanted so badly to tell you in Boston. I just couldn’t get the words out. I’ve been trying to tell you how I felt since the first night we started going to clubs alone, last year.”
“I love you.” I looked up at him.
He kissed my forehead. “I love you too. Did you like last night?”
I looked up and replied, “I never felt so good, ever. Thank you.”
“You’re welcome, but it was just payback.” He squeezed my shoulder. “What you did on the couch took my breath away. I don’t normally get that vocal, but I couldn’t help it. And that outfit you had on looked awesome. I had no idea you were gonna do that. I was afraid I’d have to wait so long. But I wasn’t gonna push you, no matter how desperately I wanted you.”
“That’s one of the things I love about you.” I admitted. “You could hold me in bed and not expect sex. And you proved you could even do it naked. You’re a very special man, you know.”
He pulled me up higher on his body, so my head was on his shoulder. “Do you know why I love you? Well, there’s a lotta reasons, but there one big one. You can always make me feel better with just a smile, and you also always know when I need you.”
“Anytime I felt really down, suddenly you were there with a hug, a kiss or just that beautiful smile. You have no idea how much you changed my life by being part of it.” He kissed my lips. “And now you’re mine. It’s hard to believe. I’m so happy right now with you in my arms. I thought we’d never get together.”
I laid my head down on him and closed my eyes. I felt just like he did. It seemed like a dream, the best dream imaginable. I wanted the moment to last forever.
But as fate would have it, my phone rang. I reluctantly got off the bed and walked to my room. I found my phone, which was still in my purse, but it was too late. I missed Chad’s call. Then it rang again. Chad was always impatient.
“I gotta work tomorrow, baby,” he informed me. “We need to clear out your apartment today or wait until next weekend.”
I sighed. It had to be done; I couldn’t live there. “Let me ask Giovanni if he’s busy today.” I walked back to Giovanni’s room. “Could we go get my stuff soon?”
“Sure.”
“We’ll be down in like 30 minutes.” Then I threw Giovanni my phone, in case Chad called back, and got in the shower.
We were both ready in a little over thirty minutes. Chad was outside pacing. We were only about five minutes late. He had to learn patience somehow.
“Crystal, your stuff will all fit in my van, right?” Chad asked.
I thought about it for a few minutes and replied, “Yeah, I think so. I don’t need my furniture. But what am I gonna put it all in?”
Chad smiled. “I got that covered. I got empty boxes and bins from the basement. I never tossed them out when I moved here.” He put a hand on my shoulder. “How you doing today?”
“Much better,” I replied honestly, but leaving out that Giovanni was the reason for it.
When we got there, I could feel the fear
start to come back. I reached for Giovanni’s hand. He took it and held it in both of his. “It’s OK. We’re both here,” he assured me.
Chad led the way upstairs. I walked behind Giovanni and looked down, afraid to see the door to my apartment. I started to pull on Giovanni when we got to my floor.
We both dropped the boxes in our hands, and he held me in his arms as I clutched him. “Chad’s looking around. It’s gonna be OK. We won’t be here long.”
I looked up at him. My tears had started to fall down my cheeks. I was utterly terrified of going inside. “Please, I don’t want to see where he did that to me. Please, Giovanni, please.” I felt my body start to shake.
He kissed my lips. “OK, we’ll stay right here.” He rubbed my back gently. “I’m here for you.”
Chad came out and took the empty boxes we had dropped and brought them into the apartment. After about 10 minutes, I started to realize how safe I was with Giovanni and Chad there with me. Giovanni’s voice was so soothing.
I took a few deep breaths and tried to stop crying. I did need to go back in my apartment in order to get over my fear. My mind and body started to calm.
I loosened my grip on Giovanni. “I think I can go in now,” I said hesitantly.
Giovanni let me go and took my hand in his again. I closed my eyes as we walked over the threshold of my place then stopped only a few feet in. Giovanni was in front of me quickly.
He put his hands on my arms. “It’s OK. No-one else is here.”
“Lock the door!” I cried out in fear, remembering my attacker had gotten in just before I was able to lock the deadbolt.
Giovanni quickly locked it. I opened my eyes and expected to find him. But he wasn’t there. I saw the couch where he had held me down almost naked and backed away. “Please don’t let him finish it, please.” I sank to the floor, crying. I could see in my head how close he came to raping me before Chad busted in and stopped him.
Giovanni got on the floor, pulled me into his lap and held me close to him. “I’m here. It’s OK. I won’t let anyone hurt you again. I promise.” He rocked me in his arms trying to soothe me.
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