Dirty Little Virgin: A Submissives’ Secrets Novel

by Michelle Love

  “I knew you’d follow me,” I say with a giggle as I run my hand over his naked chest.

  Pierce had been lying in the hammock, drifting in and out of a nap, when I tossed a pinecone at him and ran off into the woods. He only has on shorts, and all I have on is a little top and shorts.

  One step after another takes me backward until a large tree stops us. He keeps moving until his cock is pressed against me, thumping as it becomes erect.

  His eyes go dark as he says, “Do what I said to, Jade.”

  I reach between us and undo my shorts, pushing them down. They fall to my ankles. “You satisfied now?”

  “No, undo mine now.”

  I do as he says, leaving him bare-assed naked. His hands move down my arms as he grabs my ass and lifts me up, making me wrap my legs around him. Without blinking an eye as he looks at me, he pushes his erection into me.

  Holding back the moan I want to make, I hear the sound of people moving in the forest somewhere around us. “Pierce,” I whisper.

  “Shh.” He cuts his eyes and looks around. “We’re off the path. If you be quiet, no one will know we’re here at all.”

  I nod and keep a look out as he starts to fuck me with slow and steady strokes. The sound of small sticks crunching on the path have me nervous we’re about to get caught. “Pierce.”

  “Hush!”

  I get quiet as he goes on and watch like a hawk for anyone to come into view. If I can see themthen they can see me!

  Pierce grinds into me, sending a jolt of pure pleasure through me. I close my eyes for a moment to let that sink in, and when I open them, I find a man standing in the woods a little way back, and he’s watching us.

  My mouth drops open as the man puts a finger to his lips, telling me to be quiet. I can’t seem to think as Pierce takes one of my legs, pulling it way up so my foot goes around the back of his neck.

  “Pierce,” I hiss.

  “Be quiet, Jade!”

  I shut up, then he hikes me up, bringing my other leg up as he pulls his cock out of me. “Pierce!”

  “Hush, baby. I wanna eat out your pussy with my juices inside of you.” He heaves me up so his face is right in my crotch and I’m up in the air. The man’s still watching us and my cheeks go bright red.

  “Oh, shit,” I moan as I lean back against the tree and close my eyes as Pierce goes to work on my pussy.

  Long licks have me fighting to hold in the moans his attention is invoking. I open my eyes again and find the man has been joined by a woman who’s also watching us. “Pierce!”

  I can’t understand his muffled words, as he’s pulled my pussy lips into his mouth and is sucking them. I suppose he’s told me to be quiet again.

  My heart pounds even harder as I see the other couple dropping their shorts and copulating on the forest floor. And I’m shocked to find the man looking at me as he begins to fuck the woman he’s with.

  “Who are these Americans when they go into the woods?” I mutter to myself. “I’ve stumbled into a den of iniquity here in Oregon.”

  A wave washes over me and I close my eyes as I climax. Pierce forces his tongue into me, lapping up the cum he made me put out for him. Then he pulls me down, wrapping my legs around him again, and thrusts his cock into me again. “You taste like heaven, baby.”

  “Thank you. There’s another couple who’ve been watching us, and now they’re screwing just a little way behind us.”

  To my astonishment, Pierce doesn’t stop what he’s doing. Instead, an evil grin forms. “Then let’s give them a real show. Time to get loud.”

  “What?” I whisper as he starts to groan loudly.

  “Your pussy tastes like sin, baby. Your cunt wraps around me like a glove. Time to get on your knees.”

  “Pierce!”

  Before I can protest, he has me on my knees, facing the man and woman. The man is still looking at me as he does his girl, missionary style. Pierce pretends not to notice as he comes at me from behind. “You like the way I fuck you, baby?”

  I know what he wants to hear, so I moan out, “Yes! I love it!”

  “Your tight little pussy was meant for my cock,” Pierce says, and I feel my cheeks heat as the man licks his lips as he looks at me.

  The woman under the guy begins to get loud, moaning with an orgasm that seems to be taking forever. All the while the guy looks at me. I find him mouthing, ‘You’re next.’

  “Damn, Pierce. We need to get the hell out of here,” I hiss as he pounds into me.

  I’m so distracted by the other couple, I can’t possibly concentrate on my body. I feel Pierce cum and relief washes over me as I know this is over. “Oh, yes, baby!” he moans

  “Yes, yes,” I say as I try to wiggle out of his hold and look at my shorts on the ground not too far away.

  I watch the other man stop what he’s doing and come walking toward us. Pierce sees him too and lets me go. “Get dressed.”

  In a flash, I grab my shorts, toss Pierce’s to him, and pull mine on. Pierce doesn’t even attempt to catch his. Instead, he and the other man seem to be having a naked stand-off.

  “Langford,” the other man says as he approaches.

  “Steinbeck,” Pierce says. “Didn’t expect to see you here.”

  I look at the woman and find her not even bothering to get dressed. She’s doing quite the opposite, I see, as her shirt comes off too and she stands up, leaning against a tree in a sexy pose.

  My attention goes back to Pierce, and the man he apparently knows as Steinbeck says, “I like the looks of your woman. I’d like a taste of that fine pussy. You can have a go at mine. I didn’t finish her off entirely.”

  “What brings you out here, Steinbeck?” Pierce asks, instead of handing me over to the large man.

  He’s kind of handsome in a big brute kind of way. Danger hangs in a thick fog around his wide shoulders and he’s built like a semi-truck. His dark hair is shortly cropped and he has a tat of the grim reaper on the middle of his chest.

  I notice a chill in the air as the night begins to fall, and the wind begins to blow as it always seems to in the evenings. I gulp as the woman moves forward, coming up behind her man.

  She has red hair that hangs past her ass. She’s clean shaven down stairs, and then I notice she’s wearing a silver collar. And she’s only looking at Pierce—a thing that has me seeing red. “Hey, what the hell do you think you’re doing?” I snap at her.

  All three of them finally look at me. “Who told you to talk?” the guy asks me, then looks back at Pierce. “Haven’t you taught her anything?”

  “Nevermind her. Answer my question,” Pierce says with an authoritative tone.

  “I found out where your hideaway was and rented one for myself. We moved in a little over a week ago, in a cabin about a quarter of a mile away. The wilderness is nice, isn’t it?”

  “And the privacy has been nice too. So see you around the club sometime.” Pierce leans over to pick up his shorts.

  The red head is looking directly at his dick, and I stomp my foot. “Damn, bitch!”

  Pierce grabs me as I try to go after her. He holds me by the waist, lifting me off the ground. “Don’t.”

  I stop wiggling and do as he says to. The other man is quick to say, “At least you’ve taught her to listen to you. So how about a trade for the night?”

  “I’m not into that,” Pierce says, then takes my hand, pulling me along with him.

  “Your contract is about up. You should know I put in for her next,” the man says, and Pierce stops and turns back to glare at him. Anger fills his expression and I can feel his pulse speed up.

  “It doesn’t matter, Pierce. I’m ending my membership as soon as our contract is up anyway,” I let him know.

  The way Pierce looks at me makes my heart flutter. “You are?”

  I’ve played with him a lot, trying to use jealousy to get him to see how much he really cares about me. I’ve told him I might stay on as a member to find out more about BDSM. I didn’t m
ean it, though. I don’t want to be with anyone but him anyway.

  “I am,” I tell him, then give him a smile. “Do you want a crack at his woman for the night, though?”

  He shakes his head as he looks only at me. “Nah.”

  Looking over my shoulder at the burly man and his whore, I say, “Looks like you two are out of luck.”

  We walk off into the woods and back to our cabin as they watch us go. Holding tightly to Pierce’s arm, I find the cool air creeping up on us quickly. Lightning flashes, sending odd lights through the tree tops. “We need to hurry. The bottom is about to drop out on us,” Pierce says, then picks me up and starts running.

  Thunder booms as another burst of lightning temporarily fills the forest. Our cabin looms ahead and then it begins to pour, making it hard to see. Luckily, my man has me in his arms and we make it into the cabin.

  Just as he puts me down, a knock comes to the door and we look at one another. “You know who that is,” I say.

  “I do. And we need to let them in.” Pierce opens the door, finding Steinbeck and his woman on the porch.

  “Care to give us some shelter, pal?”

  Pierce runs his hand through his wet hair. “Gentlemen’s rules must apply.”

  With a nod from the other guy, Pierce steps back, and the two, now dressed in soaking-wet clothes, come inside. Pools of water are at all of our feet. “I guess I’ll get us all some robes to put on.” I walk away to the bedroom, finding my heart sinking fast as the thought of the four of us sitting around in robes isn’t a good idea to me.

  Then the lights go out and I really begin to get a bad feeling. An eerie laugh fills the air. “Oh, good. What luck,” Steinbeck says.

  “Hey, don’t!” Pierce shouts, then I hear footsteps coming toward me. “Jade, wait for me.”

  “I haven’t moved, Pierce.”

  I feel his hand on my shoulder, then he moves me to the bedroom. “There’s a flashlight in the drawer next to the bed.”

  Using our hands to feel along the wall, we make it to the bedroom and go inside. Pierce finds the flashlight and when he shines it at me, his face falls.

  I turn back to see Steinbeck and his girl standing stark naked in the doorway as the man says, “I think this is nature’s way of telling us all that she wants us to enjoy each other. It’ll make the storm virtually disappear.”

  Pierce moves quickly to get in front of me. “No one is touching her. She’s mine.”

  “Come on, Langford. She’s a nothing more than a toy. Let me have one fuck. That’s all. And I’m trading you for it. You get to fuck mine. And believe me, she’s a great fuck. I hear this one was a virgin. I know she isn’t anymore, but she’ll be as close as I’ll probably ever get. It’s just sex. We’ve shared lots of pussy at the club, Langford. What’s the big fuckin’ deal, man? In the matter of a week, what you got going here will be over anyway.”

  Then I find my leverage and place my hand on Pierce’s back, silently letting him know that it doesn’t have to be over. Pierce turns to face me. “You’ve said more than a few times that you might be tempted to ask for another Dom to help you write scenes and maybe even act them out. This is what most of the men in my club are like. So do you still think that’s something you’ll be doing if I won’t help you? Because if that’s the case, you may as well let this guy fuck you now, Jade.”

  My evil jealousy plan has seemed to backfire. But then, maybe it hasn’t. “Maybe I should. You want to end things completely with me once the contract is up. I’ll need someone to help me from time to time and with your refusal to do that, then what choice do I have?”

  He eyes me, trying to see if I’d actually go that far. “Have at him, Jade.”

  My jaw drops as the naked, giant man steps forward and his little slut does too. “You want to fuck this slut, don’t you?” I yell at Pierce.

  “No, I’m not about to touch her. So what are you going to do, Jade?” Pierce gives me a stern look.

  “You know damn well what I’m going to do. You win! I was just baiting you with all that talk. I don’t ever want anyone but you,” I cry out. “I’m trying everything in my arsenal to get you to see what we have is real. It shouldn’t be thrown away!”

  “Whether it is or not,” Pierce says, “You have to know, I don’t want to think of any other man owning you the way I do now. I want you to go on and fall in love. Well, I don’t really want that, but I don’t want you to give yourself to any other Dom.”

  “Damn, man,” the big guys says. “You love this chick.”

  Pierce glares at him. “So what if I do?”

  “Then what the fuck are you doing?” Steinbeck asks. “Do you really think that ending things is smart?”

  “Mostly, I think you and your girl need to take this fucking flashlight, get your damned clothes back on, and get the fuck on your way. I can hear the storm has ended and you can get going. Consider the flashlight a gift.” He tosses it to the man who catches it.

  After that, we see nothing but the flashlight leaving our room and heading down the hallway. I sit on the bed, unsure of anything except the fact that I love this man and don’t want this to end in a matter of a few more days. “I didn’t mean for this to happen, Pierce.”

  He sits down next to me and we hear the front door open and close. Then he gets up and looks out the window. The flashlight bobs around as they leave. “Thank God they’re gone.” He comes back and pulls the wet shirt off over my head, then pushes me back and rids me of my soaked shorts.

  “Is that really how most of the men at your club are?” I ask him as I move up on the bed and climb underneath the warm blanket.

  He holds up one finger and leaves the bedroom. I hear him lock the front door, then he comes back with a bottle of water in his hand and closes our bedroom door behind him. He hands it to me, then gets undressed. “You see, Jade, most of the people who go to that club aren’t looking for love, baby. They’re out to get other experiences. What happened with us is because you didn’t know what to expect or how to guard yourself. You caught me off guard, even though I knew how you were and what I was up against. I thought I had what it takes to be a teacher and nothing more than that. I was wrong. And I’m sorry about that.”

  He climbs under the blanket, pulling me to him and letting me rest my head on his big bicep. “How can you be sorry about falling in love?”

  “Because I’ve told you and told you. This isn’t me. When I get back to work, I’ll be submerged in it almost completely. I work more hours than I sleep. I eat on the go, or order in at the office. I even have suits in a closet in my office. There’s a bathroom attached with a shower and the sofa folds out into a bed. I stay there some nights when I only have an hour or two between ending for the day and having a meeting later.”

  “Damn! You are committed,” I say, as I’m very impressed. “Don’t you think you could do things a little differently, though? I mean, I’m not talking about getting married. I’m just talking about not ending things completely. I have to return to school anyway.”

  His lips press against the side of my head. “Jade, I wish it was that easy. Maybe it’s me who has the problem. I don’t know. You see, I can only do one thing really well at a time. Right now, it’s you. When I have to go back to work, it’ll be that. I’ve tried before, and I can’t do it well if I try to have a relationship and do what I do.”

  “You told me you tried with that last girl, the one who lied about being pregnant,” I argue.

  “I still worked over twelve hours every day. I wasn’t in love with her and she wasn’t in love with me. She wanted my money. That’s why she wanted to get married. I never gave her a third of what I’ve given you. I’ve given you all of me. And with work, it’d hurt you when you lost most of me.”

  “I see,” I tell him as I close my eyes. “I won’t bother you about it anymore. I won’t try to make you jealous. I’ll just stop. We can enjoy what we have left then.”

  “Good. I’m sorry I’m this way. I rea
lly am. It’s beyond my control though. If we have nothing else to do with each other, you’re free to move on, fall in love, and have a great relationship without me knowing and being devastated by it.”

  “Okay,” I say as I try hard to fall asleep.

  I don’t want to think any longer. I’m not so happy he’s found a way to get over me or forget about me or whatever. And I’m not so glad he’s found a way that me moving on one day won’t devastate him.

  Now what am I supposed to do not to be devastated?

  Pierce

  Inhaling the sweet honey scent of Jade’s hair for the last time, I cradle her in my arms as she sleeps. This is the last time she’ll find herself waking in these arms. Tonight, we’ll go to The Dungeon of Decorum and play out our scene we’ve worked slowly but thoroughly on. After that, I’ll take her to the airport and put her on a private jet I’ve already chartered.

  My heart is heavier than I expected it’d be. My mind is fuzzy as I suppose it’s shutting down a bit to ease the pain her leaving will bring me. I keep reassuring myself that work will be so inundating that I’ll have no time to think about her.

  I hope that’s true …

  Her body fits mine so well. Her energy ebbs and flows with mine in an easy pattern that leaves us both fulfilled most times. Compatibility has formed between us, the likes of which I’ve never experienced.

  Tomorrow I’ll wake up alone in my Portland mansion.

  Staying true to her word, Jade hasn’t brought up one thing about straying from what I want when the contract is over. At the stroke of midnight, she and I will share our very last kiss, then I’ll put her on the jet and the door will close on this chapter of our lives.

  Though it’s hard to end, I like the idea that we have no bad parts to our story. No real arguments and no meanness to think about after it’s all over. Only great things will remain in our memories. I like that about this whole thing.

  With the other relationships I had, the negative tends to outweigh the positive, as it does in most cases. At least when I think about Jade, I’ll only have great memories.