Dirty Little Virgin: A Submissives’ Secrets Novel

by Michelle Love

  Okay, the rug got away without a scratch. The dining room is clear. I just have to start the dishwasher and head up to the shower.

  Jonathan stands with muscles and abs and his towel is wrapped around his waist. He looks like a model that's on a wall calendar. His hair is wet and he smiles at me, looking with his hazel eyes.

  "I am already naked so I'll just jump in," I say cheekily.

  He smiles, "I'm just going to watch. Leave the door open."

  I am surprised by his cheek today. He has already had me devoured by Hal on the dining room table, fucked me stupid, and now he wants to watch me shower.

  "You are such a naughty devil," I say as he grins at me.

  I soap myself up and my mind wanders to him pulling me close in the dining room. It was so unbelievably good. I am so desperately in love with this man. The shower feels good and I like being watched by him. It doesn't bother me at all. I have nothing to hide when I love someone that much. He knows me very well, I think.

  "Sienna, we have a busy week at work. I'm going to need you to plan the group sessions from this week. Our first session is on Thursday. I hope that's alright."

  I can't believe how alpha male he is. He is so in control of everything, his mind is so switched on and he is just perfect.

  "Yes, that's fine. I'll just do some meet and greet stuff for night one."

  "Cool, well, let's enjoy our day off. It is Sunday and there might be a movie you want to watch."

  I rinse the conditioner out of my hair. I feel lucky to be with the most beautiful man alive. He feeds me in so many ways and I will pick a movie that he'll like too. Something with a bit of gusto, or mystery. I won't make him watch a romantic drama. I don't think he would enjoy it at all.

  "My pick," I say.

  "Yes, none of that soppy girly stuff though," he says smiling.

  We both laugh and move downstairs. I wonder what dessert really was? I'll have to look and get some when we get downstairs.

  JONATHAN

  It’s Monday morning and Sienna is already in the Langdon room organizing the Thursday sessions. Jeremy is cancelling my appointments so I can go to the bank and sign for the condo. Another surprise for my Sienna.

  Caroline has left about ten messages already and I have got Jeremy to block her number. He can't put up with that all morning… there are clients and maybe staff that might need to get through. Caroline will just have to go jump into a lake. She'll get the hint eventually. She knows I am not one to play games with her.

  I have a few minutes to spare before I have to go. I know Sienna will understand how busy I am today. She is so wonderfully amazing like that.

  I buzz her, "Sienna, I have to go out soon for an hour or so, are you okay?"

  I wait a moment, "Yes, I am thank you, Mr. Ellis. I will be thinking of you while you are away.”

  "Bye, I'll be back as soon as I can," I say.

  I think of a memory when we showered together...

  "Good morning sexy," she says

  Her body is naked as I see her through the steamy glass.

  "Get in here beautiful girl.”

  She opens the door and climbs into the cubicle. I begin to soap her body up and wash her.

  "Oooh, wow. That's wonderful," she says, as she lets me soap her back and ass.

  I continue and she turns and kisses me as I hold her in my arms. The cubicle is quite small as we huddle together and kiss passionately. Again, my cock has risen for her.

  Her hand moves down onto my shaft and she uses the soap to jerk it by hand. I can't believe my luck as I try to brace myself as she pulls on it vigorously. I am so fucken horny right now.

  "Fuck yeah."

  She continues to pull it and her grip is nice and firm as she soaps it up and down. There is no greater feeling than Sienna pulling on my cock. I feel my legs tighten and she stays in a rhythm that feels perfect.

  "Fuck, your cock is so hard. It turns me on."

  I can't believe she speaks dirty now and it sends me over the edge.

  "Oh, fuck, I'm cumming," I say, as she kisses my neck.

  "Mmm, that was fun…”

  Shit! I'll be late for the bank if I don't leave now. My cock will have to wait.

  I run out to the lobby and wave to Jeremy who sees me flustered.

  "I'll hold the fort, don't worry Mr. Ellis," he says.

  I rush into the lift. I can't stand being late.

  SIENNA

  I have organized as much as I can so I sit with my coffee and remember when I first was at Jonathan's house after the ride...

  Jonathan walks into the semi-lit bedroom and stands at the end of the bed looking at my naked body. His complexion and his well-formed muscles make me excited as I look at him. He is taking his time in eyeing my body. It is part of the addiction. He likes to look and he is immediately turned on by me.

  His silhouette is slightly turned to the left and his cock is fully erect as he looks at my body. I like him looking and his cock grows harder and he touches it as he stands there. I move my hand to my breasts and start fondling myself as he touches his cock.

  "Oh yeah, Sienna. Fuck you're hot."

  I like his dirty talk and I am so turned on by him touching himself. He couldn't help it and he continued as I fondle my erect nipples, now.

  I start to become extremely aroused as I watch him stroke his shaft and I put my hand down onto my pussy. It was wet and I placed a finger inside the opening to tease him.

  "Oh fuck, Sienna. Damn."

  I push my finger in and out very slowly so he can watch me do it. He breathes heavily and comes to meet me on the bed.

  "I want to fuck you, baby," he says as he whispers into my ear.

  "I want you to fuck me too."

  He moves away and places his hand into a drawer and pulls out a vibrator.

  "I bought this for tonight, so I could make you cum before I fuck you."

  I was pleasantly surprised as I nodded a yes and he placed his fingers inside me to feel how wet I was. He turns the vibrator on and places it on my clitoris leaving his fingers inside.

  "Oh God, Jonathan."

  The intensity is unbelievable as he frigs my pussy slowly and moves the vibrator on and off my clitoris knowing how extreme it feels by my moans. He watches my face and removes his fingers and comes to kiss me on my lips passionately. I thought he was going to slide his hard cock inside me but then I felt the vibrator enter me as it pushes deep and hits my G-spot each time it goes inside.

  "Oh, Oh, " I moan as he kisses me and pushes it in and out of me. I was in sensory heaven and I found it hard not to cum.

  "Jonathan, I'm cumming..."

  He pushes it inside as deep as possible and I moan as I cum. He gently slides it out and enters his cock into me and pushes in and out vigorously. My legs are shaking as he fucks me and I moan in pleasure and become more and more breathless as he goes.

  He seems to have more energy than I can bear as his thrusts are in rhythm, causing me to cum again.

  He turns me onto my side and lays down on his back on the bed.

  "Ride my cock until you cum again."

  I sit on his cock and it hits my sweet spot again and again as I move up and down on it in ecstasy. I place my fingers on his bare chest and the look of him and feel of his cock warrants a moan and a third orgasm.

  “Oh, yes, I’m cumming Jonathan.”

  Knowing I am spent he turns me over and fucks me from behind. My ass is in the air and he moans and slaps it as he fucks me.

  "Oh yes, yes. Fuck Sienna."

  He pulls his cock out and pulls vigorously on it over my ass.

  "I'm cumming, oh yes, oooh."

  As soon as he cums, we both collapse exhausted on the bed, breathing heavily and feeling very satisfied with each other.

  I had never cum more than twice and sitting on him made it happen so easily. It was the perfect position that allowed me to look at him and feel his huge cock inside me.

  Jonathan reaches and kisses me
before going and getting towels to clean up my ass and his cock.

  "Sienna, thank you."

  I look at his beautiful hazel eyes and his brown, wavy hair, "You're welcome, anytime."

  What a memory. Mmm, my Jonathan. I can’t wait to see him again. He’s only been gone half an hour. My pussy is wet from thinking about him just now.

  There’s a knock at the door.

  “Come in,” I say.

  It’s Jonathan. He stands there looking at me with want in his eyes.

  “I did what I had to do, now I’m back,” he says.

  "Mhm," I open my legs and allow him to see my purple, lace panties, under my skirt.

  "Oh, fuck yeah," he says, eyeing my pussy that sits just a few meters away.

  I open my legs and place my knees high and rub my pussy on top of the panties. I am so horny and I pull my panties across and open my lips so he could see the moistness.

  "See what you do to me," I say as he rubs his trousers.

  "Oh, fuck Sienna, I am so grateful for you."

  I continue to rub up and down and I move my fingers inside myself and moan as the feeling is so desirable. Just the thought of Jonathan sends me into a feeling of ecstasy.

  "Your pussy is so wet."

  I place my fingers on my clitoris and arch my back in pleasure.

  "You like watching, don't you?"

  Jonathan sits and unzips his trousers and pulls his cock out now as I play with my clitoris. The panties feel tight on the edge of my pussy and the sight of him playing with his cock forces me to place two fingers inside.

  "Oh God, yes," I say, as I finger myself slowly to let him watch.

  "Fuck, your pussy makes me hard," he says as he pulls quickly on his shaft.

  "Your cock makes me want to cum….”

  I can see watching me masturbate turns him on more and I slow the pace so he can enjoy. I lick my fingers and put them in again, teasing him more.

  "Oh, fuck yeah, Sienna."

  I push in and out more vigorously and he watches me arch my back as I cum.

  “Oh, ooh, yeah.”

  JONATHAN

  "Sienna, you drive me crazy."

  I look at her smiling and I know she loves me. She wants to let me know that the addiction is alright by her.

  "Jonathan, it's okay. I love all of it. I can handle it."

  "Can you? I have lots of things planned for us. I can't help it."

  "I know. I am alright with it. If it pleases you, then it pleases me, okay?" she says, hugging me.

  I look at her with my dreamy, hazel eyes and I feel horny again. I can't believe my libido. I have never been this sexually crazed before.

  "Sienna, I love you so much. I need you."

  "I love you too, Mr. Ellis," she says.

  Sienna runs her fingers through my wavy hair and I find myself wanting to pleasure her. My hands reach under her blouse and I unclip her bra, and she looks flustered.

  "Oh Jonathan," she says, biting her lip.

  I unbutton the front of her blouse and her tits fall in front of me. I stand and kiss them as she holds onto me and breathes heavily.

  My hand reaches to her zip on her skirt and I unzip it slowly, she is standing with an open blouse and wet panties. I scoop her head in my hands and kiss her passionately and pull her hand towards the lounge.

  "Lie down, Sienna."

  Sienna places a cushion under her head and I look at her pussy through the lace. I can just make out the opening of her vagina.

  "Fuck you're hot," I say, grasping her breasts. Her nipples are erect and I suck and nibble on them now in a passionate frenzy.

  "Jonathan, Oh, God."

  I continue fondling her breasts and the silkiness of her skin delights me.

  I undress her again with my eyes and she lifts her bottom up so I can remove her panties. Her pussy sits perfectly in front of me and I am aroused by it, now.

  I place my fingers on her mound and she jumps slightly as she moistens more. I open her up with my fingers and eye the wetness. She is the sexiest I have ever seen her.

  "Oh, you are so sexy."

  I place my mouth on her moist pussy and lick inside it with my tongue. She moans, arches her back in pleasure and rubs on her tits.

  "Jonathan, Oh."

  I continue with my tongue and place my finger over her clitoris and rub it as I wet her pussy lips with my kisses. She tastes perfect, and her hips move above me as she wants me to continue as she moans.

  I slide a finger inside and push it in to touch her sweet spot.

  "Ahh, ah."

  I add a second finger and tease by going in and out slowly.

  "Jonathan, please…"

  I enter one more finger and start vigorously frigging her. Her hand moves down and touches her clitoris.

  "Oh yes, I'm cumming…"

  I move my mouth down after her orgasm and lick her moistness which tastes even sweeter than ever before. My cock is extremely erect and she has turned me on.

  Sienna looks at me and sits up on the lounge. She opens my trousers more and I feel myself gasp. She moves her hand inside and pulls out my hard cock. Fuck yes.

  Her mouth moves up and down my shaft and I am in heaven. She sucks it as hard as she can and I feel myself melt.

  She pushes me down and I sit on the couch. She gets on all fours and signals with her a slap on her ass that I should enter her.

  "Oh, fuck me, Jonathan. I want your cock."

  I grab her ass and push myself inside. I have never wanted to fuck her as much as I do right now.

  I push into her and move my cock slowly, to tease myself and her.

  "Oh, oh. It feels so hard."

  I get into a slow rhythm and my shaft feels so good inside her. I want to last it out so I push in, then out again slowly.

  "Oh, oh," Sienna says again.

  I feel my shaft in her wet pussy and my cock seems to enlarge even more.

  "Fuck Sienna, I am so horny for you…"

  I continue in and out and Sienna cums on my cock. I can tell she is exhausted from it, so I quicken the pace.

  "Oh, oh," she moans, "Oh, fuck, Jonathan."

  The word ‘fuck’ sends me into oblivion and my pace quickens.

  "Oh yeah, I'm cumming Sienna, oh yeah."

  I know that we've got to try to focus, now. As psychologists and counsellors that care of these clients. I need to focus again, now that my addiction is satisfied. What we are doing is important for the people who are relying on us. Shit! I can't believe that Sienna has made me this turned on. I used to like watching, and I still do, but I have to have her as well. I crave her and she is fine with it all. She loves me. Thank God, she does. I must say this, though. My mind races.

  "Sienna, I can't ever marry you."

  I watch Sienna move to me. "Not really very religious, are you?"

  I look in her eyes, "I can pledge my love for you and I will legally marry you, one day. So, you can share my fortune with me. But not because I want God to be dictating us."

  Sienna nods and smiles and holds me so that I feel safe. It is so gratifying, so loving, so fulfilling. She is everything to me. She brings me back down to reality and rightly so.

  "Jonathan, I've pre-ordered the cakes for Thursday, and Stephen is looking for some name tags so I can have them ready for Thursday. He's also going to pick up Twister, the game. You know so everyone can tangle up with each other and laugh?"

  I smile at her ingenuity, "That's a great idea. What a great icebreaker."

  I feel better now, after my soppy moment about the marriage thing. Sienna continues talking about the night sessions and I listen to her with good concentration. It seems that she's managed to snap me back into reality.

  "So, then there is this getting to know you game where everyone goes around the room and says the name of a fruit or a vegetable with the same first letter of their name…”

  "Jonathan Jap pumpkin," I say laughing.

  Sienna laughs, "J is a hard one. Mmm, Sienna Str
awberry."

  "Yes, you were covered in them the other night!" I say, laughing with her.

  "Well, do you like the game or is it silly?"

  "No, it's fun! I love it Sienna."

  I look in her eyes as she shows me her soul, her passion and her empathy for these people we will help, together. She has thought of everything and she is definitely a natural when it comes to counseling people. She makes me feel great every day, and I know they'll all love her too.

  I continue to listen to her. I sit comfortably and realize just how impressive she is, intellectually. I mean to study psychology there is an intelligence that must be there, even just to pass the course at college. I am taken by her as she talks about her ideas for the group sessions. I am noticing that there is so much more to her. An intelligent, passionate side that had gone unnoticed. I must pay more attention to her, from now on.

  She continues talking about her ideas. I have canceled my appointments so I am free to listen.

  She is smarter than the average psychologist and her passion will move mountains in terms of real help and progress. She is the most beautiful woman I've ever seen or known. I am the one who gets to enjoy her. I love her. Keep talking, Sienna, I'm definitely listening.

  SIENNA

  I’d talked for the longest time, but then he was buzzed because an unexpected client had come to see him. I had gone on for long enough, though.

  God, I felt so lucky to have a man that wanted me so much and I knew that the infatuation was an addiction for the both of us. My life had been pretty boring before I met him, so I was still ready to experience more.

  I trust Jonathan and he also trusts me. It is a good match and my feelings are matched well, really. It is not just lust pure and simple… it is now love and lust… and those feelings are hard to shift. Dangerously hard.

  I sat and read my book and keep my eye on the time. Tonight, I would be happy knowing he’d listened to me. He had kept quiet and really listened. I felt like the most beautiful girl in the world.