Burnt Offerings

by Laurell K. Hamilton

Chapter 18~19

  18

  "My how terribly impressive. " I turned, Damian still in my lap. Yvette was stalking down the hallway towards us. She'd lost the mink stole, and the white dress was very simple, very elegant, very Chanel. The rest of the scene was pure Marquis de Sade.

  Jason, werewolf, flunky, sometimes voluntary appetizer to the undead, was with her. He was dressed in a cross between black leather pants and skin-tight chaps. Bare skin showed at his thighs, and what looked like a leather thong covered his groin. Around his neck was a metal-studded dog collar with a leash attached to it. Yvette was holding the leash. Fresh bruises marched down his face, neck, arms. There were cuts on his lower chest and stomach that looked like claw marks. His hands were bound behind his back, arms pulled so tight to his body that that alone had to hurt.

  Yvette stopped about eight feet from us, posing. She shoved Jason hard enough in the back for him to let out a small sound, forcing him to his knees. She drew the leash tight so he was almost hanging.

  She smoothed her hand through his yellow hair, adjusting it, like he was about to get his picture taken. "He's my gift while I'm here. Do you like the wrapping?"

  "Can you sit up?" I asked Damian.

  "I think so. " He rolled off my lap, sitting up carefully, as if everything wasn't working quite right yet.

  I got to my feet. "How you doing, Jason?"

  "I'm okay," he said.

  Yvette jerked the leash tighter, so he couldn't talk. I realized that the inside of the collar had metal spikes on it, a choke collar. Great.

  "He is my wolf, Yvette. Mine to protect. You cannot have him," Jean-Claude said.

  "I have already had him," she said. "But I will have him again. I have not hurt him yet. The bruises are not my doing. He got that in defense of this place. In defense of you. Ask him yourself. " She eased the collar, and then the leash itself.

  Jason took a long breath and looked at us.

  "Did she hurt you?" Jean-Claude asked.

  "No," he said.

  "You have shown great restraint," Jean-Claude said to Yvette. "Or have your tastes changed since last we embraced?"

  She laughed. "Oh, no, my tastes are the same as they always were. I will torment him now in front of you and you will be powerless to stop me. This way I torment several people for the price of one. " She smiled. She looked better than she had at the restaurant. Not quite so pale.

  "Who'd you feed off of?" I asked.

  Her eyes flicked to me. "You'll see soon enough. " She turned her attention to Warrick. He didn't exactly cringe, but he seemed suddenly smaller, less shining. "Warrick, you failed me. "

  Warrick stood against the wall, Damian's sword still in his hand. "I did not mean to hurt him, mistress. "

  "Oh, I don't mean that. You guarded them while they brought him back. "

  "You said I would be punished if he died. "

  "So I did, but would you really have used that great sword on me?"

  He dropped to his knees. "No, mistress. "

  "Then how could you guard them?"

  Warrick shook his head. "I did not think . . . "

  "You never do. " She pulled Jason in against her legs, cradling his face against her thigh. "Watch, Jason, watch and see what I do to bad little boys. "

  Warrick got to his feet, putting his back to the wall. He dropped the sword, clattering on the stones. "Please, mistress, please do not do this. "

  Yvette took in a deep breath, head back, eyes closed, caressing Jason's face. She was anticipating.

  "What's she going to do?" I asked.

  "Watch" was all Jean-Claude would say.

  Warrick was kneeling close enough for me to touch. Whatever was about to happen, we were going to have a ringside seat. Which was the point, I suppose.

  Warrick stared at the far wall, past us, ignoring us as much as he could. A white film spread across his pale blue eyes, until they were cloudy, blind. If I hadn't been standing within arm's reach, it would have been too subtle to see.

  His eyes collapsed inward, crumbling with rot. His face was still perfect, strong, heroic, like an engraving of St. George, but his eyes were empty, rotting holes. Thick greenish pus trailed down his cheeks, like thick tears.

  "Is she doing that to him?" I asked.

  "Yes," Jean-Claude said, almost too soft to hear.

  Warrick made a small sound low in his throat. Black fluid burst from his mouth, pouring down his lips. He tried to scream, and all that came out was a deep, choking gurgle. He fell forward onto hands and knees. The pus-filled liquid poured from his mouth, eyes, ears. It flowed in a puddle of liquid thicker than blood.

  It should have stunk, but as so often happened with vampires that rotted, there was no odor. Warrick vomited his own rotting internal organs onto the floor.

  We all began to move back from the widening pool. Didn't want to step in it. It wouldn't do us any harm, but even the other vampires stepped back from it.

  Warrick collapsed onto his side. His white clothes were nearly black with gore. But underneath the mess he was still whole. His body was untouched.

  His hand reached out blindly. It was a helpless gesture. A gesture that said better than words that it hurt, and he was still in there. Still feeling. Still thinking.

  "Sweet Jesus," I said.

  "You should see what I can do with my own body. " Yvette's voice dragged our attention back to her. She was still standing there, cradling Jason against her leg. She was a white, gleaming figure, except for her hand. From the elbow down a green rot had started.

  Jason noticed it. He started to scream, and she yanked the collar too tight for speech. She caressed his face with her rotting hand, leaving a smear of something thick and dark and all too real.

  Jason went wild. He tore away from her. She pulled on the collar until his face turned pink, then red. He fought to stay away from her. Fought like a fish on a hook. His face turned purplish, and still he wouldn't come to her rotting hand.

  Jason collapsed to the floor. He was about to choke himself into unconsciousness. "He has tasted the pleasures of rotting flesh before with other vampires, haven't you, Jason? He is so afraid. It is why Padma gave him to me. " Yvette started to close the distance between herself and Jason's prone body. "I doubt his mind will survive even a night. Isn't it delicious?"

  "We are so not doing this," I said. I took the Browning out of my pocket and showed it to her. "Don't touch him. "

  "You are a conquered people, Anita. Don't you grasp that yet?" she asked.

  "Conquer this," I said. I raised the Browning towards her. Jean-Claude touched my arm. "Put away your gun, ma petite. "

  "We can't let her have Jason. "

  "She will not have Jason," he said. He stared down the hallway at Yvette. "Jason is mine. Mine in every way. I will not share him with you, and it is against the rules of hospitality that you do something to one of my people that will cause permanent damage. Breaking his mind is against council law. "

  "Padma doesn't think so," Yvette said.

  "But you are not Padma. " Jean-Claude glided towards them. His power began to fill the hallway like cool rising water.

  "You were my toy for over a hundred years, Jean-Claude. Do you really think you can stand against me now?"

  I felt her lash out, like a knife striking, but her power met Jean-Claude's and faded. It was like she was striking at mist. His power didn't fight back. It absorbed.

  Jean-Claude stepped up, almost touching her, and jerked the leash out of her hand. She touched his face with her rotting flesh, smearing things worse than blood down his cheek.

  Jean-Claude laughed, and it was bitter, like swallowing broken glass. It hurt to hear the sound. "I have seen you at your worst, Yvette. There is nothing new you can show me. "

  She dropped her hands to her side and stared up at him. "There are more delights up ahead. Padma and the Traveler await you. " She didn't know tha
t the Traveler was already among us. Willie's body remained quiet, not giving the Traveler away. Interesting.

  Yvette held up her hand, and it was smooth and perfect once more. "You are conquered, Jean-Claude. You just don't know it yet. "

  Jean-Claude hit her, a blur of speed that sent her careening along the floor to end in a not so elegant bundle against the wall. "I may be conquered, Yvette, but not by you. Not by you. "

  19

  Jean-Claude untied Jason's hands and tore the collar from around his neck. Jason huddled into a little ball on the floor. He was making small noises in his throat more primitive than words and more piteous.

  Yvette had gotten to her high heels and left us. Warrick was healing, if that was the right word. He sat up, still covered in the remains of his own bodily fluids, but his eyes were clear and blue, and he looked whole.

  The Traveler in Willie's body walked up to stand by Jean-Claude. "You have impressed me more than once this night. "

  "I did none of it to impress, Traveler. These are my people. These are my lands. I defend them. It is not a game. " He produced two handkerchiefs from somewhere. He handed me one. "For your hand, ma petite. " He started to wipe the goop off Jason's face with the other handkerchief.

  I stared down at my left hand. Blood was running in a nice steady line down my hand. I'd forgotten about it, watching Warrick rot. Some horrors were worse than pain. I took the bit of blue silk from Jean-Claude. "Thanks. " I wrapped the makeshift bandage around the wound, but couldn't tie it one-handed.

  The Traveler tried to help me tie the bandage. I pulled away from him.

  "I offer you aid, not harm. "

  "No thanks. "

  He smiled, and again it was not Willie's thoughts that slid over his face. "It upsets you so much that I inhabit this body. Why?"

  "He's my friend," I said.

  "Friendship. You claim friendship with this vampire. He is nothing. A power not to be reckoned with. "

  "He's not my friend because he's powerful or not powerful. He's just my friend. "

  "It has been a very long time since someone has invoked friendship in my presence. They will beg for mercy, but never on the grounds of friendship. "

  Jean-Claude stood. "No one else would have thought of it. "

  "No one else would have been so naive," the Traveler said.

  "It is a form of naivete," Jean-Claude said. "That is true, but how long has it been, Traveler, since someone, anyone, had the courage to be naive before the council? They come before you asking for power, safety, vengeance, but not friendship, not loyalty. No, that they will not ask of the council. "

  Willie's head did that little turn to one side again, as if the Traveler were thinking. "Does she offer me friendship or ask it of me?"

  I started to answer, but Jean-Claude beat me to it. "Can you offer true friendship without asking for it in return?"

  I opened my mouth to say that I'd sooner be friends with a hungry crocodile, but Jean-Claude touched my arm gently. It was enough. We were winning. Don't blow it.

  "Friendship," the Traveler said. "Now that is indeed something I have not been offered since I took my seat upon the council. "

  I spoke then, without thinking first. "That must be very lonely. "

  He laughed, and it was that same eerie mixture of Willie's loud bray and a slithering chuckle. "She is like a wind through a window long closed, Jean-Claude. A mixture of cynicism, naivete, and power. " He touched my face, and I let him. He cupped the side of my face in his hand in an almost familiar gesture. "She does have a certain . . . charm. "

  His hand trailed down my face, fingertips lingering against my cheek. He dropped his hand suddenly, fingers rubbing against each other as if he were trying to feel some invisible something. He shook his head. "I and this body will await you in the torture room. " He answered me before I could even say no. "I do not plan to harm this body, Anita, but I do need it to walk about. I will leave this host if there is one that you would prefer I take. "

  He turned and stared at the rest of the group. His gaze came to rest at last on Damian. "I could take this one. Balthasar would enjoy that, I think. "

  I shook my head. "No. "

  "Is this one also your friend?"

  I glanced at Damian. "Not my friend, no, but he's still mine. "

  The Traveler turned his head to one side, staring at me. "He belongs to you, how? Is he your lover?"

  I shook my head. "No. "

  "Brother? Cousin? Ancestor?"

  "No," I said.

  "Then how is he . . . yours?"

  I didn't know how to explain it. "I won't give Damian to you to save Willie. You said it yourself. You're not hurting him. "

  "And if I was? Would you trade Damian's safety for your friend?"

  I shook my head. "I'm not going to debate this with you. "

  "I am merely trying to discern how important your friends are to you, Anita. "

  I shook my head again. I didn't like where this conversation was going. If I said the wrong thing, the Traveler was going to start cutting Willie up. I could see it coming. It was a trap, and everything I thought to say led right into it.

  Jean-Claude interrupted, "Ma petitevalues her friends. "

  The Traveler held up a hand. "No, she must answer this one herself. It is her loyalty that I wish to understand, not yours. " He stared at me from less than a foot away, uncomfortably close. "How important are your friends to you, Anita? Answer the question. "

  I thought of one answer that might not lead where the Traveler wanted to go. "Important enough to kill for," I said.

  His eyes flew wide. His mouth opened in amazement. "Are you threatening me?"

  I shrugged. "You asked a question. I answered it. "

  He threw his head back and laughed. "Oh, what a man you would have made. "

  I'd spent enough time around macho guys to know it was a compliment, a sincerely meant one. They never understood the implied insult. And as long as we weren't cutting up people I cared for, I wasn't going to point it out. "Thanks," I said.

  His face blanked instantly, the humor gone like a bad memory. Only his eyes, Willie's eyes, were still alive, glittering with a force that crept along my skin like a chill wind. He offered me his arm like Jean-Claude had done earlier.

  I glanced at Jean-Claude. He gave the barest of nods. I placed my still bleeding hand on the Traveler's wrist. His pulse beat hard and fast against my hand. It felt like the small wound had a second heartbeat, pounding in rhythm to his pulse. The blood flowed faster out of the cut, called by his power. It dripped in a tickling line down my arm to the elbow to fall inside the arm of the coat, soaking into the dark cloth. Blood spread over his wrist in crimson rivulets. My blood.

  My own heart sped up, feeding the fear, driving the blood faster. I knew in that moment that he could stand there and bleed me to death out of that small wound. That he could waste all the blood in me, all the power in me, to make a point.

  My heart was thudding in my ears. I knew I should move my hand, but I just never seemed to get around to moving it, as if something was interfering with the screaming in my head, before it could reach my hand.

  Jean-Claude reached out to me, but the Traveler spoke before he could touch us. "No, Jean-Claude. I acknowledge her as a power to be reckoned with if she can break this hold on her own. "

  My voice was breathy, rushed, as if I'd been running, but I could talk, think, I just couldn't move my hand. "What do I get out it?"

  He laughed, pleased with himself. I think I'd finally asked a question he was comfortable with. "What do you want?"

  I thought about that as the pulse in my hand beat fast and faster. Blood was beginning to soak the Traveler's sleeve, Willie's sleeve. I wanted Willie back. "Safe passage for me and all my people and friends. "

  He threw his head back and roared with laughter. The laughter stopped in mid-motion like a badly made film. He turned glittering
eyes to me. "Break this hold, Anita, and I will grant you what you ask, but if you fail to break it, what do I gain?"

  It was a trap, and I knew it, but I didn't know how to get out of it. If he kept bleeding me I'd pass out from blood loss, and it would all be over.

  "Blood," I said.

  He smiled. "I have that now. "

  "A willing drink from me. You don't have that. "

  "Tempting but not enough. "

  Grey spots were spreading across my vision. I was sweating and vaguely nauseous. It took a long time to pass out from blood loss, but he was speeding it up. I couldn't think what to offer him. I was having trouble thinking at all. "What do you want?"

  Jean-Claude let out a sigh, as if I'd said the wrong thing.

  "The truth. "

  I collapsed slowly to my knees, and only his hand on my elbow kept me upright. My vision was going in large grey-white splotches. I was dizzy, and it was only going to get worse.

  "What truth?"

  "Who really killed the Earthmover? Tell me that and you are free. "

  I swallowed hard, and whispered, "Fuck you. " I slid to the ground still holding onto him, still bleeding. He bent over me, but through my ruined vision it was just Willie. Willie's sharp-angled face. Willie with his loud suits and worse ties. Willie who loved Hannah with a gentle devotion that made my throat tight. I reached out and touched that face, ran my tingling fingertips through his slicked-back hair, cradled his jaw in my hand, and whispered, "Willie, come to me. "

  There was a jolt like a shiver of electricity, and I could see. My body still felt numb and distant, but my vision was clear. I looked into those glittering eyes and thought of Willie. There, deep inside was an answering scream. "Willie, come to me. " My voice was stronger this time.

  The Traveler said, "What are you doing?"

  I ignored him. Willie was one of the other vampires I'd accidently called from their coffins, like Damian. And maybe, just maybe, he was mine in more than friendship. "With blood I call you, Willie McCoy. Rise and come to me. "

  The third heartbeat in my hand slowed. The Traveler was the one trying to get away now, trying to break the hold he had forged, but it was a two-edged blade. It cut both ways, and I wanted to make my point deep and sharp.

  "Come to me, Willie. Rise to my voice, my hand, my blood. Rise and answer me. Willie McCoy, come now!" I watched Willie spill into those eyes like water filling a cup. I felt the Traveler forced out. I thrust him out, shoved him away, and slammed a door that I hadn't known I had in my head. In Willie's body. I forced the Traveler out, and he spun shrieking into the darkness.

  Willie stared at me, and it was him, but there was a look in his eyes I'd never seen before. "What would you have of me, master?"

  I collapsed on the floor, crying. I wanted to say, "I'm not your master," but the words died in my throat, swallowed by a velvet darkness that ate my vision and then the world.