Sissy Godiva

by Mykola Dementiuk

  by Mykola Dementiuk

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  * * * * by Mykola Dementiuk

  Chapter 1 I’m no queer, no stinking way! You know, we’re just friends, went to school together and know each other from the neighborhood, that’s all. Yeah, sure, sure. But I know that when I first laid eyes on Sissy Godiva, it was love at first sight. What else could it be? I’d follow her anywhere and do anything her little heart desired.

  Oh, what rot! Being in love with a stinking fag boy? That’s crazy, nuts, absurd, perverse. Still, when I saw her dressed as a girl I was struck dumb, unable to do anything except watch her standing with her mouth slightly open as she puffed on her cigarette, then turned and disappeared into the crowd on the New York City street.

  Hell, I knew who she was. A few years back I’d been in high school with her, a dull little snotty, faggoty kid that I kept away from, and she’d been smart enough to keep away from me, too. Damn, I wasn’t a fag like her! Yet I had to admit she was really cute in her fake feminine way, and she must have known she had me. After all, I’d seen Sissy Godiva a few times that summer, even followed her home at a safe distance one evening—I thought she was stoned and wanted to make sure she was okay—as she pranced around in her girly clothes. I knew instantly what she really was, a transvestite. Still, did I really care? Hell, no! Some trannies make beautiful women, and I desperately wanted her. But watching her walk in her very tight clothes—her leggings looking painted on, with a certain bulge at her crotch—I almost ejaculated in my pants as she sashayed down the street. I didn’t know what to do, what to think. Say something, you asshole! Okay, I’m not queer! But I felt like a jerk. Oh, don’t be such a moron, stay away from those fake women. But she sure was damned pretty, in her trannie way. Aw, hell, I should have at least smiled at her, winked and said, “Hey, baby, how you doing?”

  But saying something cool wasn’t my way of doing things—as if I knew how to do them anyway—especially in the free love sixties, all sex, drugs, and rock and roll. As a matter of fact, I wasn’t cool at all. Shy, yes, and timid and tongue-tied in the face of someone smirking and grinning at me, then just disappearing down the street. Bitch, cunt, whore! But wish we could’ve disappeared together, maybe I’d even have taken her up to the roof. No one was ever up there. I sure would go up there and have sex with her.

  But I didn’t have the nerve to do that with a boy pretending to be a girl, did I? What for, I thought. I’m not queer! After all, Sissy Godiva was really Joseph, a snotty, wimpy sissy, a girlie boy, someone who lisps and talks funny—but who still had the courage to dress as a woman and get away with it. Men were after her, I knew that. There were even bars for them, trannie bars like the Giddy Up! Bar on Avenue A. I sulked, staring at the anonymous Lower East Side crowd on the street, then I started hurrying home to jerk off. Story of my life.

  But she’s a stinking fag transvestite, what do you think you gonna do with one of those? Sissy Godiva had already transformed herself from a boy into a girl. Was I supposed to do the same if I wanted to get with her? What would that look like? Real cute, I imagined, but frowned as I went into my apartment building. You’re a moron. She thinks you’re a jerk and doesn’t really like you. I was being nothing but a fool, a big asshole fool!

  By then I’d made it up to the top floor, where I lived with Mom. As I always did, I glanced back down the stairs. I stood on the landing and pulled my prick out and began to jerk off. Where was old Mr. Phillips, our next-door neighbor? Was he looking? Asshole, let him look! I’d been rubbing myself all the way up and now began masturbating for real. A few strokes and the jism came barreling up and out, a hungry explosion that blasted out of my cock-head to a welcoming and cheering public thronged on the stairs below—or so I imagined.

  I shook my head. I was spent and, with a glance at Mr. Phillips’ door, put my cock back in my trousers and opened my own apartment door. Did I hear the peephole drop on his door? Damn, he’s always in, probably peeking through his keyhole and jerking off. I felt myself turn red, but I started smirking. Oh, to hell with Mr. Phillips, that old perverted faggot!

  Chapter 2 I pulled down my trousers and underwear and sat in the armchair I’d positioned months ago before the full-length mirror next to my bed. It was a comfortable old chair that I’d dragged up from the street. It had seemed to take hours bringing it up four flights by myself, but I was glad I had it. It was my favorite spot in the apartment—well, whenever Mom wasn’t home. I’d sit naked in the chair, just imagining someone like Sissy Godiva all dressed up. Or undressed. I’d stroke my dick, pulling the shaft up and down, a gentle, tender stroke, a squeeze, a tweak. I’d imagine she smiled shyly before her wet lips started dancing around my cock, gulping it down. Oh, baby, suck it!

  I was near to cuming, my cock-head pulsing and shining at me but I wouldn’t touch myself. Oh, no! Letting my hunger ache itself out, feeling my arousal desperately near to erupting, scratching at me, tearing my veins and skin apart, though I only let myself gently caress my constricted balls and never once held my penis as I awaited the satisfying eruption. And slowly, very slowly, I could feel it…building and bubbling through me…

  …and Sissy Godiva would be there, my aching penis bobbing before her as she dipped her tongue to it, licking, kissing, swallowing the massive organ and having to open her mouth wider and wider to take it, until she almost tore her mouth, until she finally made one last lunge and swallowed me whole.

  Oh God, I was cuming! My spasm erupted from my cock, my obedient hands gripping the chair painfully as the semen shot towards my face, my open mouth, my tongue eager for my own scum. God, it was beautiful! I was ready to slurp in gallons of my own scum if only Sissy Godiva would spill hers on me, too.

  Sissy Godiva, what a wonderful name. I don’t know how she got it, but there were stories, rumors, hints that she’d been seen sashaying naked along St. Marks Place wearing just a boa. Some said she’d had nothing else on but her skin, others said that she’d been wearing flesh-colored leggings, and still others said they’d seen her wearing pink leggings. But leggings or not, and whatever their color, everyone said her stiff penis stood straight out, outlined in the leggings—if she was wearing any leggings. The legend of Sissy Godiva was born right then and whipped through the neighborhood. After that, I watched desperately for her, though I felt like just another bystander trying to catch her eye her whenever I saw her.

  I was still spurting when I squeezed my penis, gripping the yearning, spitting muscle as it cried for another release and… oh, God, there it wa
s again, a second explosion tearing through me! But this time it trickled out, dripping weakly, then making one final spurt.

  I was totally wasted, panting chaotically. But, oh boy, that was nice, real nice. Then I heard a sort of rubbing, or tapping, as if someone was feeling the apartment door. I heard it again, then a cough and someone clearing their throat.

  “Vinnie,” a voice called, “can you do me a favor?” I heard the rubbing sound again. I sighed. It was fruity old Mr. Phillips, my next-door faggot neighbor. “I’m all out of cigarettes,” he called.

  What the fuck? I pulled my pants back up, frowning that my scum had splashed onto my yellow T-shirt. I was sure he’d seen me jerking off in the hallway. I shrugged and went to door, opening it a little. Mr. Phillips was leaning on our doorframe. His legs were really weak and he always had to hold onto the wall or furniture when he tried to walk, drag himself along, and lean hard on something whenever he tried to stand.

  “Hi,” I said, trying to look sleepy, as if I’d just woken up. “What is it?”

  He looked me up and down, rubbed his mouth. As usual, he had no pants or even underpants on, just a shirt that he hadn’t even buttoned up.

  “I was wondering, when you go out again, would you get me a pack of Newport cigarettes? You know, those sissy cigarettes I smoke? I do adore those menthol ciggies—you got some for me last week and I still have a few left, so no rush. But I’ll be out by this evening, so please can you do that for me?” He winked at me and smiled like a girl, faggoty old Mr. Phillips. I felt my dick twitch.

  I yawned at him again. Then I noticed his penis, half hidden by his shirttails, stiff and staring out at me. I felt myself start to blush.

  I cleared my throat. “You have to give me the money,” I said, then yawned again.

  “Yes, yes. Here’s a dollar, that should be enough for two packs of Newports. That’ll last me till next week. Sorry if I woke you up, didn’t know you’d be in bed this early.” He winked and licked his lips. “What a nice boy, and in bed so early, too. Hmm, I’d love to see that. Oh, yes, and keep whatever change is left. You’ve earned it.”

  Not bad. I nodded at him, thinking. Forty cents for one pack, eighty for two, and that would leave me twenty cents. I could get a pretzel and a soda with that. He’d told me to keep the change last week, too. I yawned at him again.

  “Okay, when I go out I’ll get the cigarettes.” I made a move to take his dollar bill and shut the door.

  “You’re very sweet. You should come by. I hardly ever see you anymore.” He blew me a kiss.

  I felt my face turn bright red. What the fuck was that about, blowing me a kiss? I didn’t know what to do for a moment, then blew him a kiss in return.

  “Such a nice boy,” he said. “I like boys like you.” He winked at me.

  I started to close the door and said, “okay, I’ll get them later today, when I go out.”

  “Take your time, sweetie. Take your time,” he winked again as I shut the door on him.

  “Jesus,” I muttered, and went back to my chair. I was still hard and my cock was aching for another release. I thought how often I’d used to drop in on Mr. Phillips. I squirmed

  uncomfortably. Oh, to hell with him! Just get him the stupid Newport cigarettes, the favorite of faggot smokers like Mr. Phillips, who really know how to suck them up. I laughed and decided to go out. I got up and went out of the apartment.

  Mr. Phillips was still there, standing stooped in front of his apartment door like he’d dropped something and was picking it up. He stood up and his penis sprang out from under his shirt again. He turned red.

  “Don’t forget my Newports, sweetie,” he sang out, his halfhard penis swaying before him.

  I felt myself turn red, too, and muttered, “yeah, yeah,” going down the stairs, thinking about his penis.

  Chapter 3 It was early afternoon, just past twelve, and 1st Avenue was packed with trucks and cars streaming who knows where. An early-August heat wave had oppressed the city for days, and there was no relief in sight. The diner on the corner, the East Side Cafeteria, was packed with people eating lunch.

  I went up to the cash register just inside the front door. A fat Polish woman was doling out change to a customer. The name “Sophie” was embroidered above her large left breast. I loved our European neighborhood, Polish, Italian, Ukrainian, who knew what you were going to get? I grinned at her.

  “Two packs of Newports,” I said, leaning on the counter, glancing from the robust Sophie to the candy on display in the glass case she sat behind.

  “Wait your turn, honey,” she said, sparing me a glance from the customer. “I don’t understand young people any more,” she said to him. “They don’t have any manners.”

  The man swapped his toothpick from one side of his mouth to the other. “They’re just kids,” he said, shrugging, and put his wallet in his pants.

  “What do you want?” Sophie said to me as she watched the man leave.

  I straightened up. “Newports. Two packs, please,” I bit my bottom lip, trying not to drool as I stared at her breasts.

  She studied me and drew on her cigarette, flicked the ash.

  “Aren’t you a little young to be smoking, dearie?” she asked, tilting her head a little and letting the hand holding her cigarette drift down to her breasts, as if she were modeling for a magazine ad. I looked at her breasts again. They were smooth and round, nearly bursting out of the tight V-neck of her diner uniform. “How old are you? Fifteen? Sixteen?”

  I shook my head and straightened up. “I’m nineteen. Anyway, they’re for my neighbor, old Mr. Phillips. He has a hard time walking. He asked me to get some for him.”

  She got two packs of Newports from the rack behind her.

  “Oh, I know him. Haven’t seen him in a while. Walking’s rough on him? How is he?” She set the packs on the counter. “Tell him I said hello. And he’s not that old! The nerve of some people. He’s the same age as I am. Well, a little older.” She gave me my change, twenty cents.

  “Thanks,” I shrugged, looking at her breasts once more before leaving the diner. Wish I could feel those tits, I thought. I was thinking about all the nice things I could do with them when I walked right into Sissy Godiva. She was standing on the corner waiting for the light to change, but she seemed to be shielding her face.

  “Well, well,” she smirked at me, glancing behind me at the diner. “You carry your cigarettes just like a girl, clutched in her hand,” a laugh erupted out of her, then she fluttered her eyelids. That was the first time she’d talked to me while she was dressed as a girl. I tried not to remember that I’d been thinking about her while masturbating! I looked embarrassedly down at the cigarettes, two packs held daintily in my hand. I sneered back up at her.

  “I don’t smoke. They’re for my neighbor, Mr. Phillips. He’s old, you know.”

  She’d lit up a cigarette, also a Newport—the “sissy cigarettes,” as Mr. Phillips called them—and blew smoke in my face. She kept the cigarette near her mouth; her other arm slid around her own waist.

  “Mr. Phillips? Do you mean Pips?” she asked. “He was called Mr. Phillips, too. Now wouldn’t that be something if your neighbor was Pips, that falling-down pervert.” She brightened up. “Pips has a hard time walking, too. Yeah, must be the same guy.” She took another drag and flicked the barely-smoked cigarette away.

  I shook my head. “I don’t know who you’re talking about,” I said, looking at her discarded cigarette burning on the sidewalk. “Mr. Phillips is a nice man. He’s no pervert.”

  “Okay, okay, whatever.” The light had changed. “Say hello to Pips, if he is Pips. Toodle-oo.” Sissy winked and waved at me, then she was off down the avenue, her tight ass swaying.

  “Cunt faggot bitch!” I cursed and shook my head. “Silly queer,” I said, going back into my building and heading up the stairs.

  I slowed as I neared the fourth floor, trying to not to make a sound on the treads. But that was impossible in these old building
s. The stairs creaked with each step. I shook my head, squeezed my crotch for courage and knocked loudly on Mr. Phillips’ door.

  “Mr. Phillips,” I called. “Got the cigarettes you wanted, Newports.”

  Silence. I knocked again.

  “Mr. Phillips!” I said, then took a chance and called, “Pips, Pips!”

  Slow footsteps sounded across the floor, coming to open the door. I steeled myself and bit my bottom lip. The door opened and a surprised Mr. Phillips stood looking at me, then down the hall behind me. He had no pants on and no shirt, either—totally naked this time.

  “Here’s your Newports,” I swallowed. “Just like you wanted.”

  He took them from me. “Thank you very much. You’re a sweetie.” He looked thoughtful, then asked, “Did you just call me Pips?” He looked down the hall again. “Been some time since I’ve heard that.”

  I half-turned away and took a step toward my apartment. “Yeah, my friend just said you might go by Pips. She seemed to know you. Since there wasn’t an answer to ‘Mr. Phillips’ I just thought I’d try Pips.”

  “Your friend?” he asked, looking curiously at me. “Must be a very dear friend if she knows my name. “But come in, come in, let’s have a little chat about your friend. I must know her, too.”

  I snorted. “It’s a he, really, that pretends he’s a she. I think he gets picked up that way, too. But I’m not sure, anyway, I’m not into that,” I ended, crossing my arms against my chest. “Not for me.”

  He cleared his throat. “Of course not, but, it takes all kinds, doesn’t it? But come in, come in, let’s talk about your sweet friend. I’m very curious who she might be.”

  He stood back from his door, beckoning me in. I’d been in the apartment many times before. I looked at my apartment door. I shrugged and went into his apartment.

  “Shut the door behind you,” he said. I did and followed him inside.

  Chapter 4 Except for the furniture and knick-knacks, the apartment was more or less the same as mine, a hall leading from the door to a kitchen with a small bedroom on each side. Two windows faced the street below, though mine looked out on the cat-strewn back yard. I followed Mr. Phillips as he made his way into the kitchen, holding himself up with one hand on the wall the whole way. He put the cigarettes on the table and dropped into a kitchen chair. He reached over and took the last cigarette from his old pack then crumpled it. He lit the cigarette and relaxed in the chair, his bare legs spread. I knew it was hot but at least he could’ve put his pants on. Unless he was just a pervert, which he certainly was.