Three Way, the Novel

by Olivia Hawthorne

“Me too, kitten,” Ryker added and put his hand on my stomach. “Thank god you’re okay though.”

  “How did you find me?” I asked.

  They glanced at each other. “You don’t remember?” Ryker asked.

  “What happened?” I asked. “I can’t remember anything after talking about the pregnancy. You guys were being jerks about it and then it all goes blank. Were we in an accident?”

  They glanced at each other again and this time I saw the look of concern pass between them.

  “What’s going on?” I asked and this grey fog of confusion snaked into my head and settled in the recesses of my memory. I struggled to find their names even, or what my relationship was with them, but I failed. “Who are you and why am I here?”

  I felt a click inside my head and lost all connection to everything in the room, including myself.

  “Go get the doctor,” the man nearest me said in a low, concerned tone.

  The man who looked exactly like him but with longer hair and colorful patterns on his arms stood up and left the room.

  “You’re going to be okay, Margot,” the man next to me said and stroked my forehead. “You’re going to be okay.”

  It felt nice and I closed my eyes to enjoy the sensation of his touch. “Who’s Margot?” I asked as the darkness took me again.

  Chapter Twenty Seven

  It was a confusing and anxiety inducing time in the hospital. The doctor had used words like retrograde amnesia and traumatic brain injury but I actually felt quite good physically.

  The problem was that I couldn’t remember a thing about my life or the men I was supposed to be dating.

  Two men at once, I could hardly believe it. I wasn’t entirely sure about how I’d been before meeting Quinn and Ryker, but I had a feeling I wasn’t exactly the two men at once kind of girl.

  And pregnant. That was a shock to me. The doctors determined that swelling in my brain had cause memory loss, which is why I apparently came out of the initial accident with no issues. As the brain swelled, my memory diminished.

  The hope was that as my brain went back to normal, my memory would follow suit and I would recall everything that had happened in my life.

  They kept me in the hospital for a few days and sent me home with the guys to recover fully.

  Leaving the hospital was strange, I felt a little shaky when we walked to a long, black car parked in front. The driver jumped out and opened the door for us, Quinn and Ryker helped me in the backseat and I settled down for the drive home.

  I was only shaky because of nerves, not because of any weakness.

  I’d been getting snatches of memory back ever since that morning but hadn’t wanted to tell them about it because none of it included either one of them yet.

  They might be big, muscled men but they were softies at heart. I didn’t need to be in love with them to tell that, I could see it a mile away.

  “How are you feeling?” Quinn asked as he sat on one side of me.

  “Can we get you anything?” Ryker asked, taking the other side of the seat. “Should we stop for water? Something to eat? Are you hungry? Is the baby hungry?”

  I laughed and took their hands in mine. “I’m fine and the baby’s fine. I mean I assume the baby’s fine, it’s still too small to tell.”

  “Is something wrong with the baby?” Quinn asked, squeezing my hand tightly.

  “Guys, lighten up,” I smiled. “I’m fine and I’m getting better, that’s all that matters.”

  “It is,” Quinn said and kissed my cheek. I was slowly getting my memory back with each touch and each kiss from the twins. Every time they showed me tenderness I could feel small pieces of myself returning.

  “When I thought we’d lost you I realized something very important,” Ryker said and leaned towards me, placing his hand on my other cheek.

  “What’s that?” I asked.

  “You’re all that matters to me. To us. If you’re not happy then I’m not happy,” he said, staring deeply into my eyes. I had a sudden flash of them fighting over me and me demanding love from both twins. I blushed at the image and wondered how I could have ever been so bold.

  “We’re prepared to be together,” Quinn added. “In whatever way makes you happy.”

  “I don’t know what I want now,” I said with a huge sigh. “I need to figure out who I am again.”

  “We’re here to help,” Ryker said, “no matter what it takes, we’ll do it.”

  “The doctors said everything should come back to you once you’re home and in your regular routine. We’ll trigger your memories, sweetheart, I promise,” Quinn told me.

  He and Ryker exchanged a look that melted my insides; it was one of heat and promise, as if they’d been planning to take me together all along.

  “I want to be with both of you, don’t I?” I asked as things began to come back to me. That sense of need that had caused me to ache until they’d both given in and given me what I desired.

  “That’s for you to rediscover, kitten,” Ryker told me with a wicked little grin that made my knees feel weak and my core heat up like lava.

  “I think I’ll enjoy that,” I replied and bit my lower lip in anticipation.

  As if on cue they began to kiss my shoulders, brushing my hair back and licking their way up my neck and throat on either side.

  I moaned and tilted my head back, exposing more of my sensitive flesh to their eager mouths.

  It was strange how disconnected I felt at times, but just then I felt completely present in my body. Every touch, every noise they made, every waft of their musky scent in my nose, they way they made me tremble with need…all of it anchored me firmly in place and helped me slowly take control of my own memories again.

  “Oh god, I think I do want you both,” I purred and ran my hands through their hair and up and down their twin muscled, broad backs. I could feel their muscled ripple and work under the fabric of their shirts, their bodies were magnificent and I could completely understand my lust for them both.

  I could also understand my love for them as well. I had small flashes of my short time with them. We’d all fallen in love together so quickly and I had a feeling I wasn’t that kind of girl either, but loving them was as inevitable as taking my next breath or watching my next sunrise.

  It was because it just made sense.

  Not being with them was the strange feeling by then, not giving into my love and lust would feel like an insult to the life that had given it to us.

  The car pulled up in front of a huge mansion and I had a surge of memory race through me. I could recall the first time I’d seen the place, the first time I’d been with Ryker here, and the first time I’d met Quinn in such a humorous way.

  “I remember this place,” I said breathlessly. “I remember so much here.”

  “We’ll make many more memories too,” Ryker rasped and gently nipped my collarbone with his teeth.

  “There’s plenty of time for that,” Quinn added and kissed my ear, letting his hot breath send shivers down my spine.

  They were right and I couldn’t wait to get started.

  ***

  It seemed as though my lust was greater than my energy that day. By the time the guys had carried me upstairs to our shared master bedroom, I was ready for a nap more than I was ready for a good time.

  They were amazing about it and that’s part of the reason I knew love held more power than desire with the three of us. The simple fact that they cared more about my health and comfort than getting down and dirty with me meant the world to me.

  These two incredible men weren’t using me; I was being loved. And it felt damned good.

  I could also feel my memories just under the surface of my brain, like little fish flashing near the surface of a pond. They would give a brief glimpse and disappear into the depths before I could catch them and hang on tightly.

  I let them tuck me into the massive bed and kiss my forehead as I slipped into a deep slumber.

  I didn�
�t know how long I’d slept but I woke up feeling amazingly refreshed.

  And almost completely in tact, memory wise. At least for the first twenty or so years of my life.

  I could remember growing up and like I thought, I was kind of a prude. I’d always wanted to settle down with a nice guy and have a family to raise together. I’d stay at home with the kids while he earned the bread and butter and we’d be happily in love forever.

  Boy had I gone off the rails somewhere with that wish. It wasn’t like I thought I couldn’t raise a family with Ryker and Quinn, obviously that was going to happen given my current condition. It’s just that being with both of them was completely opposite of what I’d always wanted.

  But man did I want it now. I supposed sometimes we didn’t get what we wanted, but we got what was exactly perfect for us.

  I might have grown tired of one man day in and day out, or maybe I craved more than what a single person could give me, either way I knew being with Ryker and Quinn was exactly where I needed to be.

  I sat up in bed and looked around the room, trying to fill in the rest of the time that was still fuzzy. I vaguely remembered meeting Ryker, and of course the first time I met Quinn, but I couldn’t quite recall how we’d ended up all together in our unconventional relationship.

  I stretched my legs and wiggled my toes, stood and reached up to take the kinks out of my back.

  I decided to have a long shower before heading downstairs and finding my guys. Being in the hospital had been awful in that aspect; the tiny little bathroom off my room had lukewarm water and rough towels.

  That was one thing I knew, I had grown accustomed to luxury very quickly. I loved our custom shower with the river stone floor and specialized spouts. I set it to a gentle rain speed and stood under it, feeling the water hit my body from all sides as well.

  It was this that I knew I would never grow tired of, even though I hadn’t been born or raised with loads of money, I was grateful that my twins had it now.

  I heard a small click and my eyelids snapped open to find them opening the bathroom door.

  “Margot, it’s good to see you awake,” Quinn said as he began to strip his clothes off. I moved to the opening to watch him undress.

  “I’m feeling much better,” I told him, “I think I’m getting most of my memories back.”

  “Good to hear,” Ryker said, taking his own clothes off and dropping them on the floor.

  “I might need some help though,” I told them and stepped out from behind the steamy glass.

  “With what?” Quinn asked and rushed to the shower just ahead of Ryker.

  “I think I know,” Ryker said with a grin.

  They joined me in the shower and backed me up under the steaming flow of water. I felt the heat soak into my muscles and my body began to respond to their touches immediately.

  I sighed and sunk into their arms as they kissed me up and down, along my shoulders and neck, murmuring their love and desires to me. “This is what I needed,” I moaned and arched my body towards them.

  “This is the medicine you needed,” Quinn rasped in a thick voice.

  “Glad we can give it to you,” Ryker groaned, his breath hitching as he pressed his massive cock against me.

  I tilted my face up to kiss them, one after the other, their tongues hot and demanding.

  All at once their hands and fingers were all over me, touching me and driving me crazy with need for them to take me to the heights of pleasure.

  “Please,” I hissed.

  “Please, what?” Quinn demanded, his voice deep in my ear and his hand traveling lower, closer to my hot cleft.

  “Please make me come,” I moaned. “Make me remember exactly what I need.”

  No more words were necessary, their hands met at my soaked pussy and slipped along together, fingers side by side as they entered me and drove me right over the edge into the great abyss of joy.

  And as I came hard, screaming their names and biting their shoulders, gripping their hug biceps to keep myself from falling…I remembered it all.

  I remembered exactly what I wanted from them.

  And I knew I needed more.

  Chapter Twenty Eight

  “Fuck me,” I sighed as I came down from the precipice they’d taken me to. “Fuck me how I need it, both of you.”

  The overwhelming need swept through my body like a little earthquake, shaking and trembling my limbs and abdomen.

  “Say it again, kitten,” Ryker commanded and I couldn’t refuse.

  “Please fuck me,” I begged, clinging to their wet bodies.

  “And again,” Quinn demanded, tilting my chin up to face him.

  “Please, show me what I need,” I groaned.

  Quinn reached around behind me and shut off the water. The steamy air was replaced by a chilly draft and I shivered, my body still wet.

  Ryker picked me up in his arms and wrapped his arms around me. “She’s freezing, let’s get her to bed,” he said.

  Quinn moved ahead of us, grabbed a couple huge towels along the way and drew the blankets back from the bed as we got there. He rubbed me down and dried me off, helped me into the bed and slipped in on the side of me.

  Ryker joined us on my other side and pulled the blankets back over us.

  I was warmed immediately, from the center of my body radiating out to the tips of my toes and fingers.

  I reached down and gripped each brother’s thick shaft and began to pump slowly, sensuously. “Now I want both of you inside me, I need to feel like myself again. My true self.”

  “Oh kitten,” Ryker growled and pulled me to face him, his hand slipping down to slide along my soaking wet heat, across my clit.

  “Sweetheart,” Quinn’s hot breath was on the back of my neck behind me, his arms wrapped around me and his body pressed against me. “Is this okay in your condition?”

  As he asked me, the head of his cock pressed against me from behind, demanding entrance.

  “Oh god, yes,” I groaned and tugged at Ryker’s shaft and kissed him as his brother’s slipped up inside of me.

  He thrust slowly, pushing deep and steady, in and out with a determined rhythm that drove me wild with bliss.

  I moaned against Ryker’s mouth and his tongue snaked around mine, his lips crushing mine as his brother fucked me hard from behind.

  “Fuck, Margot, you’re so tight,” Quinn groaned with a thick voice. “So hot, god how I’ve missed this.”

  I gasped and Ryker’s mouth left mine, letting my cries explode out of my lips as I came against Quinn’s throbbing shaft.

  I clenched and burst inside, a bright firework spinning in the back of my eyes as it coursed through my body.

  Quinn stiffened up and Ryker’s hands played with my breasts. Ryker pinched and rolled my nipples between his fingers and I cried out again, my walls tightening rhythmically against Quinn’s cock.

  He stopped moving, his breath was harsh in my ear and he grunted his release. “I love you,” he said as he exploded inside of me, I could feel his cock pulse and his cum fill me, complete me.

  “I love you too,” I cried out.

  Quinn pulled back and Ryker looked me in the eyes. “I love you too, kitten,” he said and dragged me towards him. He pulled me on top and thrust himself inside of me from below, filling me where his brother had been moments before.

  Quinn moved close and reached up to play with my breasts as I rode Ryker, bouncing on his thickness, rolling my head back and letting my long hair brush against his thighs.

  “You’re so beautiful,” Ryker said, gripping my hips and driving himself deep inside of me.

  “She’s exquisite,” Quinn agreed and rolled my nipples in his fingers. “Come for us, Margot.”

  “Oh god,” I sighed and gasped as Ryker pounded me harder and harder. “I’m going to come.”

  “Good girl,” Ryker groaned and dug his fingers into my hips. “Come on my dick.”

  I arched my body and leaned back, opening myse
lf to him even more and screamed my orgasm as it became too big for my body to contain it.

  “Fuck,” Ryker said as his seed exploded inside of me, flooding my pussy and bringing me even further back into myself.

  As my body quivered and trembled I felt my memories pour back into me and the fog was lifted.

  I was whole again and I remembered exactly why I wanted both of them. Without both of them my love didn’t feel complete, without them both by me and inside of me and loving me, I didn’t feel like I had my life intact.

  One man would leave me in pieces, they were two halves of the same soul to me, and I needed them both to fulfill my love.

  I exhaled and collapsed on top of Ryker and in Quinn’s arms. “Baby girl,” Quinn said and brushed my damp hair away from my neck, “you are back.”

  “I’m back,” I laughed and kissed Ryker’s chest.

  “You had us worried there,” Ryker said, looking deep into my eyes. I could see the concern there, his naked anxiety over my injuries.

  “I worried myself too,” I smiled and slipped off him and settled in between the two brothers. I let them stroke me and talk to me in gentle, loving tones until I found myself unable to ignore the grumbling in my stomach any longer.

  They laughed at the noises coming from my midsection, so we slipped into our robes and headed down to the kitchen for a late night snack.

  It was there at the marble counter as I watched them prepare food for me that I knew I truly was back.

  This was my life now, and in spite of the accident and the anxiety it had caused for all three of us, things were back to normal.

  And I was just blessed that my version of normal happened to be pretty freaking magnificent.

  ***

  A couple weeks went by and life got back to normal. As normal as possible at least, considering our crazy kind of love.

  Ryker had to go back to work on the case he’d been putting together when we’d met. He spent most of his time at the office and was in a grumpy mood because of it.

  Quinn went back to running the family business. I still wasn’t entirely sure what they did, but I knew their name was on several buildings and behind several charities around the city.