Geoff chuckled. "No, it's fine. You okay with the funeral then?"
"Yes, yes, I am." Smiling, Ben leaned up and kissed Geoff. "I never thought about him being left there, and I feel a bit shit now. Still, I can't believe his family didn't want to know. He was their son! Why would they do that?" Ben asked Geoff, confused as to why Adam's family would behave the way they had. Their son was dead. Whatever had happened between them when he was alive could be forgiven now he was dead.
Shaking his head, Geoff frowned. "I don't know. Do you know why he was on the streets?"
"No. I know things weren't too good at home, but he never went into details. He could be kinda private like that, but he was a good friend, and he always had my back. I probably wouldn't be here if it weren't for him and then Tom."
"I'm glad they were there for you." Geoff reached up and palmed his face.
"I think I need a wash. My face kinda feels funny." Ben gave Geoff a wobbly smile. "I'll be back in a minute."
"No. Meet me in my bedroom," Geoff told him a firm voice, his face expressionless.
"Er, now?" Ben blinked at Geoff rapidly.
"Now."
Leaving the kitchen and sprinting upstairs, Ben washed quickly then slowly walked into Geoff's bedroom. It was definitely a man's room. The furniture was all dark woods, and the walls were an off-white colour. The carpet was cream and thick and Ben sank his feet into it, pausing when he saw Geoff stood by the bed.
"Are you sure about wanting a relationship with me?"
Now was the time to stop things before they went too far. Ben looked at Geoff. He wanted him. He'd wanted him for some time now. He wanted more than the kisses they had shared. He nodded, walking over to where Geoff stood.
"Strip, then on your knees."
Ben fumbled as he tried to get his pants undone. His fingers didn't seem to want to cooperate. Stopping, Ben took a deep breath before trying again. Once he was naked, he knelt before Geoff. He closed his eyes, hoping Geoff wouldn't be repulsed by the scars that littered his body.
"Keep your head up but your eyes down. I don't want to see you with your head bowed."
Ben nodded and adjusted his position.
"Better. Good boy."
Ben felt that shiver across his skin again. He really liked being called a good boy. He listened to the sounds of Geoff footsteps as he walked around him and was very aware in that moment of his nakedness.
"Get up and lie on the bed, face up, legs spread."
Ben followed Geoff's instructions and lay down staring at the ceiling above the bed. He could hear clothing rustling, and next thing, Geoff was lying next to him naked.
"We'll start slow, so I can ease you into this."
"What? No sex?" Ben turned to look at him.
"We will have sex, but I'm not going to throw you into the deep end with this lifestyle. Slow and steady, that way you can gauge your likes and dislikes. We will have a contract, and you can read through all that this lifestyle entails."
"Like safe words?"
Smiling, Geoff nodded. "Yes. Safe words are very important. There are many aspects to the BDSM lifestyle."
Ben nodded. "Yes. I saw some of them on the websites you mentioned. Golden showers? Scat? Er no."
Geoff grimaced. "Not for me either. This is why we need to go over a checklist of sorts to find out our boundaries, what we are willing to try or are curious about trying. Then, there are the aspects that you don't ever want to try."
"So tonight?"
"I get to learn about you," Geoff muttered, leaning over Ben and kissing him.
Ben moaned into the kiss, opening his mouth, letting Geoff's tongue invade his mouth so their tongues danced together. He loved the way Geoff kissed him. Possessive. Dominant. Totally focused on him. Like he was the most important person in Geoff's world.
When Geoff moved to lie between his legs, Ben gasped. Geoff's hard cock rubbed against his own. It was the first time Ben had ever felt that before. He knew he was going to experience many firsts with Geoff.
Ben wallowed in the sensation. The heat and the sticky wetness as they rubbed together caused him to moan. Geoff kissed him like he owned him and Ben loved it. When Geoff broke the kiss, Ben panted, closing his eyes, arching up when Geoff kissed and licked his way down his neck.
The sting of Geoff biting his collarbone caused Ben to jerk beneath him, the slight pain making him shudder. Geoff moved down, biting Ben's nipple. Sucking it into his mouth, Geoff flicked it with his tongue, causing it to harden. Releasing it, Geoff blew across it and Ben moaned, feeling it harden more. Geoff moved to his other nipple and did the same to it as he twisted the one he'd already bitten. Ben lifted his hips up, rubbing against Geoff's stomach, leaving a damp trail there.
Geoff continued to kiss and lick his way down Ben's abdomen, paying particular attention to the scars along his hips. Ben closed his eyes as they prickled, the threat of tears close to the surface. Ben had never let anyone see them, let alone touch, kiss or lick them.
Geoff kissed his abdomen, murmuring, "Shh, Ben. It's alright."
Ben swallowed, nodding his head. He'd been afraid Geoff would stop wanting him once he'd seen his scars up close.
His eyes flew open when Geoff took the head of his dick into his mouth.
"Oh, God..."
Dropping his head back, Ben cried out. The sensation was overwhelming. Warm, moist, tight. He shuddered, his balls pulling up and Ben gritted his teeth against his impending orgasm. He didn't want to come. Not yet.
Geoff licked around the head before sucking on the head. Next thing Ben felt was Geoff taking him in down to the root. He cried out in pleasure, sensations flowing through his body. Ben couldn't stop thrusting his hips up, wanting more of that heat and wetness around him, and he felt Geoff hold him down as he continued to suck his cock.
Geoff alternated between deep throating him and licking and sucking the spongy head of his cock. He felt a wet finger circling his hole, gently pressing against it before circling around it again. Geoff's finger continued to do this, and then Ben bit back a moan when it eventually breached his muscle. The finger was gently moved in and out as Geoff continued to work his cock. He shot up from the bed when he felt Geoff touch that spot inside him and cried out as he came, squeezing his eyes shut, straining against Geoff's hold on him.
"Oh fuck....fuck..."
His body moved erratically and Ben lost all control over it. Pleasure swarmed through him and he cried out again as more ribbons of come pulsed from his dick.
When his body finally eased, Ben was panting. He opened his eyes to find Geoff staring down at him smiling before taking his mouth in a deep kiss. He could feel Geoff slip his finger out of his hole and he moaned slightly as the loss.
Geoff moved to Ben's side and pulled him close and Ben rested his head on Geoff's shoulder. His eyes started to grow heavy as Geoff stroked his back.
"Erm, that was the first time I've ever had someone, er, suck, er, you know," he told Geoff hesitantly, heat flooding his already flushed skin.
"And you enjoyed it?"
Ben blushed even more, nodding. Why the fuck was he blushing?
"I'm glad. Sleep now, Ben," Geoff whispered as Ben's eyes closed.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Lying in bed watching Geoff dress, Ben sighed. Geoff had given him another explosive orgasm that morning. He'd come so many times over the last few weeks his balls were beginning to ache, but not once had Geoff tried to have sex with him. Geoff always paid attention to his scars, telling him that he was beautiful, that he was perfect.
It was all about Ben's enjoyment. Several times he'd tried to reciprocate, but Geoff had given him a smile and told him that he wanted Ben to enjoy this and not to worry about Geoff.
But, Ben did worry. He worried that Geoff didn't want to have sex with him because of what he'd done. Who would want to fuck an ex-hooker?
Later that morning, Ben met Tom for lunch and brought up what was happening between him and Geoff and his fears
as to why Geoff wouldn't have sex with him.
"So, what do you think? Do you think it's because of what I used to do?"
Tom stared of into the distance for a minute then shook his head. "The first few times I was with Seb, he didn't fuck me, I fucked him. He wanted it that way so I would know it didn't bother him what I'd done previously. He wanted me to get as much pleasure from it as possible." Tom chuckled. "The next morning after our night together? Fuck, my balls ached and I swear Seb was limping."
Ben chuckled along with Tom. Whenever he saw the two of them together, it was obvious how much they loved one another. The way they would look at each other. The fact that they knew when the other was close. And their smiles. It was the type of smile you only gave that special person in your life.
"So, I should just give it more time?"
"It's been what, three weeks? If you want more, then you need to tell him. He could be waiting for you to let him know that you're ready for your relationship to move forward."
Ben tilted his head, thinking over what Tom had said. "When d'ya get so smart?"
Tom smiled looking over at him, but didn't say anything
"Seb's good for you. I can't remember ever seeing you this happy and relaxed. It's nice to see."
Tom looked away, but Ben caught the blush on Tom's cheeks and smiled to himself. He knew both Matt and Luke were doing well and had settled with Seb and Tom. He was grateful that they had all managed to escape the streets, but his chest always felt heavy because one of them hadn't made it.
He sighed thinking about Adam, but now he was coming to realise that maybe he couldn't have said or done anything to change him. Clara had helped him with that and writing in his journal.
He turned to Tom when he heard Tom scrunch up the bag that had held his sandwich. "Time to go?"
Tom nodded. "Lunchtime over. Can't be late either because I work for a right bastard."
"Fuck off." Ben laughed.
Tom stood and faced Ben. "Do what you feel is right. I'm here if you need to talk."
Ben nodded as they hugged and waved as Tom walked away. He sat and thought about how to approach the issue and when he had decided what he was going to do, he stood and quickly walked away.
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Geoff walked into the kitchen and frowned. The house seemed eerily quiet. He was used to coming in and seeing Ben or smelling something delicious cooking, but there was nothing.
"Ben?"
He paused, waiting for an answer, but none came. He quickly checked all the rooms before he went upstairs. He stopped suddenly at the threshold of his bedroom and took in the sight before him. Ben lying naked on his bed. Blindfolded. Condoms and lube on his chest. Cock hard and leaking.
Geoff arched an eyebrow, tilting his head to the side and took his time looking over Ben. It was easy to observe Ben's nervousness. His chest moved quickly in time with his breaths and he would clench his fists before releasing them. One of Ben's feet moved continuously from side to side barely pausing.
He walked into the en-suite and stripped before taking one of the quickest showers ever. Drying off, he walked back into the bedroom and found Ben in the same position he had left him in. He dropped the towel on the floor and crawled up the bed to hover over Ben as he moved the condom and lube from Ben's chest and onto the bed beside them.
"Are you trying to tell me something?" He didn't try to keep the amusement out of his voice.
He watched Ben take a shuddery breath in and then swallow. "I'm sorry, it's just I really want you to fuck me."
Geoff lowered his body onto Ben's, pushing the blindfold up. He watched Ben blink a few times, his eyes adjusting to the light before he bent to kiss him, plunging his tongue into Ben's mouth, swallowing his moan.
Their tongues danced and Geoff groaned when Ben's hard, leaking cock rubbed on his hip as Ben arched up.
Breaking off from the kiss, Geoff moved down Ben's body and gripped Ben's cock. He looked into Ben's eyes, seeing the lust on his face, and lowered his mouth onto its head, sucking hard. Ben moaned as his hips came off the bed, forcing more of his cock into Geoff's mouth. Geoff moaned around the head and heard Ben's answering groan above him.
He blindly searched around the bed until he found the lube, and opened the cap to pour some on his fingers. He wouldn't go slow tonight. He'd been aching for weeks, wanting to sink into Ben's hole, but didn't want to rush him. Geoff wanted Ben to come to him. And Ben had.
Making sure his fingers were covered, he spread Ben's legs, and moved between them as he began to trace his hole with his finger, feeling the muscle flutter beneath it.
He felt Ben's cock twitch in his mouth as he slowly pushed his finger in passed the ring of muscle. Geoff held it there for a few seconds until Ben whimpered and then he started to move it slowly in and out. Ben groaned again and Geoff could feel him trying to get more of his finger in his arse.
Pulling his finger out, he pushed two back in and moved them around until he heard Ben cry out above him and arch off the bed as he suddenly came. Geoff swallowed it all and when Ben finally slumped back onto the bed, Geoff pulled his fingers free and reached for the condom. He opened it and rolled it on and then squirted lube on his cock, making sure it was completely covered, then lay back down between Ben's legs. Ben looked up into his eyes as Geoff rubbed his cock up and down Ben's crease, teasing him about what was to come.
Ben bit his lip, moving his arse, trying to get Geoff to push his dick into his hole.
"Please," Ben whimpered above him.
Geoff caught Ben's gaze and held it as he slowly pushed in. He groaned when the head slipped past Ben's muscle and he heard Ben gasp above him. He froze, muscles tense as he held himself still. Geoff had to wait for Ben to adjust.
When Ben finally nodded at Geoff, he pushed in slowly until he felt his balls against Ben's arse. Geoff groaned when he was fully in, closing his eyes, gripping the sheets in his hands. The heat and tightness was almost enough to make him come, but he wanted this to last for Ben. He wanted Ben to understand that their first time together was going to be nothing like he'd experienced on the streets. He held still, waiting for Ben to tell him it was alright to move.
"Please tell me I can move," Geoff eventually groaned out.
Swallowing, Ben nodded his head. "Yeah, I'm good."
Geoff moved in and out with shallow strokes, never too fast or hard. With each stroke, Geoff moved slightly until he heard Ben gasp and cry out. He'd found Ben's hot spot.
Making sure he hit it every time, Geoff bent down to kiss Ben, pulling him into his arms and holding him tight. Ben's legs wrapped around Geoff's back and he moved a hand down to grip Ben's arse, tilting it up so he could go deeper. Geoff moaned at the smooth slide of skin against skin, feeling the sweat coating their bodies aid the movement, allowing them to glide against one another.
It wasn't long before Geoff moved faster, harder into Ben. Ben encouraged him, his feet pushing on Geoff's arse, pulling him in.
"Please....harder..." Ben gasped.
Geoff reared up and grabbed Ben's legs, moving them over his arms before he grabbed Ben's cock and started stroking him in time with his thrusts. Ben's back arched off the bed, crying out as Geoff pounded into him.
Geoff watched Ben arch off the bed again, shouting, his body jerking. Ben's dick in his hand swelled then jerked, ropes of come shooting from the head. Geoff's hand was covered in warm, wet come and Ben's arse tightened around his cock. Geoff continued to stroke Ben through his orgasm as his own balls pulled up. A tingling sensation started in Geoff's balls and soon moved up his shaft and pulsed along his hole.
Geoff's orgasm hit, causing him to jerk erratically, legs trembling as ribbons of come shot from his dick. Geoff lost control of his body, his orgasm flowing over him.
When it finally eased, he dropped Ben's legs and collapsed on top of him, panting hard, his head on Ben's neck. He felt Ben's arms come around him and hold him tight and he lifted his head to kiss Ben gently on the lips. H
e continued to kiss Ben slowly, waiting for his breathing and heart rate to return to normal.
When his dick softened, Geoff leaned back and carefully pulled out, both moaning slightly at the sensation. He removed the condom and tied it off before throwing it in the bin next to the bed. He lay next to Ben and stroked the wet hair from Ben's forehead, smiling at him.
Taking in Ben's flushed face and chest, Geoff asked, "Are you alright?"
"Yeah." Ben tilted his head, smiling at Geoff.
"Everything was good for you?"
"Yeah."
Geoff laughed quietly. "Good. I wanted to make sure you enjoyed it as much as I did."
Biting his lip and lowering his gaze, Ben asked, "I was okay, then?"
Geoff heard the tremor in Ben's voice so grabbed his hand and placed it on his hardening cock. "What do you think?" he asked him, cocking his eyebrow.
Ben blushed, looking away, and Geoff chuckled. He stood and pulled Ben up from the bed. "Take away?"
"God, yes. I don't want to cook now," Ben told him as he stretched and then winced slightly.
"Sore?"
"Not too much actually."
Geoff leaned over him and kissed him. "Good. Let's get some clothes on and order some food."
Within thirty minutes, they were sat in the living room eating a curry and watching some documentary on the African Plains. Once they'd finished, Geoff took Ben's hand and led him back to the bedroom. Once was not going to be enough tonight.
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Geoff woke to find Ben snuggled into his side, arm around his chest and a leg thrown over his hip. He chuckled to himself. It was like being wrapped up by an octopus. He slowly untangled himself and climbed out of the bed then walked to the bathroom to have a shower. He was due in court today in a fraud case that had taken almost two years to complete. He wanted to get there early to ensure he had all the relevant details before going to court.
When Geoff had finished in the shower, he ran a bath for Ben. He'd fucked him hard, and he knew Ben would be a little sore this morning, so a bath would help ease him. He walked back into his room and started to get dressed while looking over at the man sleeping in his bed. Yes, he was over ten years older than him, but Ben had lived a hard life and in some ways it had matured him, but in others, he still held an innocence that appealed to Geoff.
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