Body Talk: An Ex-Navy SEAL Billionaire Romance

by Ashlee Price

  Her words empower me, and urge me down a path I shouldn’t necessarily take… “Be my mistress, Grazia. Come together with me.”

  When she stiffens, I hold her on my lap, refusing to let go.

  “Let me up,” she demands, her voice still husky, but this time, I can hear the hurt there, and I regret it.

  “I can’t be with you without protecting myself, Grazia. You have to understand that.”

  “Then be alone,” she retorts, eyes flashing with ire. “I don’t need you.”

  “No, you might not yet, but you want me, and when was the last time you’ve wanted someone?”

  I know the dig will hit home, mostly because my investigation into her background showed very little in the way of personal or intimate relationships with anyone—man or woman.

  She has family in Brooklyn, family she rarely sees—odd enough for an Italian girl. She has a few friends, ones she barely visits or goes out with. Indeed, the only person she seems to be with on a regular basis is an assistant of hers. My investigator saw her go out for a meal with the younger woman, and it wasn’t on business.

  She freezes on my lap, and I know she’s processing my words. I know it because I can almost see the cogs turning as she thinks back to the last time she allowed herself to be intimate with someone. To the last time she allowed herself to care.

  It’s interesting watching her process the details. She blanches, then flushes, then, with eyes that spit fire at me, states, “Don’t ever call me your mistress.”

  I frown at her. “It’s just a title.”

  “A title I don’t appreciate. I’ll sign whatever clauses you need to protect yourself, even fill in a contract if I have to, but don’t have it state anywhere that I’m your mistress. Or that I’m a companion! Partner… that is all I’ll allow you to call me.”

  For the first time, she’s surprised me. Her vehemence is unexpected. I know most women don’t necessarily appreciate the term ‘mistress’, but her anger is far more than just a feminist disapproval.

  It burns her.

  It scalds her.

  She’s ashamed that I’ve asked this of her and that she’s conceding because she wants to be with me.

  Slowly, I nod. “Don’t worry, there’s no real mention of anything in the contract. It’s simply a nondisclosure agreement.”

  Her jaw works for a second, then she turns away. “Where is it? I’ll sign it now. We’ll get this damned thing over with.”

  She hauls herself off my knee, and I let her, but the instant I let go, I miss her warmth, her heat. My fingers ache with the need to reach for her, to ask her to come back to me. And I don’t just mean physically.

  I can tell she’s placed distance between us. A distance I have to span or it will drive me insane.

  “You understand why I have to do this?”

  Those beautiful eyes of hers are cold. Enough to make me shiver. “Yes.”

  “It doesn’t sound like you do,” I counter, crossing over to my desk. In the drawer, there’s the standard contract I had one of my lawyers write up. It protects me, my name, and this company’s name, and ensures that if any of my ‘companions’ do decide to go to the press, they’ll be diving headfirst into legal battles the likes of which would make even an attorney wince.

  “I get it,” she grits out. “What do you want? Blood?”

  “No, but I don’t want you to be bitter.”

  She narrows her eyes at me. “Are you being serious? You’ve just used my desire for you against me. You’ve just twisted something honest and beautiful around, made it ugly and cheap.”

  “Trust is costly, Grazia. I can’t afford to trust, not right at the beginning of a relationship. Surely you can understand that?”

  “I can understand, but I don’t have to appreciate it. In fact, you can expect a similar contract from me. I’ll speak with my lawyer and have it sent over to you to handle.” When I just blink at her in, I admit, astonishment, she curls her top lip. “I have a reputation to protect too. The last thing I need is some spoiled billionaire wrecking my good name because things have ended poorly between us. This way, if I’m the one to dump you, you can’t get back at me by trying to ruin my business.”

  “I understand your need for protection,” I snap, even though I’m pissed off. As if I’d ever try to discredit her, dammit. But the tit-for-tat nature of her comment makes me understand her own agitation with the NDA. “Don’t bother having it sent over. I’ll have one of my lawyers draft it for you and I’ll sign it and send it to your lawyer so you know it’s a solid contract and that you’re protected.” When her mouth pops open, I can sense her desire to argue. Shaking my head and holding up a hand, I tell her, “Look, I’m rich, you’re not. I can afford to get one of my lawyers to waste their time on petty things like NDAs. You can’t. I don’t mind handling this. If you simply get your legal representative to make sure you’re protected, then it won’t cost you as much.”

  At my first remark about her relative poverty in comparison to me, she stiffened, but after I finish, she starts to loosen up. “Thank you,” she unbends enough to say.

  “You’re welcome. Now, this is the agreement. It’s short. Check it through, and sign it, then we’ll discuss where we’re going for dinner.”

  Chapter Three – Grazia

  “I don’t want to talk about dinner.” My words are cold as I sign my name at the bottom of the sheet of paper.

  “No?” He frowns at me, and I know I’ve surprised him.

  “No. If I want dinner, I can go out and get some.”

  His eyes are like narrow slits. “What do you want, then?”

  Taking the bull by the balls, and only capable of doing that because he’s pissed me off, I reach for the hem of my blouse, cross my arms and tug it off, over my head. Flinging it on the floor, I stare at him in silent challenge, awaiting his reaction.

  Those narrow slits of his widen, and I can see his arousal turn his pupils into saucers. He swallows, then, in a low voice, bites off, “Don’t stop there.”

  “I didn’t intend on stopping,” I tell him silkily. “I was waiting for you to join in.”

  Again, his eyes widen and his nostrils flare. Everything about him has hardened. He’s standing taller, his muscles are tensed, and the bulge at the front of his pants makes me want to pant with the need coursing through me, a need to have him inside me, deep, deep, inside.

  His hands come up and I watch as he shrugs out of his suit jacket then works at the buttons on his shirt. As he reveals his torso to me, I’m close to surprised by the muscles he’s packing. I knew he worked out, could tell by his posture, but his stomach ripples with strength, and in a way that makes me want to lick in between each individual nodule of his six pack.

  The lines between his pecs have a crimped edge. A fuzzy line that speaks of true strength, of a true passion for working out. It tells me that he’s no gym bunny. I have no idea how he maintains his form, but he doesn’t do it by worshiping the dumbbell rack.

  Curious despite myself, I ask, “You work out?”

  He just nods, and his jaw flexes and firms as he starts to work at his belt. When the leather whips out, I gulp.

  “How?”

  “A mixture of martial arts. Swimming. Yoga.” He blinks at me. “Does it really matter?”

  “You’re a yogi?” Of everything he’s said, that has me holding back a chuckle.

  “Yes.” He tilts his head at me, almost like he can sense my amusement. “You find that humorous?”

  I shake my head, because I can sense I’m coming close to offending him. “You don’t seem the restful type.”

  “I’m not. Which is why I practice yoga. It helps me cope with the stresses of running this place.” He eyes me a second and bites off, “Take off your pants.” He preempts my own demand for him to do the same by unbuttoning his fly and letting the tailored slacks fall to the ground. He toes out of them, shucking his shoes off at the same time, then bends down to remove his socks.

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bsp; When he stands up, a whimper curdles in my throat. “You’re huge. And you go commando.” I hate that my voice is a squeak, but goddammit, any woman would squeak in the face of that anaconda.

  Good God above, where the hell am I supposed to fit it?

  He waves a hand. “It will fit.”

  “It fucking won’t,” I deny immediately, cupping my poor, innocent, never-done-anyone-any-harm pussy in self-defense.

  His chuckle is low, gravelly. “Don’t worry, I won’t hurt you.”

  “You say that now,” I snap, my tone churlish, but in the name of fairness, I unfasten my own pants and send them flying down my legs to the ground. He stares at me in my bra and panties and lets out a low growl.

  “Fuck, you’re beautiful.”

  Despite myself, despite my anger at his putting a contract on any relationship we might have together, I flush. His comment was readily and earnestly spoken, but somehow it makes me want to cover myself up.

  This isn’t his first rodeo. I’m not the first woman, nor will I be the last, he approaches with an NDA in one hand and a box of chocolates in the other. I try not to contemplate why the notion hurts, because who wouldn’t be offended by the idea you’re very easily replaceable? But it’s that very replaceability that makes me feel lesser, somehow.

  The women before me were undoubtedly beautifully toned, gorgeously tanned. They probably worked out for more hours than they slept, and ate lettuce leaves with vinegar to maintain their perfection.

  I eat funnel cake and cannoli on a regular basis. Pasta is my staple, and carbs and saturated fats are no enemies of mine.

  Perhaps he senses my hesitation, my discomfort, because he strides forward, and before I can do more than squeak, he lifts me up and perches me on the edge of his desk.

  “I didn’t want to do this here,” he grits out as he traces a finger over my collarbone. The delicate touch makes the hairs at the back of my neck stand on edge. “I wanted to take you on a soft bed, in a beautiful bedroom, when you’re warm and comfortable, replete from a lovely dinner.” He scowls at me. “Why wouldn’t you let me do that?”

  I blink at him. “I wanted you now.”

  “You were making a statement,” he counters. “You wanted to bring this down to the stark reality of that contract, but that’s not how it’s going to work, Grazia. This isn’t black and white, so don’t make it so.”

  He bends down, gently lapping at the sensitive spot where my throat meets my shoulder.

  “Why shouldn’t I? You’re the one who brought the topic of a contract up! Not me.”

  “Now that’s signed, forget about it,” he commands. “I have to protect myself, just as you do, and I’ll sign your NDA without a word of complaint, but I want us to be more than that. Don’t you?” he breathes, and the hot air washes over my skin, making me feel flushed with need and want.

  “Yes, yes, I do,” I whisper, my voice horrendously close to a whimper.

  He nods in approval, and as a reward, his hands come up to cup my breasts. He squeezes them gently, then sends his fingers to the front clasp which releases the support. He shucks off the bra straps, baring me to his hungry gaze. He studies my tits for a handful of seconds, then drops down, his mouth immediately curling about a pouting nipple.

  A cry of need escapes me and my hands come up to rake through his soft hair. I grip his skull between ferocious fingertips, urging him against me, needing him closer. He laughs and the soft vibration does things to me, things that drive me insane. My head falls back and his lips suddenly move on, higher up to my throat where he suckles at the side of my neck before darting down once more to my other breast. His hands move to my hips, and he picks at the sides of my panties before urging them down, gathering the material together so he can maneuver them down my legs.

  The instant I’m bare, he drops to his knees so his mouth is on the same level as my pussy. Before I can do more than moan, he attacks, his lips curling about my clit, his tongue fucking me, tasting me, collecting my juices and generally driving me insane.

  I can’t help it; I fall back against the desk, uncaring that there are papers underneath me, pens sticking into my butt, and what feels like a stapler chilling my right shoulder with its cold metallic touch. Overhead, the cool light burns my eyes and I close them, shielding my gaze from the light, but also in a desperate attempt to properly process what Marshall is doing to me.

  Dear God, he’s tasting me like he’s never eaten before, dammit.

  His tongue fucks into me, slurping up my juices like I was a juicy orange and he was a man stuck in the Sahara with an empty water bottle. That flexible muscle flickers around, touching parts of me no other man has tasted, caressing tender flesh that wants to cringe at his careful probing because it’s so sensitive. My clit doesn’t go unrewarded either, if this delicious torture could be considered a reward. He slurps at the nub, tickling it with his tongue, but kissing it, sucking it between his lips and dragging it between them in a way that frots the button. My nails claw at his scalp, scraping over the delicate flesh. His moan reverberates over the tender skin he’s tending to and insanity seems to be approaching with every lap of his tongue, with every slurp—each empowered by that faint buzz when he moans his own pleasure.

  I spread my legs wider, then curve them about his shoulders. Digging my heels into them, I let my head rock forward as pleasure beyond anything I’ve ever known floods me. It’s almost painful. My body is so tense from the need to reject such delicious ecstasy that when it comes, the muscles in my face ache from scowling so hard with the need to process my climax.

  I roar. There’s no pretty way of phrasing it. It escapes me, unbidden, not giving me a chance to withhold it, to stop it from echoing around the minimalistically-decorated office space. Everything I am, everything I was and will be seems to freeze at that moment, as questions reverberate around my head as loudly as my hoarse cries of pleasure flicker around the room.

  Had I ever come before?

  If that was an orgasm, the pathetic bubbles of pleasure given by cocksure men who looked at me afterward as though they’d given me the stars and the moon, well, surely they weren’t climaxes. They can’t have been. Because that—that was beyond anything I’ve ever experienced, beyond anything I’ve ever known anyone discuss.

  That was what romance novels are written about.

  And it was with a man whose initial intention was to make me his mistress.

  I’m not sure whether that detracts from it or adds to it; all I know is that my brain is scrambled. How do I know that? Because suddenly that anaconda of his is nestling between my pussy lips, trying to hit home, and I’m not running screaming from the room.

  The only thing that spoiled that earthquake of an orgasm was the emptiness of my clutching sex. And boy, there’s no way I can feel empty with that mammoth dick trying to burrow into my tight channel.

  “It’s okay, it’s okay,” he croons, his cock head nudging over my clit and back down to my gate. I can hear the slippery slide of his path and know I’m so wet I should be embarrassed. He presses me down to the desk and sets himself atop me. He nuzzles his nose against my cheek, his forehead against my temple as he keeps on crooning. “I’ll fit, baby, I’ll fit. I promise. You’ll love it.”

  Those soft whispers are so filled with tenderness that my shocked heart embraces each word. Even as he tries to forge a path inside me, I press my stomach muscles down, clenching them tightly so as not to tense up down below.

  Each inch is hard won, and it doesn’t help that the last time I had sex was at least eighteen months ago. I’m small anyway, but lack of use isn’t aiding my case here.

  Whimpers escape me, small sounds that I don’t realize I’m uttering. They’re involuntary, scared mewls as he tries to fill me with that huge dick of his. When the first few inches are in, both of us are panting. His forehead has sweat beading on it, and I know mine does too. It surprises me that those small touches of his, the nuzzles and caresses of his lips against my cheek
and jaw, his nose rubbing against mine, each of them help me relax a little, help him forge his way deeper inside me.

  When he hits a particularly tight spot, a cry of pain escapes me, and I arch my hips, rocking them up in an attempt to relieve my discomfort. The move, however, shuffles something around, and suddenly, he slides in deeper and with an ease that has my eyes crossing because tender tissues, heretofore untouched, are now being caressed. Each gentle thrust has my nerves tingling, and behind my closed eyelids, there’s a firework display going on as those same nerves seem to sizzle and snap with the intensity of what’s happening in my body.

  “Look at us, Grazia,” he whispers. “Look down.”

  Blearily, I do as bid, realizing he’s pulled away from me a little so I can look between our bodies. When I see the fat root of his shaft burrowed between my legs, a cry escapes. He did it. I did it. That huge thing is inside me. I have no idea why I’m proud, I just know that I am. And God, looking at us, connected in that way, makes me want to scream.

  “I need you,” I tell him in return. “Move, take me,” I carry on, finally letting my head fall back, unable to look at us together anymore.

  This shouldn’t feel as intimate as it is. He wanted this to be a business transaction, for God’s sake! But I changed the status quo of this particular deal, and he wasn’t wrong when he said it’s been a long time since I’ve wanted anyone.

  And I want Marshall. God, do I.

  I tighten the muscles in my sex around his dick in silent entreaty, then groan when he reacts by carefully retreating from my pussy and then slowly returning. Each thrust is gentle, careful, and though I appreciate his care, I wish he could fuck me, claim every inch of me—but that’s for another day, another time, when I’m used to the anaconda and can easily take everything he has to give.

  My heels rise up again, almost of their own accord, but this time, they dig into his butt. I don’t let him retreat too far from my cunt, wanting him inside me more than I want him out. Because of this, his thrusts are shallow and those untouched parts of me, the ones deep inside my pussy, get all the attention. Within minutes, I can feel myself juddering. Orgasm is near, and I know that it will be epic, more epic than the last one he gave me.