Wandering Wild
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PRAISE FOR JESSICA TAYLOR AND WANDERING WILD:
“A moving portrayal of young love, family, and hope, a combination that steals your heart on every page.”
—John Corey Whaley, Printz Award Winner and National Book Award Finalist
“Jessica Taylor’s prose is exquisite, her characters authentic, and her plot imaginative. Tal is brave, flawed, and clever—a YA heroine who won’t soon be forgotten!”
—Julie Murphy, New York Times bestselling author of Side Effects May Vary and Dumplin’
“Tal is vibrant and compelling, and the questions she confronts—what belonging means, how to find your place in the world even when it looks nothing like what you expected—are gripping. Wandering Wild is a romantic and hauntingly beautiful tale of how we fight for what, and who, we love.
—Kelly Loy Gilbert, author of Conviction
“Wandering Wild is a beautiful, tempestuous read, filled with struggle and discovery. Descriptions of the open road, and of the thrill of striking off to someplace new will make you want to wander, even as you come to see that even the freest person can still be trapped. By the end, you’ll embrace your own wild impulses.”
—Kendare Blake, author of Anna Dressed in Blood and Antigoddess
“Full of thieves and vagabonds, authentic romance, and a hint of magical realism, Wandering Wild is as compelling as the call of the open road.”
—Katherine Longshore, author of Gilt
For my parents, for giving me the opportunity to pursue my dreams.
Copyright © 2016 by Jessica Taylor
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LIBRARY OF CONGRESS CATALOGING-IN-PUBLICATION DATA
Names: Taylor, Jessica, 1985- author.
Title: Wandering wild / Jessica Taylor.
Description: New York : Sky Pony Press, [2016] | Summary: A teenage girl from a family of Wanderers must choose between the hustling, rambling way of life she has always known and the townie boy for whom she falls.
Identifiers: LCCN 2015025638| ISBN 9781510704008 (hardback) |
ISBN 9781510704022 (ebook)
Subjects: | CYAC: Swindlers and swindling—Fiction. | Love—Fiction. | BISAC:
JUVENILE FICTION / Fantasy & Magic. | JUVENILE FICTION / Love & Romance. |
JUVENILE FICTION / Family / Siblings. | JUVENILE FICTION / Animals / Birds.
Classification: LCC PZ7.1.T39 Wan 2016 | DDC [Fic]--dc23
LC record available at http://lccn.loc.gov/2015025638
Jacket design by Sarah Brody
Jacket photograph © Margie Hurwich / Arcangel Images
Printed in the United State of America
“I want to stand as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge you see all kinds of things you can’t see from the center.”
—Kurt Vonnegut, Player Piano
CHAPTER 1
I’m in love with the sound of turning wheels. My brother, Wen, says I’m crazy. He hears only the gravel kicking up on the battered doors of our Chevy. Nothing else. He doesn’t hear what I do. To me, wheels sound like new places, unknown riches.
They sound like possibility.
I didn’t realize that not all people wandered until I was five or six years old. The idea of some people staying put seemed silly, what with all the world to see.
Wen gives me a little grin as he steers the Chevy. He’s still a year shy of his license, but the age of fifteen hasn’t stopped Boss from putting my brother behind the wheel. Not that a real state-issued driver’s license is something I earned on my sixteenth birthday—or something we’d care to earn at all.
The foot tucked under my hip tingles and throbs from being cramped for hours. I uncoil my limbs, unstick my skin from the vinyl seat, and let my toes wiggle the AC vents up and down.
Wen cuts his eyes at me over the top of his sunglasses. “How ladylike.”
“Ladylike?” I glare across the truck, winning a smile. “How boring.”
My feet aren’t like other girls’, I know. They’re browned from sun and dirt, toenails painted the brightest shade of drugstore red I could steal.
His smile fades as he turns his attention back to the road. He hates this part of our life. Says these trips create an aching inside his chest, like he’s always leaving part of himself somewhere else. He told me once that he imagines little pieces of our hearts scattered all over the South, and he wonders if those pieces can ever grow back or if our broken-up hearts find a way to compensate, pumping a little harder.
He doesn’t dare share those foolish, heartsick thoughts with anyone but me. And my dreams—those are secrets I don’t voice at all.
I rest my head against the seat, careful not to catch my hair in the sticky spots where the duct tape is peeling away from the cracked vinyl. Wen thinks I’m drifting off to sleep, I’m sure.
With my eyes closed, I pretend we’re not driving through the South Carolina wild. I’m somewhere I’ve only seen in our encyclopedias, riding through the Sahara in a safari Jeep with the top off, sand stinging my skin.
Wen soon cranks down the manual window, inviting the heat and humidity inside, swallowing my daydreams of arid climates.
He cracks his knuckles and groans. “My new shirt.”
Blood trickles from a gash that’s opened on his knuckle, and a crimson spot blooms under the paisley cotton sleeve of his shirt. A few drops are nothing. He’s lost too much good clothing to stains we scrubbed and scrubbed and couldn’t remove.
I shimmy lower in my seat and squeeze my eyes shut again. “Better than spilling your blood in the dirt.”
“Thanks for the input, Talia.”
To anyone who knows me at all, I’m Tal. Wen calls me Talia, the way our mother does—did—only when I’ve gotten under his skin. We haven’t seen Mom since parole confined her to the state of Ohio.
I’d rather not argue with my brother, so I listen to the hum of tires carrying us far away from places we’re ready to leave behind. The names of the towns all melt together, their flavor the same. Every one of them tastes like an orange we’ve sucked dry.
We pull into a little town called Pike, sharing nothing more than twenty-two dollars and the hunger for a mark. Through the thin Chevy windows, I catch the sounds of civilized life: the purrs of lawn mowers and the voices of trusting people who haven’t learned better yet.
We have almost an hour to use to our advantage before we’ll meet up with the rest of the caravan and hit the road again. For now, it’s just my brother and me adrift, checking out our prospects, the best place to hook a mark.
“You’re thinking toureys?”
“Read my mind,” he says.
Something about scamming tourists makes me queasy. A quick gas-up and a belly full of greasy pancakes, and those families are on their way to the beach or an amusement park or wherever the hell tourists take their kids for their end-of-summer getaways.
“Let’s explore first,” I say.
Cruising down the main drag, Wen slows the truck and points to a run-down local joint with a dilapidated sign. “Chicken and . . .” He drops his sunglasses to the tip of his nose and pushes them back into place. “. . . something.”
Those great big burned-out letters spell out a word that makes me beam inside. “Billiards. Chicken and Billiards. Interesting.”
“Your pool game is rusty.”
“So I’ll warm up.”
“I vote for Denny’s,” he says. “We need a tourey, not a local.”
A tourist means we can run a scam in this town again because after we’re through, our victim will be on his way. But I’m not in the mood for a scam or a trick or a sleight of hand. I’m craving a hustle—a little not-so-friendly game I’m sure to win.
“There’s a spot around the side.” I point to a stretch of curb that’s long enough to park our Chevy and the tent trailer it’s dragging. “Ours for the taking.”
Wen whistles long and low. “I don’t like it, Tal.” But he does a U-turn on Main Street and slides us into the parking space.
Rona turned the Chevy and tent trailer over to us when I turned fourteen—old enough to pass for sixteen, my real age now. And the age on my fake ID. Living off the grid, without real birth certificates and social security numbers, we couldn’t get legal driver’s licenses anyway. We don’t even have last names.
The air conditioner dies, making the humidity glue my white tank top to my rib cage and my jeans to my thighs. As Wen slides from the cab, the sun highlights the purple smudge beneath his left eye.
“Wait. You look like a bum.” I fish around in the glove box, fingers dancing through a collection of counterfeit insurance papers and registrations, until I hook a tube of concealer.
“I am a bum, Tal, and I hate that shit.”
“We have to hand over fifty to Boss. That’s it. We’ll get pizza with the rest of the money. Okay?” I say.
The promise of food usually breaks through his pesky moral code, and I’m not above manipulating him with a doughy, greasy wheel of cheese. A luxury.
He slips back inside the truck’s cabin.
I grab Wen’s smooth chin between my fingers and dab a glob of concealer over the bruise. Before he can answer, I start blending. He winces each time my fingertips touch his skin.
Inches away, I look at my little brother in a way I haven’t in months. His dark hair is cropped too short. From a distance, he’s a man—a small man by most people’s yardstick, but still a man. This close, he’s almost pretty with his long lashes and lips that are fuller than mine. Bare-knuckle fights have cracked open those lips more times than I can count.
Not tonight. Not as long as I’m successful.
Outside, the sun sears the road. The smell of gasoline and dust hangs in the September air. On these civilized streets, we don’t fit in, though we’ve trained all our lives to do just that. The crisp scent of the forest is a memory, one I already miss.
Through the glass of a dress shop, a woman stares after us, and I can no longer shake the feeling we’re conspicuous. My white tank top is startling against my skin. I’m tanned—not that rich-kid, I-spent-the-summer-in-Saint-Tropez kind of tanned. Tanned in the way of something that belongs in the wild. Not the ideal look for a hustler trying to blend in with the townies.
Wen blows out a long breath as we near the front door. “I have a bad feeling about this place.”
My hand poised over the door handle, I turn back.
“Wen,” I say. “Fortune favors the bold.”
CHAPTER 2
I push my sunglasses on top of my head as we make our entrance. While I’d love to survey the prospects—the five or so people eating fried chicken or throwing back a cold one—I leave that job to Wen.
He struts his way to the bar, faking confidence that only I know he’s lacking.
Road signs, license plates, and assorted tacky memorabilia hang from the walls of Chicken and Billiards. The place is gritty like a great big welcome home. That is, until I see the Confederate flag hanging from the ceiling behind the bar.
These people wouldn’t accept us if they knew the truth—that we’re a couple of Wanderers in their root-planting world. I envision the word forming on the tongues of the townies, hissing from between their front teeth: gypsies.
Wen props his elbows onto the counter. “Two Cokes, please.”
“Y’all are from out of town, aren’t you?” asks the guy working the beer tap.
“Yeah, our parents are taking care of this real estate thing nearby. My sister and I got bored and came downtown.”
I walk around the perimeter of the room, all the way to the pool table, where I run my fingers over the watermarked mahogany rib. The royal blue bed is faded, and some of those cue sticks are obviously warped, but I oooh and ahhh as if I’m mesmerized by this mysterious game. At least, that’s what I want these people to think.
Wen comes back holding two old-fashioned bottles of Coke.
“Options, please,” I whisper as a Coke slips from his hand to mine.
He eyes the flag. “I think we should take off. I still have that bad feeling.”
“Wen, run it down. Coordinates. Give them to me.”
He presses his battered knuckles to his mouth, holding my stone-cold stare, then sighs. “Okay. Old guy by the window keeps looking at your ass. There’s a waitress—”
“No waitresses.” Waitresses are wives or mothers or students. They might go for the scam but not out of greed. Out of desperation. Desperate markies are something I don’t do. We all have a line, and that’s mine.
“Fine. There’s a white-bread guy by the counter about your age. Rich as Croesus, no doubt.”
My brother’s chock-full of useless knowledge, like who the hell Croesus is, but I prefer my information to be of the useful variety.
I glance around Wen to the plaid-shirted back at the lunch counter. A dark head is bent over an open textbook. Book smart is the easiest kind of mark. They think they’re untrickable, and even when they’ve been outwitted, they won’t admit it because then they wouldn’t be untrickable. It’s a vicious cycle—one I feed off in every town.
“Perfect.” The Coke is ice cold as I tip it back and let it glug down my throat. I come up for air and throw my voice. “So, this is pool?”
“Yes, sister dear,” says Wen. I don’t allow myself to smile, though I love it when he does his sarcastic act.
“What’s the object of the game?”
Wen talks a little louder than me. “You claim a suit—stripes or solids—then you pocket all of them. To win, you pocket all the balls in your suit and pocket the eight ball last.”
I point around the edges of the table. “Does that mean you knock the balls into those holes there?”
“Exactly.”
“Teach me how to play.”
“Ah. Come on, Amy.” Amy. We hadn’t even agreed on aliases. My brother’s not bad at rolling with the flow of a con.
“Please.”
“Only if we make it interesting.”
“Fine,” I huff. “Twenty bucks on the game.”
House cues are hung from the wall beside the table. Wen rolls each one between his palms, a casual gesture to anyone else. Truth is, he’s making sure they’re not too warped. Mine is low quality, but straight as a pin.
Wen racks the balls and breaks them, and the show is on. He makes a real production of giving me tips, talking about precise aim and fluid
strokes. I line up perfect shots one after another, only to tilt the cue and miss them all.
The boy at the lunch counter looks back at us every few plays.
It’s not long until Wen calls, “Eight ball, corner pocket!” He sinks it, and the game is done.
“Is that it?” I ask.
“Fast game. Don’t forget you owe me twenty bucks, Amy.”
I hop up on the edge of the pool table, crossing my legs and uncrossing them. Markie boy’s watching me. He lingers on the torn knees of my jeans, where tanned skin peeks through the denim, before I draw his gaze to mine. For a moment, I think he’ll try to look away, and that’s when I smirk. He gives me back a sheepish smile. Yahtzee.
He closes his textbook and swaggers over to us. “Wasn’t really a fair game if you ask me.”
I twirl the cue stick between my fingers. “I couldn’t agree more.”
With his shirtsleeves rolled up to his elbows, he’s right out of the pages of some sleepy-Southern-town courtroom drama, but he’s a couple of graduations shy of being the protagonist, the young hotshot lawyer hell-bent on setting the town on its ear.
“Hey, man, I’m Joel,” Wen says. He steps between us and clasps the guy’s shoulder. “This is my sister, Amy.”
“Spencer Sway.” He shakes Wen’s hand, all manners and orthodontics and naïveté, and then reaches for mine. Our palms meet; this is the part where I usually hang on to the mark a little too long. This time, it’s Spencer who keeps my hand inside his, running his thumb across the back of my hand until my skin tingles. And I can’t help it—I’m intrigued.
A smile tugs at the corner of his mouth before he lets go and turns back to my brother. “You want to play another game?”
“Twenty bucks okay with you?” says Wen.
He thinks he’s challenging Wen, but it’s me who will be playing Spencer Sway—in more ways than one. Spencer reaches into his pocket and riffles through his wallet, where there’s a substantial amount of green inside. He presses a twenty onto the corner of the table. My heartbeat quickens with the anticipation of that money becoming mine.