Fated Truth (The True Witch Saga)
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“Impatient aren’t we, little raven?”
“You have no idea.” I smiled wickedly at him. I roamed my hands over his sculpted shoulders, removing his shirt. I gasped at the bruising that covered his chest and stomach. There were gashes and burn marks everywhere also.
“Don’t worry, Ella. Your touching me is healing me, the pain is fading. I promise.”
I just nodded my head. Leaning forward, I started to lick my way down his hard chest, biting each indention of his sculpted abs. Careful to avoid his injuries I paid particular attention to the trail of hair leading to the top of his pants. First by running my fingers through it, and then my tongue.
He growled and wrapped his hand in my hair. “Are you enjoying teasing me little raven?”
“Yes.” I smiled sweetly up at him, dropping to my knees. “I want to feel your cock at the back of my throat. So let me play.”
He groaned at my words.
I reached out and unbuckled his belt, working on the button closure to his pants next. Once I had that open, I slowly moved his zipper down, until I saw the thick head of his cock poking out of the top of his pants. I licked the slit with my tongue to taste the precum that had gathered there.
Jaxx groaned and tightened his hand in my hair.
I quickly unzipped his pants the rest of the way. Just as impatient to get his cock in my mouth as he seemed to be. He lifted his hips as I wiggled his pants down his legs, then off to rest on the floor beside me. I moved forward and took his hard angry looking shaft into my mouth. I started bobbing my head up and down, hoping I was doing it right. I swirled my tongue around his shaft. My heart beat was speeding up from the wet sounds of my sucking. I could feel myself growing wet just from knowing that I was the one giving him pleasure and making him groan and moan deep in his chest.
Jaxx pushed my hair aside to get a better look at my bobbing head.
I wrapped two fists at the root of his shaft and made a grinding motion with them both. He moaned even louder when I did that, so I didn’t stop. I took him to the back of my throat and swallowed a few times which seemed to drive him wild, judging by the sounds that he was making. I popped off his cock for a moment. “You like having your cock in my mouth, don’t you baby?” I said seductively. “Mmm, you don’t disappoint. Your cock tastes so damn good!” I stared up at him and licked my lips. “Fuck my mouth, Jaxx. Don’t hold back. I want to feel you at the back of my throat.” With that I sucked him back into my wet, warm mouth, jacking him off with both of my hands.
He fisted both hands into my hair as I started to suck him harder and faster. He pulled me off his cock by my hair, making me look at him. “You want me full on little raven?”
I nodded, looking at him in the eye as he liked me to do.
He stood up and shoved his shaft back into my wet mouth. I hollowed my cheeks and sucked as he forced his shaft in and out of my tightened lips. He thrusted deeper and then deeper.
I was soon feeling him pounding at the back of my throat. I kept my cheeks hollowed out and sucked harder. I reached between his thighs and started to massage his balls, pulling on them a bit.
“Fuck, Ella! I’m going to cum so hard in that sweet little mouth.”
I started to hum, squeezing his balls while I sucked harder.
He was now full on fucking my mouth, yanking my hair to keep my face in place. “Move back, baby. Suck only on the head of my cock as hard as you can. Yes, just like that,” he growled.
I did as I was told. Sucking hard and running my tongue around tip over and over again. Soon he was shooting his seed into my mouth, shouting my name as I swallowed every drop, never breaking eye contact with him.
“Goddess, that was good!” Jaxx was still panting.
I looked up at him and searched his torso for any sign of his former injuries. They were gone. I guessed we exchanged sexual energy like we did when we concentrated on healing one another. I was feeling back to almost normal also. Giving head rocks, I laughed at the thought.
“What’s so funny, little raven?” Jaxx looked down at me still petting my hair.
I lay my face to his thigh and kissed it. “I was just thinking that if we can heal while making love, we should do it that way. Always.”
He chuckled at my remark. “I happen to fully agree with you,” he sighed, sitting back on the bed.
“Are you okay?” I asked crawling up onto his lap, licking and nibbling at his neck.
“I’m healing physically rather quickly, but I’m still wrung out. Without you I feel empty. Now that I have you back, I just need to soak you in. Do you mind if we take a short nap?” he asked with a yawn.
We lay back and snuggled into each other. I reached for the sheet and covered him to the waist. My goddess. What did they did to him? He should have been healed by now if all that was wrong was the visible marks that were on his torso, I thought. I need to talk to Gavin. He will know more. He knows how our father’s clan works, inside and out. “Yeah, baby. Let’s get some sleep, we deserve it.”
“You are so beautiful to me, Ella. I love you more than moonlight,” he mumbled as he fell into a deep slumber.
“I love you too, Jaxx, more than my own life.” I lay there for a while, praying to the Goddess of the moon. Thanking her for bringing Jaxx back to me. Begging her not to let him be taken from me again, asking her to protect my family. Odd as they may be. They were mine. Lastly, I asked her to forgive me for almost giving up. Giving up on those that loved me, on those that needed me, on Jaxx, and on myself.
I saw a shaft of moonlight spring through the closed curtains and illuminate Jaxx’s face. He was truly blessed by her. One day I might be also. I could only hope. “Thank you,” I whispered.
I needed to do something. Maybe offer something to her alter for the blessing of our union. Jaxx was a child of the moon. His gifts derived from her. I needed her blessing. We both did. I would have to ask Jaxx about it in the morning. Right now he needed his rest. I turned onto my side so that I was facing him. I fell asleep like that, looking at the love of my life. More content for the first time in forever.
Jaxx was gone when I woke in the morning. I rolled over, fingers searching for his warmth and I found nothing but cold sheets. I popped up in bed in a panic. “Gavin!” I yelled thinking that it was all a cruel dream, and that I was still without him.
Gavin and Jaxx came running into the room. Both of them fully alert looking for danger. What they found was me with tears streaming down my face.
“I thought it was a cruel trick. That you were still gone,” I sobbed.
Jaxx rushed to the bed and pulled me into his arms. “Baby, I’m here. Please, pretty eyes, don’t cry. Look at me. Feel our connection. Look into my eyes.”
I did as he asked, searching within them. He was here, and now I felt like a child being coddled after a nightmare. I sighed and wiped the tears from my face. “I’m sorry. I woke and you were gone. I freaked a bit. I’m okay now.” I made to get off of his lap, but he just pulled me tighter to him.
“Don’t you think that I might need reassurance that you are here, too? I didn’t want to wake you this morning. From what your brother has told me you needed the rest, but we are together now.” He bent and whispered, “always and forever little raven. I’m yours and you are mine.”
I glanced at the door for Gavin, but he had snuck out of the room once again, leaving us alone. I loved that boy.
Jaxx started to kiss me and we undressed each other slowly and sweetly, one piece of clothing at a time, touching each piece of skin that was bared. In a quick move, Jaxx had us turned over on the bed so that I was lying underneath him. For a moment he pulled back to stare down at my naked body. With a growl, his mouth was latched onto one of my nipples as he started to suck and nibble then he turned and bit the other.
“Harder, baby. Please, harder,” I moaned. His growls at my request were a direct line to my core. I felt myself grow even damper. I reached down his body and grasped onto his shaft, he was like
silk covered iron. I loved how responsive his body was to me. He was still nipping and biting at my nipples and I gave a keening cry as I came undone.
“Already?” He looked like a smug bastard. Lifting my legs up, he held my ankles as he pushed my legs open wide and he stared down at my glistening pussy.
I was so wet and ready for him. I was wiggling my hips in invitation.
He placed the tip of his cock at my opening and started to push in. Every part of me was gripping his shaft as he slid in all the way to the hilt. He exhaled a loud cry as he bottomed out at my cervix.
I wiggled my hips again underneath him, grabbing his ass and started chanting. “Fuck me, Fuck me, Please, Jaxx! FUCK ME!” I kept chanting in time with each of his thrusts. There weren’t even words to describe how turned on I was by the sounds he made while he was inside of me.
My voicing my needs drove him wild. Making him piston his hips harder and faster until the headboard of the bed was cracking against the wall. With each thrust he pushed with more force. He stopped and flipped me to my stomach, then slammed into me from behind. He bottomed out with his first thrust in that position.
My keening cries got louder and louder the harder he thrust his iron shaft into my tight core. He pounded in and out of me like a wild animal claiming his mate. “Jaxx!” I moaned loudly.
He leaned down and bit the bend of my shoulder, his teeth sinking in, breaking the skin.
“Tell me you love me, Ella! Tell me how much you love having me so far in you that no one could ever tear us apart!” he demanded.
“I love your cock in me. I want you in me always. Please. Please. Please,” I chanted as he continued to thrust.
“Your cunt tells me that you love my cock with every ounce of cream you let out, but I need to hear you tell me that you love me!” he demanded again.
I was rolling my head back and forth on the pillow. My face buried deep within it. I screamed as he continued his assault inside of me. “Oh, Goddess, Jaxx, I love you! I love you more than life!” I screamed as I finally broke apart.
Jaxx pulled my hips up off the bed and went in for a deeper penetration. “I want you to come again, Ella! When you feel yourself get close, push out!” he commanded. He was really working me now. Slamming into me from behind, pounding his prick in and out of me at a furious pace.
“Yes Jaxx! Please! Please!” I begged him to make me come again.
When he felt me start to swell and seize up again, he yelled, “Push Out!”
The moment I did it, Jaxx was soaked in my cream. He was taking in my screams as was his right. The sensation was so good, that I gripped down on him with all my might and took him with me. He made an inhuman sound at my back and pulled me even harder onto his dick as he came hard in my clenching heat. There will never be anything better than feeling him break apart inside of me. Him grinding his hips against my ass giving me every fucking drop.
He reached around to my stomach and ran his hand downward until he came to my clit, stroking me as he fucked in and out of me still with his softening cock. Stroking me just right, helping me to come again.
“Jaxx!” I let out a scream that could have woken the dead. I pulsed hard around him trying to grind back for more.
He eased out of me and turned me over onto my back. Jaxx popped up on his elbow and stared down at my flushed face. He trailed his fingers down the side of my face. We snuggled for what seemed like no time at all before Jaxx’s mind snapped back to the here and now, to the dangers that were still lurking. “We need to start your training today. Not just with your gifts either. We need to start with hand to hand training also.”
I looked at him puzzled. “Self-defense training? Why do you think I’m going to need that?”
“If I can be taken and held at my age, then they can get to you also. We need to cover all of our bases.”
I looked into his serious expression and I thought about all that had happened and all that he was saying to me. I needed to be protected from all sides, but the main point was I need to be able to protect myself. I didn’t want to rely on everyone around me to coddle me. “I want to try something,” I said. “I don’t know if it will work, but I want to try it.”
He looked at me quizzically. “Anything you want, sweets.” He smiled and flopped onto his back beside me.
I climbed onto his lap and straddled his thighs. He grinned and I laughed. “No that’s not what I want to try, you perv,” I said when he made a grab for my waist. I laughed again at his crest fallen expression. I put my hands on each side of his face, my fingertips barely touching his temples. I closed my eyes and concentrated. I tried to reach him with my mind, to feel the wall that protected Jaxx, blocking others including me from trespassing on his mind. I searched the walls and found a tiny crack like opening and pushed my way through. As I skimmed his mind and current thoughts I felt him stiffen underneath me.
He jerked back like he wanted to break my connection with him.
“No,” I demanded. “Wait. You will understand in a moment.”
He takes a deep breath and calms himself.
I tried to find an anchor point, a place to tether my mind to his. I skimmed his subconscious some more and found a glowing ember burning bright in my mind’s eye. It was his love for me. His feelings for me were over me like a tidal wave, all consuming, this man holding me in his arms. Trusting me in the most intimate ways, loved me beyond reason or doubt. I anchored our connection in the recesses of his love for me. It would never be broken there. His love would protect it always. I slipped quietly and quickly out of his mind, being mindful not to take any of his thoughts or memories with me.
I opened my eyes and looked into the midnight blue of a stormy night. I could tell Jaxx didn’t really know how to take what I had just done. “I connected us. Not on a level that we can read each other’s minds, but we can talk through the connection if we wanted.”
Jaxx let out a deep sigh. “I wish you would have warned me of what you were trying to do. It didn’t hurt, little raven, but having someone inside my head without me expecting it, was strange in the least.”
“I’m sorry, sweets. I didn’t know if it would work, but this way we can always know where the other is. And talk to each other privately if we need to.”
Jaxx cracked a smile, finally, seeming to understand my actions. “You are brilliant. You do know that don’t you?” he chuckled. “You are also very gifted. Most True Witches only have one or two gifts at the most. We just don’t know what to expect from you. They just keep coming.” He smiled.
I blew a raspberry at him and rolled out of bed. I needed a shower to wash off the funk of the last couple of days. I felt like I had been rode hard and put away sopping fucking wet. YUM!
“I talked to Seb while you were still sleeping.”
I looked over my shoulder on my way to the bathroom. “Is that right? How is my best friend doing? And when is he going to come and start training me?”
“He said that he took Jessa to a safe haven for his kind. She is being taught to control her thirst and new body.”
“What do you mean? He’s leaving her with strangers?” Oh hell no!
“There is little choice, little raven. She isn’t taking to him as she should. She is being incredibly stubborn. This is for the best. When she comes into her own in this new life she has been born into, then she and Seb will bond as they should. He loves her very much, you know?”
I looked at him speculatively. “Does he?”
“Yes, love, almost as much as I love you.” He smiled that slow easy smile of his, the one that he only ever seemed to show me.
It is my smile, I thought. “I love you, too.” I walked over and knelt where he was sitting on the edge of the bed. “We need to talk about everything that happened to you. I know it hurts you to think about it, but I don’t want there to be secrets between us.”
“Can you give me time?” He looked like he was getting ready to retch. “I’m just not ready to let any of it ou
t, or to pull anyone into that nightmare, especially you.”
“Of course I can. All the time you need. I just want to be here for you. You can talk to me about anything. I won’t ever judge. I love you beyond that.” I smiled at him and wrapped my arms around his waist. I placed kisses up his chest and snuggled my face between his neck and shoulder.
“And I you, little raven. And I you.”
I got back to my feet and smiled at Jaxx trying to lighten the mood. “Now I really need to shower. My legs are turning into pine cones.”
Jaxx laughed and smacked my ass as I turned to go. I walked into the bathroom and shut the door behind me. I flipped the lock and slid down the door. Once I hit the cold tile floor I shuddered. What could they have done to him that he wouldn’t tell me about? I really didn’t want to think about anyone hurting him. It put me into a rage anytime I thought about him being harmed. I felt the black void in myself start to swirl and whip. I had to push my anger back or Jaxx would know just how pissed and upset I was. He didn’t need to worry about me. He needed time to heal the wounds that were hidden from the world, hidden from all eyes, but his.
I had to learn to control my gifts. I needed to learn my craft and not be dependent on him anymore. I wanted to be his equal, not someone that quelled behind his back in fear of what might come knocking.
I started the water in the shower and let it warm. I stepped under the spray when it started to steam, washing away the funk of the last couple of days. I was determined not to be a drain on him any longer. I would stand at his side or not at all. It was decided.
Chapter Seventeen
Class In Session
When I rejoined the others in the living room, I noticed Seb had arrived. I made a running leap for him. I had missed the man, the soon to be love of my best friend’s life. He’d saved her. He’d found something that was wrong after her accident when all of the doctors had missed it.