Cry Havoc
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Marguerite finished and went back to the table. Frank asked, “So what else do you know about Mother Love?”
“I know she’s widely respected in certain circles. That she is much feared and venerated.”
“Do you respect her?”
Marguerite pursed her lips.
“I respect her abilities but I don’t respect what she does with them.”
“And what’s that?”
“When a person of power uses their gifts for personal profit, it’s called working with the left hand. Instead of using her gifts for healing, she uses them for material betterment. I’ve heard she’s a fine healer, but that many of her clients enlist her for protection against criminal activity. It’s people like Mother Love that give my religion such a bad image. She’s a powerful sorciere. Very old.”
“What’s a sorciere?”
“A sorceress. A witch.”
“Is that what you are?”
Grinding a white powder with a mortar and pestle, Marguerite clarified, “I’m a mambo. I can do the same things as a sorciere but I work with the right hand. I do what I do for the good of all rather than for profit or gain. That’s the difference.”
“Like the difference between a dedicated surgeon and a hack.”
“Exactly. Hush now.”
Marguerite knelt before Frank. Dribbling the powder between her fingers she drew a design around Frank’s chair.
“You said she was very old. She’s only fifty-nine.”
“Fifty-nine in this lifetime”—the mambo frowned—“but she is an ancient soul. One of the oldest I’ve ever felt.”
“What’s it mean if she writes a name on a piece of paper and ties it up in a beef tongue?”
Marguerite glanced at Frank like she was expecting her leg to be pulled.
“Did she do that to you?”
“Hernandez’ cohort. Left it on his front door. Wife went ballistic.
“Where I come from, that’s how the two-headed women cursed someone who told secrets. They’d write his or her name on a piece of paper and then put it into a slit cow tongue. They’d add pepper, sulphur, and nine coffin nails, then tie it up and leave it where the person it’s intended for would have to pass by it. In nine days, the victim would die.”
Frank suppressed a sigh. First the Mother killed Duncan, then Carrillo. Did she really plan on offing Hernandez and Echevarria too, or was she just freaking them? She had to know they weren’t criminal masterminds, but maybe it was worth the trouble if she could appease her twisted notion of a god at the same time.
“Do these sorcieres make human sacrifices?”
“Everything’s possible,” Marguerite said.
“Likely?” Frank pushed.
“I couldn’t say. I only know my own business. Just because I would never do such a thing doesn’t mean she won’t. But you have to understand, most tales of human sacrifice are purely sensationalism.”
“And you have to admit it happens, like in Matamoros.”
Marguerite said nothing.
“Assuming she is, would it make sense that Mother Love’d burn some victims and cut others?”
“It would depend on who she was making offerings to.”
“So it wouldn’t be inconsistent to light some victims and bleed others?”
“No. Now hush.”
Frank did as instructed, vaguely distracted by Marguerite’s supple movements.
“What are you doing?”
“This is called a veve. Each spirit has its own design that it recognizes. We draw these to attract the spirit we’re seeking.”
“And which spirit are we seeking today?”
“Spirits,” Marguerite corrected. “First Elegua. He’s the master of the crossroads. He opens the gates, so to speak. And then Shango, as we did with Mr. Hernandez. He is the god to propitiate when a supplicant desires revenge or protection.”
“But that’s the Mother’s god.”
Marguerite’s smile was patient.
“Do you think Jesus Christ belongs only to one person? We’ll have to coax him and appease his fiery nature. We do this by offering him the things he loves.”
“Roosters and crabs,” Frank interjected.
Lifting a brow, Marguerite said, “You’ve been doing your homework. Therefore you must know that if we treat him well and respectfully, he will work with us.”
Frank nodded to an altar in a corner of the room.
“That’s for him?”
“Yes.”
Marguerite finished her drawing. It was nothing Frank recognized.
“Do you have a god?”
“Yes.”
“Which one?”
Marguerite smiled and all her harshness vanished.
“Are you always this talkative, Lieutenant, or just nervous?”
Standing over Frank, she daubed oil onto her face. Frank closed her eyes, aware how near Marguerite’s breasts were. Her scent was rich and heavy and Frank hoped she couldn’t read her mind.
“Just curious. I’m out of my realm here. Trying to understand something which makes no sense to me. So which is your god?”
“Ezili Freda,” Marguerite said tenderly.
“Is that a good one?”
“They’re all good. And they’re all bad. They have human natures like we do. They can be angered, then they can be appeased. They can be funny or serious. They love a good time.”
Marguerite pulled jars of herbs from a bookshelf. Mixing the contents in a little clay bowl, she lit them, waving the smoke onto Frank.
“I’ll be right back,” she said, slipping out the door. When she returned, she was holding a large black rooster upside down by its legs. The animal didn’t flap or struggle. She raised it toward Frank, stopping with it over her head when Frank asked, “What are you doing?”
“There are different remedies for different maladies,” she explained. “Some spells can be counteracted and eliminated. Depending on the curse and the power of the person who has placed it. The stronger spells cannot be entirely removed. What we do with these is displace them. That’s what I’m going to do to you. I’m going to draw off the negative energy and feed it to Shango. The gods are so much stronger than we are. What would cripple us, doesn’t even faze them.”
“What do you mean feed it?”
“Hush,” Marguerite scolded again. “You’ll see.”
Again the thin high song. The mambo drew the uncomplaining bird over Frank’s limbs and torso. Frank thought it was all pretty fucking weird, yet didn’t stop it.
Marguerite held the cock over a bowl and before Frank could even think to protest she’d cleanly sliced its throat. She sang over the draining body, then returned to Frank. She poked a finger in the bird’s neck. Frank watched the bloody finger come toward her, felt the sticky warm line Marguerite drew on her forehead. Dipping into the bird’s neck again, she drew a line on Frank’s cheek, still singing her calm, sweet song.
Tilting the stump to Frank, she ordered, “Touch your tongue to it.”
“No way.” Frank shook her head.
“You must.”
“No.”
Still Marguerite held the bird to her. Frank watched blood ooze around the neck bone. Marguerite moved the bird closer to Frank’s lips.
“Go ahead,” she commanded, gentle but insistent. “Don’t be afraid.”
Frank glanced from the headless bird to Marguerite. She stood before Frank, implacable and unyielding, yet oddly comforting. At a level she couldn’t and wouldn’t analyze, Frank trusted the mambo. She touched her tongue to the warm flesh. Marguerite continued her singing. Frank closed her eyes, the tang of rust in her mouth.
At the altar, the mambo mixed oils and herbs. She sang while she dressed the dead bird with the mixture. When she finished her song, she presented Frank with a small bundle. It looked like a silk onion decorated with ribbons and beads.
“Put this by your bed and leave it there.”
“What is it?”
“It�
�s a paquette, an offering to Shango. Leave it near you, where he can find it and watch over you. On your dashboard or by your bed.”
“Why would Shango care about me? Isn’t he busy enough looking out for people who actually believe in him?”
“I believe, Lieutenant. And for the time being that will have to do.”
Her face clouded. She cocked her head, seemed about to say something, then stopped. Frank didn’t think much about it when she said, “You have my number. Call if you need me.”
“We’re done?”
Marguerite nodded, opening the office door. As they walked out, Frank started to wipe the blood from her face.
“No! Leave it for at least an hour.”
“Oh, sure. They’ll love this over at Homicide.”
Frank pulled her wallet from her pocket but Marguerite firmly pushed it away.
“Lagniappe” she said. “Where I come from that means a little something extra. This one’s on the house, Lieutenant. I’m just glad you came.”
Frank studied the rich brown eyes. They seemed to hold an ancient lineage of secrets, secrets Frank didn’t want to know about.
“I don’t get it. What’s in it for you?”
Marguerite smiled. “Why are you a detective?”
“It’s what I’m good at.”
“What brought you to it?”
“I like catching bad guys.”
“Are you one of the good guys?”
“I like to think so.”
“Then it’s true to say you at least believe in good and bad?”
“Yes,” Frank allowed.
“You have the skills, the training, and the experience to catch bad people and protect innocent people, yes?”
“On a good day.”
“I do the same thing you do, Lieutenant. Only you do it on a physical level. I do it on a metaphysical level. I have the skills and the knowledge to stop bad people and to protect innocent people.” Marguerite jutted her head toward the window, asking, “Orange County’s not in your jurisdiction, is it?”
“No.”
“If you see a murder happening when you walk out this door will you just keep walking?”
“Big difference between this and a murder.”
Marguerite frowned. “Not nearly as much as you’d like to think, Lieutenant. Good day.”
31
“Hi. You’re home early.”
Gail was at her computer and Frank kissed her quickly, hoping she didn’t stink of chicken blood.
“I had a drink with Johnnie and left. Figured the company was better here.”
“Well, that’s flattering.”
“It is,” Frank insisted, stripping her clothes off by the bathroom door. “You don’t know how many times I’ve closed the Alibi with him.”
“I don’t want to know,” Gail called as Frank stepped into the shower.
While the hot water sluiced away the day’s strangeness, Frank debated telling Gail about her trip to Marguerite’s. She decided against it, not wanting to spook the doc with stories about bad juju and blood sacrifices.
Toweling herself off, Frank was dismayed by what she saw in the mirror. Since she’d started dating Gail, she’d been eating more and working out less. She scowled at the belly forming over her blonde pubic hair. She jumped when Gail’s image appeared behind her.
Gail grinned, “Do you like what you see?”
“Needs a little work,” Frank admitted, wrapping the terrycloth around her waist. Gail trailed her fingers along Frank’s spine, then over her toweled flank. The gesture was irksome and Frank tried to figure why she was wrapped so tight. Watching in the mirror, Gail asked, “Want to go to Kabuki’s? Get an eel roll? A spider roll?”
“Why can’t they give ‘em better names?” Frank grinned. Belying her discomfort, she turned to hold Gail. She studied the doc’s easy features, noting, “You must’ve taken your whole bottle of beautiful pills today. You know, you can’t OD on those, but the people looking at you can. Be careful you don’t make my heart stop one of these days.”
Gail’s response to Frank’s compliments had evolved from self-deprecation to bemused silence. She smiled at her lover and Frank relaxed into their embrace.
She said into Gail’s hair, “Let’s go eat creepy-sounding food,” but made no motion toward that end other than to glide her lips along Gail’s neck. Gail tilted her head, encouraging the silky kisses. Like a candle left in the sun, Frank’s tension liquefied. She felt her towel slip to the floor, unable to imagine how she could have ever found Gail’s touch irritating.
When Frank staggered back from her, they were both bewildered, staring wide at each her. She heard Gail asking, “What’s the matter?” but couldn’t answer.
“Frank, what is it?”
Frank felt like a zombie. She could hear and feel and see but she couldn’t respond. Gail stepped in front of her, looking scared. She touched Frank, and like the princess kissing the toad, she broke the spell.
“Jesus,” Frank gasped. She groped for the sink and leaned over it like she was going to be sick. Gail hovered over her, asking “What’s wrong? Baby, what is it?”
All Frank could do was shake her head, croaking, “Gimme a sec.”
She remembered to breathe. In and out. That was enough for right now. In and out. She focused on the effort, aware of Gail’s worry and the slick porcelain under her hands. Time was long for Frank, but after what was probably no more than a quarter minute, she swallowed hard and straightened. She brushed past Gail, saying, “I gotta get some clothes on.”
Frank dressed quickly, ignoring Gail’s silhouette in the doorway. When she tried slipping around her, Gail grabbed her arm, demanding, “Frank, what happened?”
She tried to find an answer in Gail’s face, but it wasn’t there. She put her hands on Gail’s waist. She shook her head. “I don’t know,” was all she could say, and then she repeated it.
“Are you hurt?” Gail asked. “Is it your hand?”
“No,” Frank insisted, folding the doc against her. “Jesus fucking Christ. I don’t know what happened.”
Her lips dumbly sought the comfort of Gail’s neck, but Frank made a point to keep her eyes open, lest she slip back into that eerie place. The doc pulled away.
“You’re starting to scare me.”
“Shit,” Frank choked with a half laugh-half sob, “I’m scaring myself. Come on,” she added, tugging Gail to the couch, “I gotta sit.”
She’d just as soon have a couple drinks and put the whole bizarre scene out of her mind, but Gail’s silent expectation made Frank fumble for an explanation.
“It was like …” She couldn’t go on because it was unlike anything Frank had ever felt before.
“It was like I left my body and walked into the bathroom and was watching us. It was so … vivid. I could see the towel and the loops it’s made of. Then your arm shifted and in the shadow between us I could see the flatness where your breast used to be. It was so normal. It was natural, like it had always been that way, like it was supposed to be that way. It felt like the whole thing had already happened—us, standing there, making out, me in a towel. It was like I’d scripted a movie and now I was watching it being filmed.”
Frank gave her head a hard shake and swore.
“I been having these little deja vus,” she continued, “but this one. It was overpowering. I mean I wasn’t even there. I was gone, Gail. I was watching us. From somewhere else. I wasn’t me. I wasn’t inside my own body.”
Frank stood up and started pacing in a tight circle, Gail watching her. The doc’s silence disappointed Frank. She wanted Gail to make it go away, to say something that would explain it all. Suddenly Frank demanded, “Am I losing my fucking mind or what?”
Gail’s chuckle was small but comforting. She approached Frank and put her arms around her.
“While it’s certainly a possibility I don’t think it’s the first conclusion we should jump to.”
“Give me a better one.”
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“Well,” Gail pointed out. “You’ve been working as hard as you always do. You swill coffee all day and never eat. You drink too much,” she added gingerly. “And when was the last time you got a decent night’s sleep? You’re getting older, you know. You can’t push yourself like you used to. At some point your body’s going to rebel.”
“So you do think I’m crazy.”
“That’s not crazy. It’s just your body’s way of saying maybe you’d better start taking care of yourself.”
“So you think it’s perfectly normal to have an out of body experience while you’re cupcaking your girlfriend?”
Gail swooned against Frank, exclaiming, “Well, if cupcaking’s what I think it is, I always have an out of body experience when you cupcake me.”
“Very funny.”
“It’s true,” Gail insisted. “I wouldn’t worry about it if I were you. But I would consider taking better care of myself.”
Gail tried to hold her, but Frank was too jumpy.
“Maybe you’re right. Maybe I’m just getting old and need to get some sleep. I should go home, have a peanut butter sandwich and a glass of milk. Go to bed. I’m sure everything’ll be fine in the morning,” Frank lied, trying like hell to believe her own bullshit. Gail looked crestfallen and Frank had to step away.
“Baby,” Gail started, “just stay. I’ll make you something to eat. It’s not a big deal.”
“Making something to eat’s not a big deal?”
“No. I mean whatever’s going on with you. I’m sure it’s nothing. Why don’t—”
“Oh, you’re sure it’s nothing,” Frank bridled. “Does this diagnosis come from your years of expertise in dealing with humanity or is this something you actually learned in med school?”
“What are you getting so upset about?”
“I’m not upset. I’m insane, remember?”
“Frank, I never said that. I just think you had a mild reaction to something. It happens all the time and you’re making a mountain out of a molehill.”
“Oh, really?” Frank said, nodding. “Is that what I’m doing?”
“Well, look at you.”
Frank didn’t want to look at herself. She wanted to get the hell out of there and go home. And fuck the peanut butter and milk— she was headed straight for the Scotch bottle. She gathered her work clothes, refilling the pockets with what she’d emptied onto the kitchen table.