Almost Lost, Never Forgotten

by T. L. Sieving

  Our section has a large circular booth and there’s a bottle of Ciroc already chilled for us. Sam pours us shots and we toast.

  “To a night we all will remember!”

  This is definitely a night I’ll never forget. Ana, Sam, and I dance together and get a lot of attention that we happily ignore.

  Both Sam and Ana see people they know and we separate for the first time. I need some water after all that dancing, so I head to the bar because it’s closer than our table in VIP. I plan to go right back to dancing after I quench my thirst.

  As I make my way through the crowd I get lost in the music when I suddenly feel large arms wrap around me and someone starts kissing my neck. ‘Ugh not again’ I think as I try to move them off me, but they won’t budge. I start to get pissed and turn around.

  “JAX!” I yell as I jump into his arms.

  “Damn it, Lucy, you cannot leave the house looking this incredible.” he tells me and I smile.

  I look at him and tease, “thanks, I think…”

  “Seriously, you look fucking HOT!”

  “Thanks, you look… I could just devour you…” I say in a sexy voice. I think the alcohol is making me a little bolder in what I say to him, but sex is definitely on my mind.

  “Let’s plan on that happening...” he says with conviction.

  Um, yes please!

  I get to the bar and order two waters for us and he wraps his arms around my waist. “This is an awfully short dress you have on, gorgeous, what do you have under it?” He slides his hands down my side. When he hits the bottom of my short dress he trails his fingers around to the inside of my thighs and starts moving them up to my crotch.

  I jump a little. “Shh,” he whispers. “Don’t worry, we’re blocked by the bar, no one will see. You can’t give me a kiss like the one you left me with today, and then dress like this and think I’m going to wait until the night is over to touch you and taste you.”

  I’m shocked as his fingers roam up to my mound and he palms me. “Looks like I’m having that same effect on you,” he whispers as he slips a finger under my panties to feel my wet slit.

  I know I’m excited to see him and now he knows it.

  He teases me a little and slides his entire hand under my panties so that there’s nothing between his hand and my wetness. He goes right for my nub, almost like he can sense it throbbing for his touch.

  “Fuck, you feel so good,” he whispers with a sexy voice.

  I know he’s affected by this too. I can feel his long hard cock pressing up against me and can hear it in his voice.

  He’s holding me tightly at the hip with his left hand as his right hand is rubbing my clit. His fingers enter me with force and I lose it right there. I can’t hold in the panting and moaning much longer, so I quickly turn around and bury my head into his chest.

  “Holy shit, Jax!” I say, “That was amazing.”

  “Mmm,” he purrs as he sucks on his moist fingers. “Yes, that was delicious.”

  I lean up and give him a peck on the cheek.

  “Tease,” he says as he grabs my hand and pulls me to the dance floor. We dance like we were made for each other. I fit into his arms perfectly and we instantly have perfect rhythm.

  After a few songs he asks me if I’m ready to leave, and I am. We start moving toward the VIP area so I can get my purse and he tells me he will be right behind me; he has to go get security ready to walk us out. I grab his ass as hard as I can and tell him not to make me wait long.

  Once I get upstairs to our area it’s empty except for Catherine Marx. My God, she’s even more stunning in person and I know I’m staring at her.

  I break my stare when she sees me and I snag my purse. I grab my phone to text the girls but before I can Catherine is in my face.

  “I don’t know who you think you are, but Jasper is my boyfriend and I won’t have some little nobody dance with him like that. I know you’re his ‘little sister’s’ friend, but you better know your place and stay away from my man!” she spits out at me.

  “Your man?” I ask calmly, “I wasn’t aware that you were dating Jax.”

  “Well I am; don’t you read any magazines?! We’ve been together for the past year. Everyone knows that!” She’s looking at me like I’m an idiot, and I definitely feel like one.

  “It’s true,” I hear someone say and turn to see Audrina walking toward us. “I couldn’t believe it when I heard you say you were staying with Jasper; Catherine and Jasper are together and they are perfect for one another.”

  “What the fuck?” I hear Jax say. I don’t even turn around. I grab my purse and storm toward the other exit.

  I’m in the stairwell when Jax twirls me around and asks me what happened. I look at him for what seems like minutes and he repeats, “So… what happened Lucy?”

  I’m so angry I’m shaking, “Catherine introduced herself to me as your girlfriend for the past year and Audrina told me I must be stupid to not know that!” I spit out with obvious anger in my voice.

  I watch as his face turns red and very angry.

  “It was a little shocking, to put it lightly, to be accosted like that by a starlet and a makeup artist at a club,” I say to him with a little less bite.

  “Fuck!” he says and he hits the bricks with his fist. “Are you ok, Lucy? I’m so sorry I left you alone in there with those vultures.”

  I let out a breath. A million things run through my mind; our first date, the day we met, the event we just shared at the bar. I can’t help but compare this to walking in on Chase. I don’t love Jax and he doesn’t love me. He and I have never discussed our relationship. It sucks if he’s really dating Catherine, but it probably sucks more for her than it does for me. Jax is fun but he’s made no promises to me.

  “Yeah, I’m fine. Listen, I’m kinda wiped out right now, so I’m going to get going and you can go smooth out whatever it is that you need to smooth out,” I say to him. Fuck, should I just get a hotel room? This is going to be awkward.

  “Lucy, what is it that you think I need to get straightened out?” he asks me. “I’m straightening out the only thing I need to get straightened out.”

  “Oh,” I say. “So Catherine and Audrina are lying?”

  “What do you think?” he asks me. He still looks mad and I don’t know what I did to make him mad.

  “I don’t know Jax, which is why I’m asking you,” I’m starting to get a little annoyed at this game.

  “Lucy, do you think I’d fly to New York once a week to see you if I didn’t really like you? Do you think I would ask for a favor from my Director and send a private plane to pick you up today if I didn’t really like you? Am I just some ‘Man you know’ Lucy?”

  Yikes, he’s quoting me from this morning. I knew that bothered him, but I didn’t know why at the time.

  I don’t know Jax that well and I really don’t trust him yet. I went through hell because I thought I could trust Chase and I knew him my whole life.

  He grabs my hand and walks through the doors dragging me behind him. He walks us right up to Catherine.

  Jax is exuding anger as he starts to talk to her. “Catherine, we’re not dating, nor have we ever dated, so why would you make something like that up?!”

  She looks so smug as she sits there with her friends. “Oh whatever, Jax, it’s not a big deal,” she says completely dismissing him with the wave of her arms.

  “Damn it, Catherine, it’s definitely a big deal! You’re acting crazy, and we have to work together. There has never been and never will be anything between us. You’ve pissed off my girlfriend and you owe her an apology.”

  Girlfriend? I didn’t know I was his girlfriend, not that I mind him calling me that. It doesn’t look like I’m going to get that apology from Catherine. I certainly don’t mind letting her know Jax has proved his point to me.

  “Jax, if you say you aren’t dating Catherine, I believe you. Please excuse me and my boyfriend, we’re going home now,” I say really stressing
the ‘my boyfriend’ part, and pull him quickly toward the exit. I have no idea where my balls came from just now and I want to get out of here.

  He takes my hands into his. “Babe, I want you to be my girlfriend. I want you to think of me as your boyfriend. I don’t want you dating anyone else and I won’t date anyone else.”

  The ending to today was unexpected and I’m overcome with emotions. I lean into him and kiss him tentatively at first until he deepens it. He tastes like bourbon and it’s sexy as hell.

  “Now let’s get you out of here,” he says with a growl.

  “Sounds perfect. Take me home,” I say as I wrap my arms around him.

  I know we will need to discuss this a little more, but in the moment I want to believe that no man would be able to talk to a girl like Jax just talked to Catherine if there was anything going on between them.

  As he opens the door I see a sexy grin on his lips. Yes, ladies and gents, this man is mine.

  Chapter 12

  As we left the club we were attacked by the paparazzi. They even followed us in cars for awhile and now I have no idea where we’re going. We didn’t have to take a highway to get there, it was actually really close. I’m so exhausted from the traveling and pool time today that I fall asleep.

  It may also be my body’s shut-down mechanism from all the drama I experienced in the last hour.

  I wake up a little startled. “Where are we?”

  “Tired babe?” Jax asks as he leans down and kisses my head.

  “Mmhmm,” is all I get out.

  Jax had us driven to Malibu for the night instead of staying in his Hollywood Hills house, and I slept the whole way there.

  I hear him asking if I’m ok but I’m in such a daze I can’t answer. He picks me up and carries me inside. Was it a nightmare or did all that crap just happen?

  He lays me down on his oversized, incredibly comfortable bed and I hear a door open. I sit up to take in my surroundings and it’s amazing. I’m sitting in his bed in a sea of fluffy pillows. His room looks like it came right out of a magazine.

  I can see through the French doors that the night is lit up by a sliver of the moon and it feels almost magical.

  A slight breeze is swaying the linen drapery into the room. There isn’t much light in here and I can’t make out every detail, but I know it screams pure romance.

  Jax comes through the door, his shirt already off, “hey babe, are you ok?”

  “Yeah I’m good. Is that the bathroom?” I ask pointing at the door he just walked out of.

  “No, that was the closet,” he says as he points to the other side of the room, “and the bathroom is through that door. There’s a bunch of your stuff in there.”

  He must bring a ton of girls here if he has girly stuff already here.

  “I bought all those products just for you, gorgeous!” Jax says, and gives me a look that shows me he knew exactly what I was thinking.

  Yeah well, let’s not forget that some crazy lady said she was your girlfriend, buddy!

  Being assaulted by his co-star and then a further attack by the paparazzi is a bit much for one night. I still have no idea what’s wrong with that Catherine chick and based off what the paparazzi were yelling at me, the whole world may think that Catherine and “Jasper” are madly in love.

  In the car I had a horrible nightmare that I was being chased by random people. I was hiding in a broken down home and couldn’t find my way out. I don’t know what it means when I'm chased and lost, but the last time I had any nightmares was right after I left Chase and moved to NYC.

  I mentally shake myself out of it; this is Jax, not Chase. He proved himself to me by confronting Catherine.

  I scrub my face trying to get all the makeup off. Jax is good! He has all my normal Kiehls products out on the counter. I take a deep breath. Jax is the sweetest man, ever. I’ve had the best time with him and he’s been so great to me. He really is making a huge effort.

  I finish getting ready for bed and walk back into the bedroom. Jax is standing outside on the balcony in nothing but his shorts. This man is scrumptious. I was tired, but my core is now wide awake.

  I walk over and wrap my arms around him. I start kissing his back and move up as far as I can reach and then back down while still holding him tightly.

  I duck under his arms that are stretched out holding onto the balcony and move in front of him. I kiss his naked chest and trail kisses all the way to his neck.

  I take his earlobe into my mouth and lightly suck on it. I whisper, “are you tired?” and he lets out a moan. I create a line of kisses to his other ear and whisper, “can I wake you up?”

  He grabs me and I graciously lose the control I had. He picks me up and I wrap my legs around him. He forces his mouth onto mine and greedily demands that I open. I accept and submit to the passionate kiss. This kiss is good, but it feels different, like there’s more hunger behind it, coming from both of us.

  We’ve done everything but have sex, and tonight we’re having sex!

  He lets out a sexy growl and sits me on the bed. I pull down the front of his shorts and his large, perfect penis pops out. I stare at it as he leans over me pushing me down onto the bed.

  He whispers in my ear as he takes assault on my earlobe and neck. “I’m quite naked, gorgeous, and you are fully clothed…” I let out a moan and move my hands to my shirt to rip it off. I’m yearning for him and want him now.

  He stops me and whispers in my ear that he’ll undress me and that he’s going to take his time with it.

  I smile as he kisses my body over the little tank top I’m wearing. He stops in the middle of my breast and sucks on my right nipple and then my left. “Ohh, Jax,” I moan, “I want you!”

  “I want you too…” He says with a devilish grin.

  His kisses trail down my stomach as his hands reach up to palm my breasts. “I love your breasts, Lucy,” he tells me as he gropes them.

  Jax pulls my shirt off and starts kissing me again. He hovers over me and asks me how far I want to take this and I ask him if he’s ready.

  He thrusts his member into my groin, but my panties stop it from entering entirely. His length is against me and I feel how hard he is. I’ve never been more turned on.

  “Oh God Jax. Fuck, you feel so good,” I moan.

  He slides his hands down to my pussy and glides right over my pulsing clit. I’m so wet he doesn’t need to do anything more to get me hot.

  “Fuck, you are so ready.”

  “I am, now fuck me!” I want him now and I’m not waiting another minute.

  “As you wish,” he says as he rips off my panties. He hangs over me and kisses me softly.

  His cock hovers right outside my wetness and he slowly begins to enter me, but pulls back out; such a tease. I thrust up to meet his tease and help him inside me. He’s so big, and so hard! I’ve wanted this for such a long time and I’m not disappointed.

  I wake up naked in bed with Jax. The sun is shining in through the windows and I can hear the waves crashing on the beach. I’m laying in his arms and it feels perfect. He’s still asleep as I gently roll over, trying not to wake him while I make my way to the bathroom.

  WOW! Last night was incredible. Everything I’ve done with Jax has been amazing. He’s such a patient and enthusiastic lover. He makes sure that I’m just as pleased as he is and each time is better than the time before. I hope my lack of experience isn’t obvious. I’ve learned so much about my body from him.

  Seriously, the sex was perfect. We’ve been through quite a bit in the couple months we’ve been dating and I can’t believe we delayed intimacy for this long.

  I brush my teeth and wash my face. I’m not showering yet. We’ve waited so long to have sex and we’re doing it again this morning.

  When I open the door I see Jax is up. “How did you sleep?” he asks me with a slightly groggy tone.

  I’m still naked and I saunter over to him. I pull the covers off his bare body and straddle him. “Mmm,�
�� I moan, “Someone woke up a little turned on,” I whisper and then nibble his bottom lip.

  He gasps as I begin to tease him by grinding my wetness on his increasingly hard cock. I can’t handle it for long, so I slide him inside and begin fucking him steadily.

  I don’t know what's gotten into me. I need him. I sit still for a moment; God, he feels so good. It has been so long since I’ve had sex and I forgot how satisfying it was.

  He grabs my breasts as I throw my head back and ride him harder. Just when I think he’s all the way inside me, he thrusts and I feel him fill me further. How much more can I handle? He’s massive!

  “I’m not going to last long like this; you look sexy as hell,” Jax pants.

  I can feel his body shake and sense that he’s on the verge of exploding. I’m not ready for it to end, so I lean down and tell him, “Take control, cowboy.”

  Within a second he sweeps me on my back. “I love fucking you," he says as he pumps powerfully into me.

  I don’t know if this position is helping his stamina, but it’s doing the opposite for me. “I’m so close already!” I rest my legs up on his shoulders and I cum the hardest I have yet. I’m moaning and digging my nails into him as he tells me he’s cumming with me.

  My God, I’ll never go a year without sex again. Let alone four.

  “Lucy, we’re moving in together!” Jax proclaims as he lays down and turns to his side. He pulls me close as I laugh. “Seriously, that was insane and what a great way to wake up.”

  “I had to make sure last night wasn’t a fluke,” I say with a straight face before I burst out laughing. He doesn’t see the humor in my comment, so he starts slapping my ass.

  “Ok! Ok! Ok! Stop! Not a fluke!” I tell him so he stops spanking me; although it was beginning to turn me on a little.

  “It must be this place; it’s brought out this romantically sexy side of me and I can’t get enough of you. Seriously, let me know when you’re ready again.” I tell him with a smile.

  “Don’t play Lucy, I’m ready,” he says and looks quite serious.