Wherever There Is Light

by Peter Golden

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  One more time for Annis and Ben,

  and

  For my sister, Frann

  Wherever there is light, one can photograph.

  ALFRED STIEGLITZ

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  PART I

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  Chapter 1

  SOUTH ORANGE, NEW JERSEY

  DECEMBER 14, 1965

  Julian Rose was about to have his life upended again, but he didn’t know it, not as he hurried through South Orange Village. The Christmas lights strung above the sidewalks and in the store windows transformed the snowflakes into sparks of red, green, yellow, and blue and emblazoned the crowds of shoppers with a pastel glow, which gave Julian the impression, as he walked toward Gruning’s Ice Cream Parlor, that the magic of the season had dropped him inside a painting.

  Julian rarely missed an afternoon at Gruning’s after visiting the cemetery. He ordered a scoop of coffee chip with hot fudge and whipped cream. The bill always came to under two dollars, but he left a five-spot for a tip. Understandably, some waitresses hoped that he would take a different table instead of the one in back facing the doors. He never did. That was because Gruning’s was located between Columbia High School and South Orange Junior High, and by three thirty it was loaded with teenagers. Julian loved watching them burst through the doors in bright, noisy packs and imagining that his daughter, Holly, was among them. The kids would walk toward him, then turn up the stairs to a side room, and the blend of their voices, laughter, and the rock and roll they played on the jukebox soothed Julian in a way he found difficult to explain and impossible to give up. All he knew was that while Holly had been deprived of her future, these children would one day start families of their own, and that reality was enough to temper, for a blessed moment, his heartache.

  When Julian finished his ice cream, he walked up front and stood in line at the register, which was behind the glass cases of homemade candies. A Negro woman with a maroon kerchief over her head and clutching a black pocketbook to her chest was talking to the cashier. Beside her was a slender brown stalk of a boy holding a battered valise. The Negro woman was speaking too softly for Julian to hear her, but he could hear the older couple ahead of him, a bald man in a Chesterfield topcoat and his blue-haired wife in a mink stole—three dead animals attached head to tail.

  The man said, “Darling, do we really need to wait for chocolate cherries?”

  “Yes,” she replied, turning and nodding back toward the Negro woman and the boy. “Don’t blame me. I didn’t know the candy stores closed in Newark.”

  The most generous interpretation of her comment, Julian thought, was that she disliked waiting behind colored people. He wished the minks would spring to life and bite her. Since that was unlikely, he glared at the woman. In his younger days, Julian had been a regular at the Stork Club and other stops on Manhattan’s party circuit, and pictures of him, tall, broad-shouldered with dark, wavy hair alongside actresses and high-society girls in pursuit of pleasures unavailable at cotillions, filled the tabloids. More than one gossip columnist had noted that Julian had the rugged good looks and easy grace of a movie star, complete with a strong jawline and cleft chin. But clichés didn’t do justice to his presence or explain why people in general and women in particular frequently stared at him when he entered a room. His face seldom registered emotion, and it was his stillness, combined with his steady, blue-eyed gaze, that made him so magnetic and gave him a vaguely menacing air.

  The woman didn’t seem taken with, or intimidated by, Julian. She glared back at him, obviously believing that she had nothing to fear from this overage Ivy Leaguer in a muddy-patterned tweed sport coat, a hideous pink shirt, and a silly tie dotted with red-and-white dice—the last gift his daughter had given him.

  Swiveling around to see the object of his wife’s disdain, the bald man had a different reaction. Perhaps it was because someone had once pointed out Julian to him or because he remembered his picture from the newspapers and the stories he’d read about the prince of bootlegger royalty in Newark, the late Longy Zwillman’s boy wonder, who unlike Longy had dodged every government investigation and parlayed the lucre that sprouted in those illegal bottles of spirits into a real-estate empire.

  “Let’s go,” the man said to his wife and pulled her toward the doors, the wife walking backward, keeping her angry eyes on Julian.

  He ignored her and paid the cashier. The Negro woman and boy were gone, and he didn’t see them out on South Orange Avenue, where gas lamps shone in the snow-flecked light. Julian considered walking up a block to his broker’s office and saying hello to his money, but that bored him. Better to go home and read the Newark Evening News and watch a little TV.

  “ ’Scuse me, suh,” a woman said, and Julian looked down and saw the Negro woman shivering next to him in her raincoat. The hair visible under her kerchief was white and her face was as furrowed as a walnut shell. “You Mr. Julian Rose?”

  Julian nodded, and the woman said, “I’m Lucinda Watkins. Friend of Kenni-Ann Wakefield. Y’all know Kenni-Ann?”

  It was a shock hearing her name. “Kendall, yes. How is she?”

  “Sorry to say, suh. She dead.”

  The wind was blowing the snow against his face, but Julian couldn’t feel the cold. He heard himself say, “Dead?”

  “Yes, suh. And she make me promise to come find you if somethin’ happen. I get change to call yoah house and the cleanin’ girl say y’all most likely be heah. A waitress tell me you jist left.”

  “Where’s the boy?”

  “He gettin’ a ice-cream cone.”

  “Is he Kendall’s son?”

  “Yes, suh. Bobby be Kenni-Ann’s son and . . .”

  “And?” Julian asked.

  “And he be yoah son too.”

  Chapter 2

  Julian lived on a wooded, four-acre lot in Newstead, a tony enclave high above the village, in a long, flat, granite and glass house—the brainchild of an architect from Harvard, who, as his scores of critics had charged, harbored a desire to design spaceships. In fact, when Bobby Wakefield entered the great room with its dark red cement floor and gawked at the hanging bubble lamps and soaring, concrete fireplace, he asked, “Do the Jetsons live here?”

  Lucinda said, “Bobby, don’t go sassin’ nobody.”

  “Yes, ma’am,” he said with a faintly embarrassed smile that made his face the image of Kendall’s, and Julian felt such an ache in his chest that he had to turn away.

  Lucinda said, “Mr. Rose, I’d like to be catchin’ a bus back down to home.”

  “You’re welcome to stay. I could buy you a plane ticket tomorrow.”

  “No, suh. If’n the Lord meant me to fly, He’d a blessed me with tail feathers.”

  All Julian had uncovered on the ride from the village was that Lucinda and Bobby had taken a Greyhound from Miami to New York, then had ridden two other buses to South Orange. Julian was anxious to talk to Lucinda, but not in front of Bobby. He took the boy’s valise, and they went up a flight of bleached-oak steps to the guest suite.

  “How’d you know my mother?” Bobby asked.

  “My father taught at Lovewood College.”

  “He’s not there now.”

  “He passed away.”

  “Your mother too?”

  “Her too.” He studied the boy, who resembled his mothe
r with his light-brown complexion, the flawless symmetry of his features, and hazel eyes. “We’ll get acquainted later. Make yourself at home while I talk to Miss Watkins.”

  Lucinda stood with the strap of her pocketbook looped over one arm and her coat folded over the other. “Got me a nine-o’clock bus from New York.”

  Julian said he’d get her there and persuaded Lucinda to have a cup of tea. He sat across from her on the bench in the breakfast nook.

  “Kenni-Ann’s heart done quit,” she said, stirring her fourth spoonful of sugar in her cup. “Doc Franklin say it was a bad valve. Born with it. I used to look after Bobby, and Kenni-Ann be goin’ on ’bout you while we’s waitin’ on the ambulance. She told me where to find your address and the money to come and said you’d do right by Bobby.”

  “I will.”

  Lucinda glowered at him, her eyes hard and black as coal. Julian couldn’t blame her for not trusting him. History has a habit of telling everyone’s fortune.

  At the Chicken Nest in South Orange Village, Julian bought Lucinda sliced barbecued chicken on poppy-seed rolls, a quart of potato salad, an apple pie, and a six-pack of ginger ale. They argued about whether she’d accept the food as Julian drove through the Lincoln Tunnel. Bobby sat in the back seat of the Thunderbird without speaking until Julian reached Port Authority. Lucinda turned, instructing Bobby to do like he’d been told, and Bobby put his arms around her neck and said, “I promise.”

  Julian hopped out of the car and held out the shopping bag to Lucinda.

  “Not use to a white man worryin’ if’n I got what to eat.” She opened her pocketbook, withdrew a manila envelope, and handed it to Julian. “A rich man like you oughtta be smart enough to know he ain’t got to go believin’ ever-thing he read.”

  After Lucinda took the bag and disappeared inside the station, Julian got into the Thunderbird and wedged the envelope under the sun visor.

  “Come up front,” he said to Bobby.

  The boy climbed into the bucket seat.

  “You hungry?” Julian asked, inching in front of a city bus.

  “No, sir.”

  Julian was wondering why Lucinda had warned him about the contents of the envelope when Bobby said, “My father died in the war.”

  “I’m sorry.”

  “Were you in the war?”

  “World War Two, yes.”

  “Not that war,” Bobby said. “Mom told me my father was at Pork Chop Hill.”

  “That was a battle in Korea.”

  “I know. I saw the movie with my mom.”

  Bobby rested his head on the back of the seat, saying nothing, and by the time Julian pulled into his garage, Bobby was asleep. His daughter, Holly, had been gone for over a year, and Julian had forgotten the joyousness of carrying a sleeping child, their weight and warmth filling you with wonder at your power to protect and to love. Julian sat Bobby on the bed, helped him off with his shoes and clothes, tucked him under the quilt, and kissed his cheek.

  “Are we home?” Bobby murmured.

  “We’re home.”

  In the great room, Julian sat on the built-in couch and sifted through the papers: report cards, mostly straight As, from schools in Paris and, part of the last two years, in Lovewood; a list on notepaper, in Kendall’s precise handwriting, of Bobby’s childhood diseases and vaccinations with corresponding dates; his passport, the pages with stamps from every country in Western Europe except East Germany; and a signed letter, notarized a month ago at a bank in Fort Lauderdale, naming Julian as Bobby’s legal guardian in the event of her incapacitation or death.

  But it was Bobby’s birth certificate, issued by the New York State Department of Health, that set off Julian’s anger, both old and new, at Kendall. Bobby had been born on November 14, 1953, a date approximately nine months after Julian’s last encounter with Kendall. A Dr. Claude Balt had signed the document, certifying that he’d delivered Bobby at Harlem Hospital. That was less than thirty miles from where Julian was living, and he was dumbfounded that Kendall hadn’t called him until he’d read the name in the box reserved for Father: Otis M. Larkin.

  Lucinda’s warning had to be about the birth certificate. She probably thought Julian wouldn’t take Bobby in if his paternity was in doubt. Kendall knew better. She knew that Julian loved her and that he, having arrived in America from Germany at the age of fifteen broke and alone, would never refuse to care for her child—regardless of whether he was the father. Did Kendall know about Holly? Julian didn’t see how that was possible, but he couldn’t think about it anymore because he was crying quietly and his throat was as dry as sand.

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  PART II

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  Chapter 3

  NEWARK, NEW JERSEY

  NOVEMBER 20, 1938

  On Sunday morning, thirty men from the Third Ward Gang were eating in the Weequahic Diner and giving the waitress with the big hair a workout, sending her to refill the baskets of Danish so often she said, “I’m not standing on a conveyor belt here.” The men broke up like she was Groucho cracking wise, and the waitress joined in because their collective tip would pay her rent and because, despite their kibitzing, these fellas were the salt of the earth, even if some of them had nicknames out of a vaudeville act.

  For example, the Goldstein twins. Everybody began calling them Looney and Gooney during Prohibition, when the twins, whose faces brought to mind a matched set of demented owls, specialized in uncovering where shipments of competitors’ liquor were going so their colleagues could hijack the trucks. The Goldstein method was to douse a member of a rival gang with gasoline and flick lit matches in his direction until he gave up the routes. Looney was not as gifted with the matches as Gooney, so on occasion they had a bonfire.

  Abner Zwillman, leader of the Third Ward boys, owned the most famous nickname—due to the press and a potpourri of US attorneys, FBI agents, and IRS examiners—and he strode into the Weequahic as dapper as a Latin bandleader. He was known as Longy, in Yiddish, der Langer, the Long One—a nom de guerre that went back to when fourteen-year-old Abe, already over six feet tall, and his friends used to protect Jewish peddlers from the hooligans who harassed them. Longy sat at the table behind his men, where Julian Rose was reading the play Strange Interlude.

  Longy said, “That O’Neill’s depressing.”

  Julian put down the book. “I think that’s his point.”

  “His point’s you should leave the theater and go hang yourself?”

  “Saves money on dinner.”

  “Funny,” Longy said, except he wasn’t smiling. He and Julian were at odds about the diverging paths of their careers. Longy was thirty-four, nine years older than Julian, but he was the closest thing Julian had to a real father. Less than a week off the boat, Julian had gone to the Riviera Hotel to see Longy, who had made millions in liquor and had most of New Jersey in his pocket. First thing Longy said to him: “You’re taller than me,” and then he put his arm around Julian and added that his friends called him Abe. He gave Julian a job on his trucks, protecting his bottles of liquid capital, and Abe came to respect the kid: give Julian the business, he’d put your lights out before you could blink, and he had a brain like an adding machine. Julian was also the only one who could control Looney and Gooney, and he was smoother than mouse hair when it came to paying off any guy Abe needed on his side.

  When Prohibition ended, Julian was halfway rich and wanted to repay Abe, pressing him to be his partner buying the woods and farmland that ringed Newark with an eye toward residential and commercial development. Abe kept saying no, and Julian kept trying. Now he said, “Saw a swell piece of property in Verona.”

  “C’mon, Newark’s what Jews got instead of the Promised Land.”

  Abe was kidding himself. He had nothing against real estate but preferred nurturing his gambling action, cutting sweetheart deals with union bosses and politicians, and strong-arming the proprietors of any place you could stick one of
his jukeboxes and cigarette machines. Why? Because Abe believed being a gangster was his edge when he was hobnobbing with the moneyed cream of the American crop. To them, Abe Zwillman was a kike from the tenements of Newark. Longy, however—Longy was a man they could respect, or fear, and Julian thought that all this game would get Abe was a trip up the river, and Julian wanted to save Abe, the man who had saved him, from dying in jail.

  Longy said, “You’ll deal with those Nazi jerks in Irvington?”

  Irvington was a shot-and-a-beer town just south of Newark with few Jews and lots of Germans who attended the rallies of the Hitler-worshipping Deutsch-Amerikanischer Volksbund. Julian had retired from the intimidation racket, but Nazis were a special case.

  “I’ll handle it. Eddie O dropped me off and went to hand out some Christmas money to the Irvington cops so they’ll go slow when the calls come in.”

  “Don’t let Looney and Gooney croak nobody. I can live without the headlines.”

  Eddie O’Rourke was outside, leaning against his white Chrysler Imperial. “Top of the morning, boys,” he said as Julian and the Third Ward Gang filed out of the diner.

  Any strangers passing by would conclude that they were beholding a good-natured, freckled-faced fellow in a snazzy tweed coat and cap with some merry Galway music in his voice. They would be partially correct. At other moments, when someone was paying him to collect from recalcitrant debtors or when he was in a less benevolent mood, Eddie O could be unruly enough to make the Goldstein twins appear well-adjusted.

  “You’re goin’ with us?” Looney said. “Since when’re you a Jew?”