Mistletoe Wishes

by Anna Campbell

  Rory burst out laughing and flung his arm around Bess’s shoulders, hugging her into his side. “I think, my bonnie, that our wee secret is out.”

  Chapter 9

  Rory knocked softly on the dressing room door before he entered the candlelit bedchamber. It was late, nearly midnight, and he was naked beneath his heavy velvet dressing gown.

  He and Bess began their honeymoon at a naval friend’s manor on the North Sea near Craster. They’d completed the last hours of the forty-mile journey to this spectacular piece of coastline in the dark. The waves crashing against the shore vied with the thunder in his blood at the sight that greeted him in the flickering golden light.

  “My God, but you’re lovely,” he said reverently, once he’d managed to shift the boulder blocking his throat.

  Slowly Bess turned from the window where she’d been watching the starlit sea, and the welcome in her smile made his heart swell with joy. “When you look at me like that, I feel lovely.”

  Her golden hair tumbled loose around her straight, slender shoulders. She wore a sheer, white nightgown that offered shadowy hints of the curved body beneath.

  He swallowed to moisten a suddenly dry mouth. He wanted her so much. “We’ve got the house to ourselves for a couple of days.”

  On Rory’s instructions, the manor was provisioned and the staff took a paid holiday. Upon arrival, the housekeeper had greeted them with congratulations, blazing fires, and a bottle of champagne, then left them to look after themselves. At the end of the week, they sailed south for two months in Italy.

  “I look forward to seeing everything in daylight.”

  “You’ll love it.” He’d kept today’s destination secret, and she’d been thrilled to discover the sea at their doorstep. The wild scenery made a fitting setting for her vivid spirit. “Do you mind doing without a maid?”

  A smile tugged at her lips. “I’m rather looking forward to tending my husband like a proper village wife.”

  “Och, that’s a pity. I’m rather looking forward to my wife being very improper indeed.”

  He crossed the parquet floor and kissed her tenderly. Her lips parted beneath his, but he didn’t deepen the kiss. There would be passion later, but for now, his overwhelming need was to cherish this exquisite creature who gave herself into his keeping.

  He drew back and cradled her face between his palms. When they’d stopped for a hurried meal in Alnwick, by unspoken mutual consent they’d kept their conversation to unimportant matters. So in all the ways that mattered, their life together began here in this room overlooking the cliffs.

  “I can’t tell you how proud I felt when you walked down the aisle this morning and promised yourself to me.” Proud, yet strangely humble.

  Her smile was tremulous, and aching emotion deepened her blue eyes to midnight. “You shouldn’t say such things. Unless you want me sobbing all over you.”

  He laughed fondly and kissed her. “That doesn’t sound like my indomitable bride.”

  “Your indomitable bride is feeling a little fragile.”

  “I’ll have to kiss her back to her stalwart self.”

  “I’ve missed our kisses,” she murmured, leaning forward. “Why did you make us wait a whole month?”

  “You threatened me with a year.”

  “I was only teasing, you know I was.”

  He nipped at her full lower lip. “My reasons were good.”

  She sent him an unimpressed look. “I think you’re more concerned about propriety than London’s strictest chaperone.”

  “I want to do everything right—even if I suffer for it. And believe me, my love, I did.”

  Frequently over the last four weeks, he’d cursed this need to show the world how much he honored Bess. With a special license, they could have married within days. But he abhorred the idea of any snide comments about a quick wedding, following that snowy night in the woodcutter’s hut. So the vicar had called the banns, and Rory had endured the excruciating delay of a conventional engagement.

  “I know.” Bess rose on her toes and kissed him. These weren’t the sizzling, voracious kisses he’d fantasized about through this whole pestilential month. But her unfettered affection warmed the cold, lonely places in his soul, places he’d never known existed until he met her. “And I’ve been dreadfully ungrateful.”

  “Aye, dreadfully,” he said with a quirk of his lips. “You’d better make amends tonight.”

  “Only tonight?”

  “It’s a start. I have a powerful appetite to feed. We haven’t had a minute alone since Christmas.”

  Once they were betrothed, they’d hardly exchanged a private word, let alone indulged in any mischief. The free and easy week of courtship became a memory. When he and Bess hadn’t been preparing the Abbey for their life together, she’d been introducing him to the neighbors and the local area. With every day, he’d become more a part of this new life that had felt so alien when he’d arrived in Northumberland. He had Bess to thank for that. He had Bess to thank for so very much.

  Having her in his arms now felt like a miracle. Her physical presence beat through him like a great drum. “Then you left me for a week to kick up your heels in Newcastle.”

  “You know I needed to buy my bride clothes, and order furniture and curtains. Believe me, staying with you, even under a hundred curious eyes, would be much more fun than staying with my aunt.”

  “I’ll wager her nose was out of joint when she discovered you’d captured an earl.” Bess’s aunt and cousins had attended this morning’s wedding in Penton Wyck. They’d been nauseatingly obsequious to him, while barely concealing their jealousy of Bess.

  Bess laughed shortly and cuddled closer. Her rich female scent teased his senses. “They made it clear that I didn’t deserve my good fortune. But my aunt is very fashionable, and she warmed up a degree or two when we cleared out the shops.”

  “Dear Lord, you didn’t let her bully you into buying a thousand folderols, did you?”

  Bess leaned back in his arms, a glint in her eyes. “Frills are all the rage this year.”

  “Lord help us.” He knew she was teasing. Again.

  “And then you dragged me away after the wedding breakfast on an interminable journey. We could have stayed the night at Penton Abbey and traveled tomorrow.”

  He shuddered theatrically. “Good God, we’d never have a moment’s peace. The villagers can’t bear to let you out of their sight. Simpson would stick his head into our bedroom every hour to check I was treating you right. Sally would badger you with improper questions. Your father would wander in at two in the morning to share his latest theory about some Byzantine princess or other.”

  She gave a low laugh. “Well, we can’t have that.”

  “The avid interest in the consummation of our vows quite put me to the blush.”

  “The villagers like you.”

  “They love you.” He adopted a wounded tone. “Then when I finally get you to myself, all you do is snore.”

  Most of the trip, she’d slept curled up beside him in the coach. She’d worked so hard for their perfect wedding. Despite his teasing, he was overjoyed that the day had turned out to be everything a bride could want. Although he doubted the vicar understood that his daughter was now married. John Farrar had stumbled through the service and had needed Bess’s prompting when it came to Rory’s three Christian names.

  “I’m saving my strength for tonight.”

  He laughed in appreciation and reluctantly abandoned her to cross to a side table where the champagne waited. A couple of deft movements and the cork popped. “Och, you’re a bride in a million, lassie.”

  She drifted toward him. “I hope you think so after tonight.”

  Surprised, he looked up from filling two glasses with the frothing golden wine. “Of course I will. How can you doubt it?”

  She didn’t smile back. “I’m worried about measuring up. You’re a man of the world—literally—and I’ve never done this before.”

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nbsp; Apparently more than wedding preparations lay behind her exhaustion. Poignant tenderness flooded him that she should worry about pleasing him. Didn’t the daft lass know she pleased him just by existing? “Bess, take my word for it, no woman compares to you. You’re a jewel.”

  “You make everything sound so easy.”

  He shrugged and put down the bottle. “If we don’t get everything right on the first try, we’ve got at least forty years to practice until we’re perfect. Goodwill and friendship will take us a long way. And desire.”

  And love.

  Was that love he saw in her eyes? They’d never spoken the words, but tonight some profound and precious bond united them.

  He passed her a glass and sipped from his own. “I want you quite desperately, in case you haven’t noticed.”

  Thoughtfully, she took a sip, then replaced her nearly full glass on the table. “Show me.”

  “With pleasure,” he said, smiling back. He drained his glass before setting it next to hers. His friend had been thoughtful leaving them the wine, but right now, Rory felt so drunk on happiness, he needed no other stimulant.

  Taking her hand, he drew Bess closer to the fire. He was overwhelmingly aware of the large, heavily carved bed in the center of the room.

  He kissed her knuckles with a veneration that turned barely leashed hunger into something nobler and sweeter. He’d never before felt this need to protect and please and cherish.

  Bess hadn’t done this before. In the most essential sense, neither had he. They would both emerge from this winter night changed forever.

  Her eyes were as blue as the ocean that had been his mistress in boyhood and youth. Now he dedicated himself to a new cause. Silently he promised his love and loyalty, his courage and strength to this woman.

  He started gently, almost tentatively. Transfixed with wonder, he stroked her luxuriant hair. He touched her face, her shoulders, her arms, her hands, feeling the vital life beneath her skin. This was a lassie full of fire and vigor. And he thanked God that she was. He wanted an equal on his journey. Bess had matched him from the first.

  She was trembling. His caresses, subtle but sinfully purposeful, aroused her. When his hands glanced over those magnificent full breasts, she made a stifled sound in her throat. He returned, caressing her until her nipples stood proud against the cool lawn. He took one beaded peak between his lips, making her cry out. She arched into him, burying her fingers in his hair, urging him on. Dizzy with her scent, smoky lemon and lavender and honey, he moved to the other breast. The nightdress was so fine, it was almost like touching her bare skin.

  When he finally raised his head, she was flushed and shaking, and her eyes were heavy with desire. “Don’t stop,” she said, as she’d said once before.

  When he had stopped. For her sake.

  “We’ve only just started.” He seized her for a deep passionate kiss, thrusting his tongue into her mouth. She met him without shyness, although he’d seen shyness in her eyes.

  He caught her nightdress around her hips and lifted it over her ruffled golden head. She raised her hands in swift modesty, but something in his face must have reassured her. Raising her chin with familiar courage, she stood naked and proud before him.

  “You’re perfection,” he murmured in awe.

  As if he touched something sacred, he skimmed his hands down her slender arms, feeling her warmth without lingering. Some mad corner of his mind couldn’t quite believe she was real. He’d dreamed of this moment since he’d first seen her.

  He caught her hips to hold her still, and kissed her with every ounce of unspoken love in his heart. She wriggled nearer, hands trailing over him, pushing his dressing gown away from his chest, learning his body as he learned hers. He backed her toward the bed, whispering encouragement between kisses on her lips and along her throat.

  “Rory…” she sighed when he scraped his teeth up her neck. She shivered. “That makes me feel…”

  “Good?” he muttered, curving his hands over her lusciously round buttocks.

  “More than good.”

  He laughed softly, and returned his attention to that sensitive spot under her ear until she squirmed and whimpered. How he loved her wild responses, but these sweet preliminaries already melted into the next step.

  Holding her shoulders, he lowered her to the bed. Then with sudden ruthlessness, he flung away his dressing gown. Her eyes widened in shock—and curiosity.

  “Heavens above. Are you sure this is going to work?”

  He laughed as he kneeled over her. “I’m sure, my love.”

  With a naturalness that slammed his heart into his ribs, she stretched out beneath him and linked her hands around his neck. “I hope you’re right.”

  He kissed her again. She was taut with uncertainty, but under his gentle persuasion, she gradually turned soft and liquid once more. He cupped her breasts, squeezing the plump flesh until she shook. She gasped when his eager hardness pressed into her belly.

  “It’s all right,” he crooned, running his hand down her side. “Trust me.”

  “I do,” she whispered, and lay with lovely looseness as her knees rose in invitation. Female musk filled the air until he felt like he drowned in Bess.

  His hand glided lower, tracing the silky plain of her stomach, following the voluptuous curve of her hips, brushing the feathery hair that covered her sex. She jerked, and a husky moan escaped her. Her hands tightened on his shoulders, and she nibbled an incendiary trail down his neck. This innocent boldness stirred him to desperation.

  He slipped his hand between her legs. She was hot and sleek, and when he explored the slick folds, she jolted with surprise.

  “That’s wicked.”

  “Should I stop?”

  “Oh, no, never,” she murmured, and spread her legs to give him better access.

  He teased at her center, until she was panting and restless, but he kept her from tumbling into climax. When he slid one finger into her satiny passage, she was tight. His heart gave a mighty thump, and his head swam with the need to claim her. But he clung to patience. Just.

  When she adjusted to the careful invasion, he tested another finger. He worked her until she cried out in agitation and clung to him.

  “Don’t make me wait,” she choked out. “I want you so much.”

  He kissed her, clumsy with overpowering need. This slow awakening tantalized him to the edge of madness. “I want to please you.”

  “You will.” She bit his shoulder hard enough to hurt. “You do.”

  Rory raised his head to meet eyes glassy with arousal. It was time. Feeling like his life hung in the balance, he angled her knees higher and carefully lowered his hips.

  Bess watched him steadily. Her lips were red and swollen from his kisses, and a hectic flush marked her cheekbones. He pressed through glorious resistance.

  Slow. Slow.

  He couldn’t bear to hurt her. Even as his blood pulsed with the command to take, to seize, to own, he held back.

  When her body opened sumptuously to his, his restraint received its reward. Every shift, every touch, every sigh, all etched themselves on his soul. Bess was exquisitely hot, so marvelously responsive. The urge to thrust flayed him like a whip.

  Her fingers dug into his shoulders. “I won’t break, Rory.”

  What a bride fate had delivered. “Are you sure you’re ready?”

  Despite the moment’s extremity, she managed a broken laugh. “I feel like I’ve been ready for a month.”

  “Oh, my darling,” he groaned, and unable to resist, he thrust home.

  ***

  Bess bit back a cry as Rory possessed her body. But much as she tried to hide her reaction, he must have felt how she stiffened. He abruptly stopped moving and under her hands, his back went as hard as stone. As hard as that large, intrusive part of him pressing inside her.

  He sucked in a shuddering breath and surged up on his powerful arms to stare into her face. “Dear God, Bess, I’m sorry.”

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bsp; “Don’t be,” she said huskily. She’d been unprepared for the act’s stark physicality, the way her wedding vows about becoming one flesh would feel in reality.

  His smile was wry, although she read aching concern in his eyes. “I’d cut my throat before I hurt you.”

  She raised one unsteady hand to his cheek. “I’d much rather have you alive and with me, Rory, thank you very much.”

  “It will get better, I promise.”

  When she shifted to ease the pressure, he settled more firmly. She was overwhelmingly conscious of the throbbing weight, but the initial pain ebbed with every second. And there were things she liked about what they did. She liked being so close to him. She’d definitely liked the way he’d touched her before he’d taken her. That had been wonderful.

  Recalling those intoxicating caresses, she bowed up to kiss him. His fervent response banished trepidation. When she relaxed against him, he groaned and jutted his hips forward. Unexpected pleasure ripped through her, and her hands curled into his damp hair, bringing him closer into the kiss. He reared over her, deep-set green eyes unwavering on hers.

  As Rory pulled away, her body clung to him. Her gasp this time expressed unconditional delight. When he slid into her again, she greeted him with a liquid surge.

  “Oh, I see,” she sighed.

  “You will.”

  Closing her eyes, she gave herself up to him. The universe closed in, so that all she knew was Rory’s potent scent, the deep rumble of his praise, the sublime connection of his body moving in hers. A new sensation rippled through her, grew stronger and stronger. Until it was mighty enough to crack the sky.

  The unearthly yearning coiled tighter. Surely she must shatter. It was the way she’d felt when he’d so shockingly placed his fingers inside her.

  But this was…more.

  Frenzied with the mysterious promise beyond the striving, she bit his shoulder again. He swore softly and changed the angle of his thrust.