A Different Shade of Violet?
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He furrows his brows. “What are you doing?”
“I’m taking charge this time.”
“I don’t think so, Vee. I always lead this, and it’s been so long. I need you,” he says and I feel his dick twitch against my skin.
I smile and shake my head. “Not this time, Rock. This time I’m taking charge whether you like it or not.” I push his shoulders so he falls back on the bed. He looks at me raising an eyebrow as I move on top of him so my pussy is resting on his cock.
“Vee, I always take charge, this is not how we fuck?”
I laugh and lean down kissing his neck. His hands run up my back caressing my skin. His touch sending a shock wave through me.
“Hudson, we are not going to fuck, we’re going to make love. And I will take charge because I can’t risk you over doing it. Plus, we have the rest of our lives to fuck. That can wait a little longer,” I tell him and then bite his earlobe.
A growl rumbles through his chest as I sit up on top of him and slowly start to grind my pussy onto his hard cock. He closes his eyes while his hands make their way to my hips and he grips on tightly.
“Vee,” he warns.
“No Hudson. I’m taking charge and you will like it or we will just cuddle. It’s this or nothing.”
“I kind of like this demanding side of you, but I still want to be the one on top.”
I move my finger to his lips to shut him up as I continue to grind on him.
“No. You took three bullets for me, Hudson. Let me do this for you. I won’t do it at all if you’re going to hurt yourself. You put yourself on the line for me, so the least I can do is pleasure you without you having to put any effort in. Now shut up, relax and kiss me you idiot,” I say and he smirks as I lean down and kiss him passionately.
Feeling his hot skin against mine after so long apart is making me soaking wet for him. I know I could easily get this started without being warmed up myself because I’m so turned on just being naked and kissing him has me shaking with pleasure already.
“Wait this won’t hurt the baby will it?” Hudson asks breaking our kiss. I sit up and look at him like he’s being ridiculous.
“Seriously? You’re stopping me for that?”
“Well, will it though?”
“No Hudson, it’s perfectly fine to have sex when you’re pregnant. Now, do you want me to do this or do you want to have a deep and meaningful conversation?”
He smirks and shakes his head. “Nope, no D&M’s here, but if you keep grinding on me like that I’m going to come pretty quickly, and I want to be inside you when I do. I like this bossy side of you, maybe I should relax and let you take charge more often.”
“Right, now shut up and make love to me,” I say and he fake salutes with one hand while his other runs up my thigh to my throbbing clit. He presses on it with his thumb and I let out a small moan. It’s the first contact my clit has had since the cabin and now that he’s rubbing me I’m burning with desire.
“Do you need me to work you up first?” Hudson asks.
He obviously still wants some control.
“Shut up,” I say and he smirks as I lift myself off his crotch and position his hard cock at my opening. I know I’m already soaking for him so I lower myself slowly onto his cock. We both moan loudly at the feeling of being joined again after a three-month abstinence from each other. His cock is filling me so tightly that I ease onto him making sure not to rush it for either of us. I lean my head back as I lower onto him taking him inside of me entirely.
“Jesus Vee,” he moans as I look down at him to see his eyes closed and scrunched together.
Our breathing is already rushed and I haven’t even moved yet. One of his hands runs up my side and he takes my breast and caresses it gently. Not like the normal force he uses. I think he realizes my breasts are tender. His other hand makes its way to my hip so he can help me with my movements. I start to move on top of him and we both pant as the feeling of his cock inside me, grazing my inner walls, is even better than I remembered. I don’t know if it’s the pregnancy making the feelings more heightened or just the abstaining from each other for so long. But all I know is, I don’t want this to be over with quickly. I move my hands to his chest and I start to move a little faster on him. We both pant as I work him up.
“God you feel fucking amazing, Vee,” he says opening his eyes and looking straight at me.
I look into his beautiful eyes while I ride him and that magical connection we share is flowing between us again. A surge of electricity pulsing between our bodies making every hair on my body shiver with pleasure. Every nerve inside me is firing off and sending a shock wave down my body and straight to my pussy. I’d forgotten how amazing the connection is that Hudson and I share. I feel my body reacting as he makes small thrusts inside me while I ride him.
“Oh God, I missed this,” I moan. The faster I move, we become more and more breathless. I grind onto him as my hands grip onto his pecs. His hand still massaging my breast as the other moves from my waist to between my legs. I know he wants to have a little bit of control and this I can give to him. He moves his thumb onto my clit and I gasp as he starts to rotate on it slowly, in time with my hips. He’s using just the right amount of pressure to build me up quickly. I was already close, and his movement on my clit is sending me straight to heaven.
“Fuck Hudson,” I moan as I close my eyes and ride the wave of pleasure. My body begins to tingle as that all too familiar sensation starts to wash over me. My muscles clench while I moan and breathe rapidly.
“Come for me, baby,” Hudson murmurs as he pushes harder on my clit.
“I’m so close,” I moan as I clench my eyes tight enjoying the sensations washing over me.
I start to see flashes of light as my body flames in an insatiable heat and I start trembling while I ride him faster.
“Oh God,” I moan as my skin ripples with a fine coat of sweat and my core clenches tightly as he pushes harder on my clit, and with one swift thrust inside me I’m sent over the edge and into carnal bliss as I ride Hudson. My body shakes and I breathe rapidly coming down from a mind blowing orgasm. I continue to ride Hudson even though the pleasure ripping through me is making me want to stop and have a smoke or a stiff drink, but I want Hudson to come too and I know he’s close by the groans coming from his chest.
“Fuck. Vee.”
“I know baby, this is so good, come for me, Hudson,” I whisper through staggered breaths as I try my hardest to keep the momentum going for him. His hands move to my waist and he controls my movements on top of him forcing me ride him faster. He’s breathing so shallow I’m a little worried about him, but I’ll keep going till he’s had his release then I’ll let him catch his breath.
He moans with each movement of my body and I feel his dick twitching inside me. He tenses as he holds his breath and clenches his eyes tightly shut. He grips into my sides and he lifts me up and down onto him once more and then he groans loudly as I feel him blow inside me. He lets out a long exhale and his body relaxes back onto the bed and I stop my movements relaxing, trying to catch my breath too.
“Are you okay?” I ask running my hands over his chest.
He opens his eyes and they’re glazed over like he’s high. It makes me giggle as he looks at me seemingly satisfied.
“I’m more than okay,” he says through staggered breaths. “Jesus, Vee, I knew making love with you was amazing, but that… that was out of this world! Maybe I do need to let you take charge from now on?”
I lean down and wrap my body around his resting my head into his neck.
“Let’s not get too carried away. When you’re fighting fit again, I want you to fuck me up against the wall, and on the kitchen bench and in the shower… basically everywhere.”
“Oh, you got it baby,” he says breathlessly.
“How are you though? Really?”
“I’m good, a little breathless, but good. Really good now,” he says with a smirk and then pouting out hi
s lips in the gesture for a kiss. I smile and lean down gently kissing him. His hands wrap around my back and he holds my chest to his tightly.
“Can we go again?” he whispers against my ear. I giggle and climb off him to which he pouts.
“Maybe later, but for now you need to catch your breath and relax.”
“Spoil sport.”
“I’d rather have a break in between sex and still have you around, than keep fornicating and have you end up back in the hospital, wouldn’t you?” I tease.
He chuckles and nods against my head as I move my hand to rest on his chest. “Yes dear,” he jokes and I slap his chest softly in response.
“Hey, don’t you start that ‘yes dear’ shit with me Mr. Stone or I’ll divorce you,” I berate.
He laughs and wraps his arms around me tightly. “You have to marry me first, Ms. Dyson,” he says and kisses my head again. “Hey, there’s something I wanted to talk to you about too.”
I look up and nod.
“Well, I was wondering if you wanted to hyphenate your name after we get married?” he asks and I smirk and raise an eyebrow.
“Hyphenate to what?”
“Violet Dyson-Stone?” he asks as he caresses my hair.
I furrow my brows at him. “Why the hell would I do that?”
“Sorry, I just thought maybe you would like to have my last name as well, but it’s okay if you don’t want to,” he says looking away from me.
“You think I don’t want your last name?”
He looks back at me. “I just know what the name Dyson means to you. So I just thought you might like to add my name to it,” he says sounding distant.
“Hudson, don’t be ridiculous,” I say and he frowns.
“Sorry, I just thought—”
“No, you’re not thinking,” I say and he exhales strongly.
“I understand, I just hate coming second to Danny you know that.”
He’s not getting it at all.
“No, you idiot, I’m not hyphenating my name. I’m not having Dyson as my name at all. I want to be Violet Stone. I want the world to know I belong to you and only you. You aren't sharing me with anyone anymore. I loved my past, but I look forward to our future. I want to be the same as you and baby bean! I don't need to hyphenate my name Hudson, I’m yours completely and I can’t wait to be Mrs. Stone.”
His eyes search mine. “Wait, so you don’t want to have Dyson at all?” he asks and I shake my head leaning my forehead against his.
“No, not at all. I’m yours, Hudson, only yours,” I reiterate.
“Are you sure though? I don’t want you to feel pressured or anything?”
“I love that you would think about hyphenating my name. That shows how much you really care about me. But I want to show you how much I love you and want to be with only you. So I’m changing my name as soon as we say ‘I do’ and honestly that day can’t come soon enough for me.”
He smiles and shakes his head. “I don’t deserve you, you know that?” he says and I shake my head in disagreement. “No Hudson, it’s me who doesn’t deserve you,” I say and he rolls his eyes.
“How’s baby bean? I didn’t hurt her did I?”
“She is fine, and you think bean is a girl now too?”
He smiles and caresses my tummy. “I have a feeling, and if Caiden says she’s a girl, then I believe him.”
My eyes well up that he’s supporting me in my dream. Rubbing my tummy he leans in and gently kisses me. It’s funny how sometimes the one thing you thought you didn’t want, turns out to be the very thing you need to feel utterly complete. That’s how I feel about baby bean right now. Her and Hudson, they complete me.
“Thank you.”
“For what?”
“For just being you. For giving me another chance at being happy. For giving me baby bean and for wanting to be my husband. I honestly can’t think of a better way to spend my life than with you. I love you so much.”
“I love you too, Vee, always,” he says and cuddles into me tightly. “But I feel like I’ve waited long enough. Can I please be inside you again?”
I laugh at him. “Okay fine, but the minute you feel out of breath or weak we’ll have a break.”
“I always feel out of breath and weak around you, Vee. You take my breath away.”
“You’re a real sweetheart when you want to be, you know that?”
He smiles and shakes his head. “No way I’m a tough biker remember, nothing sweet about me.”
I smile remembering back to the time when we first met and I thought he was a biker.
How wrong was I?
“Okay, tough guy, get on your back and let me ride you like a bike,” I say and he smiles brightly.
We spent most of the night making very slow and passionate love. I was always on top because I didn’t want him to strain himself, not yet anyway. But today he wants to take me out somewhere for a surprise and we’re taking Brige with us. I have no idea where we’re going, but we’re heading to his parent’s house, first to tell them of our engagement and then we’re taking Brige wherever it is we’re going.
Hudson seems so excited as we get dressed and head toward the front door to make our way to his parents’ house. Brige and Flynn still live there, but Holden lives with Lucy, who I’m still yet to meet, but they have been together forever.
We get in the taxi and Hudson closes the door behind him. He gives the address to the driver and we’re off. I’m nervous for some reason. I’m not sure how his parents will take the news of our engagement, especially Fran. She likes me now, and I’m pretty sure she thinks I’m good enough for her son, but I guess I’ll find out soon enough. Hudson takes my hand in his and cuddles into my side in the back of the taxi.
“Don’t be nervous, Vee. I can tell you are. My family love you and only the men know about your past, so don’t worry about Mum being over the top. She will probably just scream or something knowing her. We always thought Holden and Lucy would be engaged first seeing as they’ve been together for so long.”
“You sure your dad or Holden won’t let slip to your mum about me? I’m just scared she knows and is going to chase me out of the door with a butcher’s knife or something?”
He laughs. “Baby, they love you. But more importantly, I love you, and that’s all that matters.”
Biting my bottom lip, I just nod.
We arrive at his parents’ house and it’s gorgeous. A two story… mansion is more like it, located in the upper part of Rose Park in Adelaide – which is like the third most expensive suburb behind Medindie and Unley Park. Let’s just say I feel way out of my depth. Even with the money I’ve saved from Cupiditas, I could easily buy a house in these suburbs, I’ve never felt like I would suit the neighbourhood. I’ve never felt good enough, and I was never interested in buying or living anywhere other than with the memory of Danny and Caiden. I’m not saying I’m judging Hudson’s parents by living here, not at all... I’m just saying I don’t belong in this rich lifestyle. Even though I’m actually quite well off, actually a bit more than quite, which is something I should really discuss with Hudson. I actually have a lot of money put away – you could say I’m quite wealthy.
Hudson pays the taxi driver as I get out of the car and straighten out my summer dress. I don’t know why I’m so nervous. I’m a tough bitch and something like announcing an engagement should be a happy time. I guess Hudson’s parents’ approval does mean a lot to me and even though I know Bill will be fine, I just don’t know how Fran is going to react. I never, ever want her to find out about what I did in my past. It’s in my past now and that’s where it should stay… no, that’s where it needs to stay.
Hudson gets out of the taxi as the front door to his parents’ home opens and Brige runs out. I smile at her and she runs right up and slams her body into mine embracing me around my waist. I have to actually take a step back to balance from the force of her hug. I laugh and wrap my arms around her.
“Hey Brige.”
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“Hey Violet. You been keeping an eye on Huddy Bear for me?”
“Sure have,” I say as Hudson walks over and wraps his arm around my waist and pulls Brige to his side with his other hand giving her a side hug.
“Hey sis,” he says kissing her head.
She grabs his hand and starts to pull him toward the door. “C’mon Mum’s made cupcakes and I want to eat them. They’ve been staring at me all day and she won’t let me eat one until you guys got here,” she tells us. Hudson and I both chuckle as she drags us inside.
“Mum, they’re here!” Brige yells at the top of her lungs as we walk into the amazing house. It’s quite an old house by the look of it, but inside has been remodelled and it’s so beautiful.
“No need to yell Brige, I’m right here,” Fran says as she walks in wiping her hands on the apron she’s wearing.
“Hi darling, how are you feeling?” she says leaning into Hudson and hugging him.
“I’m fine Mum, just get a little tired sometimes, but other than that I’m doing great. Where’s the guys?” Hudson asks and Fran rolls her eyes.
“In the lounge room watching an episode of the ‘Son’s of Anarchy.’ I swear they shouldn’t watch that stuff around Brige, it will make her scared to go into the shop,” she replies and Hudson shakes his head.
“The people we get in the bike shop are nothing like those guys on that show. Brige has nothing to worry about. Do you Brige?”
“Nope,” she says shaking her head.
“So, can I watch it Mum? Can I?” she says excitedly.
“No,” Fran berates and Brige huffs and crosses her arms over her chest in annoyance. I try to hide my smile.
“Hi Violet. Nice to see you doing so well, honey,” she says and leans in for an embrace.
“Thanks,” I smile.
“Right, well, come on in. No need to stand in the hallway,” Fran states and starts to walk toward, I’m guessing, the kitchen.
“Dad, Flynn, Huddy is here,” Brige calls out loudly.
“Brige, inside voice, honey,” Fran quietly suggests and Brige giggles then looks at Hudson, who’s smirking.