Bleachy-Haired Honky Bitch
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My mother never wavered from her stance on religion. She would throw herself between her children and any aggressively approaching Jesus freaks during family outings along the esplanade. “Stay back!” she’d hiss, stopping them in their tracks, their propaganda moistening in their palms. They stayed back. As opposed to “the afterlife,” she believed in the only life, as in, “This is the only life you get, don’t wreck it.” She died young, her life considerably less wrecked than it could have been. Before cancer caused her to lapse into a coma, she told me her biggest regret in life was writing “bicycle” on her Christmas list as a little girl, knowing her parents grievously could not afford to give her one. When Christmas came and went with no bicycle, she continued to write “bicycle” at the end of her mother’s grocery list every week for months. “I wish I hadn’t done that,” she said with soft penitence, her eyes round and sad, and then she was unconscious.
I laid down next to her on the bed and stroked her blistered head. “I love you, Mom,” I said repeatedly, “and your soul, by the way, is fine.”
Acknowledgments
I don’t know where to begin when it comes to whom I can blame for this book, so I guess I have to start in order of their appearance. First, my parents were the kind of wonderful, just-this-side of insane lunatics who were utterly unable to hide their fears from me, which works out better for impressionable children than you might think. My two sisters, Cheryl and Kim, and my brother, Jim, were the perfect colleagues with which to wade through the days, gathering around me like little life jackets when it seemed imminent I’d sink any minute, then, with the exception of Kim, beating the crap out of me when they figured I could handle it. Later, my friend Jeff Bertram had a bigger hand in honing my sense of humor than he might think, plus I fell in love with his parents, who are from Atlanta, making it seem like some kind of Land of Functional Families to me, which is why I moved there after college. There I met Lary Blodgett, at the wedding of his lovely ex-girlfriend Mary Jane, who that day married another man.
Then I met Jill Hannity. I placed a call to her when she was an editor at Creative Loafing to inquire about working for free as an intern, but instead she insisted on assessing some of my manuscripts. Upon doing so she assigned me a cover story, which paid actual American dollars. After that she became one of the best friends I ever had.
Then Jill left the Loaf to move to New York to have beautiful babies and continue to be the wife of the now famous, rock-hot TV commentator Sean Hannity (note to Sean: If this book makes me rich, I promise I won’t bogey the reefer so much). So I left that paper as well and started writing a column (for free) for a gutsy start-up called Poets, Artists & Madmen, published by Patrick Best and Steve Hedberg. By that time I’d acquired two more zimwads to round out my makeshift family: Daniel Troppy and Grant Henry. We were all like a gaggle of hermit crabs without shells, flopping around trying to find ourselves.
Instead we found each other, and that’s just as good, I guess. Lary was in there too, but Lary had never been lost. Then four years later Creative Loafing, which had grown into one of the biggest alternative papers in the nation under the auspices of managing editor Ken Edelstein, picked up my column after Poets, Artists & Madmen lived the last flashes of its brilliant life. They welcomed me back like a craggy uncle who had no choice but to take in an unruly orphan. I can’t help but love the hell out of them for it.
But I will truly get crapped on by the Karma gods if I don’t also thank the following people: Liz Lapidus, Josh Levs, Sara Sarasohn, Doug Monroe, Rebecca Burns, Judith Regan, Kathy Jett, Laura Geraci, Cassie Jones, Jim Hackler, Michael Alvear, Polly Sheppard, Sam Johnson, Randy Osbourne, Michael Benoit (who hides his pride in me by claiming all the credit for my success), Teresia Mosher, Jan Hickel, Lynn Lamousin, Lisa Hamilton, Corinne Lynch, Thomas Meagher, Suzanne Van Atten, Nena Halford, Jim Llewellyn, Bob Steed, and, most importantly, the readers of my column first in Poets and then in Creative Loafing. Seriously, if not for these people I’d probably be living in an abandoned truck right now.
One more thing, I can’t possibly close without copping to the fact that I’m heavily influenced by P. J. O’Rourke, Dave Barry (who answered the one-and-only fan letter I ever wrote in my life, like, right away), David Sedaris, William Geist, Carl Hiaasen, and Georgie Anne Geyer. I hope I’ve adulterated my material enough with my own perspective to keep it from being immediately apparent that I rip the hell off out of these people, and I wanna thank them for being so goddamn great at what they do.
Lastly, Judith Regan and Jill Hannity bear double mention, because if it were up to my mojo alone I’d still be working for free, but because of these girls I can now trade in all my thrift-store stuff and buy…well, better thrift-store stuff. Thank you both for looking out for me.
OK, I think that’s it. Did I mention my column readers? They rock. And my NPR All Things Considered producer Sara Sarasohn? Good. That’s it, then…just about…wait, there was a sandbox monitor in my second-grade class named Mrs. Morris who sat me down one day because she could tell I was tortured over the fact that I didn’t fit in with my suburban classmates. She stood over me with arms akimbo, and, indicating my classmates with a thrust of her chin, said, “You don’t need them.” At first all I could do was smell the menthol tobacco smoke on her breath, but then her words sunk in and my brain just lifted above everything like a helium balloon on a broken string. Suddenly, for that moment, I was free.
I still get that feeling. Sometimes, when I look around and realize there’s a big sandbox around me, I’ll hear Mrs. Morris’s words, and suddenly I’m soaring. You gotta thank a person for giving you a gift like that.
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About the Author
Hollis Gillespie is a regular commentator on NPR’S All Things Considered and the award-winning writer of “Mood Swing,” a column published in Creative Loafing, Atlanta’s major alternative weekly. She is also the author of Confessions of a Recovering Slut. A flight attendant and language specialist for a major airline, she lives in Atlanta, Georgia, with her five-year-old daughter.
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Photography credits: pages i, 1, 73 courtesy of Michelle Hogan; page ii courtesy of Ron MacDonald; pages iii (top), 3, 8, 80, 158 courtesy of Lary Blodgett; pages iii (bottom), v, 4, 5, 6, 22, 50, 67, 70, 74, 79 (top and bottom), 84, 104, 107, 135, 138, 139, 162, 165, 195, 198, 199, 217, 232, 236, 241, 275 courtesy of Hollis Gillespie; pages 119, 120, 121, 155 courtesy of Daniel Troppy; page 172 courtesy of Kimberly Kislig.
A hardcover edition of this book was published in 2004 by ReganBooks, an imprint of HarperCollins Publishers.
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