Saving Her

by Mia Ford

  “I’ll be seeing you around, Alex,” Garth said, the leaned in and kissed my neck. “And I’ll see you tonight.”

  With that he gave us all a wide smile and walked back to his table.

  “Your boyfriend’s weird,” Kelly said as her father sat back down.

  “Kelly, I said be nice,” Alex chastised.

  “Well, he is!”

  “That’s okay,” I cut in before Alex could reprimand her for telling the truth. “He’s not really my boyfriend, anyway. It’s an on and off kind of thing.”

  “Hopefully more off than on.”

  I smiled at Kelly. I really like this girl.

  “I hate to put my nose into other people’s business,” Samuel said, “but I have to agree with my granddaughter. That boy’s nothing but bad news.”

  “He’s not always like that,” I tried to defend, but didn’t feel like I had my heart in it.

  “He looks like he has a stick up his ass,” Kelly said, and I laughed at both the comment and the way Alex’s eyes widened.

  “Language, Kelly, seriously,” Alex said.

  “He’s got more than that up there,” Samuel said.

  “Maybe there’s still space for your double barrel?” Kelly asked her grandfather.

  I couldn’t hold my laughter back anymore and almost fell off my seat, grabbing the table and tipping my glass over in the process. If I only liked Kelly before, I was in love with her now. The girl had a wit about her I wished I could match, and it was even more impressive at her age.

  “How about we all try and give Jenni a break here,” Alex said, stifling his own laughter. “Maybe not comment on her personal life?”

  “Believe me,” I replied, tears stinging my eyes as I choked on my merriment. “At this point, I really don’t care what they say.”

  “I’m glad to see you’re amused,” Alex replied, letting himself go and laughing along with the rest of us.

  Kelly leaned over, grabbed my hand with both of hers and shook it dramatically. “You’re better than this,” she gasped. “So much better. You deserve to be happy. Get out while you still can!”

  “Alright, Emma Stone, that’s enough,” Alex said, pulling her back. “Choose what you want to eat.”

  I wiped the tears from my eyes and picked up my own menu, but my eyes never left the three people sitting at the table with me. For the first time in a very long time, I actually felt happy. At ease. Like I belonged, although I was technically still a stranger to both Alex and Kelly. Nevertheless, I felt welcomed, and they had drawn me in as if I were part of their family. It felt nice, different than what I was used to, and it wasn’t hard to sit back and relax.

  From across the restaurant, Garth was watching us, and for some strange reason I didn’t seem to care. I’d deal with him later. Right now, I just wanted to enjoy my meal and the company I was in.

  Chapter 9: Alex

  We drove Jenni home right after dinner, although a part of me wanted to humor my father’s suggestion that we get a few drinks. If I had been a little more comfortable with leaving Kelly home alone, I might just have done it, too. But after the little run-in with Garth at the restaurant, and the fact that Heath was making daily visits to the house, the notion of Kelly in the house by herself made me incredibly uneasy.

  Jenni’s apartment complex was closer to the college dorms than I thought, this part of Kent new to me after my prolonged absence. Whatever development had begun around town, there was no regard to architectural charm, which made me think that it was only a matter of time before my hometown became another heartless bundle of concrete eyesores.

  “I had fun,” Jenni said as I walked her to the double glass door and waited for her to fish her keys out. “Thank you so much for dinner.”

  “Don’t mention it,” I replied, catching the greens of her eyes and feeling like I could lose myself in them if I wasn’t more careful. “And sorry about what Kelly said. She can get a little out of hand sometimes.”

  “It’s okay,” Jenni said. “What she said wasn’t too far off from the truth anyway, and besides, she’s an absolute sweetheart.”

  “If you say so,” I chuckled. “She seems to have warmed up to you, too.” I looked over my shoulder to where Kelly sat on the open window watching us carefully and smiling. “She rarely does that with new faces.”

  “Then I’ll consider myself lucky,” Jenni smiled.

  If you don’t stop smiling, I’ll have to kiss you.

  I quickly pushed that thought to the back of my mind. What the fuck, Alex?

  “We’ll see you around,” I said instead as she unlocked the door and pushed her way in.

  “Sam’s always having breakfast at the diner,” she replied. “You guys should join him. Our eggs are to die for.”

  I chuckled, knowing well that Kelly would probably be pulling me out of bed tomorrow just for that. I wondered what excuse my daughter would make up so she wouldn’t look too desperate.

  “I’ll keep that in mind.”

  “You do that,” Jenni smiled. “And thank Sam for me. He didn’t have to pick up the check.”

  “He’s old school,” I said. “He’d never let a lady pay for her own meal, not while he had a penny in his pocket.”

  “Thank him for me anyway,” she said and waved as the doors closed behind her.

  I waited until she was out of sight, watching her skip up the stairs before turning back to the truck. My mind was racing, doing summersaults in my head, and I looked back at the glass doors as if expecting her to come back down. I shook my head angrily, forcing myself to keep moving, trying to understand what hell had gotten into me.

  Smitten, Mr. DEA?

  It wasn’t Janice’s voice this time, but my father’s, and when I looked up I could see him smiling at me from behind the wheel, like he knew some secret I didn’t.

  Or do you?

  Or did I, indeed. Dinner really had been fun, and I hadn’t felt that relaxed around someone in a long time. She was funny, handled herself well, and knew exactly what to say to win you over. My father was already infatuated by her, something he had no shamed in admitting when he called her ‘the daughter he never had’. And she was definitely on Kelly’s favorites list. So, was it really all that surprising that I would be attracted to her, too?

  Too many walls, buddy. Gotta knock a few down.

  True, but it had taken years to build those, and tearing them down felt like throwing away a lifetime’s effort. Besides, it wasn’t like she was available, even if her current paramour was an ass that needed to be brought down from his ivory tower. For the life of me, I could not tell what the fuck she saw in Garth Liston, but to each his own. It was not my place to voice an opinion on that, and I was not in the habit of meddling in other people’s business.

  But, I did have to agree with my father. Garth felt like bad news, and it didn’t need the instincts of a DEA agent to figure that much out.

  We drove home in silence, Samuel with a wide smile on his face, Kelly in the backseat and lost in her phone once again. I didn’t want to bring up dinner with either of them, and talking about what had happened with Garth seemed like a conversation for another time. Besides, I had a feeling the discussion might bring out the worst in both me and my father, and I didn’t want Kelly in the middle of it.

  When we got home, my father disappeared into his room with a cheery good night, and I made sure Kelly settled in for the night. Unlike her father, she had changed the sheets on the bed and had already turned the room into her own. Got that from her mother, I thought to myself, a little impressed.

  “So, when are you going to ask her out?” Kelly asked me as she jumped into bed and pulled the covers up to her waist, telephone in hand.

  I snatched the phone away and put on the night stand, a ritual we went through every night. I had read something about terrible sleeping habits if you’re on your phone before going to bed.

  “Ask who out?”

  “You know who,” Kelly squinted at me.
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  “For starters, let’s agree that there are certain rules to this sort of thing,” I said. “Like, not asking someone out who is already dating?”

  “Oh, come on, she hates that guy,” Kelly protested.

  “You don’t know that,” I said, “and it’s none of our business.”

  “I’m just saying.”

  “Loud and clear, thank you Sherlock.” She reached for her phone and I pushed it away. “Second of all, I have no place for another woman in my life. You take up most of that anyway.”

  “Wow, using your daughter as an excuse,” Kelly nodded. “Do they teach you that in the DEA?”

  “No, they taught me how to find someone’s weakness and use it against them,” I replied. “For example, one more snarky comment from you, and your phone is mine.”

  “That’s not fair.”

  “Get used to it,” I said. “Now get some sleep.”

  Kelly rolled over with a huff. I smiled and switched off the light.

  “She likes you, you know?” Kelly mumbled.

  “Phone privileges, chipmunk.”

  I closed the door to the sound of one of her usual, pre-teen groans and made my way downstairs. The lights were out on the ground floor, and I could hear the distant snores of my father behind his closed door. The man still sounds like a steam mower, I thought, remembering how his snoring had always kept me up as a kid.

  I closed my bedroom door, thankful that Samuel was sleeping downstairs, and gazed at the bed, pondering whether or not I had the energy to actually change the sheets. I was exhausted, and ever since we had gotten back home, my leg had started acting up again.

  Just get it over with.

  I sighed, pulled the dusty sheets off the bed and rummaged through the closet for fresh ones. Within twenty minutes I was undressed and lying in bed, the window above the desk open to let in the night’s breeze. It felt good not having to turn on an air conditioner, and I closed my eyes, replaying the events of the day in my head until I fell asleep.

  * * *

  For some reason, I was thinking about Janice, how she was always laughing.

  If there was one thing nobody could deny, it was that Janice had an incredible sense of humor and had no shame in laughing out loud when she was genuinely happy. It was one of those things people found incredibly charming about her.

  It was one of the things that made me fall in love with her over and over again.

  “Okay, wise guy, if you want to play it that way,” Janice said. “My sister, my mother and Britney.”

  “Wait, which one’s Britney?” I asked.

  We were both drunk, sprawled on the living room floor with wine glasses in our hands and Boyz 2 Men playing in the background. It was a Saturday, and instead of going out, we had opted for a night in watching Friends reruns and eating popcorn. It was one of the few days I had off and I didn’t want to spend it anywhere else but home, with her. Only her.

  “She’d be offended,” Janice said.

  “Britney’s the art critic, right? The one who tried to sell us that painting of a dog shitting on a stone?”

  Janice laughed and kicked at me. “That was a beautiful work of abstract art!”

  “Looked like a dog shitting on a stone.”

  “Whatever,” Janice laughed, sipping on her wine. “Yes, that’s Britney.”

  “Okay, I would definitely fuck Britney,” I started.

  “Expected.”

  I frowned at her, smiling, and continued, “Marry your sister.”

  “Gross.”

  “Would you stop interrupting me?”

  “That’s gross, and you know it.”

  “It’s the friggin’ game,” I laughed. “And I would kill your mother.”

  Janice shrugged and nodded. “Makes sense.”

  “I hate that woman.”

  “She’s not very fond of you, either.”

  I laughed, reached for the one bottle and refilled my glass. “Your turn,” I said.

  Janice leaned in, cradling her glass near her neck and blew me a kiss. “Let’s hear it, lover boy.”

  I smiled. “Me, me and me.”

  Janice bit her lower lip, raised an eyebrow and took a sip of her wine. I waited, our eyes locked, and shuddered when her foot touched the inside of my thigh and made its way up.

  “I already married you,” she said, her foot inching closer to my cock, which, usually with a mind of its own, was already stirring. “I sometimes want to kill you.” Her foot found its place between my legs and began to rub against me. I closed my eyes, feeling the alcohol race through me and dance in my head.

  Janice leaned in, replaced her foot with a hand that squeezed playfully, and whispered I my ear, “And I would most certainly fuck you.”

  “Now that sounds like a plan,” I whispered.

  Janice took my wine glass, placed it on the coffee table next to hers, and straddled me. Her lips locked onto mine as she slowly began to move against me, making me even harder, pushing her crotch against mine. My hands found their way around her waist, and slowly began pushing the hem of her shirt up.

  “You know,” Janice said, breaking the kiss but not the grinding of her hips, “your idea of staying in tonight? Brilliant.”

  I gasped, my eyes briefly closing. “I thought you might appreciate it.”

  “I do,” she whispered, her lips brushing against mine. “There’s just so much we can do, isn’t there?”

  “Got any big ideas?” I asked.

  She looked at me seductively and began unbuttoning my pants. “A few.”

  She raised her arms and let me push her shirt over her head, her breasts on full display and her nipples erect. I immediately went for them, devouring one after the other, sucking on them as she wrapped her arms around my head and brought me in closer. She moaned as my tongue swirled in circles between sucking and nibbling.

  “Just like that,” she breathed against my ear, driving me crazy. “That’s it, baby, just like that.”

  She began to grind harder against me, and with both hands on her ass, I pushed her down harder, feeling the warmth between her legs seep through the fabric of our clothes. Her body began to heat up, and I gently pushed her onto her back, kissing my way down. I pulled her pants off, slowly, kissing each inch of bare skin as I removed them, and then quickly got rid of her panties as well.

  I stood up, swaying a bit and making her laugh as I stumbled to take off my own pants. When I had finally managed to get out my clothes, she gazed into my eyes and with a finger, beckoned me to her.

  I slipped inside her easily, her warmth and wetness embracing me completely, her back arching as she moaned. My lips embraced her nipples again, and she ran her nails up and down my back, sending shudders through my whole body. I felt her clench down on me, her breath hot against my ear.

  “Love me, Alex,” she whispered.

  I began to move against her, slowly at first, only picking up the pace ever so slightly. I found a rhythm we were both comfortable with, something in between the insane lust I had for her right now, and the gentle love making we shared when we felt the world was barren except for us. I gazed into her eyes, kissed her lips, ran my hands up and down the sides of her body and felt her shudder with my touch.

  She wrapped her legs around mine, pushing her hips up to meet my thrusts, holding me close so that I was kissing her neck and she was moaning in pleasure against my ear. The feel of her naked against me made my head swirl, and I never wanted this to end. I prayed that it would go on forever.

  She rolled me over onto my back and straddled me, guiding me inside her effortlessly as she began to move. Her hips grinded against me, her fingers raked against my chest, and she threw her head back as her orgasm shook through her. She leaned in, kissed my neck, and quickened her pace. It felt like heaven, and I doubted that I could hold out much longer.

  She felt the muscles of my body flex, and knew that I was close.

  “Come for me,” she whispered in my ear. “Don’t hold b
ack, baby, come for me.”

  And I did. I exploded inside her with such force, my entire body shook. I held her tight in my arms, breathing her in, feeling myself pulse inside her as she clenched against me.

  We stayed like that for a long time, and when she finally rolled over and snuggled against me, she was already half asleep. I held her close, felt her heart beating against my chest, and drifted away.

  * * *

  I woke up to the sounds of footsteps on the second-floor landing, and instinctively reached under my pillow for the gun that I had forgotten was not there. The lights in the house were out, and the only illumination came from the moonlight that found its way through the bedroom window.

  Kelly appeared at my door, hair disheveled, blanket in her hand.

  “Dad?”

  “What’s wrong?” I asked, frowning as she made her way into my bedroom and stood by the bed.

  “New house,” she said simply, and it was all the explanation I needed.

  I made space for her to crawl into bed next to me. She shifted and turned until she found a comfortable position, then pulled her blanket over her shoulders.

  I laid back and stroked her hair until her breathing slowed. I envied how quickly she could fall asleep sometimes, although it was a trait I wished she had had back when she was a toddler. Back when putting her down usually meant that I would fall asleep first and she would wake me up every few minutes, as if it were some kind of game to her.