Indulge

by Liv Morris

  “You’re so tight. Ah.” My cock gets harder as she rides me. My hands are on her breasts and she moves faster. Shit, I don’t want to come yet. I grab her waist and push her on her back. I get on top of her and thrust my hard erection back into her juicy pussy. I bring her leg up as I pound into her.

  “Harder! Fuck me harder Jacob!”

  I do as she begs and plunge faster and harder. Madison starts moaning louder. I slide my hand over her breast and play with her nipple. I squeeze it and twirl it between my fingers. As her nipple puckers and hardens, she gasps out a throat moan. I feel my balls tighten and I pick up the pace.

  “Jacob I’m going to come!”

  With a few more hard thrusts I let myself go and feel her orgasm with me.

  Chapter 4

  Abigail

  Lucas and I head to the zoo after school. I get him in the backseat of my silver Toyota Rav4 and help him buckle his seat belt. I open the driver side door and climb in. “Ready baby boy?”

  Lucas raises his arms in the air, “Yes Mama! Let’s go!”

  I start laughing as I start the car and drive to the zoo. It’s a beautiful day today with the sun shining and clear skies. The traffic is mild and we get to the zoo in no time. It’s a little after four o’clock when Lucas pulls my arm to the front gate so we can buy our tickets. I laugh at his excitement, “Mama hurry please! I want to see the tiger feeding!”

  I get to the counter and ask for two tickets, “Lucas,” I laugh, “We’ll make it. Stop rushing please.”

  He lets out a sigh. “Okay Mama.”

  When the girl hands me the tickets, I take Lucas’ hand and we walk to the tiger exhibit. Luckily there are some seats available and close enough to the show. We sit down and watch as more people come pouring in. There are families around us and I try not to look, but it’s hard. Here I am with my son and I’m wishing for more. I let out a heavy sigh. It’s hard. I keep asking myself when will it be me, but then I remember I have a great life with my son. Guess this is the best life I can have.

  Lucas looks over in the field and tries to catch a glimpse of the animals but no luck. He impatiently sits back down and looks around. “Lucas, be patient honey. It’ll start soon.” Suddenly my attention is on the man sitting in front of me. His smile is beautiful and the way he is playing with his daughter makes me smile. I admire this man and can’t take my eyes off of him. “Uncle Jacob!” I hear the little girl squeal. He turns his face towards her and my mouth drops open. Oh shit, I think to myself.

  Jacob Greene!

  I quickly turn my face away and feel it getting hot. This is the first time I’ve seen him in public. I use to always look him up online and admire his beautiful features but never have I seen him face to face. Why am I acting this way? He’s an asshate! I’m not supposed to feel this way. Slowly turning my head back to his direction I can’t help but stare. He’s beautiful and delicious. I wonder how big he is. My hands shoot up to my mouth and I close my eyes. I cannot believe I’m thinking about this while at the zoo with my son. This is terrible.

  “Mama?” Lucas nervously asks.

  I turn my head to him and smile, “I’m okay. Don’t worry.” I put my arm around his shoulders and my eyes go back to him. His dark wavy hair makes me want to grab it and pull hard on it. Again, I look away. He’s an asshole I remind myself, and your best friend’s ex. Even though I keep repeating this to myself over and over again, I can’t help but stare. Something pulls me in.

  The tiger show starts as we listen to the zookeeper talking about a tiger’s life and how they interact at the zoo. It’s a great show and Lucas is curious as he watches. While Lucas watches the show, I look back at him. Luckily I’m behind him and he doesn’t notice some weird woman drooling over him. He’s even sexy in real life, I think to myself. Not being with a man for over six years does things to your mind and body. Sure I have my moments with Thor but it’s not the same. My body pulls towards him but I pull myself together. There are so many things wrong with this picture. First, he’s Katherine’s ex and second he just fired my baby sister. I can’t have these thoughts but he’s just so incredibly sexy. The way his broad shoulders move as he laughs and how protective he is of his niece. I can tell he works out by the definition through his shirt. He’s wearing a green polo and has his black jacket over his legs. His dark jeans look nice and those arms - mmm, those arms. I think about being in them as he picks me up and carries me into his bedroom. I would let him do the dirtiest things to me.

  “Mama, look!”

  Fuck. Lucas.

  “What sweetie?” Lucas points at the zookeeper as she throws meat to the tiger. The crowd claps as the large tiger goes after the meat and settles on the ground. The zoo keeper explains more about the animal but I lose my thoughts and focus back on Jacob. I want to get to know him but he won’t give me a second look. He can get any woman he wants. Supermodels. Actresses. Gorgeous, rich, single woman so why would he even look at me? Get it together Abigail! You need to find a simple man; maybe another teacher? I cock my head to the right and think about the men in my life. Well lack of. My head springs straight up and I slump back down. There is no one I can think of. Pathetic. Ugh.

  After the tiger show, Lucas and I walk around. We enjoy each other’s company and I watch my little guy admire all the animals. His excitement is what keeps me going. Lucas holds my hand while we walk through the zoo. We see the monkeys, elephants, exotic birds, hyenas and so many more of the animals.

  There are families all over and a piece of me breaks. I look down at Lucas but he is oblivious of the families. Growing up without a parent is hard. I have both of my parents still but looking at Lucas, he only has me. It is not fair how life deals cards. I try and keep positive not only for myself, but for him. Unexpectedly there’s that feeling again. I look over and see Jacob with his niece walking towards us. I quickly turn around and lift up Lucas so he can feed the zebras. I hear him laughing with her. They are walking closer and closer to us. I keep my focus on Lucas so he doesn’t see me.

  “Mila look! Do you want to feed the zebras?”

  “Oh yes Uncle Jacob. Let’s do that. Can you buy the food please?”

  He laughs and I slightly turn my head to look at him. Those piercing blue eyes capture my attention. This man is absolutely perfect. He’s at least six feet tall and his style is flawless. I watch as he gets the zebra food in a bucket for him and Mila. She is pretty with her green eyes and bouncing blonde hair. They take each other’s hand and try to find an open spot. I look around me and let out a breath of air. There’s no room around me but disappointment sets in. I wish he can stand next to me. I wonder how he smells. Immediately I shake out the feelings and think of Heather. Poor Heather. He let her go for no reason. Now anger sets in. She did everything for him. All of his meetings and appointments she took care of. Anything he needed, she did for him. All of a sudden an idea hits. The only way to meet Jacob will be to confront him about Heather’s recent firing. This can work. I start smiling and start devising a plan to get to know Mr. Jacob Greene.

  *****

  Time goes by without warning. Heather can’t find another job and my heart breaks when I see her lying on the couch every morning. She tries to go out with her friends but I know my sister is breaking apart. Anger builds inside. I haven’t seen Jacob since that day at the zoo. I think about him often as those eyes haunt my dreams. I can’t tell Heather about my crush. I avoid looking him up online and I want to stay mad at him.

  I sit down on my bed and formulate my plan. Seeing Heather hurt makes me feel helpless. Jacob needs to know he cannot just fire someone for no reason. Someone needs to put him in his place and that person will be me. As much as I dread standing before him and telling him what is on my mind, I have to do it. I lie down on my side and think about Katherine. She’s missing so much. My eyes begin to feel heavy and I drift off to sleep.

  I’m standing in a garden full of roses and trees. The sun is out and there isn’t a cloud in the sky. I w
alk around and smell the wonderful scent in the air. It is peaceful here. I look around but I don’t see anyone.

  “Abigail.”

  Her voice. I know it. I slowly turn around and see beautiful Katherine in a white sleeveless dress. “Katherine?” I run to her and throw my arms around her neck. We stand there hugging and crying. “I miss you!”

  She hugs me tighter. “I miss you too Abigail.” She releases me and we sit down in the bed of flowers. “I’m so sorry for everything. I wish I could take it back.”

  I shake my head, “No no it’s okay. I get it. I never hated you Katherine. Never.”

  She touches her heart. “Thank you Abigail.” She takes my hand and smiles, “My nephew is beautiful. I wish I could’ve met him. Please tell him about me and our friendship.”

  “Of course Katherine. He’ll know you.”

  She looks at me with love in her eyes. There’s something on her mind. Something she wants to tell me. Katherine lets out a sigh, “So you met Jacob?”

  Oh crap. “Well, not really.”

  Katherine laughs. “It’s okay Abigail. Jacob’s my past. You’re his future.”

  “What,” I shriek. “What the hell are you talking about?”

  “You’ll see.”

  I’m suddenly up and feel my body shaking. What the hell is that all about?

  Katherine never got to meet her nephew. She was killed in a car accident, but Jacob survived. April 10, 2004. The article on the internet stated Jacob was driving, turning left at a green light, when another car crashed into his. Katherine and the other driver both died at the scene.

  I never made it to her funeral, but I went to her grave the next day. I said a prayer and hoped she heard it. I brought Lucas to her grave a few days ago and told him the story of our friendship and that she would have loved him so much. I remembered Lucas’ smile and how at peace we felt. I told him everything about Katherine; her gentle and warm soul and how she was my best friend. Lucas asked what happened and I told him. I said we got into an argument and said mean things. It made Lucas sad he wouldn’t get a chance to meet her. It broke my heart that Lucas would never know anyone on that side of the family-Ryan, Katherine or his grandparents.

  The next morning I get ready and leave a note for Heather.

  Heather,

  Please take Lucas to school and I’ll pick him up. I have something to do. I’ll talk to you soon.

  Big love|

  A

  I get in my car and sit for a minute. I can do this. I need to do this.

  Last night, I held Heather as she cried. It killed me I couldn’t do anything. She cried and kept saying how unfair life was. The job market wasn’t good and there was no way she could make the same salary as she did working for Jacob. I rocked her in my arms and told her I’d take care of everything.

  I drive in silence to Greene Publishing. I push a strand of my brown hair behind my ear as I pull into a parking spot. I take a deep breath and make my way inside.

  The massive building takes my breath away. There are at least fifteen floors. The building is made of tinted glass and the architecture is phenomenal. GREENE PUBLISHING is written over the revolving doors. I walk inside and am in awe. There is a fountain in the middle of the light gray and deep blue lobby. The contemporary feel is wondrous. People are on their phones, talking loudly and moving at the speed of light. I smooth out my pants before heading to the steel desk where an attractive black hair woman stands. I make my way to the counter and clear my throat.

  She looks up, “Yes?”

  “I’m here to see Jacob Greene,” I confidently say.

  The woman looks at me with question. She gives me a badge that says VISTOR and takes out a logbook for me to sign in. “Take that elevator to the fifteenth floor and then you’ll take a right. Go all the way down the hall and you’ll see his office. Good day Ms. Anderson.”

  I give her a smile, “You too. Thanks.”

  I follow her instructions and get in the elevator. I slowly press the fifteenth button and anxiously wait.

  Chapter 5

  Jacob

  After spending some nights with Madison at the Hilton, we fall into an easy routine that satisfies us both. Yet, I keep thinking about Katherine and feel guilty with the way I’m treating Madison. But being the man that I am, I can’t break it off with her. She satisfies me sexually and gives me what I need, for now. She comes over every night and we have dinner. While I get some work done on my laptop, she lies on the couch while watching television. We fuck. She leaves. This has been the routine for weeks.

  “Jacob can we go out tonight please?” Madison pleads.

  Instead of eating in tonight, we both decide to have dinner at Tavern Seven. I gather my wallet and cell phone, “Okay come on.”

  Anxiously waiting, she takes my hand and pulls me to the elevator. Madison is changing; she’s not the same woman. I look at her admiring her manicured nails and notice her face looks firmer. Before she did not care too much of her appearance but now she takes her time getting ready and obsesses over the way she looks.

  “Ugh, Jacob.” I look over to her with annoyance. “Look at my nails! She messed them up. Seriously, do you know how hard it is to find good freaking service?”

  I roll my eyes and ignore her. What the fuck did I get myself into?

  “What’s wrong,” she asks while touching my chest.

  I stop her and turn my back, “Nothing.”

  The elevator doors open and I walk out without taking her hand. We walk outside in the Columbia night air. It feels nice to be outside. I’ve been working countless hours and appreciate being able to breathe in the calm night air. Gary gets out of the SUV and begins to open the door. “It is fine Gary. We’ll walk.”

  Madison stops walking and whines. “Um Jacob?” I look at her as she’s pointing to her shoes. “I’m wearing Gucci and these heels are not made for walking!”

  I shrug. “And?” The restaurant is not a far walk so I don’t know why she’s complaining. As soon as I hear her whining to Gary, I start walking. “Fucking brat,” I mutter. This is getting annoying and I’m getting annoyed. Gary drives past me and I see Madison waving her arms in the air. God. Is she serious? I make it to the restaurant and see Gary opening the door for her. Madison walks out with her head down. Serves you right. I open the door for her and follow inside.

  The hostess guides us to my usual table. The lighting is dim and there are a few people eating tonight but it’s not too busy. Each table has a candle and a rose as the center piece. “Your server will be with you in a minute sir.” I see her eyeing me. Damn. This hostess looks hot too. She’s wearing a tight black skirt that hits the top of her knees. Her white button down shirt is tucked into her skirt and flaunts her lovely little body.

  “Thank you darling.” I wink at her. I see her blushing and she gives me a smile.

  When she walks away, Madison lets out a sigh. I don’t pay attention to her little tantrum. Instead, I look through the menu and figure out what to order for dinner. A few minutes later, the hostess comes back. “I apologize but it looks like we are short a waitress tonight so I’ll be taking care of you. My name’s Keira, what can I get for you tonight sir?”

  “A glass of your finest scotch. On the rocks. Madison.” I keep my eyes on this hot piece of ass in front of me. She doesn’t look away.

  “Um a glass of white wine please?”

  “Sure no problem.” She flips her wavy black hair and walks away, adding a little shake to her hips. Damn.

  “Jacob how was your day?”

  “Fine and yours?”

  “It was okay. Thank you for asking.” She flips through the menu, “What are you ordering tonight?”

  I scratch my chin. Good question. “The salmon. Yourself?”

  “The pear and strawberry salad looks good. What do you think?”

  I grunt, “Up to you.”

  The hostess comes back and takes our order. She jots down everything and walks away.

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sp; We sit there in silence as I watch her play with her fingers. I begin to hate Madison and everything she stands for. I don’t know why I’m here with her. Nothing about her appeals to me anymore.

  Our food comes out and we eat in silence. I take a sip of my scotch but Madison doesn’t touch her wine.

  “Why aren’t you drinking?”

  She looks at her full glass. “Oh I’m just taking it slow tonight. Headache.”

  “I see.”

  Madison moves closer to me and rests her hand on my thigh. “I’m full.”

  “Alright. My salmon is quite good. Would you like a piece?”

  “No thank you.” She rubs my thigh and I feel my pants getting tighter. I stop eating and get Keira’s attention. “Please add this to my tab love.”

  She gives me a smile, “Sure no problem, Mr. Greene.” She gathers up some things from the table and walks away.

  I look at Madison, “Why are you being bad?”

  She kisses my cheek and her lips reach my ear, “Because I can make you feel better than that whore Jacob.” I take her hand and we are about to walk out when she turns the other direction and guides me back to the bathroom. She pushes the door open and shoves my back to the door. “You think I can’t please you Jacob!?” She cries, “I can make you feel so good.” Madison locks the door and before she can do anything, I pick her up by her ass.

  “Wrap your legs around me. Now.” I demand.

  “Jacob take me now. Fuck me hard. I need you so bad.” She whispers in my ear. I carry her to the open stall and shut the door with my foot. I push her up against the wall and quickly unbuckle my pants. “Mmmm I can’t wait to have you inside me,” she purrs seductively in my ear.

  “Fuck,” I mutter, “You are so damn sexy.” I get my pants off and quickly grab a condom from my pocket. I tear the package and slide it on my aching cock. I thrust myself inside her and feel how wet she is, “Always ready for me aren’t you?”