by Hawke, Jessa
Sharae told me that it would be good if I went because Austin was more than anxious to get to know me. She also told me that not only did he like girls my size, but it was almost an obsession he had with them. I wasn’t sure how to take that word “obsession”, but I knew that he was hot and it was going to be more than worth it to hang out with him. In my mind we were already dating, and that night I knew that he was going to be my new focal point when I used my toy tonight. The truth was, I wasn’t ready to retire that yet because I still needed it, for a little while at least. I just couldn’t give up that awesome feeling that I had when I let it make contact with my body… I couldn’t wait for the party on Friday. I really looked forward to it.
“So what are you going to wear on Friday?”
“Oh I didn’t think about that, but he did say that it was casual. So I figure a pair of jeans and a nice blouse.”
“ No honey, you wear this type of stuff all of the time. You’ve got to try something else—a little lipstick, some blush, eye shadow, or something.”
“That’s not going to work for me Sharae. I’m not pretty like you.”
Sharae gave me a look as if she heard me saying something absolutely stupid and shook her head. She walked over to me and patted me on the shoulder.
“You have got to stop thinking about yourself like that. I told you before that you are absolutely beautiful. Clearly I know it, Austin knows it and so does everyone else. Regardless of how you feel about yourself this is a great opportunity to mingle with some hot college guys and really solidify something for yourself.”
I took a small deep breath and sighed, “Yeah I guess that’s true. I probably should get to know this guy a little better.” I smiled and Sharae smiled back. In the one night that we’ve hung out, she quickly became a good friend and confidant to me. I hoped that one day I would be as brave and fun loving as her. I was going to take her advice and try to spruce up for the night and then I would try to reel him in as quickly as possible. Who knows, I certainly wouldn’t mind him becoming hypnotized by my new look, I didn’t want to look so basic when I arrived. I jumped up and grabbed Sharae`s hand and led her to my bedroom.
“Help me! I have no fashion sense and there’s nothing here that I can wear.” I pulled open the doors to my closet and showed her every single item in the closet. Nothing in it was fashionable it was basically just a bunch of sweaters and pants hanging in the closet. I didn’t own one pair of high heels either; I was going to need a lot of Sharae’s help. She gave my closet a sour look but she didn’t seem to fazed by it and she simply closed the closet door.
“Don’t worry about it, we’ll work on this. Just know by Friday you’re going to be one hot sexy plus sized darling, deal?” I nodded my head in agreement and Sharae smiled back.
Friday came up pretty fast and after days and days of anticipation, Sharae came running through the apartment shouting for me to come out of my room. When I came out she was holding several bags of clothes from all brand name places. These stores were designed specifically for plus sized girls, and I couldn’t help but shake my head at what I thought she was holding in those bags. The reality is I was sure she was going to put me in something revealing so I figured that I should just go with it, after all Austin would be there and I did want to keep his attention.
“What is in all of these bags?”
“This, my dear, is a fool proof plan to catch a hot guy.” She reached into the bags and pulled out lots of dresses, every single of them was short enough to showcase my thighs, and of course, they all would showoff my big breasts.
“Is there anything in here that isn’t low cut?”
“Nope.” She said, and with that she threw me into the bathroom to shower and then she proceeded to attack me with pounds of makeup, eye shadow and lipstick. She didn’t let me look in the mirror but she did get me prepared for the night’s event by asking me lots of personal questions.
“So, Miranda…when’s the last time you let a guy spread your hips?”
“Whaa?”
“You know spread your hips, blow your back out, show you the night of your life—you know sex.”
Now is probably a good time to tell her that you haven’t gone that far in your life. She might laugh so just prepare yourself now.
“Um…never.”
“As in never at all?” I shook my head to her question and I was so embarrassed that I could feel myself turning red from the embarrassment of my confession.
“Well don’t be embarrassed about that Miranda. Maybe you’ll get lucky tonight and Austin will help you out.”
“Oh gosh, I don’t even want to think about that. I would like to get to know him better though.”
“Well don’t worry honey, ‘cause after he sees you in your outfit he’s going to give you all the best he has.”
I couldn’t help but already feel sexy and I hadn’t even gotten dressed yet. I wanted to know how Austin would feel seeing me in a new outfit. I certainly knew if my mom saw what I was doing she’d probably be ecstatic, this was something that she’d kill to see me doing—getting gussied up for some guy that barely even knew me. I knew there was a chance that I could really get a genuine kiss tonight, and as long as I got that, I would feel perfectly content.
“Ok now take a look at yourself and tell me what you think.” When I did, I did not recognize the person staring back at me, this girl was freaking hot and nowhere in sight could I find that naïve girl from St. Paul. It was fabulous and I felt like attractive for the first time in my life. Now, it was time to fight for my right to party with Austin from Austin.
When we got there the party was in full swing and everyone who was anyone was there. I saw sorority girls from some of the top organizations in Greek life, student council members, and just about every other person that was well-known on campus. This party was everything Austin said that it would be, but I had yet to run into Austin. I was kind of getting worried that maybe he wasn’t there and I was beginning to feel a little let down by this. I was almost ready to go home, but Sharae wasn’t going to let me do that.
“Just have a good time and mingle. Austin will probably be down in a minute. After all, this is his house.” The moment after she said that, he appeared, with his beautiful bright eyes and pearly smile as he came down the staircase and made eye contact with me. He looked very happy to see me, and I would have to admit that I was very happy to see him too. My heart was pounding a mile a minute the closer and closer that he got to me, and I could sense his musk all the way across the room. When he finally came close to me I almost passed out from excitement, but I tried hard to keep it sexy and cool, with my hand pressed firmly on my hip.
“Hi Miranda, you look great.”
“Thank you, you look great too. This is a nice house.”
“Yeah thanks, I hate living on campus so my parents gave me the money to rent a house while I’m here.”
“Well, it really is nice.”
“I’m glad you made it Miranda, I was wondering if you wanted to come outside with me for a little while. I’ll bring you a drink too so we can chat.”
“Okay.”
He grabbed my hand gently and led me outside where a beautiful bench and table was sitting waiting for us. No one else was out there and it was very nice and quiet.
“Thank you so much for inviting me.”
“No problem, thank you so much for coming. I don’t know if Sharae told you but I really was looking forward to meeting you again.”
This was it, he was going to tell me how much he liked me now. Yes! Okay wait, just play it cool.
“Because one of my frat brothers saw you and he told me that he wanted your number, he was just too shy to ask you for it.”
Wait…what? A friend of his wanted to talk to me? What kind of a let-down was this? I spent all this time getting gussied up for him and he was just trying to run a play for a friend of his. How crazy was that? Seriously what a way to lead a girl on! A ‘friend of his’ wanted my numb
er. There was no way that I could come down from the embarrassment that I was about to endure from this debacle. Damn, I still have to play it cool. When in doubt, just do like I did in high school and play dumb.
“Oh really?”
“Yeah his name is Mark, and he’s a really good guy. I told him that I would talk to you and try to get you all set up for him…”
Oh great “Well that was really nice of you to do that for him.”
“Not really.”
“What does not really mean?”
“It means that I’m not a hundred percent sure that I’m willing to let you go. Fact is, I like you too. I think you’re one big beautiful package of sunshine. I think I’ll have to owe him one because I don’t think I’m willing to give you up.”
Oh my gosh, that was the sweetest thing that I’ve heard in my life. He really did like me, and just as I was about to speak, a guy that was just about the same height as Austin came walking timidly from the house and was heading towards us. He was just as cute and when he stopped about five yards away from us I knew it was the friend that Austin was supposed to be helping. The look in Austin’s eyes told me as much.
“Hey Austin.” He said sweetly, and Austin looked highly upset. “Miranda, this is Mark. He’s been dying to meet you for a while now.”
“It’s nice to meet you Mark.”
“I was just telling Miranda that you wanted to meet her, but I think I’m going to have to owe you one because I would like to get to know her.”
“Hell no dude,” he said gruffly but in a joking tone. “I want to get to know this beautiful goddess. You’re going to have to move on dude ‘cause I don’t mind fighting over her. She’s beautiful.” Mark sent a playful wink in my direction.
I wasn’t used to guys fighting over me. I just saw it as an opportunity to get to know both of them, and if I was lucky, I’d be able to make a decision about which one I would prefer to get to know later on. I had to speak up quickly before things got sticky.
“Well here’s an idea. Why don’t you guys let me get to know the both of you? I’m sure we’ll have a lot to talk about and I’m sure that you guys are cool.”
I was shocked to find out that both of them were in agreement with me. Mark and Austin turned out to be really nice in the end. I couldn’t believe that they were into girls like me. They both stated that they were and so for the time being I took their word for it. For once I threw caution out the window and hoped it wasn’t a joke. The infatuation seemed very real though. They were the perfect dates bringing me drinks and taking their time to really get to know me. We sat for hours just talking and telling of our childhoods and experiences. It was fun to find out what had brought all three of us to this point in our lives.
It was getting late and we were having fun laughing and chatting. We danced together and they lavished me with attention that I had never felt before. As time grew on, the touches turned to caresses and I could see the desire sparkling from their eyes when they looked at me. I was sure that mine were sending the same sparks back as well. Austin put his arm around my waist and brought me close to him.
“You know I have never met anyone like you before. You’re honest and sweet. There is no pretending and you are who you are. It is refreshing to meet someone who doesn’t hide who they really are.”
“He’s right. You carry yourself in a way that shows people you can take it or leave it. Pretending is too exhausting and it’s nice to know you don’t play around with people like that.” Mark piped in.
“Thank you. I just don’t see any reason to pretend to be someone I’m not. Life is too short for that.” Austin had moved his hand to my back and was rubbing small circles slowly lowering his hand towards my ass. The air around us suddenly grew thicker with tension. I looked at both of them and knew they wanted more than to talk. The thought of it made me wet and I could feel my clit swelling with desire. I looked up to Austin and saw that his eyelids were droopy. He reached his left hand and grazed it down my cheek. He looped his fingers under my chin lifting it to connect his lips with mine. The kiss was slow and sensual. I gasped at the initial connection and it gave him the edge he wanted as his tongue slipped inside my mouth. He explored my mouth as my tongue slowly came to meet his. Not knowing really what I was doing I was a little tentative at first. Just when I was getting the hang of it he broke the kiss off. He looked down at me and we were both panting.
“That was amazing.” At his smile I smiled back shyly.
“My turn.” I heard it before I was swept from Austin into Mark’s arms. He looked down at me and smiled. It was not a smile being friendly, it was a smile telling me to hold on for what was coming next. Mark entwined his hand in my hair and gathered me close until I was flush against him. I could feel his body against mine and the heat from his body. I felt hot all over and was panting to catch my breath. He pulled my head back by my hair. It didn’t hurt, he was actually quite gentle with it, but he held me so I couldn’t get away. Not that I really wanted to. My panties were soaked by now and I wanted things that I didn’t even know about. I felt Austin come up behind me. Mark leaned forward and took my mouth with his own. It wasn’t sweet and soft like Austin’s. This kiss was hot and demanding. He kissed me with abandon, diving his tongue in and out of my mouth. He slowly ran his tongue across my bottom lip before dipping in my mouth again. His kiss spoke of heat and need and by this time my body was burning on fire. Austin was standing behind me with his chest flush against my back. I was in the middle of two hot guys. I would have never thought that I would have attracted my secret crush, nevertheless a friend too. I was in the middle of a steamy sandwich, and was loving every second of it. Mark let go of my hair and my head instantly fell back against Austin’s shoulder. Austin slowly kissed his way down my neck as his hands drew circles on my stomach. Mark had got down on his knees in front of me and looked up at me with a grin.
“I want to taste you. Can I taste you?” Mark whispered up to me.
What in the world did he mean by taste me? Then it clicked together with his position in front of me and what he wanted to do to me. I couldn’t breathe as my body got hotter. Austin’s hands had moved up to my breasts and he massaged them through my shirt. He slowly slid his hands under my shirt and moved my bra up to expose my breasts to the feel of his hands. He lightly pinched a nipple and I gasped with pleasure. I looked down to Mark and saw he was waiting patiently for my answer. The palms of his hands laid on the front of my thighs. I couldn’t say a word as I looked at the need in his eyes. Finally I squeezed one little word between my lips.
“Please.” I gasped as Austin tweaked my other nipple. There were hundreds of sensations running through my body. Every time Austin tweaked or pinched my nipple it sent sparks straight to my slit. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes. I didn’t care about anything. Someone could have been watching and would probably think I was a whore, which by the looks of what we were doing I wouldn’t be surprised. Right now I didn’t care, I just wanted to feel. I wanted to feel the delicious sensations that were running through my body. I wanted to enjoy every minute and not worry about what other people would think if they saw me. I was tired of being safe and quiet. I wanted to experience a little of life and the exciting adventures it could bring me like this one. I wanted more.
Mark ran his hands up my legs lightly caressing them as he went. He came to the top band of my panties and slowly eased them down my legs to place them beside him. I sighed slightly when I felt the cool air touch my wet skin. My body was so heated by this point the coolness felt good.
“Spread your legs a little honey.”
I slowly eased my legs apart to stand with them outstretched.
“You are beautiful.” I felt his hand slowly ease up the inside of my thigh caressing it. He slowly ran his finger over my slit and ended right on top of my bud of desire. He lightly circled it bringing my juices up to it. He leaned his head forward to nibble my thing and kiss his way up. I felt his finger tip down to circ
le around my opening. Slowly he slid a finger inside me. Austin had moved at this point to stand at my side. He slowly slid my shirt up and gazed into my eyes. He gave me a small smile before dipping his head to lick across my nipples. He then took one into his mouth and sucked it. Then bit it gently. By this time I am moaning and shaking with desire. Austin moves his mouth to my other nipple and shows it the same attention.
Mark slid his tongue along my slit licking over and over like I was a lollipop. He replaced his finger inside me with his tongue and applied pressure to my clit with his thumb. His other hand had circled around to grab and squeeze my ass. I was shaking all over now. I needed something. He replaced his tongue with a finger again and started up a rhythm. He then inserted two fingers and then three inside me. I felt sensations sparking out of control all over my body. His hand picked up pace and he was pumping his fingers in and out of me faster and faster. Austin returned to my back and cupped my breasts as he showered my neck and shoulders with small licks, kisses and slight nibbles and bites. My head returned to his shoulder. I didn’t know how much longer I could take when I felt Mark take my clit in his mouth he started sucking harder and harder until the combination of his mouth and fingers had me explode all at once. I felt like I was floating and thought for a second that I saw stars. I was breathing hard when I came back down from the most amazing orgasm. I was limply leaning on Austin as Mark held me upright by the waist.