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The Oxford Shakespeare: The Complete Works

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by William Shakespeare


  ‘Fair torch, burn out thy light, and lend it not

  To darken her whose light excelleth thine;

  And die, unhallowed thoughts, before you blot

  With your uncleanness that which is divine.

  Offer pure incense to so pure a shrine.

  Let fair humanity abhor the deed

  That spots and stains love’s modest snow-white weed.

  ‘O shame to knighthood and to shining arms!

  O foul dishonour to my household’s grave!

  O impious act including all foul harms!

  A martial man to be soft fancy’s slave!

  True valour still a true respect should have;

  Then my digression is so vile, so base,

  That it will live engraven in my face.

  ‘Yea, though I die the scandal will survive

  And be an eyesore in my golden coat.

  Some loathsome dash the herald will contrive

  To cipher me how fondly I did dote,

  That my posterity, shamed with the note,

  Shall curse my bones and hold it for no sin

  To wish that I their father had not been.

  ‘What win I if I gain the thing I seek?

  A dream, a breath, a froth of fleeting joy.

  Who buys a minute’s mirth to wail a week,

  Or sells eternity to get a toy?

  For one sweet grape who will the vine destroy?

  Or what fond beggar, but to touch the crown,

  Would with the sceptre straight be strucken down?

  ‘If Collatinus dream of my intent

  Will he not wake, and in a desp’rate rage

  Post hither this vile purpose to prevent?—

  This siege that hath engirt his marriage,

  This blur to youth, this sorrow to the sage,

  This dying virtue, this surviving shame,

  Whose crime will bear an ever-during blame.

  ‘O what excuse can my invention make

  When thou shalt charge me with so black a deed?

  Will not my tongue be mute, my frail joints shake,

  Mine eyes forgo their light, my false heart bleed?

  The guilt being great, the fear doth still exceed,

  And extreme fear can neither fight nor fly,

  But coward-like with trembling terror die.

  ‘Had Collatinus killed my son or sire,

  Or lain in ambush to betray my life,

  Or were he not my dear friend, this desire

  Might have excuse to work upon his wife

  As in revenge or quittal of such strife.

  But as he is my kinsman, my dear friend,

  The shame and fault finds no excuse nor end.

  ‘Shameful it is—ay, if the fact be known.

  Hateful it is—there is no hate in loving.

  I’ll beg her love—but she is not her own.

  The worst is but denial and reproving;

  My will is strong past reason’s weak removing.

  Who fears a sentence or an old man’s saw

  Shall by a painted cloth be kept in awe.’

  Thus graceless holds he disputation

  ‘Tween frozen conscience and hot-burning will,

  And with good thoughts makes dispensation,

  Urging the worser sense for vantage still;

  Which in a moment doth confound and kill

  All pure effects, and doth so far proceed

  That what is vile shows like a virtuous. deed.

  Quoth he, ‘She took me kindly by the hand,

  And gazed for tidings in my eager eyes,

  Fearing some hard news from the warlike band

  Where her beloved Collatinus lies.

  O how her fear did make her colour rise!

  First red as roses that on lawn we lay,

  Then white as lawn, the roses took away.

  ‘And how her hand, in my hand being locked,

  Forced it to tremble with her loyal fear,

  Which struck her sad, and then it faster rocked

  Until her husband’s welfare she did hear,

  Whereat she smiled with so sweet a cheer

  That had Narcissus seen her as she stood

  Self-love had never drowned him in the flood.

  ‘Why hunt I then for colour or excuses?

  All orators are dumb when beauty pleadeth.

  Poor wretches have remorse in poor abuses;

  Love thrives not in the heart that shadows dreadeth;

  Affection is my captain, and he leadeth,

  And when his gaudy banner is displayed,

  The coward fights, and will not be dismayed.

  ‘Then childish fear avaunt, debating die,

  Respect and reason wait on wrinkled age!

  My heart shall never countermand mine eye,

  Sad pause and deep regard beseems the sage.

  My part is youth, and beats these from the stage.

  Desire my pilot is, beauty my prize.

  Then who fears sinking where such treasure lies?’

  As corn o‘ergrown by weeds, so heedful fear

  Is almost choked by unresisted lust.

  Away he steals, with open list’ning ear,

  Full of foul hope and full of fond mistrust,

  Both which as servitors to the unjust

  So cross him with their opposite persuasion

  That now he vows a league, and now invasion.

  Within his thought her heavenly image sits,

  And in the selfsame seat sits Collatine.

  That eye which looks on her confounds his wits,

  That eye which him beholds, as more divine,

  Unto a view so false will not incline,

  But with a pure appeal seeks to the heart,

  Which once corrupted, takes the worser part,

  And therein heartens up his servile powers

  Who, flattered by their leader’s jocund show,

  Stuff up his lust as minutes fill up hours,

  And as their captain, so their pride doth grow,

  Paying more slavish tribute than they owe.

  By reprobate desire thus madly led

  The Roman lord marcheth to Lucrece’ bed.

  The locks between her chamber and his will,

  Each one by him enforced, retires his ward;

  But as they open they all rate his ill,

  Which drives the creeping thief to some regard.

  The threshold grates the door to have him heard,

  Night-wand’ring weasels shriek to see him there.

  They fright him, yet he still pursues his fear.

  As each unwilling portal yields him way,

  Through little vents and crannies of the place

  The wind wars with his torch to make him stay,

  And blows the smoke of it into his face,

  Extinguishing his conduct in this case.

  But his hot heart, which fond desire doth scorch,

  Puffs forth another wind that fires the torch,

  And being lighted, by the light he spies

  Lucretia’s glove wherein her needle sticks.

  He takes it from the rushes where it lies,

  And gripping it, the needle his finger pricks,

  As who should say ‘This glove to wanton tricks

  Is not inured. Return again in haste.

  Thou seest our mistress’ ornaments are chaste.’

  But all these poor forbiddings could not stay him;

  He in the worst sense consters their denial.

  The doors, the wind, the glove that did delay him

  He takes for accidental things of trial,

  Or as those bars which stop the hourly dial,

  Who with a ling’ring stay his course doth let

  Till every minute pays the hour his debt.

  ‘So, so,’ quoth he, ‘these lets attend the time,

  Like little frosts that sometime threat the spring

  To add a more rejoicing to the prime,

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p; And give the sneapèd birds more cause to sing.

  Pain pays the income of each precious thing.

  Huge rocks, high winds, strong pirates, shelves, and sands

  The merchant fears, ere rich at home he lands.’

  Now is he come unto the chamber door

  That shuts him from the heaven of his thought,

  Which with a yielding latch, and with no more,

  Hath barred him from the blessed thing he sought.

  So from himself impiety hath wrought

  That for his prey to pray he doth begin,

  As if the heavens should countenance his sin.

  But in the midst of his unfruitful prayer

  Having solicited th‘eternal power

  That his foul thoughts might compass his fair fair,

  And they would stand auspicious to the hour,

  Even there he starts. Quoth he, ‘I must deflower.

  The powers to whom I pray abhor this fact;

  How can they then assist me in the act?

  ‘Then love and fortune be my gods, my guide!

  My will is backed with resolution.

  Thoughts are but dreams till their effects be tried;

  The blackest sin is cleared with absolution.

  Against love’s fire fear’s frost hath dissolution.

  The eye of heaven is out, and misty night

  Covers the shame that follows sweet delight.’

  This said, his guilty hand plucked up the latch,

  And with his knee the door he opens wide.

  The dove sleeps fast that this night-owl will catch.

  Thus treason works ere traitors be espied.

  Who sees the lurking serpent steps aside,

  But she, sound sleeping, fearing no such thing,

  Lies at the mercy of his mortal sting.

  Into the chamber wickedly he stalks,

  And gazeth on her yet-unstained bed.

  The curtains being close, about he walks,

  Rolling his greedy eye-balls in his head.

  By their high treason is his heart misled,

  Which gives the watchword to his hand full soon

  To draw the cloud that hides the silver moon.

  Look as the fair and fiery-pointed sun

  Rushing from forth a cloud bereaves our sight,

  Even so, the curtain drawn, his eyes begun

  To wink, being blinded with a greater light.

  Whether it is that she reflects so bright

  That dazzleth them, or else some shame supposed,

  But blind they are, and keep themselves enclosed.

  O had they in that darksome prison died,

  Then had they seen the period of their ill.

  Then Collatine again by Lucrece’ side

  In his clear bed might have reposed still.

  But they must ope, this blessed league to kill,

  And holy-thoughted Lucrece to their sight

  Must sell her joy, her life, her world’s delight.

  Her lily hand her rosy cheek lies under,

  Coz’ning the pillow of a lawful kiss,

  Who therefore angry seems to part in sunder,

  Swelling on either side to want his bliss;

  Between whose hills her head entombed is,

  Where like a virtuous monument she lies

  To be admired of lewd unhallowed eyes.

  Without the bed her other fair hand was,

  On the green coverlet, whose perfect white

  Showed like an April daisy on the grass,

  With pearly sweat resembling dew of night.

  Her eyes like marigolds had sheathed their light,

  And canopied in darkness sweetly lay

  Till they might open to adorn the day.

  Her hair like golden threads played with her breath—

  O modest wantons, wanton modesty!—

  Showing life’s triumph in the map of death,

  And death’s dim look in life’s mortality.

  Each in her sleep themselves so beautify

  As if between them twain there were no strife,

  But that life lived in death, and death in life.

  Her breasts like ivory globes circled with blue,

  A pair of maiden worlds unconquered,

  Save of their lord no bearing yoke they knew,

  And him by oath they truly honoured.

  These worlds in Tarquin new ambition bred,

  Who like a foul usurper went about

  From this fair throne to heave the owner out.

  What could he see but mightily he noted?

  What did he note but strongly he desired?

  What he beheld, on that he firmly doted,

  And in his will his wilful eye he tired.

  With more than admiration he admired

  Her azure veins, her alabaster skin,

  Her coral lips, her snow-white dimpled chin.

  As the grim lion fawneth o‘er his prey,

  Sharp hunger by the conquest satisfied,

  So o’er this sleeping soul doth Tarquin stay,

  His rage of lust by gazing qualified,

  Slaked not suppressed for standing by her side.

  His eye which late this mutiny restrains

  Unto a greater uproar tempts his veins,

  And they like straggling slaves for pillage fighting,

  Obdurate vassals fell exploits effecting,

  In bloody death and ravishment delighting,

  Nor children’s tears nor mothers’ groans respecting,

  Swell in their pride, the onset still expecting.

  Anon his beating heart, alarum striking,

  Gives the hot charge, and bids them do their liking.

  His drumming heart cheers up his burning eye,

  His eye commends the leading to his hand.

  His hand, as proud of such a dignity,

  Smoking with pride marched on to make his stand

  On her bare breast, the heart of all her land,

  Whose ranks of blue veins as his hand did scale

  Left their round turrets destitute and pale.

  They, must’ring to the quiet cabinet

  Where their dear governess and lady lies,

  Do tell her she is dreadfully beset,

  And fright her with confusion of their cries.

  She much amazed breaks ope her locked-up eyes,

  Who, peeping forth this tumult to behold,

  Are by his flaming torch dimmed and controlled.

  Imagine her as one in dead of night

  From forth dull sleep by dreadful fancy waking,

  That thinks she hath beheld some ghastly sprite

  Whose grim aspect sets every joint a-shaking.

  What terror ’tis! But she in worser taking,

  From sleep disturbed, heedfully doth view

  The sight which makes supposed terror true.

  Wrapped and confounded in a thousand fears,

  Like to a new-killed bird she trembling lies.

  She dares not look, yet, winking, there appears

  Quick-shifting antics, ugly in her eyes.

  Such shadows are the weak brain’s forgeries,

  Who, angry that the eyes fly from their lights,

  In darkness daunts them with more dreadful sights.

  His hand that yet remains upon her breast—

  Rude ram, to batter such an ivory wall—

  May feel her heart, poor citizen, distressed,

  Wounding itself to death, rise up and fall,

  Beating her bulk, that his hand shakes withal.

  This moves in him more rage and lesser pity

  To make the breach and enter this sweet city.

  First like a trumpet doth his tongue begin

  To sound a parley to his heartless foe,

  Who o’er the white sheet peers her whiter chin,

  The reason of this rash alarm to know,

  Which he by dumb demeanour seeks to show.

  But she with vehement pra
yers urgeth still

  Under what colour he commits this ill.

  Thus he replies: ‘The colour in thy face,

  That even for anger makes the lily pale

  And the red rose blush at her own disgrace,

  Shall plead for me and tell my loving tale.

  Under that colour am I come to scale

  Thy never-conquered fort. The fault is thine,

  For those thine eyes betray thee unto mine.

  ‘Thus I forestall thee, if thou mean to chide:

  Thy beauty hath ensnared thee to this night,

  Where thou with patience must my will abide,

  My will that marks thee for my earth’s delight,

  Which I to conquer sought with all my might.

  But as reproof and reason beat it dead,

  By thy bright beauty was it newly bred.

  ‘I see what crosses my attempt will bring,

  I know what thorns the growing rose defends;

  I think the honey guarded with a sting;

  All this beforehand counsel comprehends.

  But will is deaf, and hears no heedful friends.

  Only he hath an eye to gaze on beauty,

  And dotes on what he looks, ’gainst law or duty.

  ‘I have debated even in my soul

  What wrong, what shame, what sorrow I shall breed;

  But nothing can affection’s course control,

  Or stop the headlong fury of his speed.

  I know repentant tears ensue the deed,

  Reproach, disdain, and deadly enmity,

  Yet strive I to embrace mine infamy.’

 

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