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Collected Poems 1945-1990

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by R. S. Thomas


  And the world will grow to a few lean acres of grass,

  And an orchard of stars in the night’s unscaleable boughs.

  But see at the bare field’s edge, where he’ll surely pass,

  An ash tree wantons with sensuous body and smooth,

  Provocative limbs to play the whore to his youth,

  Till hurled with hot haste into manhood he woos and weds

  A wife half wild, half shy of the ancestral bed,

  The crumbling house, and the whisperers on the stairs.

  The Rising of Glyndwr

  Thunder-browed and shaggy-throated

  All the men were there,

  And the women with the hair

  That is the raven’s and the rook’s despair.

  Winds awoke, and vixen-footed

  Firelight prowled the glade;

  The stars were hooded and the moon afraid

  To vex the darkness with her yellow braid.

  Then he spoke, and anger kindled

  In each brooding eye;

  Swords and spears accused the sky,

  The woods resounded with a bitter cry.

  Beasts gave tongue and barn-owls hooted,

  Every branch grew loud

  With the menace of that crowd.

  That thronged the dark, huge as a thundercloud.

  Man and Tree

  Study this man; he is older than the tree

  That lays its gnarled hand on his meagre shoulder,

  And even as wrinkled, for the bladed wind

  Ploughs up the surface, as the blood runs colder.

  Look at his eyes, that are colourless as rain,

  Yet hard and clear, knotted by years of pain.

  Look at his locks, that the chill wind has left

  With scant reluctance for the sun to bleach.

  Notice his mouth and the dry, bird-like tongue,

  That flutters and fails at the cracked door of his lips.

  Dumb now and sapless? Yet this man can teach,

  Even as an oak tree when its leaves are shed,

  More in old silence than in youthful song.

  Affinity

  Consider this man in the field beneath,

  Gaitered with mud, lost in his own breath,

  Without joy, without sorrow,

  Without children, without wife,

  Stumbling insensitively from furrow to furrow,

  A vague somnambulist; but hold your tears,

  For his name also is written in the Book of Life.

  Ransack your brainbox, pull out the drawers

  That rot in your heart’s dust, and what have you to give

  To enrich his spirit or the way he lives?

  From the standpoint of education or caste or creed

  Is there anything to show that your essential need

  Is less than his, who has the world for church,

  And stands bare-headed in the woods’ wide porch

  Morning and evening to hear God’s choir

  Scatter their praises? Don’t be taken in

  By stinking garments or an aimless grin;

  He also is human, and the same small star,

  That lights you homeward, has inflamed his mind

  With the old hunger, born of his kind.

  The Mistress

  See how earth claims him as he passes by,

  Drawing him reluctant to her ample breast.

  But why, when she suckled him, raised him high

  In sun and shower, why did she dress

  Green sap with sinew, fibre with thigh and thew?

  Why has she thrust up through the hollow eye

  Her tendril longing for the sky’s far blue?

  How could she teach him, by intricate weaving

  Of wind and air with the frail bones, craving

  For flight and freedom, and suddenly sunder

  Dreamer from dream in a mute surrender?

  Memories of Yeats Whilst Travelling to Holyhead

  How often he went on this journey, think of it, think of it:

  The metrical train, the monosyllabic sea,

  The listening hilltops, aloof and resentful of strangers.

  Who would have refrained from addressing him here, not discerning

  The embryonic poem still coiled in the ivory skull?

  Boredom or closeness of age might have prompted, his learning

  Concealed by his tweed and the azure, ecstatic tie;

  But who would have sensed the disdain of his slow reply

  Of polite acquiescence in their talk of the beautiful?

  Who could have guessed the futility even of praising

  Mountain and marsh and the delicate, flickering tree

  To one long impervious and cold to the outward scene,

  Heedless of nature’s baubles, lost in the amazing

  And labyrinth paths of his own impenetrable mind?

  But something in the hair’s fine silver, the breadth of brow,

  Had kept me dumb, too shy of his scornful anger

  To presume to pierce the dark, inscrutable glasses,

  His first defence against a material world.

  Yet alone with him in the indifferent compartment, hurled

  Between the waves’ white audience, the earth’s dim screen,

  In mutual silence closer than lover knit

  I had known reality dwindle, the dream begin.

  Country Church

  (Manafon)

  The church stands, built from the river stone,

  Brittle with light, as though a breath could shatter

  Its slender frame, or spill the limpid water,

  Quiet as sunlight, cupped within the bone.

  It stands yet. But though soft flowers break

  In delicate waves round limbs the river fashioned

  With so smooth care, no friendly God has cautioned

  The brimming tides of fescue for its sake.

  Peasant Greeting

  No speech; the raised hand affirms

  All that is left unsaid

  By the mute tongue and the unmoistened lips:

  The land’s patience and a tree’s

  Knotted endurance and

  The heart’s doubt whether to curse or bless,

  All packed into a single gesture.

  The knees crumble to the downward pull

  Of the harsh earth, the eyes,

  Fuddled with coldness, have no skill to smile.

  Life’s bitter jest is hollow, mirthless he slips

  To his long grave under the wave of wind,

  That breaks continually on the brittle ear.

  A Priest to His People

  Men of the hills, wantoners, men of Wales,

  With your sheep and your pigs and your ponies, your sweaty females,

  How I have hated you for your irreverence, your scorn even

  Of the refinements of art and the mysteries of the Church,

  I whose invective would spurt like a flame of fire

  To be quenched always in the coldness of your stare.

  Men of bone, wrenched from the bitter moorland,

  Who have not yet shaken the moss from your savage skulls,

  Or prayed the peat from your eyes,

  Did you detect like an ewe or an ailing wether,

  Driven into the undergrowth by the nagging flies,

  My true heart wandering in a wood of lies?

  You are curt and graceless, yet your sudden laughter

  Is sharp and bright as a whipped pool,

  When the wind strikes or the clouds are flying;

  And all the devices of church and school

  Have failed to cripple your unhallowed movements,

  Or put a halter on your wild soul.

  You are lean and spare, yet your strength is a mockery

  Of the pale words in the black Book,

  And why should you come like sparrows for prayer crumbs,

  Whose hands can dabble in the world’s blood?

  I have
taxed your ignorance of rhyme and sonnet,

  Your want of deference to the painter’s skill,

  But I know, as I listen, that your speech has in it

  The source of all poetry, clear as a rill

  Bubbling from your lips; and what brushwork could equal

  The artistry of your dwelling on the bare hill?

  You will forgive, then, my initial hatred,

  My first intolerance of your uncouth ways,

  You who are indifferent to all that I can offer,

  Caring not whether I blame or praise.

  With your pigs and your sheep and your sons and holly-cheeked daughters

  You will still continue to unwind your days

  In a crude tapestry under the jealous heavens

  To affront, bewilder, yet compel my gaze.

  On a Portrait of Joseph Hone by Augustus John

  As though the brute eyes had seen

  In the hushed meadows the weasel,

  That would tear the soft down of the throat

  And suck the veins dry

  Of their glittering blood.

  And the mouth formed to the cry,

  That gushed from the cleft heart

  And flowed coldly as spring water over

  The stone lips.

  Iago Prytherch

  Ah, Iago, my friend, whom the ignorant people thought

  The last of your kind, since all the wealth you brought

  From the age of gold was the yellow dust on your shoes,

  Spilled by the meadow flowers, if you should choose

  To wrest your barns from the wind and the weather’s claws,

  And break the hold of the moss on roof and gable;

  If you can till your fields and stand to see

  The world go by, a foolish tapestry

  Scrawled by the times, and lead your mares to stable,

  And dream your dream, and after the earth’s laws

  Order your life and faith, then you shall be

  The first man of the new community.

  The Airy Tomb

  Twm was a dunce at school, and was whipped and shaken

  More than I care to say, but without avail,

  For where one man can lead a horse to the pail

  Twenty can’t make him drink what is not to his mind,

  And books and sums were poison to Tomos, he was stone blind

  To the print’s magic; yet his grass-green eye

  Missed nor swoop nor swerve of the hawk’s wing

  Past the high window, and the breeze could bring,

  Above the babble of the room’s uproar,

  Songs to his ear from the sun-dusted moor,

  The grey curlew’s whistle and the shrill, far cry

  Of circling buzzard ... This was Twm at school,

  Subject to nothing but the sky and the wind’s rule.

  And then at fourteen term ended and the lad was free.

  Scatheless as when he entered, he could write and spell

  No more than the clouds could or the dribbling rain,

  That scrawled vague messages on the window pane.

  And so he returned to the Bwlch to help his father

  With the rough work of the farm, to ditch, and gather

  The slick ewes from the hill: to milk the cow,

  And coax the mare that dragged the discordant plough.

  Stepping with one stride thus from boy to man,

  His school books finished with, he now began

  Learning what none could teach but the hill people

  In that cold country, where grass and tree

  Are a green heritage more rich and rare

  Than a queen’s emerald or an untouched maid.

  It were as well to bring the tup to the wild mare,

  Or put the heron and the hen to couple,

  As mate a stranger from the fat plain

  With that gaunt wilderness, where snow is laid

  Deadly as leprosy till the first of May,

  And a man counts himself lucky if All Saints’ Day

  Finds his oats hived in the tottering barn.

  But Tomos took to the life like a hillman born;

  His work was play after the dull school, and hands,

  Shamed by the pen’s awkwardness, toyed with the fleece

  Of ewe and wether; eyes found a new peace

  Tracing the poems, which the rooks wrote in the sky.

  So his shadow lengthened, and the years sped by

  With the wind’s quickness; Twm had turned nineteen,

  When his father sickened and at the week’s end died,

  Leaving him heir to the lean patch of land,

  Pinned to the hill-top, and the cloudy acres,

  Kept as a sheep-walk. At his mother’s side

  He stood in the graveyard, where the undertaker

  Sprinkled earth rubble with a loud tattoo

  On the cheap coffin; but his heart was hurt

  By the gash in the ground, and too few, too few

  Were the tears that he dropped for that lonely man

  Beginning his journey to annihilation.

  He had seen sheep rotting in the wind and sun,

  And a hawk floating in a bubbling pool,

  Its weedy entrails mocking the breast

  Laced with bright water; but the dead and living

  Moved hand in hand on the mountain crest

  In the calm circle of taking and giving.

  A wide sepulchre of brisk, blue air

  Was the beasts’ portion, but a mortal’s lot

  The boards’ strictness, and an ugly scar

  On the earth’s surface, till the deliberate sod

  Sealed off for ever the green land he trod.

  But the swift grass, that covered the unsightly wound

  In the prim churchyard, healed Tomos’ mind

  Of its grave-sickness, and December shadows

  Dwindled to nothingness in the spring meadows,

  That were blowsy with orchis and the loose bog-cotton.

  Then the sun strengthened and the hush of June

  Settled like lichen on the thick-timbered house,

  Where Twm and his mother ate face to face

  At the bare table, and each tick of the clock

  Was a nail knocked in the lid of the coffin

  Of that pale, spent woman, who sat with death

  Jogging her elbow through the hot, still days

  Of July and August, or passed like a ghost

  By the scurrying poultry – it was ever her boast

  Not to stay one winter with the goodman cold

  In his callous bed. Twm was bumpkin blind

  To the vain hysteria of a woman’s mind,

  And prated of sheep fairs, but the first frost came

  To prove how ungarnished was the truth she told.

  Can you picture Tomos now in the house alone,

  The room silent, and the last mourner gone

  Down the hill pathway? Did he sit by the flame

  Of his turf fire and watch till dawn

  The slow crumbling of the world he had known?

  Did he rebuild out of the ragged embers

  A new life, tempered to the sting of sorrow?

  Twm went to bed and woke on the grey morrow

  To the usual jobbery in sty and stable;

  Cleaned out the cow-house, harnessed the mare,

  And went prospecting with the keen ploughshare.

  Yet sometimes the day was dark, and the clouds remembered,

  Herded in the bare lanes of sky, the funeral rite,

  And Tomos about the house or set at table

  Was aware of something for which he had no name,

  Though the one tree, which dripped through the winter night

  With a clock’s constancy, tried hard to tell

  The insensitive mind what the heart knew well.

  But March squalls, making the windows rattle,

  Blew great gaps in his thoughts, till Apri
l followed

  With a new sweetness, that set the streams gossiping.

  On Easter Day he heard the first warbler sing

  In the quick ash by the door, and the snow made room

  On the sharp turf for the first fumbling lamb.

  Docking and grading now until after dark

  In the green field or fold, there was too much work

  For the mind to wander, though the robin wove

  In the young hazel a sweet tale of love.

  And what is love to an uncultured youth

  In the desolate pastures, but the itch of cattle

  At set times and seasons? Twm rarely went down

  With his gay neighbours to the petticoat town

  In a crook of the valley, and his mind was free

  Of the dream pictures which lead to romance.

  Hearts and arrows, scribbled at the lane’s entrance,

  Were a meaningless symbol, as esoteric

  As his school fractions: the one language he knew

  Was the shrill scream in the dark, the shadow within the shadow,

  The glimmer of flesh, deadly as mistletoe.

  Of course there was talk in the parish, girls stood at their doors

  In November evenings, their glances busy as moths

  Round that far window; and some, whom passion made bolder

  As the buds opened, lagged in the bottom meadow

  And coughed and called. But never a voice replied

  From that grim house, nailed to the mountain side,

  For Tomos was up with the lambs, or stealthily hoarding

  The last light from the sky in his soul’s crannies.

  So the tongues still wagged, and Tomos became a story

  To please a neighbour with, or raise the laughter

  In the lewd tavern, for folk cannot abide

  The inscrutable riddle, posed by their own kin.

  And you, hypocrite reader, at ease in your chair,

  Do not mock their conduct, for are you not also weary

  Of this odd tale, preferring the usual climax?

  He was not well-favoured, you think, nor gay, nor rich,

  But surely it happened that one of those supple bitches

  With the sly haunches angled him into her net

  At the male season, or, what is perhaps more romantic,

  Some lily-white maid, a clerk or a minister’s daughter,

  With delicate hands, and eyes brittle as flowers

  Or curved sea-shells, taught him the tender airs

 

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