Ecstasy Rises (Darker Ecstasy Book 2)

by Lorraine Kathyrn

  I think I was looking for someone dominant without even realizing.

  Then along came Malcolm, who seemed to recognize my submissive nature and unflinchingly pushed himself in to my life. Don’t misunderstand me, my submission to Malcolm is an active decision on my part. I realized after that first weekend we spent together this is a choice I make to give him myself, give him the gift of my complete surrender. I am not weak or passive with him. My will is strong, I am strong. It is that strength, that will, that draws him to me. He doesn’t break my will, he has no desire to; he simply wants me to give it over to him. And I can. I do. I give him this gift of myself, my essence, and I submit to him as he demands, because I am strong enough to do so. And in his power, in the freedom of my surrender to his dominance, my weakness is expunged, my insecurities annihilated, and I am reborn. And, in a way, he surrenders a part of himself to me. It’s almost like he takes my strength, he takes my power, and in doing so he gives me his weakness, his insecurity, exorcising them through me.

  Am I rambling? I don’t mean to. And I don’t mean to make it sound “kumbayah”. I really don’t. Or easy. It wasn’t — it isn’t. There is a great deal of trust involved between us. I trust him, I trust in him, completely and utterly. As he does me. And there is a freedom in it, in this trust, this connection, for both of us.

  So when, late that first Friday evening after our trip to Houston, Malcolm grabbed me as I left the ladies room and pulled me in to the mens, I felt no fear. No nervousness. Just excitement.

  And arousal.

  A lot of arousal.

  He spun me around to face the wall next to a bank of urinals and pushed me against it, leaning against me from behind. I dropped my jacket and purse on the floor, all thoughts of rushing for the bus evaporated. I could feel his cock — already hard — against my ass and I gave a small sigh, feeling my pussy start to get wet in response. He removed the clip holding up my hair and threw it on the floor. I watched it tumble as it skittered along the floor, coming to rest in the shadows beneath the row of sinks. Malcolm’s nose nuzzled my hair as my cheek was pressed against the wall and I could hear him breathing deeply, as if he would inhale me whole.

  I felt him press his pelvis against me harder as he began to slowly move against me. The steely length of his arousal moved across my backside, pressing into my flesh through my clothes and moulding me around it, and I felt my skin tingle with an odd sense of pride at making him so hard. I pressed against him as well as I could and gave a slight moan.

  “Are you wet for me?” he breathed in to my ear.

  “Yes,” I whispered.

  He twisted his right hand in my hair and pulled, making me arch my back. I could feel my nipples harden behind the lace of my bra as goosebumps erupted all over my skin. I love it when he pulls my hair, the tighter and harder the better. I looked at him, his big green eyes revealing something exhilarating and wild, and my lips parted in anticipation of a rough kiss that never came.

  “What do you want?” he grunted, pulling my hair a little harder.

  “You,” I moaned softly.

  He used my hair in his fist to turn me around to face him. I glanced down, licking my lips a bit at the visible bulge in his expensive suit. He put his left hand on the wall next to my head, making his suit jacket spread out behind him like a cape. He leaned forward, touching his forehead to mine, his tie moving between us like a pendulum.

  “Unbutton your blouse.” I quickly obeyed, pulling it out of the waistband of my slacks and allowing it to hang open. Malcolm pulled his face away from mine, using his pelvis to hold me against the wall. I stared at his lips, aching for him to kiss me, and he smirked, seeming to read my mind.

  “Put your arms behind your back, holding your forearms with your hands,” he said, letting go of my hair and standing up fully in front of me. I obeyed, pouting a bit at the loss of contact while I lift my head to meet his gaze. Even in heels, he kind of looms over me, being so much taller and broad-shouldered. But it’s not at all threatening. It’s actually rather sexy.

  The posture he put me in made me thrust my breasts out and I could feel my nipples straining against my bra. Malcolm tugged the cups down roughly, exposing my nipples and areolas, the bra cups lifting my breasts a bit. He used his right hand to twist and pinch my nipples, making them harder.

  “Do you know what these are?” he asks suddenly, his left hand dangling a silver chain in front of my eyes. At each end of the chain was a mean looking alligator clip with rubber or plastic covers on their tips. My first thought was ‘roach clips’, but I knew it couldn’t be that. I just shook my head, watching the chain sway in front of my eyes. “No?” he teased, pulling at my right nipple, stretching it out away from my body before gently putting one of the clips on it and letting it go. He turned a small knob I hadn’t noticed on the back of the clip, increasing the pressure on my nipple until I sighed; he then repeated the exercise with my left nipple. I looked down at my breasts, the clips making my nipples purple, the chain connecting them shivering with my breaths.

  “These are nipple clamps,” he said, placing a finger under my chin and making me look at him. “Do you like them?”

  “I don’t know.”

  “What?” he asked, wrapping his right hand in my hair again and pulling. “You don’t know?”

  “I…I never…It’s…yes. Yes, I like them.” I did. I’d never had clamps on my nipples before, but they felt good. Almost like they made the very tips of my nipples super-sensitive.

  “I see.” He tightened his grip in my hair and gave a hard tug at the chain between my breasts, causing the clamps to tug painfully at my nipples and making me cry out. “And now?”

  “Yes,” I hissed. The pain from my nipples making me so aroused I imagined I could smell myself over the cloyingly sweet odor of urinal cakes.

  “What about now?” Malcolm asked, snicking at my nipples with his left hand. My hips jerked towards him involuntarily every time he made contact. “Do you like them?”

  “Yes.” Barely audible. “Please…”

  “Please what?”

  “It hurts.”

  “Yes.” Malcolm tugged at the chain again, making me moan. “It hurts but you like it, don’t you?” I nodded, too overwhelmed to speak. He pulled my head back more and looked at me closely, his eyes like super-heated emeralds. He bent his head briefly and bit at my lower lip — I could feel the slight gap in his teeth when he did — before urging me down to my knees. He unzipped his pants and pulled his cock out with his left hand.

  “Open,” was all he said. I obeyed, and he pushed his cock into my mouth. I tried my best to suck it without using my hands, but he held my head steady with both his hands wrapped in my hair and pulled out of my mouth. I groaned in protest — at that point the only thing that mattered to me was having Malcolm’s cock in my mouth, I didn’t care that we were at work, I didn’t care that there were one or two other people still in the office this late on Friday, I only wanted his cock in my mouth again — but he hushed me quickly.

  “I am going to fuck that succulent little whore’s mouth of yours, poppit. I am.” He looked down at me questioningly. I nodded, taking a deep breath. “Good girl. Open.”

  I did, and he thrust his cock back in my mouth, holding my head steady. He thrust in and out, each time sliding a bit more in my mouth. It was odd at first. All I thought to do was cover my teeth with my lips and try to relax. The angle was a bit off, though, and I could feel him rubbing further and further back against my palette. I tentatively used my tongue, trying to coax him in to changing his angle a bit — I was afraid of gagging on him — but to no avail. He sucked in his breath with a moan when I started using my tongue, but he didn’t change his stance at all.

  He began pushing himself deeper down my throat, making me gag slightly with each thrust. Every time my throat tightened around him he moaned and stilled his movements for a moment. By the time I could feel the heat of his balls near my chin and felt the first tickle of h
is pubic hair on the tip of my nose, he had pushed past the gag reflex and was effectively smothering me with his cock. I raised my eyes to his, feeling them bulge a bit as the need to cough pushed tears out of their corners.

  “That’s a good cock-sucking whore.” He moaned, brushing my tears away. “You like having your throat stuffed with my cock, don’t you?” He pulled back a bit and I moaned in assent. “Take your clamps off,” he commanded, pushing back down my throat. I had forgotten they were even on, my nipples having gone a bit numb. I did, using both hands to take them off at the same time. Suddenly, I moaned and my body shook as my nipples seemed to come to life. They tingled with an ache that was the sweetest feeling. There was a heat to them, as if they would burn the surrounding tissue, and they were so sensitive I thought I could feel the movement of the air over them and specks of dust hit them.

  I was excruciatingly close to coming, but couldn’t quite get there. I moaned and whined and slobbered around Malcolm’s cock as he fucked my face faster. I could feel him get stiffer in my mouth and sensed his balls drawing up a bit. I did my best to relax my throat, but the continued sensations from my nipples and Malcolm’s swearing and calling me names just heightened my own arousal, making me tense up. He pushed himself completely in my mouth, burying my nose against him and coming down my throat. I nearly gagged in spite of the large blockage in my mouth and my near-desperate state of arousal, my arms flailing a bit at my sides. I managed not to. I just swallowed as best I could as he praised me.

  He pulled out of my mouth and stood in front of me, his mostly flaccid penis covered in saliva and his own semen. I instinctively leaned forward and slowly licked him clean, putting my arms behind my back again as before. He sighed contentedly and caressed my hair as I finished.

  “Stand up, poppit,” he said, tucking himself back in his pants and zipping up. “I want to look at your nipples.” Again, I obeyed, though it seemed an odd request. He must have seen the questioning look on my face because he explained, “You had them on for a bit. I want to see if you’re bruised or not.”

  “Too long?”

  “Probably not,” he said, stroking the tops of my breasts gently. “But clamps can do serious, even permanent damage. And too long is, well, subjective. What might be too long for one person is nothing to another.” He brushed his fingers over my nipples, making me moan. “They seem to be fine, but a slightly closer inspection might be in order.” He bent his head and took first one nipple then the other into his mouth, swirling his tongue around them. I couldn’t stand it; I was already so turned on and the feeling of his tongue on my overly-sensitive nipples was making me crazy. His left leg was somewhat nestled between mine, and I began trying to rub my crotch against his thigh, desperate for anything that would push me over the edge and get me off.

  He stepped back, laughing deep in his chest as I grunted in frustration. “Patience is a virtue, poppit.” He straightened his clothing before smoothing his tie and hair. “Give me your bra,” he said, holding his hand out for it. I unbuttoned my sleeves and slipped my blouse off, holding it by the label in my teeth as I reached behind me and unhooked my bra. I slid it off and handed it to Malcolm. “Put your blouse back on.” He moved over to the row of sinks and washed his hands as I put my blouse back on. My hands shook as I buttoned my sleeves, making it difficult. When I moved to button the front of my blouse, Malcolm came over and pushed my hands aside, buttoning my blouse for me.

  “What is it, poppit?” he asked quietly. “Nervous?”

  “No,” I said, shaking my head and breathing deeply. I could smell him — his cologne, his sweat, his skin, that addictive mix I craved more than oxygen — but still imagined I could smell myself. “Just a bit frustrated.”

  “I know,” he said, finishing my buttons. He took the hem of my blouse and pulled it down, pressing my breasts flat and causing my nipples to stand out through the fabric. He began moving it back and forth slightly, the friction of the fabric against my skin making me weak. I grabbed his arm to steady myself as he let go of my top. “My poor little slut,” he said tenderly, giving me a peck on the forehead. He grabbed my coat and purse and handed them to me.

  “It’s going to get a lot more frustrating for you.” He grabbed my hand and led me out of the men’s room to the elevators. We waited for them in silence, my head ringing with his implied threat. I was about to ask him to explain when the elevator doors shussed open in front of us with a ‘bing’.

  He gently pushed me in to the elevator before him, his hand on my lower back. I leaned against the wall near the control panel, memories of Malcolm fucking me where I now stood making my need even more pronounced.

  “Your cunt is swollen,” he said, standing in front of me and rubbing his right hand over my mound. “And wet. So very wet, isn’t it? I can feel the humidity of your slut cunt through your pants.” I nodded, my eyes on his. I felt hypnotized, and was afraid my voice would break the spell. “Turn around,” he said, removing his hand from between my legs. I did, pressing my forehead against the elevator wall.

  “You have a perfect little slut’s ass. Did you know that?” he said, his hand lightly tracing between my ass cheeks. “Has anyone ever told you that before?” I shook my head slightly, still unwilling to speak. “You do. Perfect.” His hand kept running up and down my backside, his touch light, more soothing than sexual. “Have you ever had a cock in your ass, poppit?”

  “No,” I said quickly, tensing up.

  “Perfect,” he said as the elevator opened on the garage. He grabbed my elbow and directed me towards his car, opening my door and seating me inside. I smiled a bit at his impeccable manners; some may call it antiquated or archaic, but I found it chivalrous and totally disarming.

  “What?” he asked, catching my fleeting smile as he got in and started the car.

  “You make me feel special.”

  “You are,” he said matter-of-factly. He pulled out, heading towards his Fremont house. I briefly considered asking him to stop at my condo so I could at least get an overnight bag, but decided against it after glancing at his face. He seemed a study in purposefulness.

  And just going along with whatever he wanted excited me.

  We didn’t speak on the drive. I kept glancing over at Malcolm as he drove, the setting sun turning his skin golden. Traffic was heavier than usual, and we seemed to inch our way for a few miles. I looked at the people on the streets as we slowly made our way through Belltown and lower Queen Anne, watching their faces and bodies. They seemed unreal, dim, made from dirty plastic or encased in individual clouds of drab grey, separate from everyone, oblivious to their own aloneness. It was only when they met up in pairs or groups that they seemed alive, in Technicolor; yet even then, cocoons of separateness still seemed to be there, held open temporarily, but seldom shed completely. It occurred to me that I was likely one of them, too, and maybe, even with Malcolm, I never completely shed my own cocoon.

  The thought was grim enough to cool the simmering between my thighs. Malcolm must have sensed something, because he reached over and tucked my hair behind my right ear before softly caressing my cheek. I glanced at him, that disconcerting feeling of affection for him making me angry with myself. I looked back out the window, chiding myself for mooning over him like an immature girl.

  By the time we arrived at Malcolm’s house I was in a funk, giving him the smallest of smiles as he opened my door and helped me out of his car. He grabbed my wrist and led me into his house, stopping and pushing me against the foyer wall as he pushed the front door shut with his foot.

  “Drop it,” he said, indicating my purse and coat with a slight nod of his head. I did, my mouth suddenly dry with excitement and my mood instantly elevated. “I want you to go upstairs, undress completely, and get on the bed,” he said, his lips a hair’s width from mine. I could feel the humidity of his mouth. “Be on hands and knees, facing away from the door, by the time I come up.”

  He stepped back and I blinked at him for a moment, su
ddenly chilled without his heat in close proximity. He tilted his head slightly and raised an eyebrow, and I smiled at him, quickly making my way upstairs. I undressed as fast as possible, dropping my clothes in a pile on a chair. I climbed on to his big bed and positioned myself on my hands and knees, toes touching the edge and ass pointed towards the door, and waited for Malcolm.

  And waited.

  And waited.

  By the time he came in, the sun had set and I was in a half-doze, sitting on my heels with my head on my forearms. He was so quiet when he came in I didn’t even realize he was there. I had been thinking about my motorcycle, contemplating taking it out of storage and getting it ready to ride again or just selling it when suddenly what felt like a hundred tiny pebbles slapped into my ass.

  “Ow!” I yelled, sitting upright and turning to look at Malcolm. He had his jacket and tie off, the cuffs of his shirt rolled up to expose his forearms. In his right hand he held a thick wooden handle with what looked like hundreds of ribbons of leather, velvet and silk dangling from the end of it. Each ribbon was about 18 inches long and had a large knot at the end of it. They swayed as Malcolm moved.

  “On your hands and knees,” he said, pushing at my back with his left hand.

  “Please,” I whisper, bending over, the mixture of nervousness and desire making me feel breathless.

  “You can stop me any time,” Malcolm whispered, bending to my ear. “Just say your name.” He looked at me and I nodded. He stood and moved out of my line of sight. I heard him moving behind me and concentrated on not looking back.

  I jumped as I felt his hands around my left thigh. I watched as he buckled a wide leather cuff around my leg just above my knee before moving to do the same to my right leg. There were three silver D rings sewn into the cuff. They gleamed mellowly in the dim light of the room. I felt almost hypnotized watching him.